be aware of some creeps in front of the supemarket in Somerville on McGrath highway

 A couple of days ago this revolving group of individuals showed up that seem to be selling something but they are blocking the door to the supermarket. They also interact with every single person and it's almost like harassment because  if you're not interested they seem to physically get in your way and try to say hi and talk to you. And of course there's another problem I'm not going to mention outright but yeah they're doing that too and it's really aaggressive. 

There's usually two males and then in the evening there's this girl she has her boobs almost totally exposed in this really tight outfit that reminds me of my mom working as a bartender in the 1970s wearing a ddanskin with her double D's. But the girl at least was friendly and didn't do any dumb shit but but it was aggressive and a little shocking.. 

So what pisses me off about this also as someone who's been houseless for a while and does a lot of panhandling this would be considered really aggressive soliciting if they were panhandling they would have gotten kicked out by now. 

They're also not on city property they're on the stores property I hope they gave them permission. Too bad they didn't realize they gave permission to assholes. 

And I don't want to see any kind of email under my name or any of this nonsense framing me and shit because a I didn't mention the store and be I don't even know who these people are who they work for or what they're selling they could be selling telephone service they could be selling medical they could be selling anything I have no idea what they're selling because I don't want to talk to them because they're obnoxious and I don't need to buy anything right now anyway and if I did I wouldn't do it from some people in front of a ssupermarket. 

Now if they were panhandling I might give them a damn dollar. But I wouldn't give anybody anything that's that obnoxious walking in people's paths when they're talking to people they're walking in front of the door you can't get through there's already crap sitting there from some construction that the store. Anyway try to avoid them but they make it very difficult. 

 Wow sleep deprivation does not come easy at this age lol

Making Daily Life As Difficult as Possible in Nazi Germany

 https://hcofpgh.org/revolving-doors-jewish-life-under-the-nazis/

Jewish Life in Ghettos During the Holocaust

 https://encyclopedia.ushmm.org/content/en/article/life-in-the-ghettos

 Can someone please get that fat black bitch off my ass and off my d*CK in the supermarket? Where are these people coming from? Geez.. have some fuckong finesse and decorum when you fuck with people. I see more class and better carriage down at Mass Ave with homeless and drug addicts. Probably because they aren't playing 'g uard the big house for the man'. 

Before people like this get overzealous let me remind people who's family owned and still owns lots of property here. Bring back the old mayor please at least I knew who I was dealing with. 

Great now gentrification is going yoeas to a horrible have/have not system complete with gate keepers. I don't need to be minded. If you want I can get nasty about certain issues and send you home crying but then I would probably be barred. 

Do we have to start underground organizations again in order to protect ourselves? I thought we could all move beyond this and evolve even with dark sky disrupting tall buildings going up etc.. 

This morning crew hasn't dealt with me before but obviously they know 'of' me. Well children, things are different in real life than you imagine. 

You can imagine me going to corporate like I always do complaining about overt discrimination and I can get nastier  .

Back off bitch..go eat something... again 

update on vioent incident today

 In my last post I repeated what a witness had told me that it was a man came in stabbed an employee and then stabbed himself. 

I was simply repeating what this woman told me who were standing outside. 

The news stories are claiming that it was a domestic incident between two people who knew each oother a man and a woman. 

This is a very different story than the one that I hheard but that's why we have investigations and investigators. 

That still doesn't change the strange conditions in the environment I experienced right before the violent action occurred. And it doesn't explain the presence of the strange man in Grey and then the extremely strange Man in Black with sunglasses I have video of. 

I'm still going to take it seriously. 

there is a city councilor who is now saying that the National Guard should back up the police dept. 

I've been out here on my own since May. What I have seen is that the police stand down even if there is police they just don't take action they're told to be overly tolerant is the problem. And if you don't like the fact there's not enough policemen then maybe you the public should have thought about this before you did something stupid where you would manipulated into defunding the police as well as making it so people go up and punch cops out of nowhere so that nobody wants to become a cop because they have a bad name. 

And now you're complaining that you want the national guard to come back up the police?

I have a 6th grade education in math and I'm at 11th grade dropout and I could have told you already and I think I've mentioned it in my blog post before that defining the police is manipulative and it's only going to lead to something like this..

There's other ways to fix the situations that we're occurring that cause these things to happen. I just haven't had time to do blog posts on it. 

Don't you see what's happening the national guard? 

What you need to do is make it so that the police are not overly tolerant and that people enforce the laws that's what I've seen out of the street we have seen it for months as a couple and I've seen it staying in shelters unfortunately because there's no DV beds for women. And people are just not making these people do what they're supposed to do or people are not putting down their foot and enforcing the laws and it seems like the laws are lax now anyway. 

Another thing is once again they're taking advantage of the fact that you're not thinking straight about the situation the way it's being marketed in the papers and the way it's being framed. It's perception management straight out.

How are the national guard supposed to prevent a couple from having a domestic dispute in North station behind a dunkin' donuts hhallway? 

And how are the police supposed to prevent someone from getting into an altercation with someone on an escalator that would be the MBTA police not the Boston ppolice. 

The problem is is that over tolerance enabling drug addicts and calling "harm reduction"  when really you're just allowing drug dealers and cartels to make money off of these poor sick people and then all the first responders get to have multiple calls a day from these people who they give them narcan and they do it all over again and they're suffering I've seen it firsthand. 

There's a guy down at Mass Ave in Albany that has a seizure every single morning he must be taking some bad shit now if this was the old days the old cops and their buddies if you know what I mean would have found out who this asshole was and taking them out of circulation from dealing drugs to anybody. What the hell is this guy taking that every single morning he's hitting the telephone the face and rolling around on the ground down at Mass Ave near the hospital? Every single morning police have to deal with them the police from the health department and The bu police and then an ambulance and a fire truck have to be ccalled. 

How much is that costing the taxpayers?  

The problem is much bigger than just adding more police the police that we have are standing down and I've also seen it in Cambridge and every other place you can imagine and this has been for years now. 

You report something to them you stop them in their car like in the old days they would respond and take it seriously I've had cops just look at me like yeah whatever. You're being told to stand down so that we can have something crazy like this happen which is akin to martial law or something. 

So don't fall for this 

And there's also that thing that I mentioned about when I was right in front of the building when that stabbing happened yesterday I've told you that the environment was not normal and the conditions were strange. 

Something is definitely going on to cause things to happen is the conspiracy theory. Have any taken of enough of your liberties away since 9/11 and then the Boston bombing hoax or whatever the hell it was false flag or whatever? 

I don't trust the Boston herald as far as I can throw it. You should use it to line your bird cage people been saying that for like 10 years. 

I do not want a stupid email sense of them either I should be able to say what I want oh by the way I'm getting a media lawyer so I can say whatever the hell I want on here and start dumping massive loads of information here without being framed or without getting taken away or without being fucked with or sued..

So even if you don't believe conspiracy theories look at what I'm telling you about how the police are standing down and that you cause this with your ridiculous left-wing woke policies. 

Do you know that in the old days in Boston you had to have family members that were policemen if you were even allowed into the academy I think that was a really good system.. it may promote nepotism and corruption don't understand is that you seem to live in a bubble especially here in the Northeast. Some kids today do not understand even what real adversity and corruption iis. 

They would break in half and probably have a mental breakdown if they realized what we knew as an Open secret when we were growing up. 

The way the world works is there's always going to be some bad guy you want the bad guy who's going to protect you and make it so you can live safely and pretend that there are no bad guys. 

And when you have an elite system like in this area with very little land to share they're going to have to have somebody give something up at some point to the elite can continue to dominate no matter how hard they try to market will policies and helping people and all this other stuff we do have a lot of good programs I'm not saying that this is not going to be Texas or California where I've seen that there's a little more of an equal footing and everyone has a job and everyone has a chance.. just that's just the way this place is going to work because of the way that it's physically laid out and the things that are here like powerful institutions. 

If you really want to help people who are suffering from nneglect and over tolerance causing an ebling and to stop crying downtown why don't you just retrain everybody and make it so that they enforce the law well somehow still being progressive if you like and hire more police or higher I don't know what to tell you I'm not in law enforcement and don't do criminal sciences. But if you're not letting the police you already have do their job what good is it going to do to have the national guard come in I think that's a bunch of bullshit and I think we can all see that it's a scam. 

if ever i was in doubt if my work is important I know now that it is

 I needed to be here today in this specific location. All I wanted to do is get some quick breakfast before going  to get dressed. 

Had to stay inside location last night because it was going to rain very early in the morning around 4:00 a.m.. I asked people on the trains if it rains so I wouldn't feel ffoolish having stayed sort of environment last night unnecessarily. I have to pack another backpack and a whole set of gear differently than I do for urban camping. 

I'm trying to drink just coffee in the morning and make that a meal and then eat a big meal in the middle of the day and nothing at night. Maybe breakfast food at night. I can't get down from 185 lbs and I do a lot of stress eating there's no need to have a big meal at night. The stress eating is a lot better now that I'm on my oown. 

So my cold brew is smaller now. And just some hard boiled eggs and a sausage biscuit will do. And then I can have a bigger meal at 2:00 and then eat hardly nothing for the rest of the day. 

I'm trying very hard to stay on top of things and take care of my health. The liptospirosis that I ccaught wasn't treated intravenously I was only given antibiotics I had to fight for them I could hardly get them and I'm having residual effects from that like depression and hopelessness. Plus the environment out here is a lot different than it was in 2016 the last time I was on my own. . 

I've been in doubt especially the last few days my motivations been ddeclining. In doubt about all that I'm doing and if it's worth it and the world is so big now with so many people and an ocean of people on the internet on One Small voice what do I matter. And my mother's voice in my head as well as the sentiment of every doubter long ago she said to me in the very beginning of this you can write a book but no one's going to believe you. I forgiven her for this as she's old now and she's a victim herself, however having invested in a 9-year relationship hoping that it would save me or protect me and give me something of meaning in old age, and being in menopause having gray hair it's all made me feel a displaced and out of sync with the timeline especially the one that I was in that I had predicted with last for me until my dying days. 

I was on my way to go get dressed and decided that I would have the breakfast that I chose and I decided to sit down in a place I used to know many years ago when there was a punk rock club upstairs and a friendly heavy set guy named Chet used to come to all the parties in the early nineties. Asked about him he sent passed on but there's a movie about him which I'm going to check out. 

I sat down and realized that my sausage biscuit with soggy and didn't smell right before I went to get up to get another one at the store one block away. 

All these first responders showed up like many many of them. Enough of them so that you know it's not something small that it's something much bigger going oon. 

Couldn't get enough internet right there where I was sitting in the North end in order to use my police scanner so I couldn't tell what was going on. 

If you witnesses that were there in the building and in the office when it happened said that they were there and a man came in and stabbed an employee and stabbed himself. A little while later as police were lleaving had taped off the area as a crime scene you could hear one of them say it's now under homicide case, so somebody must have died. 

One interesting thing that the Spanish girl had said with her friend is how she didn't understand that the other employee in the office was not reacting or doing anything while the poor person was getting stabbed she said they were screaming loud enough and everybody could hear it. She could not understand why the person in the office didn't do something as it's clear that their co-worker was being attacked. Well we can chalk it up to sometimes people freeze under pressure. Even though we want to idealize the soldier it's documented and I've heard from veterans that some people just freeze up some people piss their pants and some people go hhide from noise and things that can kill you. That's why people get purple hearts and awards and stripes not because they're especially brave because they didn't run away and they actually ran into action successfully completed a mission of some kind and then got out alive. DNA upbringing and luck I would say. 

So we don't know why she was doing nothing. Then again there could be something more sinister at wwork. Seems to be a growing problem in the last many years since 9/11.

Being around this today and having this just behind me where I was eating, made me realize that my work is actually important and I have to keep going. That I haven't gone through all this just to give up and abondon my work or what I believe is important.

I had begun to prioritize other things due to the influence of people and a bad environment lately on my own

 Well that stops today as of this incident that happened right behind where I was eating. It was a strange man in the dunkin' donuts  because I had gotten coffee I believe after I had gone to the convenience store to get my breakfast. And he was in the convenience store with me and seem to be following me and then he followed me into dunkin' donuts and was standing beside me in my personal space with just this feeling of iintimidation the same way he had done in the convenience store. 

When he was standing next to me and Dunkin donuts I got tired of it and I pushed out all of my Will and basically you stood strong and tall and dug my toes in which is my nature and I'm really good at it and refuse to budge or be intimidated. The person had this weird look on their eyes like glazed or there was a freaking alien or something just odd. Once I pushed my will out and once I was very calm which is very easy and menopause ladies very very calm. And sturdy. It's easy to deflect things sometimes and sometimes it's not. Take care of your health you should be strong. 

So this immense power that I have now to stay calm really seem to make things a lot easier in the whole entire store and the person just seemed to get tired of doing whatever he was trying to do and he just walked away with this weird looking his eyes. 

And right at that moment strangely enough during this whole entire a little episode of mine when I went to the convenience store then to Dunkin donuts with this weird guy following me I kept feeling this pressure on me. Pressure pressure pressure. And I kept feeling this strange ideation. This feeling tthat was going to be picked up today. Picked up by police for something like in 2016 during the frame up. I felt very threatened and I felt very full of fear and fear became the feeling that I felt along with this pressure that kept pushing. 

And this guy just kept following me into stores. I felt this pressure and this horrible ideation that I was going to be picked up by police today. 

Right after he left the dunkin' donuts pressure remained. The ideation remained. 

Then as the stabbing occurred the pperson leaned out the window calling for help, as first responders arrived in large numbers... The ideation and this pressure subsided immediately. 

Talking to one of the officers I was told that something like this happened at South station just yesterday. I will have to look this up. before I spoke to this younger officer I was joking with an older officer. Sometimes it's nice to touch someone from the world that we knew before where Boston was Boston. I miss it so. The other day there was a tall white man who looked like he was from the old school days working on the platform at the MBTA. He shouted out in a deep rough voice the people needed to get inside the train and get off the platform and stop blocking things. His Swift authority as well as people's immediate reaction to it made me feel safe. Old Boston wasn't perfect and a lot of these people were responsible for a lot of bad things but at least we were safe and we knew who the authority was and that we could trust them to keep us safe. Nothing anywhere seems safe anymore and there's no pillars in the structure. Some young 20-year-old somewhere probably said to themselves that that's toxic masculinity or white supremacy thus is the foolish brainwashing of the last 10 years. 

Also complained that they found a dead body in North station but I made it clear to him that that's probably not the same thing as a violent action he said yes it's an overdose but I think he was just overloaded he was young and it seemed like he was more of this progressive policing type person cuz he was the guy that was talking to the public. And when I spoke with him he didn't have a policeman's wall I call iit.  He didn't have that training that experience and that compartmentalization that hard wall that you slam into when you try to be friendly with cops no matter how friendly they are and how much they talk you know that they're keeping mental discipline because that's their job. If they didn't keep things secret and private we wouldn't be safe. 

So I sat down to finish my food realized I had forgotten to go get another replacement for mmy sausage biscuit went over did so and came back and sat down and ate. 

Estranged tall man arrived in black with sunglasses on. Very intimidating but also very capable of blending in and also of looking like a policeman which is very brilliant because there's nothing but policeman around. He was being annoying and I'll get into that at some point later-maybe. Maybe I'll post a video I have maybe I won't maybe I'll wait till I write my book I don't know. He was being really annoying and it was really over and if there's news cameras there which there were I will laugh my ass off if he's on a news camera doing this dumb shit on camera. he came over and talked to the cop for a minute walked away I was getting up to film the scene some mmore and someone and said do you have me on your camera a joke and said no I'm filming him instead the guy in black with the sunglasses is who I was referring to. Because might as well make a joke out of it he was inappropriate for someone to say that to me anyway it's a public space. As I said that to make a joke out of the whole thing and to make people more comfortable which I try to do, the man in Black reacted very extreme. Or simply making a joke  because he reacted that way I actually did start to film him. He made me feel very unsafe when you started saying things like you're crazy you belong in a mental hospital.  For filming when there's an incident? 

And making a joke? 

On the video you can clearly  hear me saying that the guy that just went in and stabbed somebody and stabbed himself belongs in the institution not me. 

One person in authority said that he was a cop then later on said he wasn't I wanted it to be clear because I don't want to be filming or posting anything with police because we all know what happened in 2016 when I did tthat. I will bring it to internal affairs instead and keep it private. because this way then there is no material online for them to use to frame you and say that you had means and motive and opportunity. 

Going through legal channels in the proper system instead. 

So I asked a cop who seemed much calmer and he seemed to be on the up and up and he looked at my video and he said no that is not a cop that's a ccivilian. So it made me feel a little better. 

I know one thing from being there today: there's definitely questions that need to be answered. 

And I know one other thing: the number one thing 

Nothing can get in the way of my work nothing is more important than my work and it's what I should focus on and nobody should be convincing me that they are more important or that my personal life is more important. 

Id be curious to see is that strange man in the gray outfit suit but almost like an 80s members only jacket but a modern version of iit with gray pants be interesting to see if he is the suspect that entered the building and did that. What a horrible thought I had that it might have been that same strange man. 

I'm going to do research and find out. 

What interests me most in my work, in my writing and this blog is what I was experiencing and feeling right before the act of violence committed just one building over by another person. 

I wonder if they were experiencing intense pressure on them. If there were strange people around making them feel intimidated. If there was horrible thoughts or feelings that caused fear may have made them it may have pushed them into a violent action. 

It's too much coincidence. 

This is why the internet activism is so important. This is why it's so important to have awareness especially among those people that are feeling as if they might be working with the targeted individual theory. Perhaps people can resist when there is something making them feel as if to take an aaction. 

I mean I didn't feel as if I was taking a violent action or anything I just felt like there were factors collectively that were all capturing me to feel mortally afraid which is not me by the way I don't feel afraid inside very eeasily.  If I do I have a way of containing it 

So anybody out there who reads this blog who's in this northeast area before warned. The game is getting harder. 

And I didn't write this post until later on on purpose. Why would I need to be salted like that about belonging in a mental institution when I'm just filming an incident for filming a person I didn't mention anything with strange to warrant that reaction. 

I'm in the cops on my video and I told him exactly the same thing that the guy that was in there stabbing people is the one that belongs on a mental institution he couldn't agree more. 

I think all of these strange people at the scene that I experienced should be taken into consideration just like the incident itself and the conditions that I felt in the area in the environment around me before the incident. 

Regardless of the details of this I know now that I cannot stop what I'm doing for anybody. Even if the whole world thinks i'm an old lady and I should quit

I also want to mention that in the newspaper there was an article that they had some kind of secret meeting in one of the governing bodies in some form somewhere about a secret meeting about violence downtown. Well violence downtown wouldn't be violent downtown and crime wouldn't be all that much downtown if officers were present and if people would aactually engage and fix things and tell people not to do things or to be present or to enforce the laws and no one's doing that. Kind of like this immigration thing people are pissed off about ice but that's what happens when the last administration lets people flood in here that's why we have laws in order. When you don't have laws in order and do things properly whether it's a bunch of geese or a bunch of people it's unhealthy for that population of animal. And eventually there's going to be retaliation or need to manage the numbers of that people or animal. Being over generous and over-tolerant actually hurts that group of people or animals. This is why we laws in order to do things a certain way. 

 

 Oh! I know why people think I'm dangerous. 

My IDEAS are dangerous!

Well true enough.  

Can You Smell The Desperation?

 O.. m... G

I'm being stalked with attempted domination/humiliation in public frickon bathrooms now! I'm being spange blocked (attempting to interfere with panhandling, soliciting or begging by some method) even by cars! 

I notice it's the end of tourist/event season maybe this has something to do with it but the bitches in the bathrooms is  not going to be tolerated. .

Stop trying to wake me up with leaf blowers and loud kids. I will try to get up earlier. But theres a guy who's there much later and his area is a permanent horrible mess but I suppose he's liked by people so he gets to leave a mess in a public place all day long and do other weird stuff. (How can you have a leaf blower and then they are still on the ground I'm noticing. It must have been something else with a motor that hovered unnecessarily right next to me for over 5-10 min)

Stop trying to get me up at 8am. Stop trying to get me up when I'm napping later in the day  I HAVE A CHEST COLD idiots  i need rest yesterday and today. Didn't you morons notice that I am usually out all day? Gee a smart person would notice I seem tired or that I'm here all day and sleeping a lot. But your not smart 

Ive been coming here as a homeless traveler for over 20 years and I've been in this area since I was born. There's no way I'm leaving. Whoever is new in office recently needs to understand that. It's YOU who are a newcomer not me. 

If I get the leave.blowr thing again or whatever it is im going to get right up and film you. Also little kids being loud doesn't bother me. It bothers my mom so of course because your lazy you think "hmm".  She's not Italian, dumbasses. That's the difference 

  Last night I was talking  to a guy who I've been chatting with casually for over a decade  but he didn't remember me has older. When I was talking to him a got a distinct impression someone saw this and had this idea that I should not be talking to him because I'm dangerous. 

If everyone thinks I'm dangerous and it's because of the behavior I had in my past relationship it's.theres legit reasons for that and it's not the way I am normally. I have multiple professionals helping me with being on my own now and they haven't seen fit to blame my difficulties on my being ddangerous. There is a such thing as reactions that begin to be normalized and that goes away when the situation changes.

I am not dangerous. If anyone says that they are making it up or being subjective due to an agenda, a personal vendetta or some other situation where they gain from making things up.

I think personali I've shown a great amount of restraint with various situations and I've been treated unfairly and unfairly and very badly over the years.  

 

Were We Safer Under The Italian-Jewish-Irish Syndicates

 Where is meth coming from in New England? 

"who is behind bringing in meth to boston    +11                    The supply and trafficking of methamphetamine into Boston is primarily driven by Mexican drug cartels working in coordination with transnational gangs, localized street networks, and independent drug trafficking organizations (DTOs).Federal and state law enforcement agencies—including the FBI Boston Division and the New England DEA—identify the following entities as the main forces behind Boston's meth supply:1. The Sinaloa Cartel (The Primary Source)The Role: The Sinaloa Cartel is recognized by the DEA as the most dominant criminal organization supplying methamphetamine to Boston and the broader New England region.The Pipeline: The cartel mass-produces highly pure crystal meth in clandestine labs in Mexico using precursor chemicals sourced from China. The drugs are then smuggled across the U.S. southern border and transported to Massachusetts via commercial vehicles, hidden traps, and mail delivery services.2. Transnational and Local Street GangsOnce the cartel's supply reaches New England, regional distribution hubs (primarily in cities near Boston like Lawrence, Lynn, and Lowell) take over to push the product into Metro Boston. Key players include:The Asian Boyz (ABZ) Gang: Law enforcement dismantled a massive ABZ network operating out of Lowell and Boston. Gang leaders and lieutenants were convicted of running large-scale pill-pressing operations, flooding Boston with tens of thousands of counterfeit "Adderall" pills laced with bulk methamphetamine.The Trinitarios: This Dominican transnational gang has a heavy presence in Lawrence and Lynn. They operate as localized wholesale distributors for cartel-supplied fentanyl and methamphetamine, protecting their drug pipelines through violent street operations.3. Interstate Mail-Trafficking RingsA massive portion of Boston’s meth supply bypasses traditional highway smuggling and relies directly on the United States Postal Service and commercial couriers.The Setup: Drug networks base operations in states like California, Puerto Rico, or southwestern border states to ship multi-kilogram packages of crystal meth directly to stash houses in Boston.Concealment: Traffickers mask shipments using everyday items (such as hiding thousands of meth pills inside children's toy boxes or disguising chemicals in commercial packaging) and coordinate deliveries via encrypted messaging apps.4. Independent Kingpins and WholesalersHigh-level independent distributors form vital links between national cartel supplies and Boston dealers. A prominent example is Reshat Alkayisi, a Turkish national who led one of the largest methamphetamine rings in New England history. Before his federal conviction, Alkayisi’s ring was responsible for trafficking and distributing hundreds of pounds of pure crystal meth throughout the Boston metro area."

You know I have thought some supermarkets were suspect because of the unique way they do things, how cozy they are with local authorities and the people they predominantly hire. You just look at the trucks and wonder.

Also there had been a decline in the quality of people employed by the US Post Office in metro Boston within past 7 years or so (recently this has improved as everything around here does with a Republican administration in the presidency or dominance in Senate/Congress). Some of them seemed like they were just infiltrators and they were mostly diversity hires (black females). Instead of the atypical communist rhetoric where they gain power in such a system these particular employees always in wealthy neighborhoods nearby Boston would inform people that their packages were going to be late due to "we are the government so we suck, if it was corporate like fed ex it would be faster".  My grandfather came home from two wars and became a mailman in a wealthy suburb west of Boston. Seeing unqualified people being employed in a trusted federal agency we grew up depending on which defines our country was very hard to deal with. All I kept thinking is that this woman enjoys the protections of being a federal employee yet she's disrespecting herself and the privilege and authority it brings. 

It's interesting that certain people want equality yet when they are entrusted in a position of power they simply become abusive and moreso than the former oppressor. What is most concerning is that such people don't seem to be operating out of  a simple urge to protect their neighborhood or preserve civilized society or even personal or cultural/group grievances-they usually seem to be working as actors or pawns or operators in espionage or agendas in a much bigger capacity. 

It's not a revolution as it's being portrayed-its international crime and corporate greed plain and simple.

I doubt if Mexico would have had to operate out of violent cartels if our countries had merged naturally over time through normal means and ways. It's no doubt that cartels like terrorist groups are a result of shadow operators fiddling with foreign operations and causing alot of the horrors as now live with in our modern world.

I spoke with Mexican people in my travels for years. Drugs was a gentleman's business. They had relatives that used to transport bails of marijuana by riding a horse peacefully over the national border. There were no fences and certainly no walls. 

Ive spoken to Isrealis who have told me that the peoples in the area used to get along and even babysit each other's children decades ago.

I've been taken into the center of Baltimores bad neighborhoods where it became clear that it was all by design-that it didn't have to be that way, that it could be fixed if something constructive were to be done. 

It's like a cloudy day where you have to realize the sun is indeed back there. It's when you look up at the moon and you need to remain logical that the sun is out on the other side of the earth. That tomorrow is happening now and it will come to you in a few hours. Provided to you is a beautiful illusion of a silver sliver in the black sky like everything else our earth has to offer for us to enjoy while we are alive.

These things are just random. These problems begin because forces at work with the intent of creating them succeed in doing so. I don't believe average everyday people would or could be capable of creating the intense power noises of violence hate greed and extremism that now exists especially with all the things available to humans nowadays that connect us and make communication and experiencing other places and people so easy now. 

I hate when the general public speak with me about such things and repeat the parroted lines they've been given such as "there's an opiate epidemic out there now". I've been listening to this for 40 yyears. Just like I've been seeing wars go off and on incompetence and people not solving problems for 40 years. You can include the other 15 that I've been alive we're probably I wasn't paying attention to much of the outside world before the age of 16. 

The unique thing about Gen x is that we have more communication skills from a younger age but  we also saw this stuff before these things became available. We have the unique eexperience oh knowing that these things can be solved and that we have the means and seeing what it was like before nobody had the means to do so. We also have the burden of seeing wars and terrorism and drug problems in a never-ending cycles since the day we were born and hearing the stories from our grandparents about our grandparents would be the Victorian era and world war I but they had excuses and they were called a lack of communication and modern technology. 

Now there are no excuses. But people still repeat them because they ensure that the financial terrorism going on where you have to pay so much money for everything and struggle so you can't pay attention to anything social or anything political and really change anything because you're wrapped up in heavier chains than my great grandparents or grandparents were. But as long as you keep buying things you think you have freedom. 

That's why it's so important for the babysitters as I call them and all of this social change crap to make sure that it looks like problems are ssolved all it is is the same problems and they're actually worse we're just supporting international crime is all we're doing. We're enabling and we're all so putting people through probably were suffering than years ago. 

When it comes to drugs I also see a definite pulling away from things like 12-step programs in lower psychiatry and other kinds of things. This is because they don't want you to truly recover but they don't want you to truly reflect they want you involved in a system they want you indoctrinated into an agenda instead of having a horrible experience perhaps in your youth and then finding yourself and getting some solid healing that May last a llifetime. 

The amount of crap that the public put up with is absolutely amazing to me I just can't believe it most of the time but that's because history is being erased and people don't actually sit down and talk to other human beings about their experiences. Ethnic backgrounds history people's culture even their genetics has been all sort of homogenized into tthis diversity culture of don't ask don't tell about cultural experiences and that's on purpose so you tolerate each other in kind of a cold war or like you're in a prison where each of you lives in a different cell block but you have to coexist together instead of actually understanding each other because what's most important is the grand huge machine not individual people or even the people. 

And in this way nothing has changed. It's the same old thing that it used to be. The big huge machine matters more than people whose blood runs through it. And it takes the people's energy to run iitself. 

And if you don't give to the machine you'll be crushed or eexiled. 

That is why law and order is now being disposed of and displaced because the Constitution was created to prevent this stuff from a Christian government over in Europe from a CCatholic world of order where the Catholic Church owned all of Europe at one time and there still is Christian government over there which is why it's not a socialist Paradise that you'd want to go live in. And the Constitution is being subverted in order to create yet another kingdom with the same exact thing that goes on between the power structure and the people. 

And the public just are not getting it at all. Then there's reasons for that which is why this blog exists. 

But I don't deal with excuses. Especially because number one I don't make any for myself I work myself to death and I don't make excuses I just get things done eventually and I try not to fail because failure is not acceptable. Also I'm someone who's constantly misunderstood on ppurpose and misrepresented so that the system can put more obstacles in my way more easily using a gullible public therefore on a daily basis I appear is if I'm not doing what I'm supposed to be doing and I appear is if I'm making excuses for myself or actually there's legitimate reasons or certain things being a certain way. But I don't argue and inform the public because there's no point in it. 

So if the public can be governed righteously through deception then then I'm sure the power can be abused on that same public through the same kinds of deception. 

this blog isn't for everybody and unfortunately a lot of people read it that misconstrue it or don't understand it because it's not for them it's for those of you that see beyond what other people see. 

This is also why people working with the targeted individual theory need to not get misdirected. Because at the end of the path you may find that it isn't so much that you're targeted as you've been recruited into the never ending chess game between let's say good and evil to put it ssimply. Even though all those terms are relative and in the end there is no differentiation. 

Finding out why you're targeted working with these theories figuring out how to survive it and how to counter it are simply just the beginning steps it's kind of like University in the beginning you have to find out what's going oon you have to build and learn and then at a much later after many years you're going to have to find higher purpose because being targeted can drive you into other lands where most people don't find it necessary to go but you have found it necessary to climb these mountains because you had to flee lower ground. 

What upsets me most about what I copied and pasted from the the AI Google summarization which appears pretty correct is that China is behind this what they're not getting enough out of doing all of our manufacturing? And with so much American influence over there you have to wonder who's actually behind having China ship this crap over to Mexico. 

The problem with the public is that nowadays they seem to have abandoned any kind of interest in being civic minded being involved in ggovernment their own governance and even knowing their rights and the laws. The public also accept these easy excuses and rationales for the world falling apart around them but they don't even know how these things work for what really goes on behind the scenes or how these structures are set up. 

It doesn't surprise me that we have to fund the police and all this anti-police stuff because they don't want you talking to police or listening to them or even starting to figure out how your world is set up so that criminals can tear your world apart around you so that it now seeps into your daily life and affects you. At least under the old guys in the old days you could have some kind of normal llife. Even though it's true if you stepped on the wrong toes you too would be affected but the lions were much more clear. And people were willing to admit the open secrets. 

If anything people are more in denial now than they ever were. I think my grandmother was more realistic about the world around her for Christ's sake. Because that's because she could afford to bbe they may have terrorized her generation with the horrors of the depression and world war II but at least she didn't experience this kind of terrorism in her own homeland. 

The public have been so terrorized over the past 20 years they're willing to accept any excuses that they're given for everything and nowadays after covid the way it was handled so badly and greed was catered to instead of prevented people cannot even afford to think about the world around tthem. 

And unnecessary desire is created in the public to to consume and waste at a much higher rate than bbefore. If you really think about it and reflect on it if you even have time to do so your phone and all the gadgets you have in themselves is forced labor. It forces you to work constantly by managing these devices managing the electricity that's needed for them to function managing the apps managing the systems managing the bills and whistles constantly looking at the phone constantly looking at the emails constantly looking at the social media if you think about it you're being forced to work constantly you never have any rest or any time off. And that on top of caring for normal daily life like family and real work that you're actually doing to earn a wage that's going to make you want to relax and spend and eat. 

This is all by design. And the chaos being created in the streets is by design. .

 

 

 Btw theres ways of messing with people where you can be polite and pleasant. Being aggressive  smug or rude or physically intimidating (walking in front of someone loaded down etc) isn't necessary. letting people know you don't want them around or you dislike them or just messing wirj them can be done in a civil manner. That's BUSINESS and that is understandable. Making things personal or all about your ego or cultural narcissism is not acceptable in any business activity or venture. By the very nature of business you are going to lose the game entirely if you keep on insisting on having no composure in a childish effort to make someone else lose theirs. Such is a culture and a people more accustomed to fast money and aggressive quick ways of aquiring TEMPORARY wealth. 

Heavy Aggressive Harassment in Compromised Areas Lately: bait and wait

 There seems to be a bait and wait going on where in areas that are very corrupt like the BU hospital area, Barbara McGuiness and the homeless shelters are there aggressive harassment especially from people in authority. The desired result seems to be to get me to lose it and become discredited or worse. 

This is being countered with written complaints that are able to be verified with camera footage or witnesses. As well as speaking  with supervisors 

I'm also sick and tired of grown men acting as if they open a door or come upon me by surprise they are scared of me. You are grown healthy young men give it a break . 

I had a physical reaction to stress this morning and had to be seen by a nurse. As i was trying to get up to a walk in after turning around after leaving the bad area due to the reaction being possibly something serious, security in the facility once again has attitude with me. After I was seen and I calmed down I spoke with a supervisor and got the same attitude but at least I had it known that it's a stress reaction from a dv situation not mental illness which is rampant in the area.

Firstly whatwfer the reason is that I am interacted with in a disrespectful and aggressive manner whatever people think their legit motive is-its inappropriate for people in authority to abuse their positions of power. 
Irs also unfortunate that people who are most vulnerable have to deal with people being employed that are simpy unable to get a job in a civilized environment that requires more decorum on a daily basis.
This began to happen many years ago after the shelter near the hospital had its first renovation and became all female. They had formerly homeless people working there that were very nasty and should not have been there, just a few bad apples but still. In years prior the employees though understaffed were caring and very familiar with each person who came in. 

Let me be clear that a lot of people who are employed in this area are not only dealing with impossible odds and bad conditions they also have caring spirits and give their all every day. 

However this assumption that the area is strictly for drug addicts and they are to be favored and catered to is wrong. There needs to be much more sensitivity training towards domestic violence and people experiencing homelessness that have long term sobriety in whatever their homeless situation is. 

We must remember the Stanford Prison experiment where it showed that people dressing in uniform and people playing certain roles takes on a life of it's own and can result in gross abuse of power due to the group dynamics changing in an institutional setting with identities being re established.

Lastly in working with my theories I have to say that if indeed I have enemies or people who are misguided and decide I need street justice for whatever the slight is let me remind you that I am in a documented DV situation and I am in my 2nd year of menopause without being able to take hormone therapy 

No judge in the world or psychiatrist is going to make a judgment on a person in those conditions even if you would like them to be corrupt enough to do so and make it look like something else  .

Im not alone and it's not 2016. Anyone trying anything like that is skating on thin ice. I have nothing to fear. Theree more oversight nowadays ans more cameras  

Hope this post leads to some changes. In the future I will make sure these issues are fixed through activism. 

Red Dawn-Is It Happening Now?

 Gen Xers grew up with this movie and it's been said that programming may go on with generations not just individuals. Perhaps it was a warning that we now need to heed. 

I will write more tomorrow but there's some weird stuff going on with hacking or phones and foreign companies infiltrating our country by means of commerce which looks like normal capitalism would look. 

However alot of the conspiracy stuff people discuss on the Internet and YouTube has gone from things that the public should be warned about to bipartisan nonsense. It's a diversion. 

I will add to this later but what we writit about other countries already know obviously. 

Japan bought up all the 7-eleven convenience stores and all the Speedway gas stations/convenience. 7-eleven has replaced nice places that had healthier choices and  nice selections like Tedeschi's and any other convenience store.

We buy everything from China now. Now my government funded phone has all their customer service agents replaced with people with Russian or eastern European accents, my data is being siphoned for the past two montjs and now I've begun reporting it as fraud to many authorities now my ride service misdirects the driver to go to East Boston instead of the South end

 A ride that should have taken 12 minutes usually took 35 minutes. 

Now this would not be so worrisome if I was not having weird problems with my and another person texting each other this winter where the text kept either not showing up or repeating itself and we had to turn our phone off to stop it

This was right after a news report that Russia was hacking into people's phones and doing things like this

Now anyone seasoned should be smart enough to realize it could be a false flag  like putting out the news story then messing with people's phones afterwards and then people don't think and  tbey blame someone else

 Any further weird phone disturbances is going to then be blamed on foreign actors etc. 

It could be some private security assholes or it could be an outsourced company that does our Intel in this country it could be something from the private sector or military or....etc etc....some billionaire who the f*ck knows?

So I'm posting this only because there's been a lot of trouble with this lately also after I did that post about India call centers scamming people in horrible ways specifically elderly people a close family member got scammed right afterwards. 

But now putting it all together there are other things I've  seen and heard that are alarming. Yet I don't want to fall for the bait and seem alarmist right?

The company that provides my phone service has recently acquired a company that was caught doing just this to customers which is why they shut down-siphoning data then pushing customers to purchase more when obviously these people can't afford it and they have just ripped off federal funding. Greedy? Right? 

Well what's alarming is the other things jnvolved I mentioned. 

There's also weird people invading some of my long time spaces and making it uncomfortable for me. 

So I wonder what's going on but I can tell you that it's not all just my situation. I had a relative thaf lived right next to a company that has made cameras for many years now owned by Japan. When the company moved out I noticed a distiinct change in the environment. For years I had experienced the sensation of being watched from that building but never consciously acknowledged it. Until it was gone then I could realize what I had been experiencing for years. Mknnd you that bulokdng was empty at night and they left the lights on you could see the desks and computers

So either there is some bad shit on the way that effects all of us and we must prepare or at least be aware or more intentationallly connected entities create a power structure that is now messing with...well you know. Not everyone.

But I suggest waking up and realizing that we are in this together type mentality might mean snakes are in the pit with us also and they cannot and will not change their nature. 

Reality sets in.  

Small Cities Are Becoming Globalist Mega Cities... and They Don't Want Anyone Spilling Their Secrets

 It's becme apparent that at this time one needs to be very careful. There is no more privacy. Everywhere and everyone are for sale. 

Everything you do may be scrutinized. 

Be very quiet now. Any discussions amongst yourselves should be done in private places. Use your common sense to find them. 

Places you thought were safe or private or refuge is going to become..not those things anymore.

If you push a carriage or cart or heavy suitcase through a large station people may get in your way on purpose and if you try to simply plow through them then your behavior will be assessed as dangerous or 'crazy'. 

If you enter a chain that sells health or whole food the employees may gawk at you as if there is really something wrong with your dress or lifestyle yet they fully accept the whacked out homebum with no teeth who s an old drunk who's aggressively panhandling right at the exit door-as normal

Truly this is a time of being oppressed through subjective unfair biased attitudes. What did you expect in a place claiming equality?  

TIs May Be Being Exposed on Dark Web or Through Other Means-By Compromised Individuals or Groups (Not a True Truman Show)

 https://www.quora.com/Are-targeted-individuals-put-on-a-live-stream-for-all-stalkers-to-see

 

Psychiatrists deal with a condition called Truman Show Delusion. In our community we deal with what is known as Truman Show Effect. 

That's because in our situations it's very possible that a group of people have means motive access and opportunities to actually expose a person's private life.

As usual ultimately targeted people never really know who or what is behind the activity known as 'gang stalking' or organized stalking. Organized stalking is a step beyond workplace mobbing and community mobbing. In fact locals who take part in harassing Targets may actually believe it's only a local activity- not realizing that if the situation is severe enough then the harassment will continue no matter what location they move to even if they leave the country.

Even though the shadow system makes the harassment look harmless, localized or akin to community mobbing (bullying by local people) it is indeed very serious and extremely costly.  If a targeted person knows the motive to begin with or eventually figures it out eventually then they have won half the battle. Therein is the reason why someone or entity would spend that much private or black budget money to neutralize a person. It's a lot easier to deal with once the motive makes sense. 

One of the things many targets have spoken about over the years is strangers filming them outright, snapping pictures of them or a group recording their activities. One person actually had a camera in an attic of a nightclub across from their 3rd floor apartment recording their activities through an open window. Only later when they became aware that gang stalking existed did they understand the entire situation. 

Those examples of people filming with hand cams or snapping photos are mostly post 9/11 examples. Now the technology is much more advanced and there are more people being blackmailed  compromised and in trouble who are easily recruited.  This makes it feasible for a group masking as a social group (drug activity etc) to be used as a group of people to focus on harassing one or more targeted individuals. 

One or more of the group is usually connected to whatever powerful entity, through layers of involvement and this person may give someone without means or funds the technology and hook up to perform the surveillance necessary. 

It could be that someone a target lives with who is or becomes compromised is somehow turned and then brings something into the home where the Target's activities can be revealed either through recording then sharing or live. The content may end up on the Dark Web or other means of a network where people can listen or view the content.

This of course is simply a new form of local neighborhood harassment and of course if the perpetrator is motivated he or she can cause the target(s) distress as to cause behavior that's going to look worse or going to make the people involved look worse or the compromised person may even take things out of context to cause a skewed perception of the people being surveilled. 

Nowadays there's no lack of people to recruit. Things cost more. Taxes are going up. More people are moving into areas that are newcomers and they have no local or town loyalties and just exploit people and things in their new area as if they were opportunities in their new homeland not ruining a person's life. These newcomers may also do such things to please local authorities in their new home areas-especially if thngs like visas or immigration are part of the payoff system. 

It is extremely dangerous nowadays because the technology does exist, people are desperate and there's no controls anymore with long held institutions being destroyed-everything from civil service to government to organized crime to religion or the US military.  The private sector and wealthy individuals are now in a dangerous position of power over society. Most of our intelligence community is from outsourced PRIVATE contractors.

The public are being fed the pablum of the last century where they are still focused on civil rights and anti government, not understanding this is outdated and the private sector is what is dangerous now and that the government may just be the only thing protecting citizens from private power structures abuses. So they engineer these reductions in government power that actually protect people such as 'defund the police' which has ended up in disaster as cities are now over tolerant and where the feds and the state insist on these conditions and local police no longer have any power to protect their citizens. 

The public are now literally being brainwashed to believe these environments of chaos and filth are totally normal day to day life. 

Then people become easier to recruit living in filth and disorder with a happy face painted over it. Then it's much easier to destroy whoever is left that is a 'problem' than it was just ten years ago. 

The overdevelopment, safe spaces and special spaces further remove people from daily life in the real world. If the targeted person is left vulnerable then it's much easier nowadays then just ten years ago to do much more damage. 

It would not be difficult in such an environment to gain the compliance of citizens and of compromised people to create an entire narrative that replaces what a targets life is actually about. 

In fact someone could actually create a whole new hate and bullying campaign against a targeted individual and the people involved might never even know what the original story was that got them targeted in the first place. You could even get people to work for free if they believed the Target deserves to be bullied based on moral judgements etc. 

The public would never realize the person may have been put under extreme duress for years or forced to function in a part of society they would not normally have chosen (homelessness, unsavory people etc) of they had not been forced to do so.

How the pubic cannot realize that targeted people do not get to exercise free will do not get to engage in free association and totally lose their ability for self determination is beyond my understanding. 

I think that the harassment comes to a level where it becomes normal for this person to be oppressed and the public think it's normal. Then again it could just be if you gentrify a City enough you have so many have nots and compromised , desperate people that everyone else doesn't notice who isn't involved.

It would be easy to manipulate then expose a person to the public and then validate why they should be harassed further. 

It's frightenly easy to record people or even broadcast live but as the thread says it would be a  harassment group not a centralized Truman show type live stream.. 

It is completely possible and the human behavior is totally feasible especially if there's no consequences but there is reward. 

Commentary On The Vids in Last Post

Yes, lately this is what they are trying to make us out to be or so it seems. I don't know about other people but I get that distinct impression. So watching an actual dangerous person should give you some perspective on it. 

The bottom line is this: it's war now. 

They want to play games? Good then we can play games. 

Observe the person being interviewed in the first video. 

Notice his necklaces. He hides them, then makes sure they can be seen for the interview. However you can't see them due to the camera just giving you a headshot. Then for one part of the he's filmed from an angle where you can clearly see the necklaces. As the interview finishes, he makes sure he puts them away under his shirt. 

I'm wondering if the producers wanted this as part of the video. 

Regardless I don't think that should be the focus for the purposes of this blog and the reader. 

Notice how different the attitudes are between American and Canadian handling of a person with a mental illness that results in murder or violence. 

In the first video everyone is berating the psychopath. Being critical of him, blaming him and constantly making him seem as if he could be doing better somehow. It almost seems from the beginning of the video that everyone involved is jealous almost. Maybe of his intelligence levels. We know Morgan is a journalist and he can be difficult but ive always found him fair. All TV people seem ratings or whatever it is nowadays, I'm writing more about the doctors involved and his family members also.  If you notice the next video the patients we fear the Canadian nurses involved are much more down to earth and realistic about who they're dealing with. Even the family says that there's two victims in The situation where the sun was schizophrenic and killed his mother there's the mother who lost her life says one of the brothers and then there's their brother who was a victim of his mental illness. 

These are two completely different ways of looking at somebody who is sick and does some kind of violent action. 

And what's most disgusting is the way that the doctors are behaving in the first video. 

From the way the kid is talking I would safely say that we're dealing with another case of people involved in psychiatry that will do anything possible to not admit that there's a such thing as programming satanic ritual abuse and most of all in this case split personality disorder or at least dissociative disorder. 

The fact that a person who claims to be a medical professional actually comes out with the sentence saying about how the psychopath can fake some tears that's extremely critical and it's very unprofessional. 

But the public have to perceive these people as monsters not part of mother nature's plan or some process that made them that way. 

I wonder about this family the little girl is just a little too attractive and cute and pretty for a girl of her age and the brother is a little bit too 'evil'. It follows  the standards for alot of what we've seen in SRA families or at least programming or experimentation

The mom if you take a good look at her she's narcissistic her damn self. If he was lonely as a child because he's psychopathic and feels alone and whatever else is going on in his head but look at the way she talks about him and herself and her parenting. I'd like to see who the father is and if he's the one that was carrying the gene but it could be her for Christ's sake and the Father's DNA just made a really bad combination and they lost out on that particular gamble. 

 Every time you have a child it's like a DNA crap shoot. That's why some children look like an uncle and some other children look like a grandfather and some other children look like the parents. I've seen people that have like three children and then they have grandchildren and they look like all kinds of family members not just the parents. sometimes with certain circumstances these DNA combinations just don't come out right two parents have a gene that just comes out a certain way and with the wrong conditions or the wrong parenting or the wrong situation or the wrong time period in history whatever the factors are it turns out like this and it can't be helped. 

At least she's humane and says he's a human being and she is sticking with him and being in his life it is a weird situation when you're a caregiver of someone you can't just let them ggo and I think they're being a little bit ridiculous about the safety of her second child. 

What's interesting to me is that they never really revealed why he was so angry and what exactly was his motive with her. that was never revealed and I find that to be a key that's missing that we really need to find out. 

Like with every loan shooter and every murderer and every person that's like this from Ted Bundy onward and outward and upwards all over the place in America whenever these people pop up we never get a correct assessment of why they did what they did.  Especially specifically with loan shooters we never even get a psychological rundown we never get a brain mapping we never get anything of why these people did what they did. oftentimes they die through 'death by cop' so that we never find out (they purposely give authorities no choice but to shoot them other than be captured).

The attitude of the American psychiatrists in contrast to the Canadian psychiatric staff in the second video is shocking and it should be extremely telling they are hiding something and they know it. 

Why else would you be so nasty and mean to someone who has a mental disorder which is why they're in a jail? Let the public use moral judgements-these educated people are supposed to know better. 

If you can't help the way he is then why  is everybody blaming him and being nasty towards him? Interestingly in the second video the model of that hospital is what I remember about the way the medical field used to behave in the '70s and '80s and very early '90s when America and Boston was normal and reality was well real and things were as they were supposed to be in fields designed to help people. 

Now things are not the way they're supposed to be and people and the system are playing a lot of games in order to get away with a lot of stuff. 

So not only do I want you to see how bad our system has gotten with medical care, shelters, home care etc but use these examples on a personal level as a citizen.

Then anyone working with the TI and GS theories needs to look especially at the second video and be extremely grateful you didn't end up like them. This could be your future if you aren't careful and make just the right courses of action. One mistep and this could be your life. 

The cities are so clean and neat and tidy and perfect now with everybody looking as if they know they're on camera constantly that they perceive anything that isn't conformist to be mental illness or something wrong with it I hope this video opens up a whole new world of reality for people that it's really obvious the difference bbetween mental illness and people fighting political oppression or something else more sinister. 

And even though Canadians seem to have a much better more compassionate and old-fashioned sensible model of dealing with medical issues I don't want to hear about how socialized medicine is better because actually they're legalizing euthanasia up there and people are euthanizing themselves instead of getting medical care because the medical care is either bad quality or really hard to get because you have to wait so there are some positive things about our medical system and I think the doctors here not the people in the pseudoscience of psychiatry but the actual medical doctors are wise enough to understand that process that if you start getting socialized medicine then people are going to have to euthanize themselves because there's no quality medicine. I think that's why they won't legalize euthanasia here because it gives the medical system and excuse to get worse and to provide bad quality it's probably just the way humans start to fall into something that's not so great.

By the way who the f*ck are those psychiatrists to sit there and dis the psychopath doesn't like stupid people they're The ones treating someone with a disorder they can't help like crap and talking shit about him.  

It's sad that he ran to Satanism however that might just be a home for him and contrary to what other people might understand or think that might be a place where he can find safety a group of people that understand him and think like him and he might find a home there and it might actually make him better not worse in society because he has some kind of thing to give his life meaning now and he doesn't feel like he's alone. 

So I'm going to watch these videos a couple of times over and as far as I'm concerned these gave me a lot of incentive to look at the way I'm being treated and perceived or the way people are trying to make me out to be and to really take a hard look and what's going on around me right now because I found myself becoming very sheepish and very much a doormat because I feel bad about the way that I'm being treated and perceived as dangerous. 

So the minute I saw the first video I'm just not doing that anymore. You know Satan is nothing but Lucifer and Lucifer is a messenger he is an angel or was. And sometimes when you deal with Satanism more lucifer in that form he delivers information to you that you don't want to hear I think that's what Anton lavay's daughter had said and it makes more sense coming from a woman everything makes more sense to me coming from a woman and sso it's true that the information you might receive from this dark Angel might be the truth in a way that you don't want to see it or hear it. 

But we must take all information from every angle in order to get a correct aassessment of what our reality is because certainly the people and places around us do not reflect that. 

Interestingly what is most chilling to me personally was not the  person who committed murder in the first video but the second one. it's the smile and the look he gives to the camera in this end of the second video about the patients we fear. It makes you wonder what really is going to happen when he's on the outside because there is a little bit of a devious and devilishness. 

And he's such a nice person but it really makes you wonder if psychiatry is correct and saying that there's no such thing as the existence of genuine evil in humanity I think looking at these two videos we can say that there is I think science and medicine is simply trying to dissect something and put it into their own terms. It's still the existence of evil. and who knows why it comes up in certain people. 

But it does exist. 

A side note here. How is religion coexisting with psychiatry? You know why? Because they don't want to look at religion using their criteria for delusion because they don't want to step on the toes of worldly institutions which totally makes any other judgments they have completely null and void. 

So it's subjective? This is what I mean you got to get around all this nonsense. This is just worldly power games of money land and human greed that's all it is. And my hats go off to the nurses and the people working in the institution I don't know if they're good people or bad people I don't know if they take advantage of people if they know that some of these people might be targeted or satanic ritual abuse or experimented on and they're just helping the system I don't know but they seem very strong and solid and very compassionate towards their patients and America she relearn those things. 

 

Vids: Interview with Child Psychopath and Doc on Canadian Mental Patients: See If This Changes Your Perception

Just simply watch these two videos. Then see if they make you perceive your own situation any differently. It depends on where you are at right now. 

I watched the Piers Morgan interview first but partway as the new YT is too many bells and whistles and I touched something and it skipped to the mental institution video, so I watched that in full. Then I returned later to finish the interview video which let me absorb the rest of the content after the two vids. That specific order of absorbing these vids had a certain effect. I hope it works for you also with the way things are this summer. 

Piers Morgan Meets America's Most Notorious Child Psychopath  

 

 

The Patients We Fear

 

I will do the next post with comments. Make sure you just take these in and then read my next post afterwards. 

 

I hope you 'get it' and it helps you.  

Secret Policing in Cities Now Creating a Dystopian System Complete with East German Stasi Citizen Spies (Mostly Agitators)

 https://www.aclu.org/news/immigrants-rights/boston-police-has-secret-point-system-turns-normal-teenage-behavior-gang

 so imagine the system that gets people points to claim that they're gang members by just wearing a hoodie or something. Imagine if that was supplied to people that they really wanted to give a hard time to. When you go into the airport TSA actually has an entire profiling thing going on One of the things they use you're used to use for profiling that I read about a few years ago was that people dressing age inappropriate, people dressing like they're part of an alternative scene and not mainstream. I think I posted this because the most hysterical one was people who complained about how long the wait time was for TSA getting people through the gates was considered a mark on them to watch them for terrorism which I thought was very fucking self-serving and absolutely ridiculous. 

What bothers me is that they're becoming lax on security now. They don't even ask for IDs at the shelters anymore which I think is outrageous because after 9/11 they started doing that and they still should be doing that. Also somebody said TSA doesn't make you take your shoes off anymore well let's hope they have some kind of machine that looks at your shoes. Instead of just giving up security. By the way when you take your shoes off in a government building a shelter or TSA at the airport or whatever why don't you bring two plastic bags with you to put your feet in because it's extremely unsanitary and everybody thinks that I'm nuts for not wanting to put my bare feet or my socked feet on the ground and then back into my shoes. Do you know how much crap travelers deal with with trying to avoid catching? That's why if you're smart and your long-term doing this Even if it's just local urban camping you really watch out for catching stuff. And that definitely includes taking care of your feet. If you have a $200 pair of boots and those are the only shoes you own maybe besides flip-flops for showering and if you're strong enough to still carry stuff like when I was young I would carry some decent sandals with me just for the summer. So if you're doing that and you have only one pair of shoes essentially you can't afford to get those shoes infected with fungus or anything because then you're totally screwed. Especially if you're a big person like me and you weigh a little bit or if you're older or both you need those steel shanks in those boots to hold your weight I've actually tried to carry my backpack around with just like a pair of skater shoes and it really hurt me. I might even able to get away with that in my 30s but not in my 40s and '50s. 

So it's outrageous to me that people want you to just take your shoes off and put them on the ground that is absolutely disgusting. Once again it's security theater and agendas more matter more than actual reality. SSo people have to take their shoes off in government buildings are used to have to did have problems with disability where it hurts them to keep taking their shoes off and they make them do it anyway. Then you had to have an ID years ago to start going into the shelters and now you don't all of a sudden just because of some immigration bullshit? 

They need to stop changing the rules depending on what serves their purposes. .

I was reading today about how psychiatry now is now involved in writing about targeted individuals and gang stalking and now they have an opinion whereas years ago academia had some power they knew this stuff was possible the general public is stupid it doesn't know and so therefore they just kind of made it a gray area where they didn't really say anything because it didn't want to touch iit. Because they didn't want to get workplace mobbed cuz it's we used to be very prevalent in academia but then they also didn't want to hurt innocent people because they know that this stuff goes on. 

Now because of the agenda going on and the last 10 years they've made it really really obvious that they have absolutely no problem being part of something that's disinformation and trying to neutralize and oppress anybody claiming to talk about gang stocking harassment organized stocking mind control whatever it is. 

Because now there's an agenda. 

So then they change the reality. 

But real reality stays the same. 

And I bet you 10 years from now there's going to be this gang stalking cause celeb and all of a sudden it's going to be all about us and they're going to try to take care of it and of course they're just going to do something like skim the surface leave the real problem behind and make it look like they're doing something when they're not really doing anything and then leave it alone and public will move on to the next cause. 

That's why you need to say grounded in reality. 

So I looked up on AI and AI is actually very fair when it comes to this issue it actually acknowledges that the stuff is possible due to progresses and technology etc. and the history of things like Russia China East Germany all this history that proves that this is totally possible. And it put it in a way that was very diplomatic where it said that psychiatry because of the nature of that industry and that field looks at this as delusion because that's what it comes under with their criteria. The problem is is that that's being used against us even when it deals with legal issues when it comes to law and order and investigation of crime psychiatry has nothing to do with any of that. That's the criminal sciences and you can't even exactly say the psychiatry is a science. 

So the problem here is the cult of psychiatry and how much power it has with all the money it gets from Big pharma etc. it's become like a new rreligion like the church took over Europe in the Middle ages. It had nothing to do with religion or spirituality or faith it had to do with worldly concerns like money and owning land. 

And this is what we have to watch out for if you want to truly live by the Constitution which was built on purpose and designed to prevent this kind of stuff. And it was designed to prevent the kind of stuff that you see right now with these big hedge fund companies and billionaires becoming like lords in the medieval days. And I come from the landed gentry in Ireland so I should know. It's still in the DNA. Even though our old castle Menlo is now in ruins and becoming a park for public use which I agree with fully Believe me I can still think like the people that are taking over our world and becoming oppressors. 

That's why the Constitution was created to avoid this stuff and they found every way that they can to get around it now. 

So back to the point of this post which is imagine if somebody wants to put points on you and to try to get you surveilled all the time which of course is a guys for harassment. They could say that you dress a certain way you act a certain way and then the more they harass you the crazier you act the cameras are everywhere and then it goes from there so it's really just create a problem solve a pproblem. 

So from now on it seems to me you need to watch out because it's more surveillance more spying more listening more sizing someone up trying to make them look a certain way trying to get you on a list and I think that these kids might have the idea I didn't understand why these kids don't talk to each other on the trains I didn't understand why the young kids nowadays are very non-demonstrative. I think I get it now. They know that they're surveillance everywhere and they're going to be judged so they're quiet and they try to go under the radar and I think we should take a lesson from them at this ppoint. 

I'm never going to stop dressing the way that I dress and expressing being part of my subculture however I will be a little more careful about conversations in public places. 

And trying to use spaces I think are safe as art space is for brainstorming or talking to people about the book I'm going to write because actually there's a lot of nosy fucking people everywhere. And you just ccan't have any privacy right now. 

Right now this summer partially is my own fault because I didn't really pay attention to the fact that there's FIFA The tall ships the 4th of July there's a lot of stuff around here where there's going to be people around doing security and it's been extra brutal this yyear. My intuition told me to go up to a beach that's north of here near New Hampshire Go to a hotel and get a job Make money and then come back after this is all over. Well I didn't do that and here I am suffering when am I going to learn that I cannot be in this area in the summer time? 

But I will make it work. I will however be much more aware that we don't have the freedom that we think we have to express ourselves anymore if somebody has us under a microscope because they choose to create a problem when there is no problem there for their own agenda. and then the agenda's change and the thing that they made so necessary like for instance taking IDs or whatever it is now becomes totally unnecessary but that doesn't mean that the original reason that the threat was there is gone which does it make any sense at all. 

fireworks July 4th

 I'm so sorry. To all the animals and every veteran and all inside and outside pets. 

I'm sorry and I wish I could stop it.

Fireworks should be illegal world wide except for certain circumstances.

They also pollute the environment and aren't good for humans either.

Some day.. maybe...the world will make sense.  

More Creepy Kids Doing Mobbing

 Now we've got 16 yr olds claiming to be homeless from out of town obviously to see if I will take them with me. I remember this happening to my partner and I maybe about 5 years ago or so. There  this wayward girl that we found it was underage. We immediately called two adults females that we knew that had homes and had them contact the proper authorities we totally did not keep that girl with us 

These are obviously setups. So now it seems we're working with the theory that I am some kind of sex ppervert. 

First of all this something new and I'm sure this isn't the last time they're going to come up with something they'll probably come up with something new in 5 years or a few years they always come up with something new to accuse you of. 

And again I point out how is it that I'm targeted because I'm some kind of sex pervert if number oone when we started this whole nonsense after 9/11 I was traveling alone and stayed alone for basically four years. 

How exactly then is this about something or someone that I have known recently? Because this has been going on since after 9/11. Like right after 9/11

Also isn't this the same part of the country that let Jeffrey Epstein run around and do whatever the hell he wanted at the colleges as well as like fuck around in p-town all the time and no one seemed to care and give him everything he wanted? 

So how are we just letting him run around and do whatever he wants but I'm constantly being accused and fucked with? 

Again face reality I'm the good guy I'm the superhero The people doing the mobbing are the bad guys.  and lately it seems like there's a lot of really slow-minded people you are a very susceptible to cult control involved in these games or a bunch of young kids that will do anything anybody tells them if it's a thrill or they get paid or get out of trouble for something involved in this stuff. 

I have no idea what the new motivations are. It could be anything from I'm a sex pervert to I'm a racist too I'm Hitler or some stupid shit. Whatever their new premise is they're going to push it. 

Another thing you have to remember is that when this whole thing started after 9/11 there were no race issues either because that started with Obama. As far as causing racism and polarization.

We were all pretty much united against Bush and the war.. in in the late '90s it was the chance the only chance that we had to all get along and make a society that functions it's the polarization that has caused the Racial Cold War.  

If any Target seems racist at any time you can guarantee that it was induced over time by assholes constantly f*cking with them. Different Targets have different weak spots that these jerks work on. I've noted some males seem to be very anti gay and it's probably because theres some weakness or sensitivity in them about the issue. This sort of person likely will be targeted by loads of obnoxious gay men or trannies messing with them which only renforces bad feelings until they become resentful and guarded and even hateful towards whatever demographic they are sensitive to. 

Then of course the assholes who spread rumours and handle the public.(Or mobbing groups)  can then freely spread it around how 'anti gay' and 'hateful' they are towards this group of oppressed people. 

People don't realize they've been being tormented (and over.time it does qualify as torture) by people that are trying to get that result so they can then validate hatred towards the targeted person..

Keep in mind they 'test' you early on and they always have your history and seem to get to know targets' weaknesses by observing and perhaps like the old COINTELPRO program they have a psychological profile. If you suspect your parents are targeted as in the harassment is intergenerational they have been known to try things on a child that worked on the parent(s). 

It's like throwing something against the wall and seeing if it sticks. If it works they will use it to death and that expression is probably a pun because your death and destruction (or submitting to working for them) is their goal and they will never stop. Ever.

Also this is the way it goes with changes of the guard. Depending on who's in what position of power (office) it changes either in intensity or structure. Some places change seasonally. (Summer tourism/student fall and winter etc). 

So now I have to be mobbed by children for years on end because this new crap isn't stopping. It could be because I'm a certain age or dont have any children of my own. It could just be the way they are doing things now..I'm so glad some.asshole somewhere believes that using east German stasi tactics is great for America lol. 

Wonderful.

This is why they have over 55 communities and no kids cruises even towns.

Always work around things lol 

 Whenever I go through Brighton Massachusetts which is a borough of Boston where I lived after 9/11 I I always think to myself " This is where they took my life away" but then I remember everything that happened to me in the beginning when this first started and it really did happen. 

 Nowadays they'll try to convince you that none of it happened or to forget about it and move on.