I would like to hear from Survivors of. RA and programming who have been in recovery from alcohol and drugs for many Years. Leave comments on this post.

I'm trying to see if like myself childhood memories are mere flashes or out of body and if there's no memory at all from certain time frames especially during any time spans of substance abuse. 

I cannot recall much of my 20s and she to deprogramming even my later 20s in some instances. I recall people vaguely but don't recall things like where I lived, what my daily life was like etc. in some time periods I only have flashes of memory much like before the age of 7 yrs.

This may also be genetic and due to gene variations. 

I will have an email soon for people to write to me. 

Thanks