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2026 UPDATE ON VIDEOS:
PLEASE BE AWARE THAT AS OF 2026 I HAVE TAKEN DOWN ALL VIDEOS THAT SHOW MY FACE. THIS IS DUE TO ADVANCING TECHNOLOGIES IN OUR WORLD BUT IT IS ALSO DUE TO MY GROWING RESPONSIBILITY TO AGING RELATIVES AND MY DESIRE TO PRODUCE MEANINGFUL WORK THAT WILL SECURE MY FUTURE FOR THEM AND MYSELF. KEEP IN MIND THAT THIS BLOG WAS STARTED IN A DIFFERENT ERA WHERE BEING A CONSPIRACY THEORIST WAS SOCIALLY ACCEPTABLE. For many years there were a few attempts to discredit the targeted individual community, such as infrequent, lone articles published by unsavory newspapers. However this was always met with resistance as well as a continued desire from many powerful factions such as academia to keep our community in a gray area. This is most likely due to the fact that back in those days academia had not been infiltrated or influenced by things like students being indoctrinated and then being used as armies against adults and institutions as well as other sordid things like the Jeffrey Epstein scandal. Educated and powerful people knew damn well that this situation is completely feasible. That level of society understood that we are victims of torture especially being aware of the exact nature of abuse of power opposed to the general public's vague impressions that they barely sense that they're being oppressed by in their daily lives anyway. Especially if it's connected to human experimentation or the theory that MK ultra is being continued under private contractors all these years academia and the powerful of all people would understand the levity of the situation. PEOPLE COULD NOT BE CANCELED AND DISSIDENT VOICES COULD NOT BE SILENCED SO EASILY. SOMEONE EXPRESSING A VERY ALTERNATIVE OPINION WOULD NOT IMMEDIATELY BE A POTENTIAL THREAT OR A DANGER TO OTHERS DUE TO CONTENT. SINCE THIS BLOG WAS STARTED, CONSPIRACY THEORY CULTURE HAS BEEN VILLANIZED AND WORSE CO-OPTED (EVEN THOUGH IT SEEMS THAT THE LEFT AND THE RIGHT POLITICAL PARTIES BELIEVE NOTHING BUT CONSPIRACY THEORIES AND THERE'S NO COMMON SENSE OR REAL POLITICS GOING ON). THERE'S SO MUCH CONSPIRACY THEORY GOING ON WITHIN POLITICS THE PROBLEM IS IS THAT ANYBODY THAT'S A REAL CONSPIRACY THEORIST THAT'S LOOKING FOR REAL ANSWERS OR THE TRUTH IS NOW BEING LABELED A PROBLEM BECAUSE SOMEHOW CONSPIRACY THEORIES ARE ONLY SOCIALLY ACCEPTABLE AS LONG AS THEY FIT IN WITH...POLITICAL POLARIZATION?
 IT'S JUST A DANGEROUS TIME. I WILL ALWAYS PRODUCE WORK ON THIS BLOG UNTIL I AM INCAPABLE OF DOING SO OR UNTIL MY BOOK IS WRITTEN.  SINCE I WAS FRAMED IN 2016 IT TOTALLY OBLITERATED MY AUDIENCE BASE. I HAVE TO WORK REALLY HARD TO GET THIS THING BACK. MY PERSONAL LIFE HAS BEEN INTERFERING FOR THE PAST 10 YEARS AND THAT IS ENDING NOW.. HOPEFULLY I CAN MAKE THIS BLOG WHAT I ORIGINALLY INTENDED IT TO BE AS WELL AS I CAN FINALLY COMPLETE WHAT I STARTED DECADES AGO AS A WOMAN IN MY THIRTIES. NOW IN MY '50S I WOULD LIKE TO COMPLETE THIS AND MOVE ON. 
 
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This is an educational blog for awareness as well as sometimes a telling of candid personal experiences to demonstrate theories as they might be experienced by a person who theoretically is existing under such conditions.
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Be warned that no further interference with my production of meaningful work as an artist and activist will be tolerated.

Monday, September 15, 2025

Vets Charities: Contractors Donations are A Small Fraction of their Profits-Why Should The Public Pay Twice?

 First women give birth to sons. Then they have those sons maimed disabled and their lives ddestroyed by war. Nowadays and the ridiculous world we live in today women our soldiers on the front lines which should not be happening. (Men start these wars let them finish it). And neither should women be in charge of contractors. I expect more of women. 

This society cannot even accept real female power and they replace it with ffeminism which only serves to further divide and subjugate women so how can we think that they're serious about the small percentage of women who are warriors/execs by nature? 

That being said, as far as men go who are burned maimed have limbs mmissing commit suicide and all of the horrible things that occur by being put in that situation known as war early on in life especially in a society where it should no longer be happening. (If we're so technologically advanced that we had ai and the internet of things and all of this ability to look out into space quantum physics etc then why do we still have wars? As usual none of it makes any sense probably by design).

Women give up their sons. Family sacrifice a hhusband. Even gay men have lives and had them before everything was turned into rainbow colors. Which is really just so degrading, undignified and to me excuse the real view of gay people. I remember an artist's model had told an art teacher that I was working with that he didn't like going into war in the military when he was younger because "we had to kill so many beautiful men". I mean to me this is a real gay man's attitude, and it really makes an impression on the human psych when you hear that statement. Of course we can't have real human sentiment changing the way we think about things because then society would actually evolve. We have to have movements with flags an agendas and it really doesn't particularly care about people or the individual just groups and the cause so really progressive politics is nothing but more war. Which again.. makes no sense probably by design.

Military contractors do contribute to veterans causes but not enough and the public should not have to give up their tax mmoney, their sons, their family members their futures, as well as then donate to these causes that firstly shouldn't be happening anymore anyway and secondly should really be taken care of by the people who use men like pawns on a chessboard in a game. 

I am glad that people do take care of veterans but not like they should. 

If you're reading this and you're a veteran and you want to commit suicide don't do it you're probably microchipped for being targeted to commit ssuicide on top of whatever you did or saw that's driving you insane in your mind. 

Go somewhere get your head together maybe take a couple years to grow a little bit if you're young volunteer travel talk to other veterans even in other parts of the world and to anybody who ssuicidal don't bother you've got to fight it while it's happening. Find a cause. Live for that in the moment that you feel that way 

You can always teach go to some underprivileged neighborhood or some underprivage country.   Pass on your knowledge. Volunteer your strength and your time. 

That's why we can't end homelessness. A lot of veterans I've seen especially in places with all the military bases like San Diego after they come home from war they kind of live in the street scene and try to get their bearings bback

 I don't know what it's like to be a man I don't know what it's like to be put in a traumatic loud murderous situation as a youth. But there's got to be something more people can do about this sstuff then letting people kill themselves for having their lives ruined by permanent mental and spiritual disability. 

 

 

 

 

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