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Monday, April 13, 2015

Yet Another Lone Shooting At A School/College-NC North Carolina Community College

http://hosted2.ap.org/NCGOL/NC/Article_2015-04-13-US-Community-College-Lockdown/id-3fd06c948bda43e188af6d37cf09ffdd

Gee why didnt this happen so much during the last administration? Its such a strong pattern. So now we are dealing with school lone shooters and recently, focusing on white cops killing blacks. Why wasn't this occurring or important ten years ago?

Ive been to NC recently. It sucks. The culture is super uptight and the African American community (COINTELPRO) are uppity and have this attitude that along with GS would help to set someone off. The reason I am so focused on African American involvement in Gang Stalking the past few years is that that demographic of perp seems to have accelerated thier activity and thier power mongering over the TI community. Look at what we are being told to focus on through mass media news. Race issues. Its a backbone of Obama's administration. Thus creating racism assists the NWO agenda. It not only creates diversions from what was laid down during Bush and post 9-11 but it also serves to entrap many a TI in either racial hatreds or heats up already hot gang stalking 'hot spots'. I myself have become a victim of the psychological warfare campaign to create racism in Targeted Individuals.

Obama is a racially polarizing president. Ultimately this is a diversion from the NWO agenda and mass mind control laid down during Bush but it also serves the old 'Divide and Conquer'. Its become more obvious now than ever, the lasting effect that COINTELPRO had on the African American community. I suspected that there were many fake TI's out there and even an advocacy group that was mostly black and focused on Christianity that may have been run by continued COINTELPRO agents and ops. Even though COINTELPRO is officially closed as an FBI operation, remember that the powers that be can do as they want. Look at MK Ultra and the programs that are the motive behind many of us being targeted to begin with. Black budgets and covers such as 'anti terrorism' can do alot to hide what people are really up to. Since when does the public expect covert operations to be anything but that?

The black community in the USA remains a source of potential uprising and so seems to have been managed and shaped carefully after COINTELPRO dismantled the original revolution in the 60s and 70s. From what Ive seen, many blacks that seem to have been involved in civil rights are now involved in gang stalking or at least knowing who TIs are. Ive actually gotten some leaked info a few times due to the fact that these people, being human, cant quite live with themselves knowing that they have become the people they hated and fought against or at least that they sold out in order to get thier piece of the pie in the USA. Especially civil rights era black women involved in GS. Feminism and civil rights gives them a special slant on the current situation. One thing I realized however is that just because African Americans were fighting for thier own freedoms and privileges decades ago does not mean that they are beyond selling out to get those conditions or keep them now or that they ever would align themselves with anyone who fought up against the system, now that it means going up against their agenda.

In other words, African Americans have been aligned with the interests of the United States, corporations, banks etc. The only agenda up against the system that they will support is anything that supports their needs being met. The house slaves have taken over since COINTELPRO and its sad to see that any and all revolution coming from the black community is little more than an act, really only to satisfy the needs of one class and demographic-the newly defined, insane, cultish group known as 'People of Color' which I wont even get into how racist that is to begin with and how, according to genetics and geography how incorrect it genuinely is.

NC is a prime area for someone to be pushed into flipping out and snapping. I have video of being in a development where my acquaintance owns a house and needed me to go check on it for her on my way down to TX. The harassment from the Neighborhood Watch alone was ridiculous and had elements of GS psychological warfare to the point where it was hard to tell if Neighborhood Watch was simply just a cover for harassment of a TI.
I know that alot of cities and other areas are now doing psych harassment and intimidation campaigns to the homeless population. How much of that is knowing that TIs and Survivors reside in the homeless population and how much is simply a sneaky, hard to prove way of oppressing people and denying them thier rights etc is beyond my knowledge.

To be bluntly honest, anywhere with a strong African American population is a complete nightmare for TIs under Obama's second term. It seems to be worse in the past 3 years than it ever was before. I believe the house slave African American community is getting their rewards for doing so much for the powers that be during the Bush administration. From being given a black president (not an African American one) to now gaining power as protection and security for the US domestically. Obama's creepy vision of a 'civilian security force' has come true. It was always there but blacks are now taking the spotlight as the devil's darlings.

This is truly ironic considering how many African American TIs there are. When I get harassed over many years time, turned bitter and baited, harassed, mind controlled and intimidated into writing racial slurs on a McDonalds in Cambridge MA it puts a divide between me and other black Targeted Individual (who AREN'T COINTELPRO or working to handle or mislead the TI community).
It puts me at odds with Professor Griff who does alot of work in this too, without really spelling out he's targeted. However, his anti-gay sentiment puts his work at odds with my beliefs and this is on purpose. If he is targeted I suspect they send the most obnoxious gays they can find to harass him until whatever it is about his psych profile and history creates a trigger for that stimuli.

They do this in the beginning stages-they send all kinds of people to come into contact with the TI just as they find ways to get info out of the Target, through blogs and also in person, so they can use everything against you. You as a Target are the most valuable part of building your own prison for these people to weave around you. Early on however, you dont realize that because you are in such shock and so traumatized especially if you are a Survivor of programming/mind control projects.
I remember they used to send trannys, really weird ones, to try to make me uncomfortable and when they discovered I have no problems with the gayest, most flaming people on earth they gave that up and tried to keep sending different types of people to find what would keep me pissed off and keep triggering me. Interestingly, they seemed almost to have an attitude of liking me or thinking I was cool or something, becuz I was not offended by gays.

I think they were trying out things on me that had offended my mother and father who are also targeted. For the longest time I was not offended by Third World immigrants but my mother had become very bitter and would comment with hatred in knee jerk reactions at the sight of them. Under this second term of Obama Ive been exposed to Third World, mostly male immigrants who would piss anyone off and do so on purpose-it seems that they were recruited especially for this phase the campaign seems to be in where people are being behavior modified into racists.

Every time I see a lone shooting in the news I am sure its been done by the gang stalking system which encompasses many things: it can be on a simple level where TIs only are aware of home break ins, possible sexual assault and surveillance and being followed or stalked all the way up to the more complex campaigns concerning use of  mind control technologies, chemical influence and behavior modification via MK Ultra experimentation giving the powers that be the tools to now turn anyone into a lone shooter or suicide bomber etc.

I didnt even bother to do a post on the German pilot who crashed the plane recently. Why? Anyone who knows whats going on especially we Survivors of programming know the signs of being in a tranced state while taking action that is dangerous to ourselves or others- without any emotions or concerns for human life. The news purposely put out there that he was calm as can be when crashing the plane.
 Anyone who knows anything about suicidal people knows that its usually a private affair and a very internally made decision which is why its not prevented before it happens. People are in pain and in thier own heads decide to die so no one else knows about it. Talking about it are true cries for help. Yet its doubtful that someone that suicidal would firstly be functional enough to go to work etc and secondly a person in that state would make a decision to take an entire plane full of people with them.  That is murder. Suicidal people dont usually want to murder a bunch of other people. Suicide is selfish-its about NOT thinking about others before you perform such an action. Think about it.
Murder-suicide is always suspect and has to be looked at as to involve stressors from the outside world-the people and environment around that person. Just like terrorist actions. Unless of course, the person is simply driven to the act by programming of potentially many possible levels. Both of the people I write about today could have been programmed from childhood or perhaps, made into Manchurian Candidates in adulthood. I dont know if that is possible but prison camps change men as does boot camp in the military.

The fact that the pilot came to San Francisco for some training of course was mentioned and it makes the situation more suspect.

At this point much of whats being put out there is yes, psychological and physical domestic terrorism meant to terrorize and intimidate the public but its also being used to mess with those of us who know whats going on and how covert ops and programming works. Its to keep us in line, scared, feeling helpless and to make us believe that they are so all powerful, can control so much-that nothing can stop them. We should all give up trying.

Which of course is bs and an intregal part of psych warfare-to convince the enemy that all is lost before the war is over when if fact that may not be the case.

They certainly are making it harder to work against them and I get the distinct impression that the country has become more closed off, with many of us being percieved as just cranks, crazies or left over from 9-11 Truth days. When people still gave a f*ck it seems. The problem is that the public saw how ridiculous things were during Bush. Much of what Obama has done and is doing is being hidden from them and Obama himself is percieved as this limp-wristed, Liberal, Democrat black male civil rights lawyer from Illinois who went to Harvard and  could never inflict the harm that Bush had done (or any other 'White Devil' lol).

The rise in anti homelessness and hatred of the homeless is enough and people are not noticing this as a symptom of whats going on. They dont even know about Obama administration persecution of whistleblowers.

This is why, I suspect, the black community of house slaves if you will are being relied on so heavily now as opposed to the last admin where their involvement was more within unethical human experimentation and classified or black budget projects-things that people think blacks arent smart enough to be involved in.
Some seemed very capable of sadistic, vile behavior and others seemed just like mind controlled cult groups that came out of the Jim Jones People's Temple experiment.

Being from the NE I also did not realize that African Americans rely heavily on govt jobs for their success and livelihood. It makes sense then that they would protect the country with such vigor and disregard for anyone else's rights or life.

Houston is another area where African Americans are most obnoxious gang stalkers. Its probably the worst place Ive ever seen. They are compelled to show off doing harassment just as I noted the ones with some money show off what they have garishly in that city. I didnt stay long thats for sure.

Colleges and universities are very stressful places for Targets nowadays. It was always this way through Bush but now access has been shut down to outsiders over the past few years and this lines up with rise in anti homeless laws as well as hatred  and scape goating of the Homeless. I think the country is so cut off from the lessons of history and especially European history about dictatorships and oppression from covert operations that Americans just cannot concieve of Homeless people actually being made up of many Targeted Individuals- some of us for political reasons and some just throw aways of society due to being Survivors, experimentees, RA victims. Many Homeless people dont even know they are targeted.

Pain, suffering and inequality are norms in the USA that no one is allowed to figure out exist only when there is oppresssion coming from some power source. Americans are so brainwashed they believe that this is just normal. They dont question why people are living outside the margins of society and if they do they accept the bullsh*t handed to them by the people in power responsible for oppression (disinfo) or they come up with ridiculous excuses like the more functional of us are 'homeless by choice' which is probably some more disinfo from the intelligence community who covers all their bases to discredit their victims laid to waste in whatever society they are operating in. The bastards.

So I can see how someone in NC might snap with the racial tensions, the religious overbearing environment and any college in the USA now just teeming with gang stalkers or whatever they like to view themselves as. Intel people or whatever they are who are convinced or at least convince the public they protect the university.

I actually heard one typical bearded creep of a perp telling a young, impressionable female student on a Boston area campus, with all the lying bullshit in the world coming out of what he was saying and the tone he was saying it in- that "..so not only do I do (that) but I work to keep the campus safe".

It was just so annoying becuz anyone who has been around bullsh*tters in business at all and/or has had to deal with these little f*ckers for years being targeted knows that statement might be true but you are basically 'protecting' the campus and its idealistic, impressionable young people from dangerous ideas and the victim witnesses who could possibly tell these kids whats really going on out there.
They will do anything to ensure the campuses dont protest military actions and now any other action from this administration or whatever the NWO has on its agenda. Iver seen these places and they are either campuses where everything is carefully managed so kids are diverted with PC concerns, brainwashed and not allowed access to reality and its horrors or elitist places like Harvard where 'reality' and its horrors is carefully managed for the elitist agenda and the kids pretty much know what goes on and many of them support it. Thus alot of gang stalking say, from Harvard or MIT I've experienced comes from students and faculty willingly and with frightening organization (the elite's troops if you will) as opposed to many Community Colleges where harassment seems to come from kids trying to be pros in something like intelligence work or of course-African Americans.

African Americans seem to serve to keep the middle and underclasses- the common folk, under control for the elite and power structure that runs the country-as they co exist in our environments. The ongoing civil rights and racial concerns are spotlighted but this is an ongoing diversion. Remember, the public are being kept in a 20th century reality while the elite and many of thier cronies (military etc) now exist in a 21st century reality.

These are of course the house slaves. And I have no problem utilizing Malcolm X's term for them. He of course was murdered so must have had something that was a true threat to power- whereas Obama's acquaintance Farrakhan is alive, well and spewing venomous, obnoxious bullsh*t everywhere he goes. Funny how, unlike the key Panther revolutionaries, he wasnt targeted or silenced or had to exile himself to Cuba. In fact, there are endearing pics on the internet of his wife and other 'civil rights' power blacks years before the Obama's were groomed for their present position, hanging out with Michelle. She certainly looked like she was with her mentors.
Remember the lesson of the rebel against authority when he leads the revolt and takes power-becomes the authority he once fought against.

Its going to be a challenge for me to keep in line with other TIs who are African American. However, Obama's admin is almost over. The lessons of the past many years is that what occurs in a TIs campaign or what overall becomes of the TI community is connected to who is office in certain positions but largely-who is president and what his or her admin is made up of.

The next admin is going to consist of other diversions, dirty tricks and horrors to keep truthful people silenced, at odds with society and the public, marginalized as well as terrorize us just like the public are victims of domestic terrorism daily.

The problem with the college shootings and the beliefs of many shooters is that its now dangerous to be anti government, be outside the realms of Political Correctness or be a person who seems out of place at a college which of course TIs need to do activism. This aligns with continued war on the homeless.

Its to get rid of any and all remaining resistance or activism against the NWO and corporate/bankster agenda. Focusing attention on police brutality against blacks empowers the black president (and the huge community of black covert operatives) and takes attention away from anti homelessness and continued war on the poor where police are being used against such demographics.

Having to deal with these unpleasant stories is going to have to be part of activism now I guess. Just keep on with activism, books or whatever you are doing. And watch out for the disinfo agents and the anti activist perps.  Fake TIs are a huge problem and the infiltrator/sabateour is probably the most difficult of all of these ops to figure out. Some of them are so good. Way better than the perps who do simple harassment. Disinfo/fake TIs and infiltrators can ruin your trust-daily gang stalking harassment can ruin your day. Obviously, this guy got sick of it and was pushed to take action.

Also, why doesnt anyone wonder about the fact that lone shooters are always male? Women have alot more to be pissed about especially as Targets. Testosterone is a major factor as males will fight back in a final desperate attempt and go out with a bang.
I wonder if the system makes sure that female TIs are turned into activists on purpose. Remember, this system absolutely fears females. This is yet another why civil rights and PC is a necessity. It keeps women away  from each other. Feminism, which is compelled to include racial issues and all sorts of equality, when it should only be about women's concerns I now believe is a major tool of diversion and control specifically of women. Its to ensure that race play a major role in the divide and conquer tactic. Imagine if there were a term, "in the female community". Thier worst nightmare is that women truly become unified. Once you drop all the trappings of and crap associated with breeding-you become aware that society needs to be taken care of and that men arent doing a very good job. In fact, they keep it really f*cked up.

Without race, women would unify. Note women are never lone shooters. Why?

Its also probably to increase military spending and securities, arms etc. Males with guns shooting up our kids and males with guns shooting at our sons overseas and blowing stuff up over here produces desired effects in the American public to support thier continued agenda. The NWO-a falsified peace which is really world wide enslavement of humanity or now as it stands- non stop war culture. Probably that is being done to wear people down to have them begging for 'peace' at any price.

Women with guns shooting places up? THEN theres a problem and then people would start examining why and whats going on out here. When its males, people just assume they are violent and crazy.

Westerners also dont want to believe that males are 'weak' minded enough to be brainwashed or pushed into losing control or being murderously violent. The fact that some sort of childhood sexual abuse or even in adult hood or SOME sort of triggering that links to the victim's sexuality and uses it to disadvantage the person-is something males also dont want to deal with.

Without sexual abuse both in childhood and through the gang stalking system it would be near impossible to break TIs WillPower.

For instance, its stupid for me to reveal this becuz I know they are going to use it against me but they have tried for years already.
Sexually I am capable of being submissive but this is a reaction to having to live like a f*ckin CEO or general all damn day long. I basically live my life like a man. I cant have children, I have no nest, no bio family etc Even when younger I hated the kind of lifestyle where women were protected and watched over directly. I always took male-like risks and depended on defending myself.

This was horribly exploited when this first began utilizing my ex boyfriend who was not only in trouble for drug dealing (which they made sure they arrested him twice so they could use him against me) but desperate to move up in the world (his father was critical of his art and his mother seriously kept him down-jealous of his musical career and talent due to her US Marines father keeping her from being a  pianist).
It was twisted and used as slander-the worst you could imagine. Then it was hooked into and used against me. They also send the worst people they can find to act in a way thats sexually compatible it seems but they are really just handlers who are abusive.
Even perps would taunt me about my sexuality. And of course they hook into either the purposeful sexual abuse of mind controlled or programmed slaves OR they probably know this is a factor in the psych of their adult victims they turn into Manchurian Candidates.

Its not something males want to look at and will do anything to remain in denial generally about male sexual abuse. You can tell people that even soldiers coming home from this war particularly talk about rape of other male soldiers being the norm in the sick environment of wartime and people just dont want to hear it.

Its probably one of the major reasons young male Muslims are so angry. There is so much 'boyplay' over in the Middle East-something else Westerners arent aware of but should be. Male sexuality can cause great acting out in violent ways. In a society that puts sex out of its mind in favor of violence...and eating it seems in America, consuming- facing up to the things that make 'lone shooters' isnt going to happen anytime soon. Its THE perfect society to have this kind of thing happen in.

2 comments:

  1. I believe child sexual abuse is allowed to happen and is hidden a lot. That's why when a child sex abuse story comes out, the public is severely outraged. They don't realize that the perps are so careful to cover it up. And those that are expendable to the system, why then, only those abusers get exposed by the media and sent to prison. In fact, they are all connected, and carefully controlled and managed. If the public knew how much child sex abuse went on and what capacity it was used to control and terrorize certain chosen victims, they'd be outraged. That's why you only hear about a few famous child molesters getting caught. They never hear about the abuse people in power are connected to.

    They also fear males and others with electronics abilities, because they are always a threat to discover ways of bringing the mind control perps operating their toys to justice. I get constant efforts by the system to guilt me over my electronics and programming abilities. They are clearly scared of my abilities to expose them and they want me doing "safe" stuff like applied math instead. Maybe that is a threat to them, too.

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  2. Interesting! I've never thought about this. There was one woman though - she was mobbed at work, and the 'plot' she complained about was organized stalking: http://www.nbcnews.com/id/11167920/#.VS6vc9yUcqM

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