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PLEASE BE AWARE THAT AS OF 2026 I HAVE TAKEN DOWN ALL VIDEOS THAT SHOW MY FACE. THIS IS DUE TO ADVANCING TECHNOLOGIES IN OUR WORLD BUT IT IS ALSO DUE TO MY GROWING RESPONSIBILITY TO AGING RELATIVES AND MY DESIRE TO PRODUCE MEANINGFUL WORK THAT WILL SECURE MY FUTURE FOR THEM AND MYSELF. KEEP IN MIND THAT THIS BLOG WAS STARTED IN A DIFFERENT ERA WHERE BEING A CONSPIRACY THEORIST WAS SOCIALLY ACCEPTABLE. For many years there were a few attempts to discredit the targeted individual community, such as infrequent, lone articles published by unsavory newspapers. However this was always met with resistance as well as a continued desire from many powerful factions such as academia to keep our community in a gray area. This is most likely due to the fact that back in those days academia had not been infiltrated or influenced by things like students being indoctrinated and then being used as armies against adults and institutions as well as other sordid things like the Jeffrey Epstein scandal. Educated and powerful people knew damn well that this situation is completely feasible. That level of society understood that we are victims of torture especially being aware of the exact nature of abuse of power opposed to the general public's vague impressions that they barely sense that they're being oppressed by in their daily lives anyway. Especially if it's connected to human experimentation or the theory that MK ultra is being continued under private contractors all these years academia and the powerful of all people would understand the levity of the situation. PEOPLE COULD NOT BE CANCELED AND DISSIDENT VOICES COULD NOT BE SILENCED SO EASILY. SOMEONE EXPRESSING A VERY ALTERNATIVE OPINION WOULD NOT IMMEDIATELY BE A POTENTIAL THREAT OR A DANGER TO OTHERS DUE TO CONTENT. SINCE THIS BLOG WAS STARTED, CONSPIRACY THEORY CULTURE HAS BEEN VILLANIZED AND WORSE CO-OPTED (EVEN THOUGH IT SEEMS THAT THE LEFT AND THE RIGHT POLITICAL PARTIES BELIEVE NOTHING BUT CONSPIRACY THEORIES AND THERE'S NO COMMON SENSE OR REAL POLITICS GOING ON). THERE'S SO MUCH CONSPIRACY THEORY GOING ON WITHIN POLITICS THE PROBLEM IS IS THAT ANYBODY THAT'S A REAL CONSPIRACY THEORIST THAT'S LOOKING FOR REAL ANSWERS OR THE TRUTH IS NOW BEING LABELED A PROBLEM BECAUSE SOMEHOW CONSPIRACY THEORIES ARE ONLY SOCIALLY ACCEPTABLE AS LONG AS THEY FIT IN WITH...POLITICAL POLARIZATION?
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Thursday, April 16, 2015

ITs Sad But The Area I Like TO Call Home Now iS Being Inflitrated-big surprise

Having hard time with locals where I stay now. Formerly friendly people have of course been turned. This one young Mex kid Mark who's a drunk with the older guys suddenly decided to get a job and try to go inside after I arrived. Hes now just a part time drunk lol. He also tried some side and wallet tapping tactics and I took his ass aside and basically let him know not in this neighborhood, its my safezone.
Some idiot must have whispered in his ear becuz he's off and running being a perp. Hes young but has a fierce self hatred like the other drunks there for his age. One other guy up and went inside after not hanging in the area anymore. You can just tell everyone just scattered as soon as it became evident I was going to use this area as my homebase. The person Ive been crashing near in trustworthy but a bit of a mooch and thought I was going to be his girlfriend and when he realized that was not part of  my agenda, that Im hear to live, work and see the area temporarily he's turned on me.
Its very sad because my status as a TI interferes with my potential to connect to the homeless population and do work there. Obviously I cant do both at this point. Ive got to get the project done then I can kick back and work on homeless issues.

There's been alot of people in the area I refer to as my safezone who are working on making me feel like Im not a legit Travler or Im a fraud- a common tactic of themselves, fake poser fraud (snitches or perps) who look and act like Travelers or alternative people. This one kid years ago used to show up all the time in Berkeley CA and Harvard Sq Camb always just as I would arrive like he was sent to meet me, and he'd call me an oogle and end up taunting me that I was trying to be something that I was not.  Yet, he always was being put up in hotel rooms by YUPpies and had this connection to rich asshole kids from Harvard Sq area who has been in on GS and just being protectors of the elite system for years. Kids like Henry Hawkins-that Harvard Sq group of spoiled, rich douche kids who pose as alternative but really hate poor people who are going against the system.
Johnny was that punk train rider's name. And of course you come to find out he still has family, visists mommy in MA all the time at her house and crashes with some psuedo punk kid who has a roomate whos some African student or something. Its not racial its just not a real punk house situation. And they are spineless of course. Johnny would be violent etc and I now realize its because he knew he couldlnt get into trouble-becuase he was working for the sytstem. He would always be welcome places I could never get into.

Those punk houses in Oakland must be full of sh*t. Becuz my experience with HELLARITY showed me those squats were nothing more than rich kids and fake anarchists snitching for the system and selling dope. Jerk offs. Not real revolutionaries.
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Some kid whos blonde with a big dog today said his dad was a corrupt chief of police in NJ and all these horror stories yet he ended his philosophy with the fact that no one in the USA was interested in revolution, people here will hate you for it and that nobody cares about dead homeless people and prostitutes.

I blew his little vindictivfe ,mind with MK ULtra and MC slaves not just sex slaves. He got nice and nervous and cut the bs.

It seems that the drug dealers are helping the system bare down on me in that area.

also blacks are being sent in to the area to mess with me. shame really.

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