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Wednesday, June 20, 2012

Stay The Fuck Away From Me

The next asshole u send in an SUV to sit outside of wherever i am and make me miserable and watch me at length, next time i wont just go out and spot the car and then they get nervous and leave. I want to see if lic plates can be blogged. either that or the other option is i start sending them to report back to u in body bags.

We cant have both....of course.


Tell me. How can a truck sitting across the street make me feel sexually humiliated, suicidal and terminally depressed? (and of course these all cease when the fucker leaves).

How do u scum do this? is it psychic warfare or is it tech??

Of course they want threats they can document and me to act on them.

if I ever turn on u. There wont be any mistakes.

But we all know my publishing a full account of my ordeal is much more damaging. AND I WILL BURY U WITH THIS. And i will reproduce it in so many places it will be like a disease u cant eradicate.

then...i will disappear. Then perhaps some real fun will begin.

U R all gonna pay for the things u did to me. No matter how great or small u r.

3 comments:

  1. I see this type of mind control/harassment as a self-esteem reducing operation. They want to reduce TI's self esteem as far as possible. Sort of like how they want to shrink the pineal gland. To me, this is something I believe they do to TI's, and it's very tactical and formulaic. They want to shrink away your self-esteem in part with the shaming and humiliation mind games. That's about 1/3 of the operation, IMO.

    Also, they make it obvious while they are in progress, to make you aware of what they are doing, to make you even more mad. The hope here is to make the TI react angrily. It makes the TI easier to control. With the reduction in self-image, they are driving the TI to trust in the system, to have "good perps" guide you through the harassment. This is one way they are putting the hooks into you.

    Goals of the campaign:

    1. Shrink the pineal gland

    2. Strip away the self-esteem from the core of the person.

    3. Make the TI depend on the system to guide them the rest of the way.

    It's part of their tactical maneuvers. Of course, I don't think they are going to back off. They are hidden, and can afford to shrug off your threats. Also, since it is part of the things they are doing to help meet their goals of making you a dependent, their "child" if you will, they will not stop.

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  2. You have to wonder why no one of official capacity never looks into these things. On neverending1's blog, she says to beware of getting a lawyer. She says they will do what everyone else is doing to the TI: just take their money and pretend to do something about it while in reality just hedging and killing time. I have seen medical professionals just waste my time and take my money as though they actually did something. And then they added insult to injury, asking me why I got an infection? Like, hello, I paid this professional good money to tell me why I got the infection! More purposeful negligence in their part, while going through the motions and taking your money. I can assume lawyers will do the same.

    Some lawyers in this area though are pretty honest. I'll bet they'd say something like I don't have a chance against the system. Of course, the TI has to document everything that happens for that very purpose. I'd be willing to bet that even if they did take on a TI's case, they'd know ahead of time they had no chance, and would just go through the motions because they needed the money.

    You never know until you try, though.

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  3. I often can feel the "dark energy" of certain people in cars. They aren't always parked, either. It happens when I'm walking usually. It could be that the tech was aimed from or at a certain location I happened to be passing. My attention will be drawn to someone in a car, and I can sense the insults the person is supposedly giving me without him or her speaking.

    One theory is that the tech is focused on a specific human operative in a car, and they can use that person as an antenna to channel their tech. I'm one of at least 3 TI's that think so. It works in the other direction, too: the person can be used to pick up energies or auras from the TI.

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