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2026 UPDATE ON VIDEOS:
PLEASE BE AWARE THAT AS OF 2026 I HAVE TAKEN DOWN ALL VIDEOS THAT SHOW MY FACE. THIS IS DUE TO ADVANCING TECHNOLOGIES IN OUR WORLD BUT IT IS ALSO DUE TO MY GROWING RESPONSIBILITY TO AGING RELATIVES AND MY DESIRE TO PRODUCE MEANINGFUL WORK THAT WILL SECURE MY FUTURE FOR THEM AND MYSELF. KEEP IN MIND THAT THIS BLOG WAS STARTED IN A DIFFERENT ERA WHERE BEING A CONSPIRACY THEORIST WAS SOCIALLY ACCEPTABLE. For many years there were a few attempts to discredit the targeted individual community, such as infrequent, lone articles published by unsavory newspapers. However this was always met with resistance as well as a continued desire from many powerful factions such as academia to keep our community in a gray area. This is most likely due to the fact that back in those days academia had not been infiltrated or influenced by things like students being indoctrinated and then being used as armies against adults and institutions as well as other sordid things like the Jeffrey Epstein scandal. Educated and powerful people knew damn well that this situation is completely feasible. That level of society understood that we are victims of torture especially being aware of the exact nature of abuse of power opposed to the general public's vague impressions that they barely sense that they're being oppressed by in their daily lives anyway. Especially if it's connected to human experimentation or the theory that MK ultra is being continued under private contractors all these years academia and the powerful of all people would understand the levity of the situation. PEOPLE COULD NOT BE CANCELED AND DISSIDENT VOICES COULD NOT BE SILENCED SO EASILY. SOMEONE EXPRESSING A VERY ALTERNATIVE OPINION WOULD NOT IMMEDIATELY BE A POTENTIAL THREAT OR A DANGER TO OTHERS DUE TO CONTENT. SINCE THIS BLOG WAS STARTED, CONSPIRACY THEORY CULTURE HAS BEEN VILLANIZED AND WORSE CO-OPTED (EVEN THOUGH IT SEEMS THAT THE LEFT AND THE RIGHT POLITICAL PARTIES BELIEVE NOTHING BUT CONSPIRACY THEORIES AND THERE'S NO COMMON SENSE OR REAL POLITICS GOING ON). THERE'S SO MUCH CONSPIRACY THEORY GOING ON WITHIN POLITICS THE PROBLEM IS IS THAT ANYBODY THAT'S A REAL CONSPIRACY THEORIST THAT'S LOOKING FOR REAL ANSWERS OR THE TRUTH IS NOW BEING LABELED A PROBLEM BECAUSE SOMEHOW CONSPIRACY THEORIES ARE ONLY SOCIALLY ACCEPTABLE AS LONG AS THEY FIT IN WITH...POLITICAL POLARIZATION?
 IT'S JUST A DANGEROUS TIME. I WILL ALWAYS PRODUCE WORK ON THIS BLOG UNTIL I AM INCAPABLE OF DOING SO OR UNTIL MY BOOK IS WRITTEN.  SINCE I WAS FRAMED IN 2016 IT TOTALLY OBLITERATED MY AUDIENCE BASE. I HAVE TO WORK REALLY HARD TO GET THIS THING BACK. MY PERSONAL LIFE HAS BEEN INTERFERING FOR THE PAST 10 YEARS AND THAT IS ENDING NOW.. HOPEFULLY I CAN MAKE THIS BLOG WHAT I ORIGINALLY INTENDED IT TO BE AS WELL AS I CAN FINALLY COMPLETE WHAT I STARTED DECADES AGO AS A WOMAN IN MY THIRTIES. NOW IN MY '50S I WOULD LIKE TO COMPLETE THIS AND MOVE ON. 
 
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Please be advised that this written work is theory. For legal reasons I state that I have no actual belief in these theories as fact, if I did I would have sought legal recourse. Until that occurs, this blog can only be considered theory. In future if legal recourse is made available then any and all actions PAST AND FUTURE that have been taken against me during the years producing this work will be labeled criminal action.
I am a writer, an activist and artist. I claim my RIGHT TO EXIST legally under US Constitution and international law.

This is an educational blog for awareness as well as sometimes a telling of candid personal experiences to demonstrate theories as they might be experienced by a person who theoretically is existing under such conditions.
Any actions taken against me by others questioning my competence based on this produced work even those allegedly working for me or on any legal cases on my behalf will be sued or charged with activist/dissident intimidation and/or whistle blower retaliation and proper legal action will be taken against you by myself, family and support system. 

Be warned that no further interference with my production of meaningful work as an artist and activist will be tolerated.

Tuesday, June 1, 2010

Homeless TI blog: 6/1/10

http://homelessti.blogspot.com/2010/06/and-award-goes-to.html

To anyone who wants to focus on this and either feel bad or feel angry about what I say dont bother. I just observe, document, try to sort it out and move on the next place. Take anything you can from it for traveling or for your own experiences or learn from it. Also I have no close white female friends here only black ones. The African American women here generally are much more friendly than back home. I dont understand So Cal 's social set up and unfortunately its the sort of place that lulls you and whispers to you to NOT try to control stuff or figure it out. Just start making some money like everyone else and flow along- start enjoying your life.

Yes, due to this totally illogical approach to living I want to get out of here with ass on fire dont doubt it. FAST. Nothing like melting into a trap. An earthquake vulnerable, stoned, sunny place where living a good life never looked so attractive or E-Z. UUGHGHG. Yeah at the expense of a New Englander's natural inclination to worry alot. I dont want to stop worrying about stuff just like I dont want to let my brains melt as So Cal would have. Thats what it feels like anyway.

I like feeling rooted not floating in a dream with everyone else. I feel like a part of me is missing here. Like a half sleep is required to be a So Cal resident. I simply cannot do this...maybe when I am done with my book. Just living here is like being on drugs...not super intense fun ones either. There is only an never changing flow...there is not punch packed by anything here.
Pretty good I guess for an angry ghost like me, left for dead and ripped from my old life and identity. But I am not quite ready to die and go to California just yet.
by clock

1 comment:

  1. Anonymous6/3/10, 2:19 AM

    hi, Rachael I"ve come to realize a few things about the total mind control thing. I have a lot of symptoms and recolections that are begining to come to my mind, it's strange because I don't feel like I have other personalitys, but I do remember a time i thought I was about to lose my mind when about 18 years old. It was pretty scary I started talking like a robot. Last hight I read some of Fritz Springmeier online book and he talks about some children being programed like this. Theres a lot more thats been coming to my mind but don;t have time to talk about it right now , well gotta go to work , Rob,

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