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2026 UPDATE ON VIDEOS:
PLEASE BE AWARE THAT AS OF 2026 I HAVE TAKEN DOWN ALL VIDEOS THAT SHOW MY FACE. THIS IS DUE TO ADVANCING TECHNOLOGIES IN OUR WORLD BUT IT IS ALSO DUE TO MY GROWING RESPONSIBILITY TO AGING RELATIVES AND MY DESIRE TO PRODUCE MEANINGFUL WORK THAT WILL SECURE MY FUTURE FOR THEM AND MYSELF. KEEP IN MIND THAT THIS BLOG WAS STARTED IN A DIFFERENT ERA WHERE BEING A CONSPIRACY THEORIST WAS SOCIALLY ACCEPTABLE. For many years there were a few attempts to discredit the targeted individual community, such as infrequent, lone articles published by unsavory newspapers. However this was always met with resistance as well as a continued desire from many powerful factions such as academia to keep our community in a gray area. This is most likely due to the fact that back in those days academia had not been infiltrated or influenced by things like students being indoctrinated and then being used as armies against adults and institutions as well as other sordid things like the Jeffrey Epstein scandal. Educated and powerful people knew damn well that this situation is completely feasible. That level of society understood that we are victims of torture especially being aware of the exact nature of abuse of power opposed to the general public's vague impressions that they barely sense that they're being oppressed by in their daily lives anyway. Especially if it's connected to human experimentation or the theory that MK ultra is being continued under private contractors all these years academia and the powerful of all people would understand the levity of the situation. PEOPLE COULD NOT BE CANCELED AND DISSIDENT VOICES COULD NOT BE SILENCED SO EASILY. SOMEONE EXPRESSING A VERY ALTERNATIVE OPINION WOULD NOT IMMEDIATELY BE A POTENTIAL THREAT OR A DANGER TO OTHERS DUE TO CONTENT. SINCE THIS BLOG WAS STARTED, CONSPIRACY THEORY CULTURE HAS BEEN VILLANIZED AND WORSE CO-OPTED (EVEN THOUGH IT SEEMS THAT THE LEFT AND THE RIGHT POLITICAL PARTIES BELIEVE NOTHING BUT CONSPIRACY THEORIES AND THERE'S NO COMMON SENSE OR REAL POLITICS GOING ON). THERE'S SO MUCH CONSPIRACY THEORY GOING ON WITHIN POLITICS THE PROBLEM IS IS THAT ANYBODY THAT'S A REAL CONSPIRACY THEORIST THAT'S LOOKING FOR REAL ANSWERS OR THE TRUTH IS NOW BEING LABELED A PROBLEM BECAUSE SOMEHOW CONSPIRACY THEORIES ARE ONLY SOCIALLY ACCEPTABLE AS LONG AS THEY FIT IN WITH...POLITICAL POLARIZATION?
 IT'S JUST A DANGEROUS TIME. I WILL ALWAYS PRODUCE WORK ON THIS BLOG UNTIL I AM INCAPABLE OF DOING SO OR UNTIL MY BOOK IS WRITTEN.  SINCE I WAS FRAMED IN 2016 IT TOTALLY OBLITERATED MY AUDIENCE BASE. I HAVE TO WORK REALLY HARD TO GET THIS THING BACK. MY PERSONAL LIFE HAS BEEN INTERFERING FOR THE PAST 10 YEARS AND THAT IS ENDING NOW.. HOPEFULLY I CAN MAKE THIS BLOG WHAT I ORIGINALLY INTENDED IT TO BE AS WELL AS I CAN FINALLY COMPLETE WHAT I STARTED DECADES AGO AS A WOMAN IN MY THIRTIES. NOW IN MY '50S I WOULD LIKE TO COMPLETE THIS AND MOVE ON. 
 
DISCLAIMER: 
Please be advised that this written work is theory. For legal reasons I state that I have no actual belief in these theories as fact, if I did I would have sought legal recourse. Until that occurs, this blog can only be considered theory. In future if legal recourse is made available then any and all actions PAST AND FUTURE that have been taken against me during the years producing this work will be labeled criminal action.
I am a writer, an activist and artist. I claim my RIGHT TO EXIST legally under US Constitution and international law.

This is an educational blog for awareness as well as sometimes a telling of candid personal experiences to demonstrate theories as they might be experienced by a person who theoretically is existing under such conditions.
Any actions taken against me by others questioning my competence based on this produced work even those allegedly working for me or on any legal cases on my behalf will be sued or charged with activist/dissident intimidation and/or whistle blower retaliation and proper legal action will be taken against you by myself, family and support system. 

Be warned that no further interference with my production of meaningful work as an artist and activist will be tolerated.

Sunday, July 12, 2026

I'm in my new home/old home. let's get the Gremlins in order before we decide to settle in

 This is a little note to the bad apples among all the good people that are working in the new place that I am staying. First of all I was here way before you ever fucking came here. Second of all I'm hip to this little game where everybody is saying that 20 years on the street and homeless is too long and there must be something wrong with me I'm a blogger I'm a traveler and I'm in a situation where I have to be safe because I can't be with my road dog right now. 

Your opinions don't matter because you really don't understand the circles that I run in and the world that I live iin.. most of the people are repeating this that I've heard are home bums and people who work in shelters. How long has it been since I've been in a shelter? Exactly. 

And I have a perfectly viable reason on paper to be in one now. 

Now that settled 

 

This is to the bad apples who were in the new place I'm staying I just mentioned to you that this is my old home away from home so I feel comfortable here and if you want to make me feel uncomfortable here I'm going to make you very uncomfortable because I will file grievance after grievance after grievance and it's not like the old days when I was alone I have family members I have friends and I have a family lawyer and I will sick any buddy that I can on you with legal resources because remember I'm calm now I'm not in perimenopause I'm very calm I'm 55 years old and I know exactly how to work the system to get my rights honored. 

In 2016 I was framed how do you think I got out of that because I'm smart. And the people that framed me underestimated mme. 

So if I can get out of that I can certainly make sure this doesn't become a problem. 

So take the hoodoo mojo bullshit and stop acting stupid and doing dumb things like pretending the keys don't work to open doors when I need a sandwich making stuff take like a half hour when it should take 15 minutes with misguiding and misleading and blowing smoke up my ass and don't do your rounds on the floor acting like there's a problem and staring at me the whole time we're not going to do this it's not happening. 

Because I remember how these places used to work in the old days and there might have been trouble here but nobody really caused a problem for me personally especially not staff. 

I could file against this place in the old days because somebody named Jeff that worked at the front desk stole my ID out of my bag.. in fact there's a bunch of complaints I can make but That's dead and gone those days are over this place is improved now let's make sure that we keep on going for the gold and looking forward and improving even further. 

And I'm not going to have people constantly turning to me when I ask questions and saying stuff like "Don't worry there's no conspiracy going on here". I asked a simple normal question I didn't intimate in any way or sound like there was a conspiracy so you see where this is going don't you readers? 

Constantly saying to me that I think there's a conspiracy going on when I'm asking a simple question then having people come up and say is there a problem here and looking at me so we're not going to do this we're not going to make Rachel look paranoid and all this other bullshit. Because of course if somebody comes up and says is there a problem looks at me I'm going to go to staff and of course what does that do? Exactly it makes me look paranoid like I think there's something wrong we're not doing this I will file grievance after grievance and I'll make you lose your job I'm not screwing around. 

I have a sick mother I have to take care of. And if she passes away from her next heart surgery believe me I I might just decide to go all out and blow the whistle and name names on everybody for the last 20 years. Let's see how crazy and desperate I get after my mother dies I don't think you want that I think you want this planned very carefully very calmly I can get everything done I can prepare and I can leave town after she's gone. 

Until then I'm a single female that needs a place to stay and I'm not sleeping outside by myself. If you keep playing games you're going to be out of your easy job and why do you work here anyway if you work here because you're a good person or a Christian and you want to help that's nice if you work here because you're a screw up and you can't work anyplace else I'm going to make it so you work at it Goodwill pretty soon capiche? great we understand each oother

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