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Monday, December 2, 2024

If you're a traveler and you're now semi or retired you may need this

 I know I've put this on my other blog about homelessness but that poor thing gets neglected. 

Since this is the main blog I'll put it here maybe somebody will see it a more easily. 

If you're a traveler especially backpacking walking a lot around the country you know what I mean when I talk about when you're not traveling especially if you have to be inside for a long time or you suddenly have to stop traveling the way I did when I was framed and turn to seeing in one place and God forbid like me now being inside a small room all the time, you'll know what I'm talking about when I tell the rest of the world reading this blog and only travelers about how when we get off the road the only thing that keeps us sane is this point of view from inside our minds of continuing to travel. 

Well I have a remedy for you to keep your sanity inside as well as for sleeping! 

Drone videos. 

Cinematic Drone Compilation - One Hour of Amazing FPV Drone Flying

(Look for ones like these if, like me  you get annoyed by depressing music That's supposed to be soothing. The ones I've chosen the music isn't too intrusive or overdone.) 

If you don't like the internet or YouTube, as many people targeted and otherwise refused to go on the internet on YouTube or even social media, going on small trips or small journeys locally could help or even occasionally doing something like going to a gathering a festival in another state and coming home and resuming your normal life may help and it will also help maintain your fitness and your metabolism that you gained by being a road traveler (as I am in menopause as of recently boy don't I wish I had that road traveler metabolism. Remember? You can eat absolutely anything as long as you ate rich calorie laden food every few hours. I still can't get used to having big meals and secretly I still desire to eat the stuff I see on the shelves that's road food I just think my body's become accustomed to it now and I'm wondering if it might not be better to just return to road food but then again road food is kind of unhealthy but then again on the other hand again you eat less of it because it's in small containers or small portions, however you're not working it off by exercising so I don't know. At some point travelers should get together contribute to society with a system of living and eating it's the middle of the road between their creepy World of modern living inside and our neoprimitive lifestyles of traveling living outside and eating every few hours protein and fat rich food.)

I used to pass by houses especially when traveling through my home state and I would always think to myself these are nothing but pretty prisons. 

people's mindset when they drive cars everywhere, only travel by airplane back and forth to one destination occasionally and the modern sense of property and homeownership is just plain creepy. 

As a kid my mom would show me these suburban neighborhoods and ask me if I wanted to live there. I've moved around and average of every 5 years since I was born sometimes last but never more. 

The suburban neighborhoods would give off this horrible vibe is if it was just certain death to live there. Those neighborhoods and elementary schools for some reason give me the worst feelings ever of just being in this awful reality. Nothing could be more awful than a kid growing up in a suburban neighborhood or having to go to any elementary School. After being framed many of you know I was held pre trial in a corrupt NH county jail before being released because oh I don't know- i wrote enough letters and screamed loud enough and they realize that they couldn't get away with their scam so they had to let me go lol. That freaking place was less empty and death like than the places I just mentioned. 

When you're in the jail cell you can look outside the little window in the hopes of when you get out you'll have your freedom and for some reason I kept looking at this dunkin' donuts and that was like my main thing as I wanted coffee I guess coffee is really important to me I think it's one of life's last little pleasures. But the little window provides hope of what you can get if you work hard enough like me to get out of being framed or if you actually did commit a crime - serve your time. It's like light at the end of a tunnel but the places I just mentioned are like worse than a graveyard they have no hope it's a death sentence the suburbs and those first horrible years of indoctrination in school that are so damaging to human children at least in the United States public school system. Maybe it was just the places I lived outside of Boston in Massachusetts maybe there are good public School systems in America all I have is the chilling memories of my own LOL. 

When I was older around first years of high school I would look out the window and the teacher's voice would trail off and all I could look at is the tree out the window and behind the tree, the hills and behind the hills whatever was next behind that. I wanted to see that and I wanted to be outside more than being held inside listening to this person drone on.  Nowadays they would call it ADHD but all it is is just the Gene variant known as The Traveling Gene.  In the future we should strive to make sure that medicating a natural gene expression is seen as eugenics because that's what it is instead of treatment for a disorder which is the bullshit that big Pharma is pushing as well as an outdated school system and a school system and medical community based and rooted in the medieval days which is screwed up to begin with so you can't really improve on something that's fucked up to begin with you'd have to re-engineer it. 

many of us are just more comfortable traveling long distances time seems to become normal when we do that. Nothing feels better in this world than those wheels under that travel bus.  Those are the two greatest freedoms that a TI will ever experience: rapid moving Wheels underneath you, the short temporary freedom of a taxi ride somehow outsmarting and outmaneuvering the public transport and ride service systems, and those places in between cities and towns on the highways. Quiet uninhabited, unpopulated. These are the real freedoms in our modern world.  

for those of us from let me put it politely heavily Masonic areas like the Northeast (other cities like St Louis has a beautiful large Masonic hall building downtown) which of course gives us an advantage and we are raised learning a lot that benefits us however the architecture even though these architectural designs of cities or neighborhoods or areas that make you gain power and safety and strength to their design, once you travel out to nature's designs say in the Southwest you realize the value of both. 

I think people would be more realistic about climate change hysteria if they just realize that most of our planet a good chunk of it is uninhabited. Of course humans are damaging the environment but I noticed that climate change people are not concerning themselves with the things that actually need to be changed to make a difference they're doing what the corporate run environmental movement wants them to do. You just see all these armies in the field beneath you when you're standing on the cliff all these armies fighting in the field with each other and then the observer watching from the cliff who knows the truth. Oh how they misdirect the humans. Generation after generation century after century. 

 there's one thing they cannot control and they can't change and that's the forces of nature and massive pieces of land which can all be yours when you become a traveler. 

When I was a little girl I thought I could own the sky. That it was so beautiful that the entire thing could be owned by me. When things became extreme after 9/11 and I was living in an apartment under such bad conditions it would ruin my health for the rest of my life with environmental allergies (which by the way I only healed from by you got it traveling and living outside) I was reading my tarot cards,  I remember I pulled the card that was The World. It was starting to become apparent than a big transition was in order and it makes sense now because soon after that I had to flee my home state. 

So of course I gained the whole world and that's what's been given to me because everything else has been taken away and of course that's what that card meant. 

I knew a woman who was my sponsor in my 12-step recovery program in the late 90s, after I began to experience circumstances that fit with the targeted individual and gang stalking theories she pretended not to know me after that point but when I was first involved in recovery she told me that but tarot reader had told her that her husband would wake up one day and just be clean and sober. Well he died so of course he did simply one day just become clean and sober. That's why you don't need fortune tellers and you don't need to mess around with that stuff because there's always a price and a double meaning. Besides most of the telephone operated fortune telling services are either run by organized crime (see the FBI and other law enforcement stats for fact checking) and with that you're probably going to have a connection to rogue intelligence operations.

Don't waste your money on telephone psychics because the weird thing? I've seen many people that I know are targeted even if they don't want to admit it and every time they call one of those things they drain their money which of course is a tactic that they do to TI's they want to waste your time money and health as a rule of thumb you can use but what's weird about it is that the person on the line that's doing is like a greeting usually knows all about the person calling and they shouldn't. This is an interesting thing that happens that you should take note of especially when you cross over if you will if you want to put it that way from normal life into the strange reality of being a targeted individual. Even though you're taken out of society you get a lot of insight and vision and you see a lot of stuff that explains a lot of weird things that you didn't understand before about the world we live in. 

And you have to pay attention to the psychic reading scam because it goes a lot deeper than that because we've all had the weird instances where when we call somewhere it seems like there's a handler that handles a TI's call in the early 2000s I even had experiences at certain companies where they gave me the same exact person and it's supposed to be a random call center until I finally got the clue that it was a handler. So that's why whenever you call a business and you get someone who either gives you answers that don't benefit you or they seem sketchy use another phone or call back again. And the psychic reader scam is a perfect example of how you can call a number or no one's supposed to know who you are on the other line but somehow they do. 

Well after traveling the country before cell phones became prominent and people knowing your goddamn name all the time in public when you don't even know them especially in big cities the phone call thing becomes Small potatoes you get used to it people knowing who you are and you don't know who they are. 

If traveling kept you healthy insane then I would use these resources on YouTube or other places where you can watch drone videos and check out new places without having to go there there's some really cool drone videos that make it so that you can actually explore terrain that you never would actually be able to in any vehicle or on foot they have this really cool terrain video of unreachable places etc stuff like that mountain ridges and places you would never be able to see up close or walk the drone can skim the surface of really difficult terrain. 

Maytttttttttaglhornnnnnn

You can even check out credible legitimate videos from space programs to look at terrain on other planets. 

Marsssssssroverrrrrrrr

And the videos of train drivers or from a train driver point of view if you just let that run you'll keep your sanity especially if you're trapped inside and having to do something difficult. 

Traindriverrrrttrrttrrrrrrrrr

When I had to take care of a sick relative after a stroke and it was trying and I had no knowledge of how to take care of this particular health issue and the apartment was very small just two rooms and cluttered that kept my sanity leaving those train videos running. 

You can also watch videos of people driving truck. 

Truckerrrrrrrrrrrrs

I haven't found anything where there's just a car driving down the road randomly or a truck but I wish I could and I wish there was something that lasted many hours different videos of different car trips they're just random all over the country that last like 10 hours would be great like the airplane videos. 

Roadtripppppppppppppppp

Dream Airlines, the videos and links above, is great. I use it to sleep because nowadays they're trying to make all the gadgets in our home ultra quiet which I don't understand so you get some nice background noise from these videos as well as it looks as if you're going somewhere. I've only flown once and after watching loads of air crash investigation shows I will never fly as long as I live again humans are unrealistic and living in a fantasy world, unless I have an ejector seat and a parachute I'm not getting into anything that's a flying machine because in every air crash investigation video I've watched the only people that really survive are the military people that have those things in order to survive a bad situation with a faulty piece of machinery. You completely fucking insane and in denial if you're flying in a massive metal tube carrying 400 fucking people and nobody has a goddamn helmet parachute ejector seat or other means of escaping survival from 30,000 fucking feet in the air. You're all insane.  Besides being a targeted individual you need to think twice I guess with our particular situations working with these theories you've got to think twice about driving and flying. If you look at all the conspiracy theories about powerful people who are corrupt you'll notice that airplane and helicopter crashes are a favorite method of getting rid of people and in some of those conspiracy theories they don't give a damn about the other 400 and whatever people that are on a plane as long as they get to like 1 to 5 people that are on the damn plane mission accomplished. Imagine 20 to 400 people dying just because you want to get rid of one or two people as every TI knows the people that are in charge of these games and the designers and the perpetrators really do not give a fuck it's results by any means necessary. 

Well now as a traveler I own the sky. It's mine I'm in possession of it and no one can ever take it away. If ever I do not like where I am I simply have to go outside and look up in the sky and no matter what time of day I know that those clouds or that Moon will always be there for me and I can picture the clouds in the Midwest because all of us know that we pay a lot of attention to the clouds in the midwest don't we because they can kill us like earthquakes on the West Coast heat in the Southwest snow in the Northeast tornadoes or cold or storms in the Midwest. 

We now here the rustling of the trees communicating with us or the birds even when they're sirens in the background whereas for those of us from a city environment we were raised on the sounds of screaming sirens in the street at night that was our background noise. To be freed from that is wonderful and to be truly connected to the natural World in some way. I believe this is where we're going to go when we die. They have their weird unrealistic beliefs about where they go when they die but we have our proof right in front of us every time we walk outside and we connect with it constantly. Don't let anybody take that away from you once you're given the whole world and you own every piece of land that you've ever conquered by hitching or walking or riding a train there, you'll always have something that other people don't have 

However it then becomes very difficult to live in their world. So try to find little ways of preserving your sanity and connecting with that feeling of being on the move and in motion constantly. 

And remember this is a lot more than just useless traveling or running away from something, if you are to the level that I'm talking about after traveling your experiencing connection with a lot of geographical forces things that they don't want you to know about like ley lines etc. If you're sensitive to land mass and forces under and around them you'll know what I'm talking about.

It's as if they don't want humans to connect to nature in this all powerful way. Not just going outside into the woods or going on camping trips but being connected to the land itself and all of it's forces both man-made and natural. Especially the modern world with all of its diversions and prisons like television other media and consumerism, lifestyles that contribute to ill health or perpetual game of providing things like bad food and then cure is like fluoride in toothpaste. If they didn't sell you all that sugar you wouldn't need the poisonous fluoride You see how this works. 

It says if the system is afraid of humans becoming aware of or educated about or connected to the land it's forces and the natural world. We should be in a of natural disasters and how much power is on this earth and it's wonderful between connected to these things because these are the things the few things that the people in charge cannot control and when you become part of that you have the ultimate power. 

Normal life since disappointing and silly after you've gone this far not just with physical travel but traveling and working with the TI theories. You become push so far out of society and out of other people's experience of reality You have no choice but to become connected to the natural world. 

There's going to be a lot of problems after you go inside and after you reconnect to the modern human world, and in order to continue to maintain your sanity you may have to simulate frequently that you're still traveling or maybe it's just what the traveler gene requires. 





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