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Sunday, February 8, 2026

theory : gang stalking; what a great way to earn your keep and avoid ICE.

Yes you could too can avoid persecution by this horrible situation where again the elite and the people in charge in power and the hidden system that rules our lives (in theory of course) has yet again pulled the same old con: create a problem solve a problem. 

Why would the Biden administration let these people in here en Mass wearing t-shirts saying bye and let me come in when they were just going to turn around and be hunted and harmed? 

Well the way you avoid being persecuted and now this phase is you have to work for the dirty tricks department or trafficking or drugs or money laundering etc. 

Yes you too can avoid persecution and get your foot in the door make your bones in America! After being promised a job and a place to stay and a better life now you're being hunted like an animal and it's all by design. 

All you have to do is work for the dirty tricks department and but only can you avoid persecution from federal agents in this libtard Paradise but you can also flourish and make your way as many have done before you in AAmerica. Through crime dishonesty dirty tricks and ruining innocent people's lives. 

Because anything is better than going home. 

 Why not earn your keep and help this country with national security to cover up all of its secrets and destroy all the inconvenient people who know too much. 

Friday, February 6, 2026

 Another experience at a big box store with employees who are snickering behind my back and being obnoxious. 

But this time they have a security company nowadays working there which is different than when I was here 3 years ago. And of course I found out the guy that's doing the stocking and harassing is former US military. So I'm going to report him to his security company and I'm going to call the store manager because I am getting tired of this.  

Thursday, February 5, 2026

 I'm going to edit my work for the last few days as I dont believe the posts were clear due to using speech-to-text. I will also be producing videos again soon. 

Again any and all harassment based on false witness or testimony is going to get you sued or put in jail.  

going to do a post very soon illustrating the recruitment of children for harassment

 

I've been very busy with my personal life lately and haven't had a chance to do the video. However something has to be done. There are a few examples on the internet from recent years where certain activists have been harassed by people that shouldn't even be old enough to engage with older people. 

The recruiting from high schools and junior high schools which is absolutely disgusting. Children should not be involved in things like this even if they think that it gets their foot in the door with various law enforcement or military or whatever it is. 

This isn't the ROTC here. Children should be left alone and allowed to be children they shouldn't engage in any of this kind of stuff. And the motivations are probably very different The motivations are probably a call to war cuz that's what kids are good at telling them this undesirable is in the neighborhood telling them to target people simply because kids will do it without thinking and most of these kids are young males and it's very easy to get young males to go to war. My uncle who was a financial advisor at Boston for many years told me one day years ago that it's easier to get an 18-year-old to pick up a gun and go to war than it is a 21-year-old. Because the 21-year-old will start thinking about morality the 18-year-old wwon't. 

This is a disgusting desperate move by the system to maintain control with organized harassment and theoretically it actually makes a lot of sense. 

Because if you want to start hiding what you're doing because there's cameras everywhere and people have cameras on their phones and you want to turn this into more of a East German stahzi type system which is basically what I've been told by other people is hhappening and it does seem that way in theory then what you would do is have people doing this stuff that are a little bit less to blame that don't have motivations that are criminal. Another words these kids are not trying to buy new cars because they're in their '20s and '30s and can't make it and they need to work for the dirty tricks department because they can't make ends meet or they're not getting caught with fucked up shit on their computer and they don't want to go to jail or get exposed or probation or parole. Or in gangs they might be in gangs but I don't see any red shirts or white shirts like I used to in the old days that would identify these people as being gang members paying the rent on operations so they can get away with whatever they're up to by doing dirty work. 

And if these are recruitments for gangs I think that's outrageous but I guess performing organized harassment on targeted individuals is better than shooting the pizza guy like in the '90s when we were yyoung. I think also if this is gang recruitment and this is what they put them up to to get in nowadays it's a hell of a lot more undetectable and it's a lot more peaceable and the gang members won't be detected they can blend into normal jobs in society which by the way is listed in the FBI as a major threat in this country. People in gangs infiltrating normal jobs got time to cover up their criminal activities if you don't believe me look it up. 

So if you want to be undetected and it's a lot more practical for the dirty tricks department that pulls this crap because tthen they're not going to get arrested for killing someone. And if the intelligence community or anything else available that we can't think of right now I'm sure TI's that have life experience in this can think of a hell of a lot of or rogue organizations and corrupt authority it's a great way to actually be in control of criminals and you're making money off of en  forcing the law and breaking it. 

In other words it makes more sense than acts of violence and then you're fully in control of whatever Little army of dumb young testosterone pumped young guys who want in to a crime organiz and really it's not a crime organization it turns out to be run by a rogue law enforcement agency whatever it iis.  At this point a lot of the law enforcement in this country as well as military is done by outsourced companies. So basically the potential here is you have the private sector doing public work finding a way to get around the rules and control crime organizations dating kids that they're getting into a crime organization and really they're just working for a private security company. That is one layout of how this scam works but they kept telling these kids something that they want in life. 

From what I've seen these kids are completely oppressed the system is closed down unless you play the game and these poor kids have no lives they don't even have the innocence anymore which you could say that the organized crime people of the past at least gave children the iinnocence. 

This is absolutely disgusting. Because in order to get any job or get anywhere they seem to have to enter this stasi type ssystem. It might even be a way of getting your foot in the door now and that is what is required to actually get anything nowadays. 

So I'm going to do a lot more research on this now that I have people actually engaging with me not on their territory like in Cambridge but on my tterritory. And then we'll see a little bit more about how it works. 

But this is the second time in the 3rd dierent location in Massachusetts I have seen kids being recruited for tthis. And if you don't believe me and I think I'm making it up I'll show you a couple of videos of activists being harassed by kids and it's exactly the same thing. And this started a few years ago. 

 It's actually a smart move on the aggressors part because if anybody says anything to them or engages with them or even talks about this they look like they're either a pervert or they're dangerous. Because protecting children is the number one thing so if you even say anything like this you're threatening children they can twist it around and that's what Massachusetts does by the way. They also want to make sure that you're afraid to say anything. And if they're trying to hide what they're doing nowadays instead of using over gang members and people who are in trouble who are older this is absolutely a brilliant move on their part. 

It can also be written off as just kids being kids and kids causing trouble and young males being aggressive. 

Don't you love the hypocrisy and the double think of liberal areas? People bitch about toxic masculinity here and everyone wants to be protected yet I've suffered more than anybody I can think of in this damn state the surrounding area especially and I am now a victim of toxic mmasculinity. The perpetrators are whoever is in the neighborhood so it depends on where you are it could be white kids it could be black kids it could be Spanish kids.

But they're all males. 

Which is interesting because when I was younger it was security guards firemen and Billings drivers and rogue cops. It seems very important to try to show me that men run the world and I'm always going to be a victim of male aggression. 

So as you are brainwashed to believe that feminism is a thing and they want women in charge of stuff that's a lie. Any woman who's actually a real threat to the status quo that wants to improve conditions like myself they oppress women like me with constant harassment fromb males aggressive males and males involved in traditionally aggressive male-dominated professions. 

And I have been harassed a couple of times alone without anybody with me. And I'm going to write down every single instance and put it on this blog and then I'm going to make a video and show you an example of what I'm talking about. because there's examples of other activists sitting at a restaurant and kids will come up and do this stuff to them and say stuff to them. Kids should not be engaging with adults and they shouldn't be approaching them and asking them any kind of questions especially about gender or sexuality. 

This is something I might actually fight overtly. I don't believe children should be involved in this and I'm going to tell the parents. The parents are misguided and think that people are actually protecting the ccommunity The parents need to know that this is a brainwashing program it's no better than communism and they're destroying their children's lives. 

Parents need to know that this stuff is going on. 

The system in this state that I meant has been trying to make me look dangerous for years now and if I took all the legal paperwork and mapped it out for aanybody Even anybody that isn't educated it would be clear that it's all a frame up and it's all here say and it's ridiculous. 

Lately I've been being watched as if I'm dealing drugs by the way and somebody in the neighborhood actually said to someone that  I know that I look like a drug dealer. that was starting with this shit again. 

I can understand if certain people who know how this works want me to be safe accusing me of something like that would make it so I'm constantly watched so really bad people can't grab me and kidnap me or do something ccrazy because I'm not dealing drugs are not going to find anything so they're just going to keep watching so that would make sense if higher-ups utilize this false claim type of thing to make it so I'm watched so that I'm protected. 

But having people engage with me directly and knock on windows harass me in libraries come in harass me in the laundromat asking me if I'm a guy in a dress and dumb shit like that is not going to be happening anymore because it's children. Actually have a video of one kid who must have been in about junior high up in the North shore a bunch of crazy white kids and everybody complains about them in the CVS I have testimony from the people that work there their ttroublemakers. That also will be documented and sent out to parents. This kid must have been in junior high and he kept following me and harassing me and screaming and trying to engage with me so I filmed it I don't care if it's illegal or not I'll take out the audio The point is is that he shouldn't have been following me around the corner and engaging with me and screaming hey you hey you and trying to talk to me He's in junior high school. This was about 2 years ago. A truck actually went by screame his name and told him that that's enough. But the truck did not stop and grab him up into the vehicle and the truck did not stop and no one got out who was an adult and told him to stop it. So he continued on until he gave up. 

That should not be happening. If adults go by in a vehicle and tell the child to stop it by name you should be getting out of the vehicle and controlling the situation not letting them continue to follow people around. 

I don't know what is going on here but it smells like 100% desperation. 

Also in Cambridge the school where people have been harassing people in the library that absolutely has to stop. There's heat massive amounts of complaints from students about being bullied in that particular school. 

Remember there's been cases of people who are in gangs who go and work for schools and they recruit people from the school. Because they're still in a gang and they work in the school you don't know who's infiltrating your school. 

And the gang might just be a front. 

I'm sure that somebody will try to take this and twist it around I've got video I've got other examples of this hharassment videos from other activists that are well known and I've also got testimony from adults in the surrounding areas in the shops etc that the kids involved in this are troublemakers and people are afraid to say anything. 

Parents need to know that children are being used in a way that isn't fair to them.  

This is also a a good lead as to how a lot of these loan shootings happen at schools. It could be in theory that people are harassing somebody from the school using kids and the person freaks out and goes into the school because it's never made sense to me and a lot of other people why somebody would blindly go into a school and hurt children. It makes sense when somebody's angry at their former employer of course that's not the action that one should take  with workplace harassment or whatever it's a lot more understandable it's totally foreign to me how somebody can go into a school and shoot a bunch of kkids. But this lens creedence as to why that might be happening You're putting your children in eminent danger with this system. 

It's been documented that the FBI and I'm not saying that that's who's responsible for this and even try but it is documented that the FBI will use people that they're watching that are considered not dangerous to train new people that are working for tthem in surveillance etc. they might have the same system for targeted individuals and it makes it so that people think someone isn't dangerous but when it comes to young people it isn't worth it what if that person decides to lose it on any given day and they can't take the pressure anymore. 

It's not worth your kid having some kind of weapon thrown having them kicked or punched or having rocks thrown at them whatever it is I'm not saying I'm going to do something like that because I'm seasoned and I'm in control and of course if I was going to do something violent I would have done it a long time aago.  So don't even try to use this blog post against me cuz you'll get sued this time 

I haven't even taken care of the last frame up now we're dealing with entrapment. Basically these kids are going around trying to entrap people. 

And what happens when you get the person you're trying to entrap where you want them? Great you might get them into a mental institution you might get them labeled and you might get them into a jail cell but then the kid is going to be harmed potentially and that's not something I believe iin. 

Believe in using children in war I think this is absolutely disgusting and regardless of a people believe me or not about this system somebody is organizing these kids to take action against people that are adults and that is not fair to the kkids. 

Children do not organize themselves this well and the kind of shit they come up with especially when they engage with you and ask you stupid questions about gender identity or something stupid like that children especially in junior high do not think along those lines they can't organize themselves this is adults organizing this it has to be no is capable of this level of oorganization. 

This is something I'm not going to stand down on. Children should not be involved in covert wwarfare 

Tuesday, February 3, 2026

Pervs Are Exploiting Loopholes on Sh*t Sites Like Temu to Access Doll Heads for their Sick Sex Toys

 https://www.abc.net.au/news/2025-10-26/child-sex-dolls-sold-on-temu-and-shein/105636720

 I f*cking hate Temu. It and anything like it should be illegal in the USA. I'm not getting lectured by the psychos over at the WEF to eat bugs and "own nothing and like it" or listening to an entire generation of misguided kids influenced by industry plant Greta  Thornbooger just so assholes can buy total garbage that is indeed a huge problem for waste, mass consumerism and sadly shopping addictions especially people with mania. 

Also I keep gettingTemu ads on my phone or tablet for Temu that are great examples of subliminals in aadvertising. Things look like naked chicks chicks and bikinis or other weird stuff like d*ildos then when you look closely it's completely innocent objects. 

Kind of foolish to send those ads to me because I'm going to use them in myconspiracy theory blog about subliminals in advertising. I probably get them because I use a different browser and email then this one. 

I'll dig up some screenshots and post them here. 

But I wouldn't put it past them to do stuff like this and I've seen some of the pictures of the doll heads it's pretty creepy.  

Funny thread on Reddit about a subliminal Temu ad: 

https://www.reddit.com/r/confusing_perspective/comments/12v3dg2/this_ad_for_a_massager_with_an_attached_suction/ 

omg .. I was just looking at another image on Google and when I pulled up the page there was a Temu ad very small banner at bottom.Interestingly there's a rat caught in a trap. That seems odd. Guess they don't like people ratting them out. 


 

Friday, January 23, 2026

if you're in the Boston area be careful of dealer ship plates on cars

 A lot of people with dealership plates or plates that say dealer or plates that have numbers and letters that aren't normal when you looked them up their dealer plates. These people are doing a lot of harassment

Thursday, January 22, 2026

Survivorship: How To Stay Safe at a Conference on Mind Control

 https://survivorship.org/survivorship-articles/how-to-avoid-being-mind-controlled-at-a-conference/

 

Lately I have been trying to see if any of these new groups and conference calls are helpful and sadly they Don't seem to have any sort of content that is genuinely helpful to people whom are working with the being targeted theory. Specifically those who have come to the conclusion did they may be targeted due to being involved involuntarily in projects like MK ultra or having family that comes from a cult background such as some of the more extreme offshoots of LDS etc (The old conference calls in the old days freedom from covert harassment group we had a lot of genuine survivors and a few of them claimed to be running from extreme offshoots of LDS). I've been to Southwest for many years believe me things out there like that do exist. 

The new conference call scene is claimed by some to be nothing more than just The newer version of the oold intelligence Honey pots. Which is a slang term in the intelligence world for something to attract you and draw you in and keep you busy or give you a false sense of security while ddivertingyou and wasting your time so you don't seek legitimate help like a lawyer etc. they even have a group with a lawyer and I haven't checked that out yet but I will. 

You have to understand how ridiculous some of the stuff was in the old conference calls but actually there seem to have been more genuine survivors and people claiming to be targeted and there was more discussion going on among genuine people. 

A few of the calls I've gone on the people do seem genuine but the hosts are questionable as usual and oddly enough a lot of the people coming in that are new that are targeted seem less concerned less worried less scared and more all over the place than we did in the old days. I think this is due to the internet being around now and the phones being in our hands and everything being so eeasy. It's actually having a negative effect on the TI community because people seem so connected that when they're targeted it's not as much of a big deal which is kind of scary. And I'm sure that's by design in the long run. 

I used to call these things on the conference calls in the early mid-2000s I used to refer to them as holding areas for the little fishies. It did seem an awful lot llike separate little river ways that go to one big pond where they want you to be collected and held in a containing area That's what it seemed like back then. 

And you can never trust these conference calls because some of the crap that was going on and those calls in the old days and I will totally tell you stories at some point because they're ridiculous lol, some of that stuff was so outrageously obvious and people were so naive back then it was really sad. 

And I feel like the world was more genuine than and it seemed as if that older '60s '70s generation that actually believes in going against the system effectively it seems like they were still around back then and we actually had a bigger chance then then we do nowadays. 

People are more self-absorbed and they just don't seem to care about things that are happening around them as long as they do with their supposed to do with the prescribed feel good activism oonline or going to some protest where they're told if they believe whatever the new morality is they're not going to get canceled and they're okay and they don't have to do anything else. 

At the same time this has been happening over the last 10 years we we've also had a huge campaign it's been very subtle but ongoing and very iinsistent on making targeted individuals look as if they're completely delusional without investigation and the gang stalking is a ridiculous concept as well as linking or trying to link loan shooters with targeted individuals. 

So a lot has changed since 2007 or so.

And it seems as if those new conference calls are indeed the same holding areas run by the same people that they were before they've come up with a nice new formula which is to not be as overtly ridiculous about misdirecting and misguiding people as well as giving targeted individuals or people thinking they're targeted, a lot of time and attention and a safe place to go in The conference call is if it's like sort of a 12-step meeting in a way and actually I wish it was run more like a 12-step meeting because it would probably be more helpful but when your intention is to misdirect and not help you don't want that do you? 

At some point I want to try to get something going and there's going to be a height and sense of security and there's going to be the ability to shut people's microphones off and their telephones and make it to this no interference no background noise and no fooling around. And there should be some kind of actual ccontent not just trying to tell people working with the target individuals and gang stalking theory that they should just go along in life and put up with it and flourish. 

This is the result of many years of those of us who are successful in getting out of the jails institutions and death that the gang stocking system wants you in especially using technology in a way that no other generation had before. Now what they've done is they've simply co-opted out of our playbooks. 

One of the key things that is very suspicious about the calls is that they don't know anything about all of the prior really hard-working long suffering actual real targeted individuals who went through a lot to do online activism and pass the torch on to others. All they know is this insular little world of the conference calls that seems to come out of this small group of people from the original freedom from covert harassment calls. A lot of them are African American they push Christianity and I smell old school cointelepro big ttime. I've also called one of the conference calls before just to get information about these new ones and had a lot of the people in it from the old conference calls that we're doing a lot of misdirecting and were a pain in the ass and now they've become even stronger. One woman was complaining "I've been listening to the same three people talking for 2 hours"..what's up with that how come I can't speak and no one else can? Is essentially what she was saying. That was clue and red flag number one as I listened quietly for a few moments. And of course they get off topic and off subject and they talk about other shit in the news and stuff like that it has absolutely nothing to do with a horrible situation that most people would be really concerned about talking about instead of talking about shit in the news. 

Then I pipe up and start asking about some conference calls that are local to me and I had to butt in because these people just kept talking taking over the whole goddamn conference call and I was in a hurry and I guess I sounded in a hurry but I was polite and this black guy is old old school sounding black guy starts saying I sound like I'm on meth which is really irritating especially because I was living in a place where the kids started to smoke meth and I had to run away and leave because I can't be around any kind of drugs because I had him only apartment that made me sick and I have chemical sensitivity. So the last thing I would want to be around is any kind of anything in the air to make me sick so that really pissed me off more than anything but then again you have to think was that by design? Because they know everything about you in theory and they would know that you're living with some kid that's getting into drugs on the methadone clinic which is fine cuz that doesn't affect me but then he's starting to do drugs that go into the air and make you sick so they would know shit like that because they're intelligence connected people and being bastards and they turn around and they say something fucked up like that  that because I'm under pressure and I'm trying to get work done and I'm in a horrible situation IM THE ONE THAT SOUNDS LIKE I'M ON METH????

If you're sitting there talking do entire conference call and you won't shut up and let other people talk and somebody butts in that's your fucking response? Again old coin telepro people and old perps. 

I fucking ignored it completely because I know exactly what those people are about in fact I remember their stupidity from the old conference calls and these are the same fucking people. Nobody should be that aggressive and attack somebody coming into a call that simply has questions there's something wrong with that and yet again a red flag. 

I thought we were supposed to all be targeted and the gang stalkers are picking on us and bullying us why in the fuck would you do that in the fucking conference call? 

I just ignored it cuz these people are all idiots especially fucking with me cuz I'm smarter than they are. And if I had money I would actually find out who every single one of these people is on that call and I would fucking check them out and have a private detective that wasn't blowing smoke up my ass check them out and find out who the fuck these people are and why are they so fucking goddamn full of shit feel lucky I don't have the goddamn money to split apart that little fucking party because it's wasting a lot of people's goddamn ttime. And if I ever do get time and money you'll be betting I'll be fucking breaking up that damn party I don't care who the fuck is funding it. 

Aside from my personal anger and how disgusting it is to waste people's time who are struggling and suffering... That's The danger and that's why I'm posting this now because you have to watch out for red fflags. The problem is that people are the newcomers don't know what to watch out for. And now we have a kinder gentler machine gun hand as Neil Young once said making fun of George Bush's speech. 

Now we have a kinder gentler holding area for targeted individuals probably run by intelligence people. And you have no idea how hard this was in the fucking old days if you're just doing this now people would do crazy shit over the phone to this dday unless you have one of those people that's a TI in the group with an engineering background which we used to have those people and army people as well and lots of military people people that could explain how the technology worked it doesn't seem those people are around anymore probably cuz they know these calls are full of shit lol however people would explain how this was working I mean how the fuck do you do some crazy shit like that through a phone? How do you make a whole group of people nauseous through a phone? I mean they used to talk about weapons like this and now of course they don't use them anymore because somebody could actually record somebody doing something like that. 

They did a lot of scary evil nasty shit in the old days and you have no idea how much harder this was and it is now because nobody had phones and nobody had cameras. But it actually would have been easier to get legal help back then if you could prove it. 

Now the whole thing is completely treated as if it's a non-issue. I can't wait to see how ridiculous the fucking conference call with the lawyer iis.

Anyway all that being said some actual real people that genuinely care about TI's and those are survivors of mind control to me they're getting lost in the mix they don't even seem to be around anymore they're from another generation and they're getting older and their content is getting lost which I'm of course again is probably by design. 

The people on this conference call didn't even know who Eleanor White was. Right there that's a red flag. 

One of the groups that many people had depended on for years is called survivorship and it's for people like Neil brick and again I don't know how genuine any of these people are but their work seems to be very helpful as opposed to some conference call that tells you to just keep on keeping on instead of talking about the deeper issues involved in being targeted. 

One of the things I found interesting because I'm always rediscovering new stuff as I grow an age I see things that I didn't see before while reading the same content over again years llater. What's interesting in this link that I'm going to post is there's a part called Observing Others. It's telling you to observe others while you're at one of these mind control conferences. And in it the author writes a lot about what I now understand is called NLP and it's a form of psychology that can be abused to control people especially those who are survivors of mind control projects and/or programming. 

I used to call it 'tactical gesturing'. And I'm going to do a video on it because I feel like people really need to know I'm going to use the proper terms and references wherever I can find them in the other lliterature. Because when I made a video on it I am forever bitter because when I was framed my lawyer who was working for the other side like they all were decided to try to say that there was something wrong with my video that I made on this subject of course you have to remember at that time my blog was on trial and all if it's content not me and not trying to find out who actually sent the three emails threatening law enforcement which would have been pretty easy The point was to try to frame me for it. 

So because I wouldn't back down they thought they would try to stop me by saying that I was mental or something was wrong with me which didn't work either. 

And again I had a lot of help so it wasn't going to work anyway. Just like I'll have help again just you try anything so don't even bother. 

Anyway I'll do a video this time that actually makes a little more sense and doesn't have just my little coined terms for it. Just because I didn't know the proper terms doesn't mean I didn't know what they were and what was going on. There's very talented musicians that are famous that never knew how to read music and always had their own little coined terms for things but that didn't mean that they weren't able to compose music without the official school knowledge. 

It's kind of the same thing I was on the right track I just didn't have the appropriate information to describe it. And I certainly do not appreciate it being used to make me look like there's something wrong with me but I'll take care of those people later on with my own llawyers. And exposés and books etc. 

I'm very impressed about how this lists a lot of tactical gesturing or now we know it's called NLP and gesturing generally that can intimidate someone or be used as a form of abuse of pavlovian psychology. These things are also used in NNLP by making it so that pavlovian psychology is abused and your anchored or sensitized to a gesture and that's used to reinforce constantly. 

That's coming very very handy nowadays because like I said people didn't have any recording equipment on hand in the old days so they could just come up and do whatever the hell they wanted to now things are set up more like East German stassi and it's been very useful to use NLP to let somebody know that they're being gang stalked when nobody else would notice a gesture as opposed to outright confronting the person or doing something crazy in front of tthem to them in a public place. 

So this survivorship piece lists some of the most common gestures used to intimidate. One that I know of that many people have experienced is somebody putting their hands in the form that looks like a gun shooting. Laughably that was done to me recently in a laundromat by a complete nutcase who is messing with me and my partner and I actually have it on video. There's no way that somebody that crazy would get that crazy about a laundry machine and then do all kinds of creepy gesturing One of them was the gun. 

You also have to remember that I've been framed up and they tried to make it look like I was going to do some kind of violent act against authorities or other people bbecause somebody wrote emails under my name using material from my public blog and because I'm a public person with a public blog it's easy to take my stuff off my blog and reframe it and sign my name to it with a threat. So therefore if you're framing me up as someone that's going to do a shooting or violence it would make sense to use the gun gesture to intimidate me because you're reminding me that you control everything with your stupid frame up. 

You just have to ignore this stuff and do what the survivorship blog says which is to have a safe person with you and watch out for ggesturing.

I recall I was in Arizona when I was traveling especially for my health which I had to do because I had to moldy apartment perhaps on purpose but it saved my life to go there every year it was for health reasons as it made the mold a lot better and traveling prevented early onset Alzheimer's from the brain ddamage..

I remember I think I was at the DMV for some reason and I rrecall people were approaching me out of the corner of my eye you got this sense that they were testing peripheral vision. Now this is very important to them because if you have extremely good peripheral vision then they're going to try to do gesturing as much as they can for the rest of your goddamn life until you're probably old and blind and it's really irritating. Because they know you can see stuff out of the corner of your eye. Also I was some place that was infiltrated well-known feminist women's center in Cambridge and at the time I didn't realize but the place was completely infiltrated and I remember one woman who knew exactly who I was and who I what I was capable of and I didn't know who she was turn to someone else and said "she's extremely observant" as if to defend me or deter that person from picking on me for some reason. 

Well if you're the prototype of the super soldier or you have MK ultra going on and both her grandparents are US Marines and your mother is a documented radiation experimentee and your theory is is that your MK ultra then it would make sense to to choose somebody who's genetics give them a huge advantage like being extremely observant having excellent peripheral vision and I used to have 20/10 vision as the nnorm maybe even sharper. I joke that it's sniper vision with the doctors and they don't think it's funny lol. When I started having 20/20 vision that's when it's blurry for me. 

So they know that you have 2010 vision they know that you have extremely good peripheral vision more than most people and they know you're extremely observant. That's why they use gesturing constantly all the time and people are doing it all the time when they walk by you and it gets really irritating because they take advantage of the things that should be putting you ahead of other human beings and making you superior and giving you as an advantage they make sure it becomes your disadvantage. 

So it's not just used as NLP to control you or intimidate you it's not just used it conferences to get you all screwed up when you're trying to get help for being a mind control survivor working with that ttheory. It can be used in gang stalking theoretically. 

The key is to try to not get anchored or sensitized to any one gesture. For years they try to do this to certain people and nothing works and then at a certain age in a week moment within my emotional stress with enough of a stressor or a life event then they get yyou. And you were in prison for the rest of your life without one gesture. 

One thing I can suggest if you are sensitized and it's really annoying to just walk out the door cuz you have to deal with this clownage. I've always thought that trying to go to a psychologist without telling them what's really going on and asking them how you would unanchor or desensitize yourself from such a situation without describing it directly maybe a psychologist who sympathetic would tell you how to undo what they have done abusing pavlovian psychology and NLP. 

I mean the gun gesture does scare me a little bit because I was framed for being violent when I have no violent history and laughably even now you can clearly see that in my local area they're trying to make it look like I'm violent. I even had a person in Brookline in a park make fun oof what the system was doing even though they kind of were saying it in a mean way to me in spite of themselves they help me by letting me know that that's exactly what I'm being looked at as somebody who's planning some kind of horrible massacre or something. Which is absolutely ridiculous but when you tell one lie which is what the system did here in 2016 you have to keep telling more lies to cover your fucking ass and I don't you? 

So basically once they frame you then they have to try to like make it look like that you're wrong the whole time and they're going to keep using this gesturing thing this NLP thing either to intimidate you scare you or to get you going so that you do look like there's something wrong with yyou.

And with all these immigrants I don't mean to be mean but there's a lot of people with visa problems and they're squeezing them right now and there's a lot of drugs and a lot of traffic of children that's why they want all these people here the elites the perverts the scumbags in office that's why they want these people here because they come from complete shit holes and especially Central America where it's George George Bush destroyed these people when his he was in office in the '80s with those secret wars in Central AAmerica. And these people are wounded and hurt and they just don't have what Mexican seem to have they just don't have that fight in them a friend of mine told me that the warrior class was destroyed in Central America and it wasn't destroyed in Mexico that's why the cultures are different. .

I mean in a lot of these countries either MS-13 is running the show or then the government runs the show and puts away the MS 13 members and they take innocent people and put them away so either way these fucking people constantly are being oppressed by some abuse of power. 

Which is why they want them in this part of the country because they're obedient they're a little bit more dim than other kinds of Spanish people they keep to themselves they're very all about themselves they don't really reach out they don't like other kinds of people they work they have babies and they'll vote Democrat and to be honest with you if I was running the show here in my state I would do the same thing because we do need new blood and we need people that are going to work and don't have a rebellious streak and I'm telling you something these people are the best house slaves I've ever seen and they certainly have no rebellious streak at all. 

I mean they will gang stock anybody in about 2.5 fucking seconds if it gets them what the fuck they want or just because they are so clicky and into each other and into themselves and into their language and their culture and what they want they're very eexclusionary. And the young males will start trouble with any woman when when The young males are about high school age up until the time they have children. And that is not other kinds of Spanish people especially Mexicans. I have never seen any other kind of Latino people be rude to older women. .

So these people are completely dedicated to whoever gives them a job or whoever is in power and the way Massachusetts is I can understand why that would be the best choice for them. 

It just isn't the best choice for me because it's aggravating as fuck every single goddamn day which which of course works out for the people that frame me. 

By the way I Don't understand anybody in authority that goes up against me or anybody working for authority going up against me because if you go up against me you're working for the bad guys. Do you want to support Jeffrey Epstein and all that mess go the fuck aahead. But let's be clear if you go up against someone like me you side with the bad guys. Now the people that I just wrote about Don't seem like they even know who the bad guys are the good guys are. They just want what they want and because they come from some place that's so oppressed they have absolutely no concept of the Constitution. 

So it works out well for those in power. 

Then again it makes it easier to iignore. But a lion covered in ants May still be a lion that can ignore the ants but enough ants are going to destroy a big animal eventually by eating away at it every second of every day. 

That's why moving around is best just like cointel pro on once they get you in one place and know your routines you're done. Unfortunately I can't travel right now I have family obligations and I'm responsible unlike the people that do the organized harassment.  

So remember there are genuine people out there and there is genuine help it's just you have to do a lot of research and be smart. You're not going to find easy answers outside among the public and you're not going to find easy answers on conference calls. In fact it's really easy to misdirect you.

It takes a lot of hard work to get out of programming and to make sure you're not stifled or put down in some wway. 

And I'm an example of what happens when you do use all the resources on the internet and you start to win they'll just fucking frame you and make something up about you. So always pay attention because my problem is I didn't pay attention to key people that were protecting me either dying off or leaving office or retiring. 

 The safety and security that you have can change at any time. Ironically you're more like those people emigrating here from war zone or political unrest where nothing is ever safe and nothing ever llasts as an American in your own country then they are as new Americans. 

Your safety doesn't last everything changes depending on who's in office with new agendas. And nothing is ever ssafe or guaranteed. And if you do make it out of programming they give you a new maze to live in and it's called gangstalking. 

In theory of course. 

I hope the link helps you and I hope you can get something out of survivorship the way I did so many years ago. And I'm still getting things out of it reading things I did not see before clearly perhaps I did not have use for them at the time. 

That is a sign of real research and actually useful information you skim over it again years later and new things appear to you that are uuseful. 

 

 

 

 Thank you for all your moral support. I didn't put anything on here for financial support because I didn't really need it I can still struggle through with all the help I've received over the years I know I can build a life for myself. I have lots of friends and people that care helping. I'm going to say the course I'm on and see if I can make it work. I hope someday to repay all the helpful people who have helped me. 

The next post will be something actually concerning with this blog is supposed to be about not my personal struggles lol 

Sunday, January 18, 2026

 I took that down because if someone is surveilled it's harder for them to be harmed or disappear. Got it 

Friday, January 9, 2026

website/blog of note: Government Sponsored Stalking Info

 https://govsponsoredstalking.info/?p=5021

https://govsponsoredstalking.info/ 

This person seems to appear a genuine Targeted Individual. This post has a very useful sentence that states our plight very simply: 

.."but that is what happens when you don't move or grow and someone keeps bothering you". 

It is hard to get anything done when someone or someone's keeps bothering you! 

This person tells of their own struggles functioning as a targeted person but also has some information.

Again like a lot of blogs and such there's claims that don't have any evidence or proof like it's government run harassment or masons etc. Even if this were true there's no way to stop it as of today. 

TIs aren't bad people or mentally ill (but long term targeting of a person can cause 'mental illness'). Unless they are genuinely having perception or brain problems or disinformation agents. They are often confused, tired, exhausted (even to the point of battle fatigue sometimes), frustrated and desperate for answers and relief. Things may occur to them that fit at a certain time that arent factual or logical and later on seem inaccurate. It is irresponsible to post content like this but often it's unavoidable. 

That's why we must sift through information to find what is useful and not just take in content blindly. 


Rational Wiki isn't Rational at All

 Targeted Individuals on Rational Wiki

https://adjkjc.github.io/bit.ly/2z5IcKu.html

Obviously Rational Wiki isn't rational because each targeted person's claims would have to be investigated properly and a lot of information would have to be taken in and reviewed before making any decisions or judgements about the validity of someone's claims. 

It's sad that in this country with our amazing Constitution and resources and education that something like this piece of disinformational crap can exist. 

 When it comes to tackling the hard realities of life anything 'wiki' is completely useless. 

Tuesday, January 6, 2026

 Stop throwing shit at the door and windows or I'm going to find out who you are and make your life miserable.. 

I like this place but it's a cesspool of political corruption

 How hard do you think the affore mentioned task would be due to the latter statement? Not very. 

Just be niicccee like when I got here.

I really don't care about people who live around me who may think they know.

 

Trust me 

 They don't.

Let's have a nice productive winter. Nice and friendly like.