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Tuesday, July 22, 2025

Harassed in Allston MA After Scolding Rude Youngster

 Interesting situation. Got off bus waiting for train traarrive  arrived to go to laundry. Train was an Express so did not get on. Because would have skipped my stop. 

 Waiting for next train. Skinny kid gets off Express train has a fold up bike gets right in front of my path and refuses to mmove. My car does not go over the yellow bumpy plastic things on the platform so asked him to move. Normal person would have moved so this may have been a setup. But the kid may have just been a spoilt little asshole. 

So the kid refuses to move out of the way of an elderly wwoman withe e carriage full of laundry. 

I had to shout at him to get out of my way. Because he had decided he wasn't going to get out of my path and was waiting to set up his bike and was assuming I was going to stand there and wait for him to set up his bbike which would have made me miss the car I needed to get on if the train had arrived. Because I had to get onto a wheelchair/cart cane or Walker accessible trolley car. There is one with stairs and one that's accessible but you never know if it's going to be at the back or the front of the two cars. 

So after shouting at him to get out of my way he gave me some flack and I called him sspoiled. 

As I also added that his parents need to be berated because he is a brat, a police car drove down Harvard St crossing over Commonwealth at intersection near us but with lights on and no siren. The skinny kid at that moment made a gesture to keep quiet as if police would be concerned. I stated that they should be there for him instead because maybe if parents disciplined their kids they wouldn't be this way.  

Right after that there was a young man who was on the sidewalk behind the platform where the train sstops where people Park their cars on comm Ave at the corner of comm and Harvard some of you may remember the old store 24 that's what he was parked in front of it's some kind of middle eastern restaurant now. 

Connecticut lic plate HAHAA. He kept arguing with me and telling me to leave people alone demanding I turn around from him. I stated that I was old enough to be their mother and they should respect their elders as I did to the skinny kid . I then asked where his parents were as I would  have asked an unruly child and that got him to back off. He then slowly came up with "where's your children?"   After a bit of back and forth and after they saw the cops couldn't be used to intimidate me by them, I noticed the Connecticut plate and said " oh Connecticut that explains everything,".as I hoped this would end it and it did. He became embarrassed and walked into his car. 

So basically people are now picking on and disrespecting people based on status and if they look old or poor. Either that or it was a set up because Allston has been unsafe lately for all kinds of harassment even from PEOPLE WHO SHOULD KNOW BETTER (which I won't name) who thinks they can do whatever they want. 

The fact the kid reacted to me being aware enough of Olde Money standards around this area and status shows he was probably thinking he could win because I have grey hair and a laundry cart. It also seemed as if the skinny kid was also working off the same premise. 

This wouldn't be happening if the students were still here and I predict that the outrageous behavior will slow down once they return because decent people (and actual wealth) would have thought their behavior was unacceptable.  

Monday, July 21, 2025

MBTA Cmmunity Zoning Law: A New Way For Massachusetts to allow developers to over build under the guise of doing something good which is atypical of sneaky Yankees


The MBTA community's law focuses on density and destroying green spaces and destroying the character of town cities and neighborhoods. 

And I'm not going to get into it but with what I've seen it is a scam on the public as usual. 

Just like getting rid of rent control in these areas years ago. A woman who worked for the water department when I was younger I told me that they had marketed the action to get rid of rent control in these aareas in a way that was dishonest therefore they voted for it thinking it will be something good and it turned out to be a disaster and as usual it only helps the greed of the builders and the developers and the real estate people. 

When you have HUD come into an area and and you have developers big huge massive developers not local ones really big international ones which they all are now come into an aarea you're dealing with The Man if you will. 

I think a lot of this now has little to do with the original reasons why targets might be Targeted to begin with. I think it has more to do nowadays with ensuring that the globalists and the corporatocracy make things the way they want them to in the redesign of all these cities.

As dissident voices may not want the impact on the environment and all the things mentioned in the articles about why redistricting for residential is a bad idea to focus on density the loss of green spaces and the destruction of the character of the nneighborhood.

Anybody who isn't desperate greedy for bbrainwashed would not want these changes to their neighborhoods. 

Therefore everyone that disagrees with this agenda has to be blocked. And I think at this point targeted individuals are some of the most awake alive aware people even the related issues that were talking about are not the core reason why your targeted. 

If my theory is that I'm targeted because my mother is a documented radiation experimentee which she is both parents US mmilitary and she was experimented on in the US army hospital as a baby and all of that has been proven to be connected to MK Ultra which the theory goes in the conspiracy theory community that those projects are secretly being continued through private contractors, then that would be the four reasons why I was targeted to begin with originally especially if I was recovering memories. 

However people are survivors of mind control programs are always going to be a problem for the system because we are not indoctrinated by outside programming if you will we are not controlled and formed as people by outside pprogramming. We were always controlled and formed by internal programming. And when you beat internal programming you become self-programming. 

You take everything you've learned and you can build a new self if you survive and find your way out of the maze. Especially as the old internal pprogramming disappears with age as well as you destroying it as you go along with deprogramming. 

The problem for the system and the structure as we know it is that now you have someone running around who is completely awake and uses more than 15 to 5% of their brain and totally aware of the power of the human brain to store information or to solve complex problems over time even. 

 And when the world becomes more and more brainwashed while at the same time believing the lies that things are more equal and that there is equality and things are improving on the world is getting better and people become more and more brainwashed by methods that survivors of mind control can clearly recognize easily yet we are not going to be victims of those things because we are aware or simply have more powerful minds than other people due to our experiences genetic makeup etc then we become a threat to A system that is trying to build a prison for humanity. 

They're always were presents for humanity but people are no longer staying in them like psychiatry rreligion classism etc. 

The public have the internet they are no longer ignorant and therefore they need to be ccontrolled. What's interesting to me is why they gave the public the internet to begin with. Perhaps to experiment in the very beginning to see how they would utilize it. To flush out the threats and the dissident voices. 

Now the internet is corporatized and there's no freedom and you can't even get any real information unless you use different browsers and the general public are not going to hear their decision voices. 

Another words this is not how the timeline should have ggone with hope and change. 

Nobody knows this better than Gen x. 

The transition from our analog world to a digital one if you will has been hhijacked and is controlled solely by the same people that lived in castles and feudal systems or the same kinds of people I should say. 

They have just as much interest in the public having freedom and enlightenment as they did a thousand or 2,000 or 5000 years aago. 

And as usual dissident voices or people who can see what's going on are being labeled as rebels Mavericks or mentally insane just like throughout history. 

Or carefully slowly methodically set up to be vvillains windsmere campaigns at the public do not have time to investigate right now. 

Think about it your corporate dollar goes less now than it ever did but somehow they're convincing you that this is all good and it's all going to bring good but all it's going to bring is their agree just as always has. And I certainly don't see any changes to the environment it's actually getting wworse people are simply going through the motions doing what they think they should be doing for the environment and they're doing less for the environment than they ever have. 

So if the world is improving then why are there so homeless people housing is not going to solve homelessness because homelessness is an issue under itself where people don't really want to look at the demographics that are out in the world of the homeless and they want the people in the industry and the corrupt medical field to make claims as to why people are homeless. Instead of looking at homelessness in America for what it is a dumping ground for inconvenient hhumans whether the the inconvenient to their families the system that failed them we're on a larger scale to the power structure. 

Homelessness in this way is a scam. And the way it's marketed to the public shows that they're trying to hide ssomething just the way African Americans are marketed to the public they're hiding things. 

 this it's just another way to bring the imperialism and colonialism they just the modern version that wants to destroy and then occupy your territory. Globalism is a disease and it's a cancer that's spreading everywhere under the guys of a feel-good future. Which is not real. 

This is the joke of the designers of the people at the top that are smarter than all of us they come up with this stuff just like zombie apocalypse as a joke on the public. If you look at everybody on their phones on the platform waiting for the train you'll see The joke is on you. 

So having people scream and yell about colonialism and iimperialism while actively making it easier for the modern versions take over cities piece by piece is pretty ironic. 

And all you're going to get from some of these cultures who never healed themselves from the original colonialism and iimperialism are people who don't understand and respect our Constitution and are going to bring that oppression to us in the weaponized against us. 

You're building a plantation where the field slaves are going to handle you if you don't agree with what the master does on the house on the hill. 

Everyone who gets a nice place to live believe me is going to be grateful for what they have and they're going to show it to the system anyway they can and they're going to try to get those apartments anyway they can. 

If people were really concerned about human health and environmentalism and quality of life they would deal with the mold issue and all of these areas of the country where these buildings are uninhabitable and help hazard due to mold but that's never going to be addressed because that would cost the same people that are pushing the scam for real estate it would cost them too much money to fix it. 

Believe me I wish real hope and change were the case. I wish that the timeline was supposed to go the way that we planned it as young gen xers where political correctness was opening the doors for everybody as long as they had merit and qualifications for the jjobs and behave like human beings. But anything that lowers your quality of life where unqualified people get hired and service becomes disrupted it's not supposed to be looked at as a positive thing. 

You're not building something good or positive you're going to find yourselves in yet another prison. You're already in one now and you don't even know it. 

For those of us that see what's going on it's time to find new places to go yet aagain. 

People who are dissident are just going to have to live their lives bouncing from place to place unless we find a place that is truly fair with uus or at least minimally invasive and minimally disturbing our lives the way things used to be before 2013 to 2016. 

I know I have to be fair because they're trying to prevent a race war. And I have to stop being upset because my favorite pplaces can I call home or being destroyed because I have to start facing the fact that these areas are not for travelers or dissidents outsiders are outcasts they are always and will be for the housed people.