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PLEASE BE AWARE THAT AS OF 2026 I HAVE TAKEN DOWN ALL VIDEOS THAT SHOW MY FACE. THIS IS DUE TO ADVANCING TECHNOLOGIES IN OUR WORLD BUT IT IS ALSO DUE TO MY GROWING RESPONSIBILITY TO AGING RELATIVES AND MY DESIRE TO PRODUCE MEANINGFUL WORK THAT WILL SECURE MY FUTURE FOR THEM AND MYSELF. KEEP IN MIND THAT THIS BLOG WAS STARTED IN A DIFFERENT ERA WHERE BEING A CONSPIRACY THEORIST WAS SOCIALLY ACCEPTABLE. For many years there were a few attempts to discredit the targeted individual community, such as infrequent, lone articles published by unsavory newspapers. However this was always met with resistance as well as a continued desire from many powerful factions such as academia to keep our community in a gray area. This is most likely due to the fact that back in those days academia had not been infiltrated or influenced by things like students being indoctrinated and then being used as armies against adults and institutions as well as other sordid things like the Jeffrey Epstein scandal. Educated and powerful people knew damn well that this situation is completely feasible. That level of society understood that we are victims of torture especially being aware of the exact nature of abuse of power opposed to the general public's vague impressions that they barely sense that they're being oppressed by in their daily lives anyway. Especially if it's connected to human experimentation or the theory that MK ultra is being continued under private contractors all these years academia and the powerful of all people would understand the levity of the situation. PEOPLE COULD NOT BE CANCELED AND DISSIDENT VOICES COULD NOT BE SILENCED SO EASILY. SOMEONE EXPRESSING A VERY ALTERNATIVE OPINION WOULD NOT IMMEDIATELY BE A POTENTIAL THREAT OR A DANGER TO OTHERS DUE TO CONTENT. SINCE THIS BLOG WAS STARTED, CONSPIRACY THEORY CULTURE HAS BEEN VILLANIZED AND WORSE CO-OPTED (EVEN THOUGH IT SEEMS THAT THE LEFT AND THE RIGHT POLITICAL PARTIES BELIEVE NOTHING BUT CONSPIRACY THEORIES AND THERE'S NO COMMON SENSE OR REAL POLITICS GOING ON). THERE'S SO MUCH CONSPIRACY THEORY GOING ON WITHIN POLITICS THE PROBLEM IS IS THAT ANYBODY THAT'S A REAL CONSPIRACY THEORIST THAT'S LOOKING FOR REAL ANSWERS OR THE TRUTH IS NOW BEING LABELED A PROBLEM BECAUSE SOMEHOW CONSPIRACY THEORIES ARE ONLY SOCIALLY ACCEPTABLE AS LONG AS THEY FIT IN WITH...POLITICAL POLARIZATION?
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Saturday, April 14, 2012

I Am Making A Statement Of Intent To Protect Myself

Watching authors bitch about Mexican cartels and guns. Liberals of course.

No one is talking about how powerful people here and abroad and the military are involved in all of that. The CIA the military the feds...Bush and co.


I can't live in this country anymore. I just looked in a mirror a full length one in a place where.I am not targeted with any tech to skew or warp my views.


I am overweight I look terrible. I am obviously sick due to the intestinal internal bleeding issue as well as my liver which I have been kept from getting treatment for.


My life was not supposed to be this way. This timeline is wrong. I know that deep down inside. This is NOT who I am. This is NOT the way my life is supposed to go.


Saw Mitt Romney doing.some speech. Could only watch for a moment but it was enough. How naive we are- the rich and elite want him in. It will be a party for them. I can already tell.


This is not a country I want any part of. No matter what I do or say or what info I reveal Mitt Romney.is going to get in to office. If Bush is sponsoring you, you are getting in.


I also feel its dangerous for me to be in the USA if this happens. I feel such loss and desperation that if I were to stay a.citizen.of the USA if he became president.it would be too much for me to bear. It would represent the ultimate victory for the perps and the gs system as well as all my betrayers. I can't live with that.


And the historic record we can see of patsys being used especially by Bush's hidden hand in political affairs, usually persons who are highly suspected of being survivors of mind control projects or Manchurian candidates.


We all know by now I am the former. Which means I am in grave danger.of being pushed and manipulated into killing Mitt Romney. Why anyone would want this I have no idea. But where Bush is concerned you can bet on a few things happening repeatedly.

Opponents or witnesses have plane accidents or get cancer. Patsys freak out and become lone shooters of convenience benefitting (through negative action) Bush and co's affairs or agenda.


Shit blows up or major wars start upon a Bush in office usually in the Middle East.


I am being purposely isolated and lately manipulated into not taking positive actions such as.getting a lawyer.


I am being targeted with something controlling my Will that forces me to NOT get legal council if I want.to sue and use information I have to do so but instead I am being coerced to simply reveal information I know about local career criminals and tell my entire story on the internet. Info which could put my.life in danger.if revealed in this manner.


I also know that there is a chance.I.am being manipulated to leave the country becuz then I perhapses be targeted as a potential terrorist threat becuz.I am angry with America.


Also.many lone.shooters or terrorists have left America due.to hating.it and then after being away in some foreign country, return to commit assassinations, terrorims etc.


I do not wish to take such actions. My only actions against the USA would be to tell foreign nations.what.I experienced.here and perhaps speak of my hatred due.to being betrayed by my homeland and family.


I.feel there is serious risk of my being used by being.driven and manilpulated to an act.of  violence towards those who betrayed me or those who were in power during those events. Also that I may be framed.up once.I leave.the USA to appear a terrorist.


I am also sick with a possible life threatening condition. I believe the perps and the system thinks this will keep me here. Thus they retain control as well as can force.me to finally admit submission to the system by my being here in USA when Romney takes office.


This would be a deadly blow for my holding onto any remainjg sense of self I had from before the Bush era.


Therefore I want to get legal council and attempt.to sue anyone I can in any.part.of my case.


If not I will leave the USA with my health issue still of concern and hope.for.the best overseas.


This option.is better than feeling manipulated to be driven by anger and desperation.to commit acts.of violence.


1 comment:

  1. If it helps to vent your anger you should do so but I can tell you that killing somebody will do nothing to help your situation. What you need is a hug.

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