I don't trust the people I am with now. Thought I saw them setting.up a dramatic scene with a security guard today then there was drama.
Shes on probation. I think the point is to wear me down as well as waste my time and wear my nerves.
And especially to make me feel bad.
Might just be where shes at right now.
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An easy way of not letting it make you feel bad is to just to reassure yourself you've seen it all before. Most of these tactics are like watching re-runs over and over again with very few original episodes.
ReplyDeleteProbably saves them mental energy of thinking of something new and original.
I'm sick of operatives. Don't real people exist anymore?
ReplyDeleteSorry to hear that being bk in area agn is not much of a plus. maybe it's the vibe there and/or the tech, but pleez don't sweat the elexn stuff. the chips will fall where they may. don't let your worst expected turn of events influence how you feel now. it is a possibility, not a certainty. disconnect from the whole poltcl scene if you have to for awhile. it's like a soap opera, you won't miss much if you take a break. in the meantime, write what you feel like saying but can't. then burn it. get rid of as much as you can. you may be able to talk to a legal clinic. then again, at this moment in time, there's not much point in the exercise. you know that already. it's unfair. but things are upside down now. some ships will never go to port. make an alternative plan about what to do with it. all we have left is satire someone once said. make a comedy in your mind about the players. or make an design of leaves on the ground or whatever you can do w/ your art/creative stuff. it's going to be a long 7 months until the silly season is over. Take care of you. Take it all with a grain of salt. They are very serious persons who want us to take them very seriously. Hope your Sun. nite has been ok. peace ~zm
ReplyDeleteThis is so strange, I don't even feel like a member of the human race after years of being stalked. It's kind of scary, like everything and almost everyone wants me hurt and destroyed. It's so sad I can cry, living alone like this, I feel abandoned by everyone accept my immediate family. My future appears to be so empty.
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