I have always been monitored in.this space in Southie Boston MA.
But the up side has been that.its an solid brick and.steel building with metal roofing so.I got relief from being targeted going in there.
However.I.have.always felt.listened.to.and.as.if.there is a feed to a live security or other authority receiving the feed from their surveillance system.
There was.always. enough mind control.over.me.to make.it so that.I.never. wrote about this place. I've even been driven to.go on rants and raves in.this building due.to being targeted in this location.
I ALWAYS feel different and effected when I go inside this building as opposed.to being outside of it.
Today was very telling and finally I.am going.to. write about this location.
The first thing.is yesterday I noticed when.I.was.in my little storage.space that something was triggering my allergic reaction. My.throat started that closing.up.feeling.
Of course I take.so much Benedryl and have.since.December 2009 that I won't.go into a.full.fledged
attack. But.for.something.not.ingested it had a strong effect.
Today Saturday the guy working.told.me that another renter found my lock on.the floor and my unit.unlocked ON THURS OR WED so he.secured.it.for.me.
This meets up with timing where someone could have put something in my.unit
The only.other.key.was supposedly.lost by these two girls (one.of.whom.is actually a guy technically). They claim they lost.it in NYC as.some "random homebum" stole.it.
They also know about my situation.things they shouldn't but they aren't intolerable.to me.
They do lean towards Left Hand Path however but its mild.
Locks can be.opened by the perps we all know that. What gets me is I was 'guided' to get a new lock a few weeks ago but didn't pay too much attention.other than take note of it.
That's part.of GS.too is hacking into and jamming your guidance system that protects you.
Also today I went out to bum some cigs for.that worker there as hes nice.enough and.he.needed.some but was cash poor today.
After.I.dd.this favor for him.I.felt this presence.that.is.always there the monitoring.thing in.this.storage place suddenly change the perception of me to one.of model like.
It was as.if I no.longer had a self perception.of ugly.old and washed-out up like usual. I was "allowed" to see my beauty.
This place is run mostly by men. Working.class types.
Nice enough but the owner is supposedly a bastard to deal with.
I NOW UNDWRSTAND THAT A LARGE PART.OF.THIS.IS.INDEED A WAR.ON WOMEN AND BEATING DOWN ANY FEMALE WHO.IS A THREAT. Perhaps they market the TI as a selfish female and then everyone agrees with behavior modification.
But.I was a too nice person to begin with that was fucked.over.so this system could destroy me and my.memories.so I didn't get.to a therapist or hypnotist etc.