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Saturday, April 13, 2024

TX Doctor Manipulated Info in Govt Database to Deny Certain Patients Liver Transplants/Manipulation of Patient Care

 https://www.nytimes.com/2024/04/11/us/organ-transplants-houston.html?smid=url-share

An example of how targeting a person could be possibly achieved if so desired. The story has not grown yet such as his motive for his actions etc. 

The reasons he actually got caught are probably as follows: 

-the program is one of the smallest in the country so the disproportionate mortality rate was easily noticed. 

-its TX not a more notoriously corrupt area such as NYC or Massachusetts, Chicago etc where people 'stick together' with a long history of 'codes of silence' or institutions connected to international power structures. 

It's frustrating to read that programs rarely get shut down due to ethical concerns. Ethical concerns are actually not dealt with as they should be in many health care systems and that's based on providing a standard of care or behavior of staff. 

The newest attempt to cover this up by focusing on race as the singular factor of inequal treatment is just another empty gesture.

I've seen way to many institutions pass students who are not qualified or have appropriate skills specifically in dentistry.  I've talked to many people with degrees in the scientific field who are now employed and they appear more like factory workers than people who genuinely possess any real intelligence for the job. They are trained to perform the job they aren't genuinely intelligent. 

Education and employment are now akin to simply getting people trained to perform a needed task. 

If people are intelligent it seems they have more ability to play games or are influenced to treat certain patients differently. 

Denying people care is easier than you'd think. Not getting caught is how you succeed in doing it. 

Think of the example of how Iranian political prisoners are killed off. The person is denied food water medical care etc for many years and other things are done so that when they are released they simply die. Then the system just denies any involvement in the person's death but obviously their negligence OVER TIME is what produced that result. 

Theoretically a person who's being targeted over many years could suffer ill health, loss of quality of life and an early death due to negligence that is done methodically and systematically. 

In the theory of 'targeted individuals' this is referred to as passive harassment or I call it passive gang stalking as opposed to active gang stalking. It is the action of ensuring inaction that produces the effect. Purposeful negligence or just plain bad treatment and behavior by providers will effect the person's health over a long period of time or even put off the targeted person to healthcare entirely eventually resulting in deteriorated health.

It's totally untraceable and blame is easily put on the patient for what appears to be their own negligence. 

The article said this physician was arrogant and aggressive. That makes him obvious. His choices are based on these characteristics as he probably thought he wouldn't be caught. 

The key to making a slow kill on someone work is a quiet, methodical careful approach where multiple people work in unison and over time being cautious about doing anything to overt. 

Over time the impact on the targeted person's health is devastating. 

This can be viewed as neutralizing a target effectively. 

What this doctor did sounds like good old fashioned abuse of power. What are experiencing nowadays en masse is much more dangerous: the corporatizing of medical care and an adjoining education system that pumps out graduates like factory workers bees.  Most damaging is the lack of humanity and human dignity in globalist society generally. 

That's not going to be fixed by oversight or people signing pledges because 'inequality' is constantly being identified. 

This is accompanied by the arrogance of people percieving that all inequality is being identified. What if it's not identified? What if it's actually growing due to implementation of a system of ideology in a field that should not have any influence from politics or ideology, like medicine for instance? 

That would make it even easier to neutralize people as long as you avoided detection by adhering to the latest guidelines of what is and who is most likely being victimized by inequality treatment instead of a case by case basis. 

If the motive for this doctor's actions in the article above turns out to be racially motivated or motivated by patient financial status (as nowadays they are unfortunately synonymous) it will make it even harder to have people perceive crimes against individuals. 

If the motive was something like the doctor favored patients based on his personal relationships with them or his personal dislike of them or some sort of plot of evil design or conspiracy among multiple people then it will be almost like a breakthrough now.  We can once again work on awareness as people will have a new point of reference fresh in their minds. 

People have become so entirely brainwashed to believe that if they can identify a problem in society by using a wide range or wide brush if you will (demographics, race, religion etc) then society is cleansed. 

We are 'better together'. We are 'stronger'. We are building a better world. Etc. 

However what I see is an ease of treating singled out people and even entire groups of demographics badly as long as no one perceives the situation correctly. Due to those person's being mere individuals people seem trained to squeeze them out even seeming to block them out mentally even for consideration that wrongdoing has occurred or the group they belong to or demographic is one that is considered unimportant. 

This one individual doctor's actions could awaken the public from their sleep that's been induced by terrorism over 23 years time. He will have served to help more people in spite of himself than he killed by his wrong actions. 

Friday, April 5, 2024

Allowing Chaos, Lawlessness, Greed, Selfishness to Prevail Under The Guise of 'Justice' and Reparation is Going To Harm All Truly Needy People

https://www.boston.com/news/local-news/2023/12/12/habitat-for-humanity-stolen-tools-worcester/

You're going to see more and more of this. It's going to get worse. And the genuinely giving good people are going to give up because they will have to put of self preservation. 

Already during and after the pandemic you've damned and neglected the most vulnerable weak and helpless needy people. I won't forget the panic shopping and the lack of oversight by governing bodies both domestic and global which could have set order immediately with rationing and even outlawing price gouging and even the piracy of the delivering of goods by shipping companies. 

I won't forget how we were left behind and if it weren't for my living in a safe, great country or my residing in a safe, generous nanny state, sheltering in place on the porch of a church where there was some old loyalties and fairness and decency left in a college town, that wouldn't have been possible. That and my sub cultures demands on us to be self sufficient, hard working, tough and have survival skills, resourcefulness and cleverness. 

People are no longer thinking logically reasonably or with any kind of common sense. 

When I was in OREGON after Fukushima, where the radiation was actually worse from contamination due to how the tides, trade winds and route of waters go etc, I wanted to go more towards the shore to go to the sea. Something very primitive within my own living flesh, not even my mind my intuition that usually serves me so well but my BODY gave me a strict warning of some kind to stay clear of the Pacific Ocean..all along the coast at any given time in any location. It was much more pronounced in Oregon however..

I was born lactose intolerant due to that one singular southern Italian ancestor I'm fortunate enough to have so I never drank milk but in my 30s and 40s i must have been healthy and made moreso that way by physical exertion from heavy road traveling because I could eat milk and it would effect me very minimally. I drank a chocolate milk made in OR and I experienced ill effects from it. 
I became emotionally blank. I seemed to lack a conscience. It felt....zombie like. 
I've read radiation can do that..I also read that cows milk is one of the first things to register radiation contamination levels. Needless to say after that I only drank milk from TX or anyplace away from the Pacific coast. To this day any milk product or produce from CA or anywhere along that coast in stores is avoided unless it can't be. 

Putting kids on speed drugs in school to correct them expressing a normal genetic variant is nothing short of eugenics, then they grow up and become methamphetamine addicts. 

Fentanyl in opiates? The old guard of criminal syndicates wouldn't have allowed it. The point was to keep middle and lower middle class kids out of elite universities-not kill them off en masse or destroy their brains permanently through drugs. What people are taking out there nowadays would have been mocked twenty plus years ago as no better than the lowest of society furthest removed from education or civilization or cosmopolitan cities huffing paint or taking whatever was available to sniff from under the kitchen sink. 

It's genocide..and making more homeless people and letting them do whatever they want because theyve destroyed the decent, cultural, college or art centered street scenes just a decade ago it seems planning this globalist nightmare version, just creates more intolerance of lost people who fell through the cracks. That is also genocide. 

Everyone left is now directed and told what to protest and care about instead of seeing society for what it is and focusing on all the issues not just select ones. 
You've allowed a 16 year old Swedish girl who's alredy a millionaire, who's a hapless puppet become the voice of a bullshit corporate run environmental movement to assure controlled opposition. Just because she's 'neurodivergent' someone how youve lost the meaning of your own pop culture clinical catchphrases and have confused your armchair psychiatry with religion and somehow shes an almost angelic messenger. 

Because humans in first world countries know that we are destroying ourselves and the environment we need to breathe eat and have water. 
 
We know too much now and unfortunately unlike we from the Northeast USA most people don't grow up in our unique environment with a mix of collegiate/olde money/well organized crime so to your average person for them to learn about The Way The World Really Works they never grew up being primed for this and they are totally terrorized by that knowledge. They can't deal with it. 
They see too much and they are exposed to too much. 
I'm sure electromagnetic radiation only adds to the burden of pollution our bodies have to process. Add the LED street lights put in world wide just 5 years ago radiating HEV blue light day ans night, many lighting systems wifi capable in prep for 'smart cities'. Those are cities where the roads will finally end for the humans now being tortured over many years to accept such prisons. 

People have been exposed to terrorism and war almost non stop for decades. WW II never should have happened. I sense an alternative timeline all the time. It's interesting to consider how much futuristic and technological advancement was occuring in the early 20th century especially coming out of Eastern Europe, Germany, Scandinavia and Russia. Of course that all had to be stopped-to keep us in this industrialist nightmare. I've noticed in my 52 years on this planet that powers seem to utilize human wars as a means of stopping human evolution. Deferring it and also redirecting it. Usually not in the most enlightened direction. 

Until humanity understands the true levity of what is going on right now nothing will be accomplished.

It's also a complete joke to worry so fucking much about the environment or 'the planet'-in some amount of time with will seem large to us but insignificant to everything outside of our planets time and space-the EARTH is going to have to acclimate to the SUN becoming a supernova and then a red dwarf. I suppose that the little bitch Greta that complained she should be in school to the UN, instead of giving her god awful speech of insanity to them, was exhibiting her lack of schooling that should have informed her that THE PLANET IS GOING TO END SOMEDAY ANYWAY regardless of what we do. Fuck her and her rivals the climate deniers. Everyone is full of shit. (You'd think with her own personal wealth or one million plus her family wealth she could obtain a tutor. Asshole). 

Someday we are going to have to evolve into something that will exist under those conditions or we will have to pack up and go into space (or time) and find a new home to terraform or create. The point of saving the environment for humans to continue to exist on is to make it comfortable and livable for as long as we are going to be here in our current form. It's not forever. .

But people aren't even doing THAT..they are focusing on all the wrong things. 

People are tired, tortured, sleep deprived, drugged, radiation in the environment and everything possible is being done to destroy our health and any kind of environment that would support health and well being 

Once we admit this is a DEPOPULATION program then it gets easier to deal with. 

We each of us can return to our normal state of being as humans and realize that just for a short time during this ordeal we simply have to do what weve always done-self preservation and to be smarter, stronger and more clever about evading the enemy or destroyers or whatever you'd deem them. Avoiding their traps, their deceptions and their tricks and avoiding being one of the losers in this game. Because the stakes are very high now. 
They are basically killing people off or ending their lives in the form of cult like thought control cultures where they lose their lives to total annihilation of their identity and enslavement of the Self. 

Trans humanism as it's being brought to us by nutcases like Schwab and his completely insane Israeli sidekick is destructive and counter productive when it could be useful to humanity and help people in need. Anyone sane left among us HAS to wonder why something that should revolutionize human health and achievement is being marketed aggressively as gleefully willful enslavement by nutcases. (I've never seen a nerd more fucked up about not being as admirable as all the military figures he's studied in his profession as a military historian (dangerous weak male) as well as an obsession with 'god' because he comes from a culture where church and state aren't separated, which is heavily traditional and ritualistic based religious culture that defines his ethnicity. I think HES so obsessed with the delusion of  his Abrahamic god's authority, that he is desperate to create himself in an alter ego image of it...most likely to escape a  horribly domineering parent and religion. 

I'm an American. I wasn't raised with this 'god'. And I'm not basing my decisions about humanities future and scientific issues on my neuroses about an overbearing authority figure. 

The world has gone crazy. People are literally sick animals getting sicker listening to all the WRONG people, focusing on all the WRONG issues. 

Humanity has always been misguided. Constantly but we cant afford to be lulled back into a sleep now that might last for a century or a millenia as before. 

We can't let it happen. The stakes are too high. 

If this is indeed a depopulation program then it would be wise to focus on not being one of the people who fails due to falling into predictable behaviors. 

Just don't be one of the people who loses our and help other aware smart people when and if you can. 

Perhaps it is time for the wheat to be separated from the chaff. Times are going to become very tough as people realize what is truly happening here and it escalates and society degenerates and falls. Good people will soon have no choice but to forfeit helping others. 

They cannot continue to hide various kill off programs or schemes (old people, the homeless, those driven into drugs, disabled people, etc) by choosing only certain specific demographics to support which usually are only being helped because it benefits those in power and the corporatocracy. Because that kind of 'charity' and nepotism through 'Equality' along with the other factors at play here is not sustainable in the long term. .

People like China are buying up everything and first world countries are giving up everything and committing suicide. How long do you think this can last? Can you honestly forecast in any sensible way how much China is going to accept or give a damn about the moral standards now being put in place? Most likely by then simply to destroy so they can occupy later. 

There's no excuse nowadays to fall for the same old crap. We have the Internet now and as much as they've destroyed it's original form by privatizing it, censoring it and making sure it's less and less useful as a source of simple information where a question gets a direct answer not ads, it's still useful to ensure we know what's going on and can communicate with each other.

Let the stupid people get overun with their own destruction and let them destroy themselves. In war you can only save so many. You're going to have no choice but to allow those who can't defend themselves to fall unless they can be saved. 


Thursday, April 4, 2024

Failed Mega Cities of the Future-We Have To Do Better

 The Brutal Collapse of Akon’s Scam City. Chinese 'Debt Traps'

i actually agree with his old fashioned views on families and his non traditional views of multiple partners having kids. However none of this is "a white mans thing". Most busy, working men and women have not been able to spend time with their families. Everyone from truckers to traveling business people to military etc. So once again racing it up or brainwashing tactic of making people believe something is race based is also...a scam. Aligning race with culture is a mistake. if he is referring to a specific cultural norm within a part of the African or African-American 'race' or ethnicity/genetic background then his statement would be more appropriate. this would also depend on one's geographical location-people in one city, region or country may share cultural norms where they may change in a different location even though those humans all share 'racial' or genetic/ethnic similarities. Defering to a competing 'race' or culture, generalizing everyone who shares similar genetics instead of owning your cultural norms shows weakness. there's an Arab wealthy man who wants to build a new urban environment called The Line in the desert. I agree that these alternative environments are important and they are probably the future for humanity but first humans need to get over the flaws of being human and all our failings to make them actually manifest and maintain functioning. we arent there yet. we have to get over the diversions and the Divide and Conquer tactics or we are going to end up enslaved by crazy technocrats through transhumanism that isnt in humanities best interest.

THE LINE In Progress 2024   

Monday, April 1, 2024

Saturday, March 23, 2024

Serial Killer Interview and Psych/Body Language Analysis Revealing Deceptions

Edmund Kemper Interview in 1984


Flashback Forensics: Psychologist Analyzes Behavior and Body Language of Ed Kemper

Young African Americans Are Speaking Up and Speaking Out

Apparently it's progressive to be hateful...


This is EXACTLY what's WRONG with BLACK culture

Wednesday, March 20, 2024

Vid: The Occult Roots of Pro Sports

This person seems fair and balanced. They are coming from a Christian perspective so keep this in mind but as usual don't let that deter you from taking in new perspectives and gaining useful information.


The OCCULT ROOTS behind SPORTS (Documentary)

Vid: Bad Therapists Hiding Out in Virtual Therapy Sites

This is a very good subject for people trying to understand or work with the theory of being targeted but also anyone who's had similar experiences trying to get help from a therapist quickly using any means other than in person. Even in person interactions can become disastrous. 

Ive been trying to protect a person close to me for many years who fits into the theory of being a Targeted Individual. It's one of those cases where the person's mind is simply not capable of percieving the full picture and accept the reality of the situation so constant work arounds are required. Even in the lives of people who do have the mental expansiveness to accept or even consider the theory of being targeted by a large scale 'mobbing' system, one has to carefully conduct one's affairs so things line up with what is legally accepted nowadays-to protect ones self from abuses of power and harassment but also to prepare for the future where we hope this theory will be a legally accepted norm. For now TIs best interest is served in correcting each situation leaving a trail of documentation that there is something conspiratorial about the collective separate instances of abuse (active harassment or 'gang stalking') or neglect/negligence (passive harassment/ 'gang stalking'). 

Feeling desperate and depressed after a medical procedure this person needed someone to talk to urgently. Instead of going through her healthcare system where there would be more oversight from her PCP and knowledge of the provider she chooses, she insisted on doing it herself using a popular PSYCHOLOGY publication that lists therapists TODAY. Her experiences were similar to what is in this video (I will edit it her experiences in later). 

Its important to understand that on the most basic level,  professionals are hiding out in online and virtual therapy forums or listed in publications. I've also experienced providers with questionable behavior hiding out in small psychiatric practices. That does not necessarily mean that a person who is victimized by these scammers is targeted or being gang stalked/mobbed/harassed on purpose etc. One of the golden rules of GS theory is that you have to differentiate between what's truly random and could happen to anyone and what may be happening to a person who's targeted specifically, where the perpetrators are utilizing something that happens to anyone as a method of harassment therefore hiding the activity. 

The difference between a targeted person and a normal person is that targeted people end up being victimized daily and with a frequency that is not normal compared to what occurs with normal people

 For instance, going through the bad therapist ordeals with my close person as well as seeing this video I basically just saw it as the norm for being a Targeted person and it did not have the detrimental, damaging or shocking effect it had on the people in the video that are probably living under normal conditions and not under duress. My attitude was that now normal people have a sample of what TIs experience every time we attempt to get care or anything else. People exposing it and giving testimony benefits targeted people because that's one less method or opportunity that gang stalkers have to use as harassment they can hide behind. Remember what I leaned when I was framed in 2016: criminals need motive, opportunity and means. Always think this way about gang stalking or mobbing activity. Anything that takes away their opportunities is a strike back at their system. We will never be able to stop their motives or means. 

It seems nowadays you need more than someone's qualifications-you need the ability to ensure quality through oversight. Getting a therapist through reputable organizations or health care systems or even religions may prevent victimization. 


i will add more later on how to report bad providers because anyone witj thede experiences should utilize the insurance,medical system and legal system not just the companies thst provide listings and access to these providers.

one dead giveaway is the providers in the video did not accept insurance therefore that prevents one layer of potential oversight of their practices.

i will also ad the way people considering the targeted individual or GS theories could view instances like this occurring in their lives

Interestingly someone I know told me that there used to be online groups for mental illness where people would help each other and discuss their mental illness and I think there was a few professionals or mediators in there that would be very helpful I'll have to get the name of it but there were a couple of such online sites and he said it was very helpful for him and it was a community. Those were dismantled and taken down and he was sorry that he had lost one of his  outlets for help that wasn't professional or aligned with the medical industry. 

Interestingly around the same time that these were all taken down and defunded or somehow lost funding they came along with these scams like in this video. As far as I'm concerned if you look at this in the big picture of everything else that's going on collectively at the time we live in it seems like more divide and conquer and leaving people behind making people fall through the cracks and making it so the power is out of the hands of the people and in the hands of either scammers or industry and professionals where one can be controlled.

Saturday, March 16, 2024

'Earworms' From Dental Work-Is It Akin To MK Ultra's DE-PATTERNING?

 I had been subjecting myself to a dental school the past many years that had been ok in my teens but doing some research has succumbed to the influence of those who fund outside research or at least the college connected to them has. Either that or dental colleges are a place for international spies to take up the profession lol. 

I have not found the college's name as an institution involved in past MK Ultra funded research but I've only skimmed quickly it could be listed if I did more research. 

The college is however involved in military funded research and myself personally had a very questionable surgery done there decades ago and had been mistreated there by a few medical professionals. I won't soon forget the Chinese doctor who I overheard telling the person taking my blood to "make the needle hot" before doing so which left an unusually nasty mark on my arm afterwards. 

You'd be shocked to realize how many people involved in various professions owe that opportunity to foreign or domestic organized crime and for the rest of their lives have to be ready to do as they are asked to repay the debt. Just wait until people coming through the border illegally start working off their 'debt'. 

Dental schools have been the most challenging since this campaign began in earnest after 9/11. One particular university connected dental school, the university had particular motive to be nervous about me due to their loyalities to old acquaintances of mine that I knew far too much about that could reflect very badly on that university. They also employ a lot of unqualified people from Boston at the front desk which makes matters worse as such people are powerless and will do whatever they are told regardless of if it's ethical or professional. The northeast loves this elitist set up btw as it resembles how things were set up to  serve those in power many hundred years ago. 

After trying to become a patient there, later that day I  was actually asked over the phone by an employee if I stole a large piece of equipment on wheels that I could not possibly have even pushed much less go unoticed trying to take it out of the building. It was atypical harassment by someone covertly abusing power. This is the definition of COINTELPRO. People keep on abusing power and the targeted person would have to write complaints and notify higher ups constantly to rectify every situation. Unless you've got money and/or training and education that isn't going to be accomplished in a way that's effective and a lot of damage is done to targeted people before they learn how to defend themselves. It was especially damaging for the still unknown person who framed me in 2016 to keep sending me harassing comments on my blog referring to my missing teeth because the main reasons for that is due to constant difficulties with dentists over many decades. I've even seen an abusive person who works at a well known Boston men's homeless shelter show up at a dental office in Roxbury and attend my tooth being pulled (badly) while verbally harassing me the entire procedure. Was she actually employed as a dental assistant when not working for the shelter ..or is this yet another bizarre case of people being allowed access to the Target when they don't have the correct medical clearance. 

This is the problem with an area like MA where there's an intersectionality between organized crime, a black community that is oppressed and utilized as handlers and basically employed as house slaves for corrupt power structures, elite universities, old money and medical academic elite system. Not to mention olde money and foreign money. 

Why dentistry is so bad, so corrupt and everyone is far more uncontrollable than the medical community I don't understand but someday hope someone can provide the answer. In these games I've found that everything that seems bizarre and crazy and irrational actually is quite logical and even calculated, well planned and falls under what seems to be rules, regulations and even legalities-its just portrayed as random or completely unbelievable because of course that's to confuse the victims and make them totally discredited. Unless of course they are smart enough to figure things out. And here we are lol. 

Getting dental work done can be risky. Earworms seem to be the result of posts being put in for crowns. This might be due to them containing high amounts of gold or perhaps worse some kind of other material or something else that is conductive or even receives.

It may be that if a post is too close to brain activity it may influence perception or brain activity may be altered. 

An onset of earworms after posts are put in would be a logical deduction for theorizing a cause for such a malady yet we all know the most simple things get denied or looked over even though it's the 21st century. Because medicine is a business and it's become moreso over the past 25 years. 

Being from an area that's heavily collegiate and with a lot of medical teaching institutions it's become obvious to me over the years that people are becoming medical professionals not because they are suited to it but because they want to be employed, make a decent salary and most likely gain respect and prestige that comes with it. However it seems that these people don't respect the title or the profession. I've seen more people being pushed through dental schools that should have fallen through the cracks because the schools want the tuition. It's gotten really bad. The level of unprofessionalism, the teaching environment of 'fun' and leisure instead of intense, studious hours and an often cheeky, irresponsible teaching staff and students seeming privileged as opposed to being the least humbled by some even small sense of service to patients. 

For some reason the medical field is a lot more responsible and it's easier to gain back control over performance and service through oversight.

Earworms seem a lot like MK Ultra's DE-PATTERNING process. If it's a small 'earworm' you get a piece of a song or jingle stuck in your mind for a few hours a day or for a few days. The song will change often and this makes the condition more livable even if the earworm becomes a constant or near constant.

It can get severe however and it seems damaging as the earworm condition can go on for every waking moment and the song excerpt can remain the same for weeks. 

When this occurs it seems to begin to deteriorate the mind and interfere with mental processes. It also seems to serve the same purpose as DE-PATTERNING by slowly wearing down the person's mind and not allowing for mental processes or inner reflection even mental quiet. 

Interestingly the 'earworm' or repeating small slice of a song or jingle is not present when a person wakes up say in mid sleep but there's an onset after time spent awake.

Interestingly this can resemble being 'offline' and 'online'. It's been a conspiracy theory for years that's been made fun of for years but it seems that like many other long running theories that stand up to time, it and many others are going to be proven but as usual by then it will be too late. 

Psy ops Considered for Cuts Even as Communists Expand Programs of 'Influence' in USA

US may cut info-warfare assets as China, Russia expand influence ops 

Key psyops units may get squeezed by a Pentagon effort to trim special-operations forces.

https://www.defenseone.com/policy/2024/02/exclusive-us-may-cut-info-warfare-assets-china-russia-expand-influence-ops/394050/


Here in the TI community have always wanted people to be aware of such things, not do away with them if they are part of what's necessary for securing our nation. 

Unless of course the time has come where you don't need such things because technology can finally take over. 

Then again consider how much we are sending to Bidens cronies over in Ukraine that's been draining our money. Also the Pentagon could not account for billions before 9/11 when the infamous terrorism event in NYC destroying the twin towers conveniently destroyed the department that handles that and all its records. 

While the public focus on diversions massive waste and fraud of unimaginable proportions continues of their tax money. It's the most unbelievable thing I've ever lived with for decades of my life. The USA has truly degenerated into a nation of people afraid to make any sort of PRODUCTIVE stand against oppressive powers both national international including the private sector utilizing our freedom of speech and legal tools. 

At this point these enemy countries or competitors seem to be simply coming to collect the spoils not trying to start the process of them falling from the trees. 


TIs Always have To Make Compeimises

 It's one thing to be mentally ill. It's quite another to be a selfish addict who won't stop trying to .manipulate until somehow you can exploit people for something even if that something is narcissistic supply. 

And worse we become so guided to help people that we end up trying to help those who will take kindness for weakness. 

If someone is upset with you it's because you caused it by being abusive. And it's obvious you know your doing it when you stop doing it specifically when people you DO respect who don't live in the house come around. 

What's worse is we can never be sure if the person isnt acting out or being abusive and manipulative because someone is paying them off with money, drugs or because they got out of legal trouble even years ago, and owe the system a favor. 

Here is a good article on how narcissism and rage from people on drug treatment can actually be much worse if they are still taking the drugs they are supposed to be being treated for...and I'm sure other drugs dont help. 

Again I have to be subjected to selfish people who's motives are questionable because I am forced to make compromises. 

https://ro.uow.edu.au/cgi/viewcontent.cgi?referer=&httpsredir=1&article=2668&context=theses


Friday, March 8, 2024

Been fear ridden from sleep for weeks/warnings about harm

 I keep having dreams about being kidnapped from where I am staying now. Warnings about being harmed. Wake up to warnings about being harmed and not to keep staying here. 

What the hell? 

Either that or I wake up scared or in fear in the morning. 

There is a lot of environmental issues in this area there's a lot of dirty electricity and electromagnetic pollution but it's away from any big city. 

The place is basically surrounded on 3 sides by power lines and a substation. It's constantly creepy and seems haunted which I've deducted is probably from all those factors. The woods are the kind where you feel like something is staring back at you at night. It's got some history to it but I feel that the truly bad stories and facts about the area all went with the old people years ago. I probably wont find anything in the historical society here. That's usually the case. 

I also hate routers. If I had my way I would turn it off at night but thats not under my control.

I keep having this fear that someone nearby or from the house is going to murder me either on purpose or accidentally and try to hide it. 

I highly doubt if my family and people who have supported me all these years even without me knowing would allow that to happen without people being brought to justice or even preventing it 😉.


It's really interfering with me getting anything done which I'm sure is a plus. 

I cannot wait for this election to be over but what sucks is that both candidates now represent two groups of ridiculous extremists who have lost sight of the real issues that need to be dealt with. 

The independent candidate is attractive to some but thats just the old fashioned version of corruption as opposed to the globalist ones. And listening to speeches is going to be grating for four years lol. 

It's typical. I traveled for many years in conditions that most people would be frightened in in a situation most people would be afraid of and I functioned even accomplished. I come to live in an actual physical home for the first time since 2006 and now I'm unable to function and scared into inertia.  Whereas most people function inside a building just fine. 

Perhaps my way is better. With all the cutting down of trees in order to make 5g work its onky going to get worse. I haven't had a genuine real sleep since the LED street lights went in unless I go to a place where the effects are not felt. Napping during the day helps but there's nothing like genuine sleep in true darkness. They are creating a horrible world. Being interconnected isn't worth it it's awful. 

I highly suspect that the technology that now surrounds is the human version of TiOT (the internet of things). Even the name they came up with is dumbed down childish and stupid. 

If we can't stop this we all have to make plans and find a way out of this because existing in it is absolutely horrible and not a way to live. There's got to be a way out there has to be alternatives. 

Friday, March 1, 2024

 International Conspiracy 

 If you're a ticket scalper

How can you win the 'lottery' to get the tickets or whatever it is to sell

Every single week? As in you win EVERY 'lottery' 

And your not even Irish, you're Jewish? 

Tuesday, February 27, 2024

NEPAL PLANE CRASH passenger's smartphone live feed video reveals reality of death-humanity should cease air flight

I originally wanted to post this in April of 2023 upon first becoming aware of this but had been unable to get to it. 

At that time all of the videos were censored, the ending was removed or the crash edited out and the fire in the end just a still picture. Of course as I always do I was determined to find the one copy on the internet somewhere that was not censored the same way I've always done because I believe that people need to see the truth or at least what really happened. 

A few months followed the video content haunted me and I began to respect the main media outlet's censoring of the content and wished I had not viewed it. It was obvious there was human movement in the end and there's something that sounds like a last breath but different versions contain sound variations. I wish I could recall the original single version I had found that was not censored as now there are too many copies with variations of running the and sound. 

In the months that followed I kept dwelling on the visuals of trees and nature at the end and the quiet sound of the forest that the video finishes with. It seems the message was that when humans pass nature lives on, that nature takes us back to it and there's a peace in nature that is ever present regardless of what we or our creations such as technology are doing. 


I then began to get the ideation that one of the young men in the video was still 'with us' here in the living world for a time. A faint sentiment or message was that it's peaceful and we don't 'die' that there's no fear that  we live on or something to that effect...it's been too long since April now I can't replicate it exactly. 


I also got the idea that humans should give up aviation. It's bad for us, for the natural environment that sustains life on earth.  


 Nepal plane crash: a chequered aviation history 

https://m.facebook.com/story.php?story_fbid=5294403487280646&id=451369008407073


Video appears to show plane moments before Nepal crash


One version of live feed:

Full video (unfortunately it's off Tiktok. Disregard all the graphics covering up the video):

There's just too many accidents and too much chance of human error. 

My opinion is that if man was meant to fly he'd have wings. I've watched too many airline crash investigation programs. It's obvious. People don't want to be realistic about the problems with humans trying to fly in airplanes and how it doesn't work or it's not full proof. Nor are people realistic about the irresponsible behavior of airlines and industry that manufactures air travel machines. 

The air crash investigation shows always downplay the deaths and attribute them as unfortunate sacrifices that brought about wonderful changes to aviation when most of the accidents are preventable. 

Another experience that relates to this is during COVID quarantine unlike most people I was urban camping outside as the world simply forgot about 'The Homeless' as if we didn't exist. 

We lived through more of what was going on outside in the environment. Animals began to come out in an urban environment, there was less pollution and much more quiet. 
This was a direct result of humans ceasing air travel and a large portion of mechanized travel by ground as well. 


BLM and Antifa-the shocking dark truth when protesters become terrorists

 



https://www.everand.com/book/487694251/Black-Lives-Matter-and-Antifa-The-Shocking-and-Dark-Truth-and-When-Protesters-Become-Terrorists

During the onset of a world wide plague no less.

"....The tragic death of ex-convict George Floyd on May 25, 2020, at the hands of four policemen immediately triggered 2,000 protests in cities across the United States and 60 other countries. It was almost as if Floyd’s death sadly arose from a pre-meditated murder. Was Derek Chauvin, the White policeman who put his knee on Floyd’s neck for over eight minutes, a hitman? What about his new $100,000 BMW and hundreds of thousands in undisclosed income? Was it the unfortunate death of a convicted felon and heavy drug-user, or was a professionally organized anti-Trump network just waiting to launch a street revolution to disrupt the economy and elections further?

A White policeman had placed his knee on Black Mr. Floyd’s neck for about eight minutes, despite his utterances of “I can’t breathe,” which were audible to multiple people passing by with cell-phone cameras. This seemed a bit strange for a policeman’s behavior in the year 2020, given Eric Garner’s “I can’t breathe” became a rallying cry of black activists for police racism and brutality.

....raucous looting riots plundered many businesses and caused hundreds of millions in damages and losses.

Nearly the entire United States white population had been labeled “racist” once again by the Left, just in time to affect the June primaries and November elections.

...It reveals how BLM formed, the founders recruited as mere puppets for larger, experienced anti-American and black activist power groups.

This book explores the history of Antifa and its ideology and its main actions. It thoroughly examines the origin and nature of Marxism as arising from a foundation of Satanism..

...Domestic terrorists hire them. The goal is to oust nationalist, anti-globalist Trump and take over the entire US government and its people."


Monday, February 26, 2024

Behaviors Caused By Narcissistic Abuse

 Weird Mannerisms of People Abused By Narcissists 


Strange Traits of Children Abused By Narcissistic Parents (Unveiling the Bizarre Behaviors)  


Weird Habits of Those Abused by Narcissists When They Wake Up  


Paranoia. How Children of Narcissists Become Paranoid

Sunday, February 25, 2024

Candace Owens Podcast: Why M.I.A. Spoke Out

 

 
 I viewed this for a few moments and found it useful. keep in mind i dont even know who MIA is so that should be an indication of how useful the content is as opposed to being interested in celebrities etc.


Tuesday, February 20, 2024

Euro bonds to Arm Ukraine May Strip EU Members of Sovereignty

 https://sputnikglobe.com/20240219/how-eurobonds-to-arm-ukraine-may-strip-eu-members-of-sovereignty-1116880328.html

"If one was cynical, which I am, one would suspect that the EU’s support for the war in Ukraine was mostly driven by this desire to centralize power in Brussels," Luongo argued. "You start a war in Ukraine by purposefully crossing Russia’s red lines, drive inflation up locally, and empty the military coffers of all the post-WWII weapons and ammunition that is now outdated. (…) If you are losing, as you are now, you play up the threat of Russia not stopping at Ukraine to justify shifting your domestic spending to a military build-up, issuing Eurobonds to pay for it."

Friday, February 16, 2024

Sci fi movie The Happiness Cage aka The Mind Snatchers

 (Adult content: drug use, smoking, offscreen clearly occuring sexual assault, human experimentation, etc)

The Mind Snatchers (1972) — Science-Fiction Color / Christopher Walken, Joss Ackland, Ronny Cox 
 aka The Happiness Cage (1972)

Thursday, February 15, 2024

Keep The INTERNET CONNECTIVITY PROGRAM Alive

Your Priorities Suck and You're Focusing On the WRONG THINGS: As a Nation even a planet we are NEGLECTING our responsibilities.

 people around the world can waste their time and energy focusing on protesting and even destroying businesses and property (by the way a lot of the businesses that are suffering are small business which points to a conspiracy that basically says that these goons are being influenced as Force multipliers and useful idiots on behalf of the corporatocracy to make sure that only big business survives.) that aside so you can give billions of dollars to Ukraine? with the president that you voted for has shady connection to Ukraine and you can't tell it's a scam by now? but you can't make sure that people have $30 a month to ensure internet connectivity?

  https://www.nlc.org/article/2024/01/23/whats-next-for-the-affordable-connectivity-program/

tthis. is just as disgusting as your panic shopping during the pandemic and the stores and their managers I spoke to that said right to my face that these food stores saw this as an opportunity which would explain why nobody in government forced corporate to have something called rationing which my f****** grandmother's generation easily implemented during world war II. 

 from climate activist to social justice warriors to everybody in between I hate to say it but everyone is basically one big sucker. maybe we can fix things if you start focusing on the doing the right things and taking care of business and minding the store start doing it now. 

Aren't you tired of being scammed yet? of all thr divide and conquer? 

Canadian MK Ultra Class Action Seeks To Remove US Immunity

Montreal 

U.S. argues for immunity in MK-ULTRA mind control case before Quebec Court of Appeal

https://www.cbc.ca/amp/1.6796756

"Proposed class-action suit seeks damages for Montreal brainwashing experiments"

UNIBOMBER Passes Away 2023/MK Ultra through Universities

Before he was the Unabomber, Ted Kaczynski was a mind-control test subject https://www.washingtonpost.com/history/2023/06/11/unabomber-ted-kaczynski-harvard-experiment/ 

 Ted Kaczynski, who planted fear and death as the Unabomber, dies at 81. 

"Kaczynski entered Harvard University as a 16-year-old on a scholarship, after skipping the sixth and 11th grades. It was there that he was subjected to an experiment run by Harvard psychologist Henry A. Murray that was backed by the Central Intelligence Agency."

"Murray’s study was widely reported to be part of a CIA program code-named Project MK-Ultra..."

Tuesday, February 13, 2024

Monday, January 22, 2024

Election

 Do what you want this November. 

All I know is that around 2013 I traveled to Vegas and posted my experiences there which included certain things that are now becoming more and more feasible especially now I'm aware of speeches/writings  by a certain Israeli military historian author who  seems to be a mouthpiece for a certain world forum of elites. 

Essentially I put forth the theory that possibly, what was originally developed as military grade psy ops technology was now being utilized domestically to influence consumer behavior. This includes subconscious suggestion containing celebrities (such as appearing on the marquee of famous Vegas hotels)  or owners of popular hotels which bear their names. 

Basically a very simple, clumsy boorish clunky form of suggestion to induce consumers to consume. And if our economy and it's flourishing and protecting that comes under National Security then these methods of pushing consumption might just be covered under that

 Anyone who's dealt with MK Ultra or the radiation experiments during Clintons Presidents Advisory Committee in the 90s and the like has always run into the wall of anything that is to stay hidden gets covered by 'natooksl security' so it would make sense that could be pulled off using that. 

My life changed after that post. Then the famous name of the hotel ran for president. Around that time I was framed but so were many other activists mostly Cop Block or Cop Watch and people in the conspiracy theory community. 

In 2016 three emails were sent under my name threatening key law enforcement, using information posted on this blog, all of which resulted in my losing access to two major institutions of higher learning which had formerly supported me, tolerated me and I depended on as federal funding forced them to allow public use of some of their facilities. I also loved these places for what they stood for and represented and I utilized my progressive familiarity with their spaces and it's occupants as intricate parts of my hometown home base as i had cut off family years ago and was a techno nomad essentially living on the road around the United States many months out of the year. States and places became my second home and each one has been ripped from me just as my original home and life had.

 Fukushima took California from me as a second home very dear to me. Then these events in 2016 unraveled years of work, travel and networking...leaving me as stateless as when I first started out in this adventure in 2006.

I had noticed that there was an eerie rise in readership from Russia during this time according to the map that provides stats on this blog. It was reminiscent of the timeframe Obama was running where a sharp rise in readership from Africa had occurred. No such thing had happened before or since. 

As i was framed I fought hard enough and was lucky enough to escape by the skin of my teeth with some legal damage which considering I was blindsided and completely ignorant of such things it turned out better than it could have. The personal damage to me and my psychological state has been the worst and it's had the long term effect of silencing me as I'm afraid to post anything where info could be used to create more email threats using my name. The frame up did what it set out to do most likely. To destroy me and my work. 

After the initial three emails and people became aware of what was going on I began to receive support from a mysterious source out in California. Someone who seemed to profess to support the hotelier who was had been elected yet upon doing research had consistently given donations to the female democratic candidate's campaign. There were many other red flags but there was nothing I could do. The money came at a price and being subdued for many years was the main one. Forming a  false sense of security was the other both of which were unavoidable. 

As I began to neglect this blog and my work I also became less and less aware of the conspiracy theory communities and anything new. I have awoken many years later to find a curious and absolutely ridiculous psy op or fraud in the form of Q-Anon which is often linked to 'MAGA' which seems to be associated with the hotelier that I mentioned from my experience in Vegas, who had run and won for president of the United States. 

Before all this we were a small select collective of people who had their lives compromised and were doing amazing work piecing together what seemed like an entire movement to alter humanity and ruin the lives of billions of people just as ours had been ruined. Now we're being drowned out by conspiracy theories which stems from bipartisan politics that pit left against right, Liberal against Conservative and moral right against the other side's wrongs. Human beings are being reduced to color and their histories and cultures reduced to victimhoods as they are weaponized. Then used to destroy everything we've known ..and ultimately themselves. 

Average people now jump on the bandwagons and produce podcasts, videos and channels motivated by tribalistic political stances instead of the big picture. These people serve as force multipliers if you will mixed in most likely with disinformation agents to produce useless fodder for consumption by an uninformed uneducated masses who aren't equipped mentally or intellectually or have any first hand experience with being mixed up in conspiracy themselves to be capable of understanding what's truly going on or capable of understanding when they are being mislead. 

Truly valuable information comes from people on the front lines, who have much to lose of they don't report what they've experienced or theorize is transpiring. That information has little to do with who's in any elected office or what political affiliation they are. Usually the business-as-usual type stuff in our world isn't any indication of what's going on that's important. It is important to understand how each administration has an influence on how something long term progresses but things like presidencies can be looked at as superficial in the grand scheme of things. It's not that such things aren't important it's that these issues may be part of what's happening but not the entire focus or situation. 

The public would be better off to view materials that expose progresses in technology, what the billionaires and their companies are up to, awareness of massive companies like Vanguard Inc and how they effect everything we use and own and the likes of unelected globalist bodies of elites like certain 'economic forums' in power now. Paying careful attention to the latter would provide more information to support and validate the original conspiracy theory community's   past work than anything concerning anything going on in US politics. 

In other words the horrors of what we were all writing about over ten years ago is now being openly revealed and put forth as normal available right on the Internet or to be heard in speaking engagements but people's attention is now diverted by politicizing everything and focusing on taking sides in American politics. 

It shouldn't take heavy conspiracy theory activity and flashy videos with distracting music to explain atypical political activity to people but somehow it does. Perhaps most people were naive about these things before as I was raised in the northeast where elitism mixed with normalization of organized crime culture left us pretty much living with a constant awareness of how these things are played out in the world and a blasé attitude toward it. Perhaps globalization just makes citizens dumbed down-that and many other factors of modern living. 

Over the past few years each place that was involved in the email frame up of 2016 has been exposed for various corruption but all are linked by involvement with Jeffrey Epstein and his accomplice Gissein Maxwell. The two colleges were taking funding from him and allowing him access to the campuses even providing offices for him and the state to the north of here was hiding Maxwell away in a small town until the feds finally came for her. 

All of this does connect back to this candidate who I included in my post so long ago documenting my simple yet compelling experience in that desert tourist city in 2013. It also seems to align with the democratic end as there are pieces of a certain conspiracy theory would seemingly be relevant. 

The big picture here is being ignored and the public are being distracted by petty bullshit while something much bigger and of much more importance is happening. 

All the drama and activities surrounding that presidential candidate isn't the news it's that odd experience I posted about in 2012/13 in Vegas that is what's happening now. 

Considering other conspiracies out there concerning the female Democrat that ran in 2016 it seems it would be easy to blackmail many people in positions of power nowadays and it's better to have the public focus on that then the other more long term global issues I mentioned in the beginning of this post. 

There's much more at stake now than just who you elect to run the country for four years. If you notice they aren't even bothering to give people many choices they basically corner people into voting for the lesser of two evils. 

I know our Constitution protects us and our system of govt is set up to take this kind of pressure on it as these global overlords nowadays are akin to King George and the like which is why it's so important for the already compromised around the world to try to pry what protections we have from us here in the USA. 

I don't know how elections would be made more fit to reflect our need to have leadership that is going to defend us and deal with the very real threat from globalist forces that seem to be very anti human and definitely don't reflect a power structure that respects our Constitution. I do know that each side of our politics nowadays seems to be corrupted by these terrifying abuses of technology and science and under the influence of outside actors who form elitist bodies to govern the world's people without being elected. 

In other words when you put it all together even in part-there now exists theoretically the ability to influence human decision making for large groups of people using technology thus there is a very real scenerio of this being abused, used as undue influence and the chance of enslavement instead of enlightenment and advancement of humanity is very real. 

People working in the TI community has been working up to this for years but now it's right in front of us

 So the only thing they could do is silence the most messengers possible and remake the conspiracy community into something that is flooded with useless information.

I'm reminding anyone out there that's left that's still thinking clearly and who's still awake to simply put it all together properly not as they have the pizzle laid out and consider all this when dealing with elections now. 

Our work can still continue but people have to be led back from being distracted by disinformation campaigns. Something this size and magnitude running over this many years should be renamed distraction campaigns..




Sunday, January 21, 2024

Help Me Take Down A Fraudulent Video Of My Work

 https://m.youtube.com/watch?v=effhNtx-zR4


Someone has had an altered image of me on a YouTube channel for years and it's the only one left that Google won't deal with and the YouTuber hasn't responded. 

I've had the others taken down. They all appeared about the same time as my frame up in 2016 just as I was getting viscous harassing comments on this blog by someone who knew details they should not have about the emails that I was framed up with. There was a lot of activists getting framed in 2016 and there's a good chance many of these cases were from hired trolls. 

If anyone has any input or advice let me know. 

Monday, January 15, 2024

MLK Sold Us Out! -The Beast as Saint

 YouTuber Jay MARVLIS: MLK Sold Us Out!  

Commentary on a video titled:

The Beast as Saint.

Wednesday, January 10, 2024

Words That Hide the Truth

 

George Carlin was a comedian that was known for social commentary and simply pointing out truths. He gained fame with his own generation the Baby Boomers (moreso the experimental and seeker late 60s section of this generation as it is so large). Yet he has appealed to many people throughout age or background. Its worth considering what hes saying here as it is indeed how we are manipulated over time: Language.

Sunday, January 7, 2024

Media-Manufactured Consent

 

Noam Chomsky - The 5 Filters of the Mass Media Machine Noam Chomsky - Manufacturing Consent

Why We Say 'Ok'/ Why I Misspell 'their' (and why that's okay)

I found this video very freeing and validating. 

I'm from Boston having been born in Cambridge over 50 yrs ago. After watching this I now understand why I began favoring my accidental mistyping of the word 'their' when starting this blog so many years ago. 

My typing the word 'their' as "thier" may have started on PC keyboards when I was producing this blog primarily using library computers both public and in colleges and universities traveling the Traveler circuit around the United States beginning in 2007. 

Typing is something that I mastered in junior high school and it's shocking to me because I could not stand the rest of the curriculum. When I produce my story I will delve into how bad the public education system was then as well as other reasons why school was only part of my education in this world.  It certainly has impressed upon me the importance of obtaining a skill and carrying it with me for life. Even if life doesn't go where we think it's going to. 

It's true that there's this backlash against the elitism in the Boston area due to the structure, academia, medical establishment, etc. It's a reflex to these structures and traditions here to rebel against them. It's also something that globalism is trying to destroy in this area of the USA (along with the established structure I just mentioned)  and that is innovativeness.

One of the reasons I stopped using mispellings is because I mostly write on smartphones nowadays no physical keyboard.  The other is  because when I was framed in 2016 where a troll/hacker sent 3 emails under my name threatening law enforcement, prior to that someone most  likely the person responsible, had been sending viscous harassing comments on my blog for a year or so. In one phase of this someone kept criticizing me for my misspelling of 'their'. They also utilized a shorthand of my misspelling 'because' as "becuz" I think as the word 'cuz' in their harassing comments. After being framed I was afraid to use these little personal marks for fear of more imposters. 

As I began to give up the fun of misusing language I also considered that perhaps it may not be a bad idea to make this change because if non English speakers try to translate what I had written these little quirks may not translate and that defeats the purpose of my blog spreading awareness so I've stuck with proper spelling. 

This video however makes me feel much more reconnected to my original relationship with this blog and myself as more as an artist and adventurer than having to be so self censoring and grounded today. The video is funny in that early 2000s way (Spike Tv, MXC, Bro Comedy etc). 

Video begins in earnest at 0:36 as the beginning is a bit annoying.