I keep having dreams about being kidnapped from where I am staying now. Warnings about being harmed. Wake up to warnings about being harmed and not to keep staying here.
What the hell?
Either that or I wake up scared or in fear in the morning.
There is a lot of environmental issues in this area there's a lot of dirty electricity and electromagnetic pollution but it's away from any big city.
The place is basically surrounded on 3 sides by power lines and a substation. It's constantly creepy and seems haunted which I've deducted is probably from all those factors. The woods are the kind where you feel like something is staring back at you at night. It's got some history to it but I feel that the truly bad stories and facts about the area all went with the old people years ago. I probably wont find anything in the historical society here. That's usually the case.
I also hate routers. If I had my way I would turn it off at night but thats not under my control.
I keep having this fear that someone nearby or from the house is going to murder me either on purpose or accidentally and try to hide it.
I highly doubt if my family and people who have supported me all these years even without me knowing would allow that to happen without people being brought to justice or even preventing it 😉.
It's really interfering with me getting anything done which I'm sure is a plus.
I cannot wait for this election to be over but what sucks is that both candidates now represent two groups of ridiculous extremists who have lost sight of the real issues that need to be dealt with.
The independent candidate is attractive to some but thats just the old fashioned version of corruption as opposed to the globalist ones. And listening to speeches is going to be grating for four years lol.
It's typical. I traveled for many years in conditions that most people would be frightened in in a situation most people would be afraid of and I functioned even accomplished. I come to live in an actual physical home for the first time since 2006 and now I'm unable to function and scared into inertia. Whereas most people function inside a building just fine.
Perhaps my way is better. With all the cutting down of trees in order to make 5g work its onky going to get worse. I haven't had a genuine real sleep since the LED street lights went in unless I go to a place where the effects are not felt. Napping during the day helps but there's nothing like genuine sleep in true darkness. They are creating a horrible world. Being interconnected isn't worth it it's awful.
I highly suspect that the technology that now surrounds is the human version of TiOT (the internet of things). Even the name they came up with is dumbed down childish and stupid.
If we can't stop this we all have to make plans and find a way out of this because existing in it is absolutely horrible and not a way to live. There's got to be a way out there has to be alternatives.
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