Has the Moon's Energy Been Altered By Artemis Missions?

 I've posted before that I do not believe we landed on the moon in the 1960s. However I do believe that these recent programs like Artemis are actually taking humans around space and the moon as they claim. 

It's no longer important to the moon landing of the 1960s to be a hoax because it's kind of like 9/11 at this ppoint-everybody knows by now and nobody wants to talk about it because it would interfere with the American narrative and there would be no point to it anyway. I agree that legal action could be taken and the truths could be exposed but in the world that we live in now it's a globalist world and other countries would just take it as a weakness. Unfortunately things have progressed to the point where you can't have exposure of lies and deception making the truth valuable for genuine change. 

We live in a world now that exposes fully all the human fallibilities that Make life unbearable miserable and eevil. If you want to use the term evil which is relative.

We know that things could be so much more but by now with things like the world economic forum in existence as well as globalism we cannot afford them to be. 

The concern is is that man is actually now really going out to the moon area and probably does have the ability now to break through the Van Allen belt. 

I'm not a scientist but anybody with leaning in the sciences that has any kind of wisdom and is connected to this Earth can tell you that it's there for a reason probably and we shouldn't go poking holes in it or messing around with it. I mean it's pretty important to be protected from deadly rays from sspace. 

I do agree however that mankind can't stay here forever and we need to learn to do things like we've seen in sci-fi movies all these years like terraform planets and carry the human seed out into space to look for new places to live-younger solar systems. It's hard to say however because the way the Earth is evolved over time it may evolve in the next million years and do a place where humans are very different or something exists here other than humans. If you want to understand being human and going out into space for a space exploration there are some very simple and easy YouTube videos though some people might find them time consuming and laborious to watch I enjoy them as they map out over a timeline The changes to the Earth since The Earth's early forming. This can give you an idea of how our oceans for instance used to be made of iron and were red. You realize that You're in this small section in the long timeline where you exist in a place that's made just for you Will you have air to freeze and trees on earth and everything works together. 

I think going out into space is a desperate attempt at surviving long-term. It isn't just a pollution that we create and it isn't just the fact that in a few million years our son is going to get really big and burn us up and they get really small and die, it's the idea that within that time frame even something could change in the environment and make it so this place is uninhabitable for human llife and even the vegetation in the air that they create for us and other animals. Even though I think we probably have secret systems  in place protecting us from asteroids there seems to be a strange intelligence out there protecting us but maybe one day one of those asteroids might make it here and then we won't survive regardless of how much we go out into space. For humans could survive in small numbers I ssuppose. 

So perhaps taking everything on the road I would into space might work humans may be able to morph into something eelse some other form and go elsewhere. 

What bothers me is that we don't enjoy the time that we have here. We left the powers that make things bad make us miserable and keep our souls eenslaved. I think most people don't see that. I've also discovered from aging this far as well as being a traveler and being targeted so I'm disconnected from society generally for many years now well of course trying to stay connected as much as I can this process has made me realize how much the animals and the vegetation especially trees here have much to do with human life on earth. Not only do we disregard this completely The new environmental movements are so tied into The new scientific environment which pushes transhumanism and the greed with real estate that people are actually getting away from nature and disrespecting it even more then in the recent past. 

I now have come to realize that the trees have something to do with human life on this Earth that is very..... unique. 

In ancient belief systems it seems that trees are very important and there's a lot of old paintings drawings and reliefs of trees and their roots into the ground as symbols that will revered by ancients. 

I think we should start looking at trees where we look at technology. Communication. if we have an intuition about something if something tells us to do something in prediction to avoid a mistake in later in the timeline that we're living in you feel there's wisdom or good advice coming perhaps it's trees? If trees and vegetation and plants communicate I think we should really look at this even beyond those old books like The Secret Life of Plants. As usual when dealing in the conspiracy theory community The view from the beginning of thinking about that would be probably The powers that be and those with with more resources than us already know the answers and seek to use it to their own advantage while making it so we lose access nature's power. 

The moon is also a source of comfort. The moon always was a source of comfort and that something up there was protecting us and that life will be okay. Those of us who were travelers who aren't exactly atheists but believe that the source of human comfort human life comes from nature itself The sun and the moon are very important. They're not symbols they're living things that we live underneath and are part of our lives. 

I feel since the Artemis mission in April  there's something wrong something has changed. I felt very depressed and I felt very let down and not connected to the skies the way that I used to be specifically the Moon. 

Human should pay attention to the message created here on earth before they start going out and messing with things they don't understand. Just because scientist understand how to build things llike rockets to go into space which is essentially the same thing as inventing a car to get around or an airplane to fly around the Earth is it necessarily mean they understand other things that might be important. If they don't understand those things on earth and don't take them to consideration they're not going to take things into consideration outside the Earth either. 

The issue of electromagnetic pollution is well as waste over cconsumption these other kinds of issues have to be solved before we responsible enough to go messing around in space. I understand how transhumanism would be important in trying to go out into space but that doesn't mean that you shouldn't consider the state of the human soul spirit etc and even how that ties into biology physiology and even anatomy. These things used to be common studies back in the old days the Renaissance man or the well-rounded person of science science progressed it became more important medicine and military were the focus and they kind of disregarded all this other stuff as quackery or put it under the heading of  'Occult'. 

I've noticed something in this life on this , the last thing the system seems to want you to do is to understand how much of a powerhouse you are in these bodies on this earth. And there does seem to be a concerted effort to make sure you reach your full potential or  your full size if you will.  

I posted a video last year or the year before when I was living in a nice suburb around breakheart reservation north of BBoston. There was a greater connection there to the trees into nature. And all woods are different by the way. Traveling around this country I feel that they're similar in many ways even maybe connected interconnected but each set of woods and has its own personality of course it all depends on the people buried underneath  and what that Flora has come into contact with to make it what it is over hundreds of years even thousands. Depends on who lives in the area what's around what kind of pollution is there etc. The weather there a whole bunch of different factors. Once you get out into the Southwest you get a little more at e because there's less human building and habitation going on and you can see things that set you free a little bit more and get you in with long-term timelines. When you go and see The water lines that that are on the huge stone structures in the desert and you realize it shows the progression of massive changes like that there used to be ocean here or water. You become a little more entwined with the finite and realize that you're part of something much bigger but you're not here that long and really everything is here provided for you while you're alive in this body. And life becomes more at ease. 

The video I just spoke about before I got distracted speaking about my beloved travels in the desert that I love to remember as I have not traveled there in 10 years, The video I spoke about wwas that compelled me to put it on this as I was very into air crash investigation as it's important to me to look at something and see people doing actual real investigations where they cannot lie and they cannot twist around the truth make excuses as they have done with a lot of things we've seen especially with the TI community. The approach to our situation has been so unscientific it's ridiculous. And the recent vilification writing everyone off as mentally ill without any kind of investigation at all or consideration is totally ridiculous. And by the way it was not always like this they would not be able to do this to us years ago because academia was not compromised by things like Epstein and all the blackmail going on and by the way if you did not know this I will let you know that the Russian organized crime organizations actually infiltrated our country in the late '90s or so and I won't tell you how I know that but an old friend of mine who's long said that unfortunately they're nice little business had been interfered with by the Russian Mafia coming in and demanding a piece of their action. And after that everything changed you can see it even in the cities things changed. Imagine you have a bunch of out KGB people with no government That's going to be pretty dangerous if they get involved in crime. There's actually a video a documentary out there that tell us how international criminals can now easily buy nuclear submarines from defunct governments like the USSR. So all of this tearing down the wall of East Germany and the USSR that you've seen it's not necessarily a good thing because these governments become destabilized and all it does is contribute to international organized crime which probably was the purpose by design. 

Anyway that aside now you have an understanding of how easy it is nowadays with surveillance and who's out there now to get blackmailed and then everyone is under control right? And we've seen academia be controlled just by a bunch of stupid kids who don't like somebody and get somebody canceled years ago even with workplace mobbing their own academic peers couldn't even get them fired if they had tenure. 

So years ago we were more protected and we were more tolerated because people in academia and old money and wealthy people knew that this is the way the world works and it is very feasible. But now everyone has to turn on us probably because everybody has skeletons in their closet just like everybody eelse. And the more rich you are and the more you have a degree and the more respectable you are the more important it is to make sure nobody knows those skeletons are there. 

I posted a video because I was interested in airplane crashes. There's something paranormal about it. What they call holes in the swiss cheese when they do an investigation The different factors that make it so the plane crashes whereas maybe if one or two things were absent the plane crash would not have happened. 

All these factors have to be involved in all these incidents. Well what makes it so One plane crashes and another doesn't? Just like I wondered about death what makes it so one person survives right next to the other guy that dies? One such example is a gentleman from Massachusetts who was driving a truck in New York City and as he was driving something happened underground and one of the manhole covers in the street became airborne with great force went right through his windshield and lodged deeply directly into his skull vertically. Now what are the goddamn chances of that happening seriously? Why him why on that day? 

I've even looked at the victims of serial killers and stuff like that and I wonder maybe if there was something faded about their deaths even the people that were in these airline crashes like the pilots. Did someone want to get rid of them is there a reason that the universe had to get rid of them for the timeline to continue in a certain way? 

Even traffic accidents. Why do you things happen a certain way at a certain time? Is there a formula or algorithm to death iitself? 

Of course that's something you should think about and then get away from and because I don't have a math degree I actually have a math disability it's probably for the best. 

In the video that I posted it showed a man from India filming on his cell phone on an airplane and that video was the last moments before the plane set on fire and crashed but the video actually continues after the crash. Once the plane crashes and the fire ddisappears The video clearly shows Flora and trees in the area where they crashed and there's an eerie dead silence but there's something in the background that you can hear not with your ears but with your super hearing or something like that. Something like the trees and the flora being disturbed by a sudden event such as an airplane crashing and fire and humans dying. 

At the time the video of the death itself was what was compelling because you actually get to see it but now moving further in my evolution I can see that my focus was more on the trees and the flora in the background. That's what attracted me to the video more so. The contrast of what was living opposed to what had died also that there's communication bbetween plants that goes on even after we die. And even while we are alive and this is something we need to start considering very seriously. 

Until we start considering things like this and taking over consumption waste and pollution very seriously and stop messing around with pseudo movements and complete idiots like GGreta and all these diversions and politics and social media and sensational culture we have no business going out into space. I've seen interviews with scientists they're asked about the pollution that something that they're working on causes. And it's the typical reaction of people in a position where they can afford to be wasteful. It's not the reaction of someone who takes pollution seriously and is responsible. The reaction of the scientist and the interview that I saw was he rolled his eyes and I had a childish boyish grin and everyone kind of laughed it off that this thing he was working on was left in the ocean and it should be taken out cuz it's going to cause permanent pollution. He just reacted like rich people react to things like this he didn't react like a responsible scientist. 

So you have to realize humans are human before their scientists that might make sense and be llogical first and foremost. 

I live a chaotic life and my personal life has become something that takes me away from my work and I wish I had the ability to take all these things that I've seen and all these references and find them for you. Years ago if you look things up on Google you could do that you could find something that you lost that you were thinking of that you saw now everything is geared towards buying things and everything's flooded with bullshit so it's hard to do research to find references. 

To be fair about technology I hated the idea of AI answering my searches but now I found it useful extremely useful but only in a utilitarian way. It has its limitations because it only answers things within the framework of what is socially acceptable. But for day-to-day stuff it does mmake things more easy to get day-to-day things done that are hard to deal with that get in my way faster I can get day-to-day dumb stuff done the more I can get on to the more involved stuff. I am amazed at how AI answers questions about cooking and that you can ask it a full sentence now and it will answer you. 

The downfall is people my mother's generation who tend to be lonely because of divorce rates and mistrust of the system when they were yyounger they're starting to get into things like Gemini a little too much. I don't know what Gemini is My phone keeps getting me to try to use it and I keep dismissing it it sounds like it's probably just another beefed up version of Alexa or something. I think it bothers Gen x for us to talk to something that we know is dos. You have to remember the world is frustrating for us because we remember all this stuff and its creation and we don't have a lot of time for bells and whistles and all the pretty colors because we just want to get to to the basics because we know that technology is supposed to be a tool. Like our grandparents from world war II down in their workbenches in the basement all their tools You're supposed to pick something up use a tool and put it back neatly and in order to wear it belongs. You're not supposed to carry it around with you all the time and live in it like it's another goddamn dimension like the damn phones nowadays and I feel bad for these kids where they've been forced to be born into the phone. I didn't miss word that you know I'm articulate literally I mean that they were born into the phone. The world that is on the internet on that phone. They believe that it's actually another dimension and they live in it. I don't know if there's any way to correct that but I think it should be corrected with the next few generations. 

I know that we're a species that knows that we're going to die soon we have the curse of knowing what's going to happen to our planet and we also know as animals not humans The God spark and the brains we know as dumb animals that were killing ourselves and polluting ourselves to death and that we shouldn't be doing it but it's hhappening. We are a species in panic but we act like we're not every day 

And we need to get right with what we really are who we really are and where we live on this planet and in space and if we can do that we can make peace with all this and then maybe we can go out into space in a way that's actually productive and not just screaming and yelling as you're drowning in the sea not expecting to be rescued but fighting for your life because that's human instinct. 

Speaking of the Russians they have a very sensible and wonderful saying which is "Hope is the last thing to go'

 Instead of americanizing Russia what we should be doing is taking advantage of all of their knowledge and all of their culture and all of their wisdom. I have the advantage of being Eastern European in part so therefore I'm more comfortable with this or maybe I understand it a little bbetter.  I didn't say I like their system of governance in the last couple of hundred years I didn't say I like their culture now but there's an ancient wisdom to be tied into that we're going to miss out on. 

My personal conspiracy theory with the East is that we've always been threatened by them especially the powers that be the keep us controlled with long-term systems of control like the church which if you didn't realize is the real reason you think white people are sick. White were pagans like everybody eelse thousands of years ago. It took almost 2,000 years to make us slaves and some of us luckily are not. In order to not have that long-term source of control of the people interfered with I believe that the powers that be had to beat down the Oriental cultures in the east and had to make sure there was no fusion between our cultures I believe they allowed African Americans to have white people get their groove back and for them to help us do that with their music and culture only to the point that they could use it as a weapon what you create things like AIDS and then The cultural fusion that would have saved everyone was stopped and has now been turned into polarization and a racial Cold war. 

And forget Africa itself they would rather you look at African American culture than African culture any day because African culture would actually be really useful in a fusion like a spice in a recipe or an ingredient. 

I believe that there was a huge tthreatwith the meeting of cultures between Russia and the West. 

The term cultural survival should not just apply to people of color it should apply to all peoples. Because remember Europeans were some of the first people enslaved and had their freedom and their religion taken away from them. It iisn't unusual that they would spread that misery around for hundreds of years. 

That is another blog post I can provide you with examples of how Early Europeans that were not ruled by the church in fact it had not been invented yet roamed around even in the Americas and got along fine with native peoples because at that time they were more similar in culture. 

I've also heard horrible things about how this space exploration is nothing more than the militarization of space like that's what we need more militarization. 

If you haven't noticed we already live in a culture now in America that's basically a soft core military dictatorship through cculture an ideology and identity politics. 

Let's fix the misery here before we bring everything out into space. Because just like the Tower of Babel in the Bible you won't be able to reach God up in the skies because you're not building it rright. perhaps you should start thinking interdimensionally instead of mechanically. and the portals to those dimensions begin with facts and wisdom about science nature being fused with technology. 

I'll miss the moon giving me comfort. I'll just now have to depend on the open ssky. Hopefully they can't take that away. 

 I would like to hear from Survivors of. RA and programming who have been in recovery from alcohol and drugs for many Years. Leave comments on this post.

I'm trying to see if like myself childhood memories are mere flashes or out of body and if there's no memory at all from certain time frames especially during any time spans of substance abuse. 

I cannot recall much of my 20s and she to deprogramming even my later 20s in some instances. I recall people vaguely but don't recall things like where I lived, what my daily life was like etc. in some time periods I only have flashes of memory much like before the age of 7 yrs.

This may also be genetic and due to gene variations. 

I will have an email soon for people to write to me. 

Thanks 

Behavior Modification Through Stress: Gang Stalking Programs Aren't Just Harassment (especially for Survivors of Programming)

 Psychological factors in exceptional, extreme and torturous environments

 https://pmc.ncbi.nlm.nih.gov/articles/PMC4890253/

 Google AI:

https://share.google/aimode/Yo6Hw0Ou21cAMjCUc 

"Behavior modification through stress and torture is a widely condemned practice that relies on extreme psychological and physical duress to break an individual's will, alter their behavior, or extract compliance. This approach is classified as torture or cruel, inhuman, and degrading treatment under international law. 
The scientific consensus and human rights documentation surrounding these techniques highlight several core aspects: 
1. Mechanisms of Breakdown 
Captors and abusive regimes have historically employed behavioral and sensory manipulation to induce compliance. These methods include: 

• Sensory Deprivation and Overload: Isolating detainees or bombarding them with extreme light and noise to disorient the mind and disrupt normal perception. 
• Stress Positions: Forcing individuals into agonizing, unnatural physical postures to induce muscle fatigue, pain, and systemic exhaustion without leaving lasting visible marks. 
• Learned Helplessness: Controlling every aspect of a subject's environment to create profound unpredictability, destroying their sense of agency. 
• Psychological Degradation: Utilizing threats, humiliation, and mock executions to psychologically dismantle a person's identity and resistance. 

2. Ineffectiveness in Behavioral Control 
While the goal is often to manipulate behavior or extract actionable information, research and neuroscience show that these methods fail to achieve reliable or predictable results: 

• Cognitive Impairment: Extreme stress and torture impair the brain’s signal-to-noise ratio, disrupting a person's ability to accurately process, remember, and articulate information. 
• Unreliability: Coerced compliance or false confessions are common byproducts, as victims will say or do anything to escape the unbearable suffering. 

3. Long-Term Health Consequences 
The use of stress and torture causes severe, enduring trauma. Survivors frequently suffer from profound psychological and neurological damage, including: 

• Neurological and Structural Brain Changes: Studies have shown that extreme stress alters brain networks, often leading to unremitting psychiatric symptoms. 
• Severe Mental Health Conditions: Survivors commonly experience complex post-traumatic stress disorder (PTSD), severe anxiety, chronic depression, hallucinations, and loss of self-identity. 

Resources and Support 
If you or someone you know is dealing with trauma or the effects of abuse, specialized care is available. 

• Center for Victims of Torture: Provides healing services to survivors and works globally to end torture. 
• Freedom from Torture: Offers direct clinical care and support for survivors of torture and severe trauma. 
• 988 Suicide & Crisis Lifeline: Offers free, confidential support for anyone in emotional distress. 

AI responses may include mistakes." 

Lone Shooter Cambridge -After Years of Trying To Make Me Appear 'Dangerous', Crazy and Accusations of Plotting Mass Violence My Hometown Gets a Lesson in Cold Hard FACTS and the Science of Cause and Effect Humans Can't Control

 So while a lot or people are down on me in this area and have been trying to make people believe I'm potentially dangerous for years with lies, frame ups, made up stories and rumors or twisting my words around or misrepresenting my work now you have had actual dangerous people with a history of violence commit a crime where people were hurt.

All because you were not following laws or because you were focusing on the wrong people playing games.

This is the definition of brain washing the public. To have a justice system thats allowed to become Woke instead of doing its job and villifying someone who's just trying to help people by write nf a simple blog and having the public accept that when obviously it's wrong. 

Well now there's consequences. 

I posted here last summer about a man in a park with a crowd of people walking their dogs.  I stopped to interact with the dogs and one dog came to me and leaned right into me a big golden retriever. One man had just commented on how his dog didn't like me being dressed in all black. As the golden retriever came over to me and leaned into me to be petted, the same man said "oh she doesn't seem like someone plotting a mass murder" or something to that effect. It was definitely an obvious comment. 

So now after playing games with someone's life because you don't like their ideas that society isn't ready for that they write about and they have to be discredited for other reasons now you have real problems arising from genuinely dangerous people because of allowing ideologies and politics to interfere with laws. 

I've been experiencing progressive policing in Cambridge for  a few years now and it's ridiculous. I'm sure progressive policing would have worked with the guy shooting people on Memorial Drive. Give me a break. 

If things were set up the way they were years ago it may not even have happened but I understand in a globalist world that having things work that way now may not work very well. 

Still it was a bit of a revenge for me to see a guy who was obviously a product of go woke go broke policy changes doing something that I had been accused of being capable of both officially and forcing the public to go along with an ongoing character assassination by being afraid of me or taking part in that to be accepted or to just get off on destroying someone's life. 

Well now reality sets in concerning who is actually dangerous. NOT the traveling blogger whos ideas threaten you but a guy who's actually capable of violence. 

I hope this is a lesson to everyone in this area about pushing agendas and people too far. 

For all we know this guy was dogged to death and decided to freak out with a gun because he didn't care anymore and couldnt take or anymore. We don't know.  

I will be so disappointed in people if they actually try to make this incident make me look more dangerous or capable of violence. How can you possibly pull that off? Believe me this area is determined, smart and hell bent on their agendas and bottom lines. unfortunately they have lost the wisdom in the northeast that you have to do as much good as you do bad to preserve balance and power must be able to be questioned and dissident voices tolerated. 

  Why would you sit outside someone's partially open bathroom window in your car at 2am and smoke crack/meth or whatever garbage? Geez find some private spot.  I get it your in your car but find someplace private.  away from 

McGrath Highway Bridge Project: A Conspiracy Theory

( I'm going to write a disclaimer about this post I no intentions of doing any harm or any violence or any terrorist action now in the past or in the future at any time. I have no intention of harming any kind of structure or interfering with any kind of construction of any structure. If anything happens to that bridge it has nothing to do with me and I do not want to be framed again. And I don't want to be on any kind of new terrorist watch list for any other bullshit local list that I'm dangerous or some nonsense simply because I wrote about this bridge. I'm going to enjoy the bridge as long as I can and take pictures as long as I can but interfering with mankind so-called progress is not for me to say one way or the other. Humans have to make these mistakes so they learn also it's people like me whose job it is to take into account an environment that most people are not aware of that we are sensitive to and to bring back what we've seen like an intelligence report so that people may understand what's happening. )

 

 I wanted to post this on my WordPress blog and I probably will unless I forget about it. Had this idea weeks ago

 Just want readers who are interested to try to experiment of experiencing it themselves. 

The theory is concerning the planned demolition of the Monsignor McGrath highway bridge which spans Somerville and east Cambridge Massachusetts and the construction of a flat road in its place. 

It's strange how the bridge has been neglected for so many years and not repaired. Well if you were planning long term to rebuild the area and re engineer it you would let it rot wouldn't you? 

What has been experienced by people is a phenomena where they leave one neighborhood say starting their ride in  east Cambridge near McGrath plaza and they experience a totally different mental and emotional effect on that bridge before descending into the other neighborhood on the other end of the bridge which would be nearby Union Square in Somerville, Massachusetts. 

The plan for the area and the bridge posted online writes that the planners want to 'join the two neighborhoods' making them one. There is also coersion using race issues as bridges and such are now deemed racist as it's claimed they were used to keep certain demographics out of certain neighborhoods which makes no sense nowadays with public transportation taking anyone pretty much anywhere they want to go including over bridges.

This plan outlines how this is going to be done by completely taking down the bridge and building a flat road between the two areas at each end.

This would not be anything to take note of usually especially since Massachusetts has been notorious for not maintaining bridges properly. The feds have had to interfere over the past twenty years or so and force Massachusetts into maintenance or repairs of its bridges. This is unbelievable considering how much highly qualified construction is here and how much pride people used to have in keeping the area up. 

The theory is is that The bridge seems to be built out of very strong materials from the old days you probably couldn't even source now. Steel iron all other kinds of things that seem to be something from another time. 

When you ride on the bridge coming from one neighborhood to another you you notice of course that the psycho management or the feeling that you get or the vibe rather that you get in one neighborhood is very different from the oother neighborhood. This of course would be East Cambridge and and the other side of the bridge is Union square area Somerville Massachusetts. 

When you're on the bridge however if you are seasoned in being very sensitive to your environment or if you are known to be a psychic or a medium or a sensitive as they call them you will definitely notice the change in your perception of the environment when you rise up off that bridge up into the aair and travel over it into the other neighborhood.

 You can think more clearly. You have your mind back again. It's a one minute ride that feels almost like a return to the federal holiday phenomena where I post all the time to enjoy your clear day because on clear days which are federal holidays in this country and sometimes state holidays I've noted if there's a return to a feeling and a mental mindset which resembles the 1980s for those of us old enough to have been alive then where there doesn't seem to be any fear hostility anger manipulation of emotions or constant background noise in your head or concentrusive thoughts or things just generally making you feel as if there's just too much all the time going on. And there's a strange feeling of being one or two dimensional in this area within the route 495 belt. You almost feel like you're part of something so big that you're dropping the ocean and you're not important and you don't exist. And you feel as if you're two-dimensional as if you're not three-dimensional and as if things aren't really solid around you. Everything is one big blur in a way and it's very depressing. And I don't know what it is about the LED street lights but without those I'm telling you right now All of this would not have been pulled off this quickly with diversity and ideology and forcing everybody to get along and all this kind of thing. Unfortunately we don't have engineers and scientists in the TI community anymore on the phone calls on the conference calls which we used to have and they would be able to explain how this stuff might work in theory. I can't explain iit.

Back to the bridge the bridge Yes it does seem like when you go over the bridge you get a break in a way. Because on those clear days those federal holidays I feel three-dimensional again I feel important again I feel like I have autonomy I'm a separate individual not connected to a greater whole or a greater thing that's bigger than me and makes me feel small like my life 'doesnt matter'. I feel just like a normal person like I used tto and I also feel as if I think to myself on those holidays "Wait a minute why the hell is my life so miserable and why the hell does this stuff even matter why can't I just go out and get an apartment and get a place to live and why can't I just live my life and write my book what is such a big freaking deal about me for God's sake?". And the whole thing does really seem ridiculous All the drama that goes on in this country all the drama that goes on with being targeted it's absolutely ridiculous and it's not even real and you can clearly see that. It's what we should say is induced by let's call it psycho management of an area. 

When you go over that bridge you can feel yourself returning to normalcy you can feel yourself able to think My decision making improves within seconds milliseconds even I sit there and say to myself why the hell am I doing it this way when I should do it that way oh my goodness why am I so stressed about this and that when it's easy to fix! 

And then unfortunately the vehicle you're in goes to the other side of the bridge and goes back down into the other neighborhood and your bback feeling encapsulated again I'm feeling jammed again it's just in a different neighborhood with a different vibe. 

In some ways I prefer East Cambridge for certain things and in some ways I prefer Union square for certain things the vibe that goes on in those different areas. and those are two very nice and very cool areas and I think it's a shame and I don't trust the system because I think it's going to be not a great idea to join the two areas together without a bridge. 

They like to market the bridge as something from the past that represents white supremacy roll eyes give me a break but however the The bridge and things like the bridge that are structures might actually serve to protect to individual unique neighborhoods. 

When you call things vibes like they do on Google maps what the neighborhood has a vibe really you're talking about the energy created by the structures the animals what's underneath anything buried there that's rotted into the ground The water systems pollution lack of pollution The people there the energy they give off from their bioenergy from their very bodies. The energy signatures left on the buildings by the people that lived in them and built tthem and this includes ethnicity groups of different ethnicities living somewhere leaving their energy somewhere even if the area is now occupied by other people and of course they bring with them certain kinds of architecture etc. 

These make unique areas. It would be a shame to lose them to another globalist flat boring place that probably the whole purpose of designing this thing is to make it so that they can psycho manage the whole entire area and make it one big condo mall from hhell. Complete with semi-private public space which is also a bunch of bullshit but understandable without any created such a public menace with mass and unaffordable housing which and affordable housing by the way is going to solve anything until you solve the problem of disenfranchised people. Or just in franchise because of globalism destroying neighborhoods. 

Which of course is pretty ironic considering what I'm talking about but it ties in. 

One last thing about that beautiful area. I don't know what it is about Somerville but it's the only area where I can look up in the sky and see the stars it almost seems like the buildings or the land is higher and closer to the stars for some rreason. I think the key is is that there's not a lot of tall buildings. And I think that's very important to preserve. People have no idea how your health and your long-term life span and enjoyment of the body you're in and even your soul and your spirit are nourished by tiny small pieces of greenery where there's wild rabbits and where there's no tall buildings around so you can see the stars. 

I'm going to enjoy the area as much as I can. And hope that someday people understand the dangers of electromagnetic pollution. As well as the misuse of technology for sinister ppurposes. 

All this talk of freedom and all this talk of creating a world where everything is accessible to everyone is nothing but a deception if you quietly enslave the ppopulation while letting them believe that they have more freedom and more access than ever. 

 

When Money Leaves The US It Hurts Us All

Is Atlas Shrugging? Why The Wealthy Are Leaving The USA

 https://expatmoney.com/blog/is-atlas-shrugging-why-the-wealthy-are-leaving-the-usa

 

"POLITICAL CLIMATE AND SOCIETAL TENSIONS 

The current political environment and rising societal tensions in the US significantly contribute to the migration of millionaires. The polarized political system, characterized by frequent policy and regulatory uncertainty shifts, prompts long-term stability and governance concerns. This volatility can be particularly unsettling for high-net-worth individuals who seek a predictable and secure environment to operate businesses and manage wealth. Moreover, the increasing societal tensions, including debates over wealth inequality, social justice movements, and political protests, create an atmosphere of unrest that can deter affluent individuals. These societal pressures often manifest in calls for higher taxation and more stringent regulations, which can be seen as punitive to success and entrepreneurship. The growing inclination towards governmental intervention and redistribution policies is especially troubling for those who value personal freedom, property rights, and economic autonomy. The erosion of these fundamental principles compels many millionaires to seek refuge in countries that uphold and protect individual liberties. In these destinations, they find financial incentives and societal respect for the autonomy and achievements of the individual. Successful and productive people frequently face accusations from progressive-leftist groups. These accusations often frame the affluent as the root cause of social issues. High-net-worth individuals are frequently portrayed as exploiting the system to accumulate wealth at the expense of the broader populace. Such rhetoric can lead to policies that are perceived as punitive, including aggressive tax hikes and increased regulatory burdens aimed specifically at the wealthy. This narrative and policy actions reflecting these sentiments foster an increasingly hostile environment to the affluent. As a result, millionaires are incentivized to relocate to countries where the political discourse is less adversarial towards wealth and success. These countries offer a more predictable regulatory framework, protection of property rights, and a culture that promotes and rewards entrepreneurial spirit and achievement."

Useful FBI Page/The Authorities/Government is not the Enemy-Learning to Work With Mainstream Society

I'M POSTING THIS FOR REFERENCE AND TO PROVIDE SOME HOPE AND VALIDATION. UNLESS YOU CAN PROVE THAT YOU'RE A FOREIGNER LIVING IN THE UNITED STATES PLEASE DON'T CALL THE FBI AND BOTHER THEM. IT'S ONLY GOING TO GIVE TI'S A BAD NAME AND IT'S ONLY GOING TO MAKE THINGS HARDER FOR THE REST OF US. I KNOW IT'S HARD TO THINK LOGICALLY but the best thing that you can do is to report harassment or instances of mobbing or whatever it is in a way that makes sense and is framed in reality. Unless you've got business with the FBI don't go contacting the The FBI just like any other law enforcement organization. But say that you get harassed in the store you can certainly document it complain to higher ups and file something with corporate so that it's on file. You don't have to mention your situation and the theory that You're working with of being targeted. Because eventually over time if you have enough complaints filed and they're reasonable and people see that you're being messed with in a way that doesn't make sense and other people don't suffer this kind of thing it's going to become obvious that there's a pattern of you being singled out and harass in ways that are often outrageous for his other ppeople aren't having this happen. So you have to be methodical and patient and go according to the system and the laws. 

And don't let any of these fake TI groups and conference calls below smoke up your ass and tell you that they have all these answers and these laws are being made and you can go to a lawyer and all this stuff because if it was done it would have been done 20 years aago. 

When I was being framed for emails being sent under my name that were harassing law enforcement locally in 2016 someone involved in the system turned to me and said that if you work things the way you're supposed to the system eventually does work for people for jjustice in different words but that's basically what she said. I'd like to believe that so I'm going to keep trying.. maybe The system does work eventually.

 transnational-repression

https://www.fbi.gov/investigate/counterintelligence/transnational-repression 

Well this certainly is helpful even if it's not directly helpful as it is right now. 

However when I was looking something up kind of related to this issue this came up. 

You have to remember that freedom of the press still exists in this country and so does freedom of speech and the reason that the forefathers made it that way is because they had had way too much experience with the world Church for mmany centuries as well as kings and other oppressive authority. 

That's why people that claim to want freedom and liberty complaining about the Constitution is nothing more than a diversion divide and conquer. taking desperate people a lot of demographics that have traditionally worked for the oppressor and eating them to destroy grassroots movements within their own cculture (Yes I'm talking about cointelpro) and then finally promising them a piece of the pie by extending the cointel program by making them into armies who do nothing but infiltrate government jobs and then complain about the government is not something that people that are serious about real change and hope it should be engaging in or even approving of.

Right now you've got to stick to the facts and what you see happening in front of you more than ever. Not ideologies and pipe ddreams marketed to you by people that are akin more to cult leaders than presidents..(recently since 9/11 you could pick any president because they're all playing the same game). 

What is provided in this link above is fact and law. Something that people have seemed to have forgotten aabout who claim to want to be involved in conspiracy theory that would lead to truth people that are now helping the system to divide and conquer by engaging and nothing more than politicizing conspiracy theory and helping the political polarization that is part of this game. 

It doesn't matter what Biden did it doesn't matter but will politics it doesn't matter about what Trump is doing or what you call fascism what matters is law and the facts and our system of government. 

I'm also sick and tired of seeing disinformation agents or gullible people who misled and misguided who become useful iidiots spreading misinformation who keep blaming the government or complaining about the government when dealing with these theories that we deal with in our community of conspiracy theorists. 

The US government is a huge entity with many departments and many different people making that massive machine work and you should thank everyday for being able to live in a country where you're not going to starve. Let's start with food security our food supply is protected by the department of Homeland security. That's why when they show those truckers boycotting it had to be up in Canada and not hhere because truckers aren't allowed to do convoys anymore because it's considered an an act of terrorism that would put all of our food and supplies in jeopardy. 

That's why we had a better time than other countries did during COVID with food supplies and supply chains and food being aavailable 

The point of living in this country with the Constitution is not to expect a perfect country all the time or a perfect result or no corruption or a perfect system that is for young people that are idealistic. Also unfortunately I've seen enough gray hair at these protests in 2020 to say that some people will haven't grown up yet and are living in the past in a little insular bubble of liberal elitism that isn't realistic either probably fun and eeasy or comfortable.

The real work gets done by people that work very hard everyday to Make our system work and those of us that don't have enough to have what we need to get by. Instead of being spoiled brats we thank everyday for the system that we live in. because while you're bitching about a wealth gap or pitching about what you can't have there's actually people that don't have any food tonight or freshwater. There's people that don't have access to libraries and books when that could easily be provided. 

And every night before I go to sleep I think about the people that are outside when I actually have a place inside in the winter. When the wind blows or when it rains I know what it's like to be outside and not everybody is as smart as I am or has the background that I have where I know to get gear or go into the correct place or do things the right way to survive. And the system is not helping these ppeople it wants to waste government money in a homeless industrial complex or whatever it is industrial complex so they can create jobs for themselves and go to gay lives and go to parties and this is one of the reasons that mother Teresa disapproved of having too much for the people involved in the charity work because it becomes about the people running the charity or organization trying to help the needy not about the needy themselves. 

Then it becomes exploitation. 

In order to really fight you have to know your rights and the way the law works the way our government works history and there are good people out there that are helping you and you don't know they're helping and they believe in you and you don't know they believe and there are good people that will help you if you go and find them. 

Also we learned something from our past mayor mayor mannino in Boston.. to turn enemies into allies was one of his sspecialties. 

So at least take heart and have a bit of hope when you read this link. Because it lets you know that things like this can happen and they do happen and that it is feasible. And maybe someday we can get the justice that we deserve for our lives that are llost.