Clear On A Saturday Game Day In Portland-An Assessment Of Downtown Portland OR

Whole Foods in downtown Portland is absolutely horrid when it comes to being a TI.

Ive been here, or rather suffered here now long enough to have assessed this area.

It seems that downtown Portland is completely psycho managed by tech and most likely chemical influences. Ive seen what look like chemtrails outside the downtown area.

There's no tactical harassment for me as a TI however I daily encounter citizens who behave as if they know who I am and make it obvious they are agents of this system.

I am confident in this claim becuz when i go to outlying areas away from all the towers downtown, i am less influenced by technology and of course, then there are perps who perform overt and tactical harassment.

Also, when therr is an event where citizens come into downtown who obviously live outside the area for a sporting event at the stadium here downtown, THEY DO NOT BEHAVE ABNORMALLY AS IF THEY KNOW WHO I AM. They act like normal average people.
I also note that on such a day there is an event like this, the ill effects usually encountered downtown are not present.

Portland seems to let up on tech and chem influence on Sat and Sunday unlike other cities where Saturday might actually be the worst night of the week, such as Cambridge/Boston area where I cud always count on Saturday being an absolute torture nightmare of pain and suffering.
In Portland downtown, Sat and Sunday are fairly clear days. Monday is manageable. However, the torment experienced from Tue-Fri is absolutely unbearable and unbeatable. These four days are so crushing that they make life unable to be lived. Nothing gets done and Ive experienced an actual change in me as a person. Boston might drive me to racism and getting pissed off alot but I can stand my ground therr and at least get some things accomplished even though along the way I am made nervous and miserable daily.
This area goes for a all out severe mental illness in a Target, from Tue-Fri. Its possible becuz the system here reaches very very deeply into the Target's mind. I also experience physical symptoms here like severe anxiety and my heart not doing well.
I overeat very badly during the week also.

Ive noticed that anywhere that has ALOT OF MENTALLY ILL PEOPLE ESPECIALLY THE HOMELESS is a place that is going to be difficult for a Targeted Individual.

I can't claim that all these people are targeted and being made crazy, even though in my experience over the years this seems to be the case. I can't make that claim becuz mentally that is too much for me to deal with. I also cannot prove that every single person is being made nuts form the system. It could be a medical issue with the brain not working properly.
Since psychiatry lies to us about human disorders and covers for the GS system, a layman can't make a sensible judgement on the issue.
I can say that a portion of the mentally ill population r definitely in that condition due to the 'gang stalking' system.
San Diego CA, Boston MA, downtown Portland OR these are downtowns that have alot of mentally ill people that most definitely exist BECUZ OF BEING INFLUENCED BY TECH, CHEMICALS AND SOME PSY OPS.
Being homeless just frustrates and pisses them off even more becuz of the stigmas.

In the 70s it was called microwave sickness. Now its completely controversial and being suppressed by the powers and their media.

Uses of technologies is just a part of the system used to manage an area with population nowadays. Its technologies with chemicals and human forces doing psychological operations.
The rule of thumb is anywhere there is less tech influence there will be more or more heavy handed psychological operations using live in person human forces.

Portland was managable until I started using my food stamp card from Massachusetts. It might have been an ok area if I had not done that.
However the plan for me here seemed to be to get a job and get housed and it was being pushed on me very quickly.
Thats the problem with Portland-it seems like its this cool, easy going area but its one of the most Willpower and true Self crushing locations I have ever been in. Strangely that's really only experienced from Tue-Fri!
The tech is very deep reaching into the brain here, so much so that UNLIKE other locations, the damage from this might actually be permanent and I can't have that.

I suppose I fell for this area due to its mountain town charm, the people being so cute on average, absolutely beautiful specimens of blonde white males of Russian, German and Nordic descent or intriguing Native blonde mixes, the 90s type feel of the place and their Liberalism without being Liberal elitist like Berkeley CA or Cambridge MA.
Like San Diego its also someplace I genuinely wanted to help cause social change specifically in the homeless population.

It would be practical to fight all this by working on electromagnetic pollution activism but thats hard to do when the powers behind that problem have every major area of the USA with needed resources completely covered with a system THAT ENSURES THAT ACTIVISTS and anyone else who knows about this system who's against it are kept in a state of being incoherent, forgetful, half insane-targeted basically.

If I had the ability to work somewhere on this staying up nights and cranking out work on weekends and holidays you know I wud. I have the strength and experience with sleep dep to do that.

So they make sure I stay on the road, on the run and cant settle anywhere.

The most annoying thing about downtown is that everyone who seems to know who I am in the street plays these little games like alot of head hanging tactics (we all feel so bad we have to targrt you. -or- You are dead. You've failed. You are permanently kept down in this situation.) and much walking by appearing to be disgusted with me or frustrated Im actually still alive/in their town. A few people actually stop if they cross my path and allow me to walk by first-which is just another overdramtic way of making 'the TI feel self conscious.

The Truman Show effect here is really bad.

Last night after being messed with directly by a perp in Whole Foods (who tried to interrupt my eating with interrogation which i cut short with earphones then a call from a friend, which perp sitting behind his laptop was pissed about. Kept glancing up at me. It actually looked like there was an entire perp group in that upstairs cafè which has gotten really bad for gs. The security camera system there is definitely connected to something creepy-its more remote influence and feeling monitored than McDonald's.) ..I was given all these ideations about important people somehow watching and then being sympathetic: Alan Greenspan? Why do I not think so? And if such a person IS able to watch a hacked food store camera system THEN I DONT WANT TO BE IN THAT STORE. Damn....ridiculous.

And of course none such bullshit occurs in my mind on Sat or Sunday here in Portland and its simply managable the rest of the week.

And can you PLEASE stop trying to convince me GW Bush is a fan and thinks Im this awesome warrior chick or something? Even if 'that were true, its simply distracting in what I am trying to do.

I want to unload this f*ckin book and move on to other things!!

WHILE TARGETS ARE BEING DIVERTED THERE ARE SO MANY PEOPLE WHO NEED HELP IN OUR COUNTRY THAT COULD BE BEING ASSISTED instead of us wasting time being made crazy.

So..downtown is off limits and once again its a shame.

Today, Saturday here it feels like it did across the USA just two years ago. Now I can't even travel anyway in the continental United States becuz the remote influence is so heavy and destructive now.

My theory is that they are trying to make a world where the kids born native to tech can live and kill the rest of us off slowly. Anyone older better have money to survive the harsh new electromag pollution thats outside-which means they need to be INSIDE alot or have good medical care for problems that are going to arise.

Being Activist Today At Rally..

It felt hollow you know, going to this rally on women being endangered on the streets here, homeless.
Becuz it wasn't me. It wasn't what I was going to be doing for activism or helping people years ago, back when I wanted to go to UMass.

It seemed to earn me respect with the women locally especially from that shelter I was in...which frustrates me becuz the activism I have been doing for years has been a HELL OF ALOT HARDER and more important than dealing with issues like this that exist in every city.

It was the right thing to do however, becuz multiple assaults and murders of homeless women recently is unacceptable in a first world country in the 21st century.

Friend i was talking to wised me up that my phone company is pretty much total NSA whores so Ive been being stupid for many years...but hey, they got the best towers. I needed internet.

Anyone working on these levels knows that they are doing more with those towers than just sending files to the NSA. Its like the news that comes out for the public's level is a joke.

We already know how f*cked everything is..but we have just learned to live among it.
TIs need cell phones and women traveling alone need good coverage and reception. That's just the way it was.

Hmph, you should look at my posts about my experiences with a Virgin Mobile. Talk about sci fi. And the customer service people were outright angry I was leaving their company to not be messed with by them anymore or controlled.

Its easy to control a person who's been forced to lead a double life. All TIs are frickin heroes whove probably done the best we can.

Its always the same. The public doesn't believe what is really going on that's so horrific, while victims suffer. Only later on when it all comes out does anyone see. Then lessons are learned from history books. Its when its happening that the public needs to realize...but they never do.

The gremlins-the invisibles. The covert networks-THEY know. Thats what your up against-their presence in society always. I think thats what we have to watch out for, not the resulting horrors of their actions, that people see too late.

I Found An Actual Infiltrator From Occupy Trying To Interfere With

I screwed up by having a traveler come.to a local homeless women's protest. I.realized quickly she's an infiltrator. A pro too. She's hanging out at OCCUPY in front.of city hall, blonde, totally decked out in Traveler gear.

Its unbelievable how convincing she looked.

But she immediately
..doing things and making suggestions that only a disinformation misleading agent wud make.

Im proud i spotted it and warned the women.

Oh yeah, they fuckin know now and have agreed to ignore her.

Better Today But Still Leaving

I realize that part of the problem was sleep deprivation. I was having sleep interrupted or woken early in both places I had tried becuz other homebum or shelter types of homeless were there.

I was also getting some annoying health issues that one only gets from those types of homeless. U can get lice from other travelers or scabies but Ive never encountered mites, bed bugs or other very annoying stuff that distracts you during the day when trying to be productive the way I have with shelters or this lame ass tent shelter they have here.

The tents are moldy from rain and the sleeping bags they have are not the cleanest. Women that come in to sleep are street people who do not understand Traveler's rules of staying healthy and keeping gear clean-like not allowing gear to touch anyone elses unless you are sure of their cleanliness and health.

The people who work there are homeless too and they are pretty cool especially the security. If only the concept could be perfected it would work alot better. Like hygiene standards.


I slept in an area where i got checked on by some people for safety. I now realize i do best on a flat surface outside alone in open air. Wooded areas were ok before my allergic reaction condition in 2009 but now the threat of a snake or spiders or even offensive flora ruins the woods for me. A spider bite usually means lots of benedryl, in Cambridge a white one bit me and that was a trip to the er. Made me trip out like a hallucinogen and then of course hours of intermittent attempts at my throat closing, which it wud without benedryl.

This was all so much easier before that Bactrim induced anaphylaxis.

I believe that mold in the shelter dorm and these tents as well as sleep deprivation was probably why my anxiety became a problem. I think the new Salvation Army building is wired for hitting TIs though, it has a camera system and two wifis no one uses nor has the passcodes for and they are very weird about it when u ask about it.

So i cannot tolerate the two main homeless services downtown. There shud be some alternative places. Then again TIs really don't fit into any of the options. Squat houses, shelters, tent cities, hostels- they all have people who wud be a problem for the target.

Everyone thinks i am stupid but this situation is impossible to deal with effectively. Being targeted is like trying to exist in an enemy war zone where they keep trying to capture you. Sure you can deceive people who don't know who u r or u have allies but theres always spies around and the people of the enemy state will turn on you in a second.

America has always treated me like an enemy. Except for certain cultures where they are either trying to handle me for the system or they genuinely believe in my struggle.

You end up sustaining on the people who dont know and allies, as the enemy state you are in constantly tries to destroy you, keep you down or modify you to their accepted standards.

Closing In On TIs-The NWO Becomes Normal Reality

I just want to write my book and get medical care. That is ALL I want before I die.

I cannot BELIEVE that I cannot settle anywhere in the United States even for even a few months.

Its worse now than it was years ago and my health is worsening as my age takes my strength away.

These bastards planned this from the beginning I now realize-from 2002 they planned to target many of us into homelessness then thru phases of attempting to induce suicide or careless behavior resulting in death. Then after Hayden left, the rest of Obama's first term was unbelievable pressure in behaviour modification programs-to forget and blindly conform.
Since 2010 its been progressively becoming absolutely miserable to be a Traveler or 'homeless' in American cities. The behavior modification isnt even able to be fought or questioned-nor is the goal to gain amnesia from a Target. Its now to get the Target to accept their situation as part of what life's about-this NWO has required the TIs sacrifice of their life and dreams. So, in order to survive and exist for the remaining years of the TIs life, they must accept their defeat and that dreams are not possible.

That the NWO is simply 'the way life is' and that the person must go along with it. Which seems to include doing anything meaningful to them as individuals and internalizing peer pressures and what others think instead.

World wide fear of the conditions the economy is causing such as miserable conditions of homelessness-are being used to intimidate people like me into not attempting to even try to figure out where to go to escape the NWO.

This appears to be a world wide plan from the beginning.

I look at Spain and see that they are forming electromagnetic free zones, entire towns. In France people are creating electromag free zone villages.
Yet, through intimidation I am not inclined to go to those places becuz homelessness and the economy are so bad.

There is hardly anywhere to get.away from the towers. You look at a map of Canada and the lack of towers looks promising but then you read that Alberta is actually serious about their plan to 'end homelessness in 10 years'.

The message is that no one is aware of organized stalking and no one is going to believe it. No one cares, they are just sick of homeless people and also no efforts are being made to have the homeless empower themselves or define themselves or live or create anything alternative to what the homeless industry and politicians want for us.
And you can guess why homeless people continue to be unable to accomplish any of this-the towers.

Electromagnetic pollution effects either sensitive people while being specifically utilized against Targets..or a majority of homeless people are targeted, which is unbelievable but not considering how much knowledge and control this system has over society.

Much mental illness and many psychiatric disorders people have ARE DUE TO ELECTROMAGNETIC POLLUTION. The companies and institutions making money and manufacturing Big Pharma drugs to correct these conditions know this.

So...a person who's effected by microwave sickness or electromagnetic pollution has to take man made psych drugs to function?

That gives the system more profit and even more control over the human mind and Will.

MK Ultra is proof that there are people and institutions in existence that would dare to actually work on such things in real, clinical setting. Now, people must realize that there are people who have expanded those projects and their findings to include all of society.

They are attempting to crush the last of any opposition to their world wide domination.

The drone strikes and wars in Muslim countries seem straight forward, that they are for counter terrorism.
But what if war and destruction of these areas.are actually being perpetrated becuz the populations in these areas are by nature resistant to a New World Order or a totally consumerist, technological dependent culture? Their attachment to their ancient culture is so strong, their spirituality so pure that the powers that be know they would never accept the future of humanity being presented by the NWO being souless and humanity being completely enslaved?

The location I am in was a mistake. Its gotten ruined for me like every other place I start with that at first seems hopeful.
The east coast chips away at my spirit and the indignity from memories of betrayals so immense, its very damaging. But at least there I can function for a time then flee in hopes of finding a better place, which of course never happens.

I end up only gaining freedom in leaving and traveling on highways between destinations-there is no freedom, no safe place and nowhere that works as it should. How can there be? Every major city has those towers. Every town, everywhere you go. Except for places I can't survive in like the side of a mountain in New Mexico or a dust bowl town in TX where theres no school, no buildings just land for trailers.

The northwest might have been interesting to travel to in 2009 as a Traveler but now its now deadly to a targeted activist trying to write her book and set up doctor's appointments.

There's something about the Pacific Ocean that causes conformity. An Easterner can see this plainly having traveled the coastal states. There's something frightening and powerful about its might that puts mortal fear into humans living near it.

Just as the Atlantic seems to nourish us back east individually and always promises the old countries of Europe are just over that horizon, this side of the USA, this ocean causes the opposite effects.

Ive actually considered going back to MA just to get some time in the Atlantic, its properties have been so special. I always knew I needed to swim in it every summer...but never considered a time when I would not return to New England.
Being away from the north east is actually making me sicker than how sick and deconditioned I get actually going back to that area.

Its been very clever of them to let Targets get comfortable with being Travelers and then ensuring certain conditions uproot us out of the only place that was safe for years after being uprooted and expelled from our lives and communities.

Its a full scale silent, hidden genocide of anyone who knew too much about 9-11, the NWO or anything involved in the mechanics of the NWO like mass mind control.

Now they are finishing us off. While ensuring someone like me doesnt even leave behind an account of what happened.

I refuse to go back to a state where people were shouting "USA! USA!" becuz a guy smoking a cigarette found a bloodied up bomber suspect in his boat in his backyard during a martial law lockdown by authorities.
People do things like that down south...not in Boston. Bostonians might shout the name of their sports teams so enthusiastically but not empty, predictable empty patriotism.

We are supposed to be intellectual enough and OLD ENOUGH as a culture in that area to provide healthy cynicism to the rest of the country. The entire episode is a false flag op and if anyone knows that its me.

The locals, their organized crime buddies and their cronies the cops would have known who and where the kid was in record time before some organized party of anti terror professionals ever would.

Boston has an excellent talent for putting on good fronts, and being clever enough to decieve outsiders. New England generally is like this.
Look around. The women wear lots of black. There's something witchy about women from MA and its hidden.
Take that to heart when considering if Boston is capable of putting on such a production to get their Homeland funding re-enstated. Becuz I am telling you that place is evil. Catholicism and elitism ensures the population are naturally compartmentalized.

And those photos of that cop bringing milk to a family who couldnt go to the store? He does that shit becuz in another part of his brain he knows how many kids have been fucked up by his police force's corruption. How many families have been destroyed. Lives ended. People discarded as if they were tissues in a basket-all for the elite, powerful and special interests in that state. It also looks good to outsiders, always important.
Its also what Catholics do. You do things like housework or provide food or caretake even when you shouldn't or it would seem unnatural to do so. Its called very deep seated guilt.

And btw, if that family displeased the cops or their associates or bosses or they became 'inconvenient' that same police force would brutally destroy any member of that same family if they were powerless and no longer valuable.

The cop is doing it becuz it looks good, and the family is either in good with them or stupid average nobodies who arent a threat. Decency comes with a huge pricetag in Boston and its gotten very hard to come by since Bush.

I am sick of caring about my health or worrying where I am going to sleep. These are not things I had to worry about in the past. I could always sit tight somewhere and get some measure of work done. Now they are making it impossible to even do.that.

So if the system wants to continue this campaign to finish Targets off like this either by getting us to become permanent hollowed out shells by accepting that our losses are permanent and the NWO is the rule not a false time line or by killing us off physically as usual, then TIs need to again rebel by leaving the US or and seeking areas away from the towers and populations that are under mind control. Now you just cannot function in these environments.

There's got to be a way out other than death which, due to the spiritual nature of this system's posession of TIs spirits might actually be the worst idea.

Couldn't handle the Tech In Downtown Portland OR. TIs Warned Don't Go To That Area

Well the system here kept on me and they finally got to me.

I've been aggressively freaking out sporadically for three days and finally the stupidity and hickville environment of downtown Portland got to me. I don't pla ...plan on going back to downtown.

Interestingly the worst of this actually began when I STARTED USING MY MASSACHUSETTS EBT FOODSTAMP CARD HERE.I thought that might cause a problem as Ive experienced anything connected to MA to be heavy hitting and deadly with that state's far reaching technology capacity.

Ive posted before about MA being totally saturated by covert agents, ops and technologies. It seems to be a center for classified human experimentation.
That 70s movie COMA took place in a Boston area hospital and from what Ive seen back east, there's probably truth in it.

Its hard to accept that the old east coast establishment is truly the.center of Illuminati activity in the USA.

Being out of that environment now its frightening how much corrupt, evil, greedy power there is there...yet there are powerful counter forces there.

The massive microwave tower here belongs to AT&T. Its on an ATT building. That right there shud have sent me packing.
I viewed a map of cell and microwave towers here and downtown is packed with wayy to many towers. Once you get away from downtown the numbers drop considerably.

They've been just on my headspace constantly in past week or so. Really pushing hard and I just couldn't take it.

Another city that I cant be in.

Sadly all the efforts of the progressives here and all the kind people in Portland cannot counter the power of the great oppressors of our land nowadays especially since most people don't understand what they are doing to oppress to begin with.

USA Is Will Never Accept What's Really Going On/Homeless Population So Corrupt Perfect Place To Hide A Body-A Living Dead TI

I realize now the futility of trying to get US citizens to believe how corrupt and deceptive their government is. Ive also discovered just how many deceptive, messed up people are homeless and how perfect that is to drive a whistle blower or victim witness into such a population.

People in 'this area have allwed me to see just how discredited someone like me is to a totally ignorant, stupid public such as they are in the USA.
And how dangerous the masses are becuz they are so ignorant of whats going on.

Its been so easy for this system to get away with black projects and simply dispose of people by targeting them.

Ive got a few things going for me like the conditions of the cover story, like the people around me all being in trouble or potentially so for criminal activity or fraud as well as the timing.
Strange that, only during a federal investigation around friends of my ex associate, whos an untouchable career criminal-would my sanity all of a sudden be in question or concern. Actually I had been alot more screwed up in my younger years-oh, but my mental state and nasty habits weren't of concern then? Not in the 90s? Only when Bush gets in, the war takes off and theirs a federal investigation of people around me as well as early in that time period my ex had been arrested for drugs.

I still find it amusing that someone in a shelter dropped info to me, telling me that a bunch of lawyers got together and plotted to destroy my life and frame me. Maybe I shud actually be THANKING the CIA or military for stopping what they were attempting in Boston..but then, that was all just a cover story convenient enuf to hide the later actions of sources so powerful-it would have to involve one or both of those factions.

I hate the public for believing whatever lies they are told but then again I dont tell anyone whats really going on
It will be interesting to see just what parts of this a lawyer can work with and what parts are going to have to be left out...multiple lawyers?

Anyway, what they want is for me to just disappear into the obscurity that they planned for me. Why shud I? Im a genuinely good person who only wanted to heal, grow up and help others as well as have a nice life.

I had the ability and talents to do that. They took those from me and expect me to just live this horrible nothing life as a nobody theyve set me up in.

The police seem especially involved over the years in keeping me down, which is one of the most disgusting, vile parts of this story.

I also want revenge not to be brain damaged then modified into being some saint for the homeless.

If America wont listen then some other country will.