Patriots Day and Boston Marathon.
Feels like 2009 again. Theres a lack of very heavy depressed energy here. I don't feel sick or heavy with doom and destructive energy.
Its sad that I have to leave the country becuz the environment has become so dangerous.
If I go to the doctor and they find cancer or anything like that I can attest to the fact it was.from the tech used in GS and being targeted.
As well as getting an allergic condition so that I couldn't take vitamins and herbs. As well as a few other things.
The tech seems to have gotten heavier in past three years. Perhaps this is from my not being able.to have a special diet and supplements.
Certainly in the last two.
The phase I am in now.is being.bombarded constantly with this idea to get a lawyer. Then I get.this alternate idea that I am being fed that only so they can destroy me in a court and discredit me once and for all.
I just want to leave and never see.Boston again. Go overseas and hide somewhere. Tell my story and.then never be heard from again.I dislike.America and I hate Boston.
Me getting a lawyer sounds like just more entertainment for the system and the public in on this. WHY would I want.to end my life doing THAT?
There will never be any justice for me save the few people who got.theirs in the beginning.of this like Olnick getting busted etc.