Iove how they believe they are winning this. Totally and completely.
That I am supposed to lose by:
-finally revealing all the info I know publicly thus endangering my life as well as finally looking like a rat which is what is done to most MK Ultra or RA/programming survivors. Like all the kids who came forward with Boystown in Nebraska.
Most of.us end up in jail or dead or committed. Or framed up to.look like we robbed banks etc. An informant told me they tried to frame me for that. They actually tried it. So, does that mean Fritz Springmeir was framed as well? Interesting.
- leave the country and leave myself totally vulnerable
-give up and go quiet
-finally give in to going.into a psychiatrist and taking a label to discredit myself and fully validate all my enemies.
I DIDNT IMAGINE BEING HARASSED AND STALKED.DURING A LOCAL BOSTON FEDERAL INVESTIGATION. I ALSO DID NOT IMAGINE MY MOTHER WORKING.HARD ON GETTING JUSTICE FOR HER AND I BEING VICTIMS OF RADIATION EXPOSURE DUE.TO HER BEING AN EXPERIMENTEE IN THE 50's. I also didn't imagine her dropping it becuz she was intimidated.
You destroyed my future. You toyed with my family. You got in my way. You lie and you nurser and worst of all you think you are smarter than everyone else and you're arrogance is unparalleled.
I don't know what this new trend is with giving.a.shit what the public thinks. I respect them about as much as you do. But unlike you I believe they deserve at least a.chance to know the truth.
Becuz there are good people out there who care about things. Not just these horrid greedy citizens who could actually be behind my being destroyed, some sort of general consensus that I don't.deserve to live due to my being an experimentee.
Always consider the greed and selfishness of the masses. The citizenry. Those bastards might just agree largely that a person like me doesn't deserve to be left alone due to being an abomination in their eyes.
Not that the average person matters.
Boston has become so nasty and so inhosoitable that I may just have.to leave without any medical done first. Just go be sick overseas.
I can't take it here. Everyone hates me or ignores me
And lately I am being convinced that this has been done.to me becuz I.needed to be humanized and socialized.
THAT I can't allow most of all. Becuz its.not real growth of a healed human being. Its wounding someone until nothing.is.left then sealing.that up so the person is a totally average controllable citizen.
If the American public hate me so or ignore me so then I will just leave. At least let me get my shots or.whatever.first.
Then.I.am sure the Feds or whoever will lie.and.say I left to become a terrorist threat overseas or inform.whoever.that.I.am nuts and dangerous.
I think of.everything for the most part. We've seen what.these assholes do to victims like me who won't suicide peacefully and insist on standing.up for ourselves.
Don't worry. I.am not going.near the middle East. I am going.right to Switzerland.and anyplace or anyone who.will listen concerning war crimes here in the US.
Not that there aren't TIs in Europe. So who cares then?
No one is going.to take my life from me and then make me feel like I deserved.it.
This is all part.of the experimentation anyways. Even pushing.me to write this blot is part of.it. This is free info for them as.to how the subject thinks. The assholes in control of this get a lot from this blog. Which of.course.is also part of the torture which is part of the ongoing.MK Ultra warcrimes.
Geniuses aren't they?