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2026 UPDATE ON VIDEOS:
PLEASE BE AWARE THAT AS OF 2026 I HAVE TAKEN DOWN ALL VIDEOS THAT SHOW MY FACE. THIS IS DUE TO ADVANCING TECHNOLOGIES IN OUR WORLD BUT IT IS ALSO DUE TO MY GROWING RESPONSIBILITY TO AGING RELATIVES AND MY DESIRE TO PRODUCE MEANINGFUL WORK THAT WILL SECURE MY FUTURE FOR THEM AND MYSELF. KEEP IN MIND THAT THIS BLOG WAS STARTED IN A DIFFERENT ERA WHERE BEING A CONSPIRACY THEORIST WAS SOCIALLY ACCEPTABLE. For many years there were a few attempts to discredit the targeted individual community, such as infrequent, lone articles published by unsavory newspapers. However this was always met with resistance as well as a continued desire from many powerful factions such as academia to keep our community in a gray area. This is most likely due to the fact that back in those days academia had not been infiltrated or influenced by things like students being indoctrinated and then being used as armies against adults and institutions as well as other sordid things like the Jeffrey Epstein scandal. Educated and powerful people knew damn well that this situation is completely feasible. That level of society understood that we are victims of torture especially being aware of the exact nature of abuse of power opposed to the general public's vague impressions that they barely sense that they're being oppressed by in their daily lives anyway. Especially if it's connected to human experimentation or the theory that MK ultra is being continued under private contractors all these years academia and the powerful of all people would understand the levity of the situation. PEOPLE COULD NOT BE CANCELED AND DISSIDENT VOICES COULD NOT BE SILENCED SO EASILY. SOMEONE EXPRESSING A VERY ALTERNATIVE OPINION WOULD NOT IMMEDIATELY BE A POTENTIAL THREAT OR A DANGER TO OTHERS DUE TO CONTENT. SINCE THIS BLOG WAS STARTED, CONSPIRACY THEORY CULTURE HAS BEEN VILLANIZED AND WORSE CO-OPTED (EVEN THOUGH IT SEEMS THAT THE LEFT AND THE RIGHT POLITICAL PARTIES BELIEVE NOTHING BUT CONSPIRACY THEORIES AND THERE'S NO COMMON SENSE OR REAL POLITICS GOING ON). THERE'S SO MUCH CONSPIRACY THEORY GOING ON WITHIN POLITICS THE PROBLEM IS IS THAT ANYBODY THAT'S A REAL CONSPIRACY THEORIST THAT'S LOOKING FOR REAL ANSWERS OR THE TRUTH IS NOW BEING LABELED A PROBLEM BECAUSE SOMEHOW CONSPIRACY THEORIES ARE ONLY SOCIALLY ACCEPTABLE AS LONG AS THEY FIT IN WITH...POLITICAL POLARIZATION?
 IT'S JUST A DANGEROUS TIME. I WILL ALWAYS PRODUCE WORK ON THIS BLOG UNTIL I AM INCAPABLE OF DOING SO OR UNTIL MY BOOK IS WRITTEN.  SINCE I WAS FRAMED IN 2016 IT TOTALLY OBLITERATED MY AUDIENCE BASE. I HAVE TO WORK REALLY HARD TO GET THIS THING BACK. MY PERSONAL LIFE HAS BEEN INTERFERING FOR THE PAST 10 YEARS AND THAT IS ENDING NOW.. HOPEFULLY I CAN MAKE THIS BLOG WHAT I ORIGINALLY INTENDED IT TO BE AS WELL AS I CAN FINALLY COMPLETE WHAT I STARTED DECADES AGO AS A WOMAN IN MY THIRTIES. NOW IN MY '50S I WOULD LIKE TO COMPLETE THIS AND MOVE ON. 
 
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Please be advised that this written work is theory. For legal reasons I state that I have no actual belief in these theories as fact, if I did I would have sought legal recourse. Until that occurs, this blog can only be considered theory. In future if legal recourse is made available then any and all actions PAST AND FUTURE that have been taken against me during the years producing this work will be labeled criminal action.
I am a writer, an activist and artist. I claim my RIGHT TO EXIST legally under US Constitution and international law.

This is an educational blog for awareness as well as sometimes a telling of candid personal experiences to demonstrate theories as they might be experienced by a person who theoretically is existing under such conditions.
Any actions taken against me by others questioning my competence based on this produced work even those allegedly working for me or on any legal cases on my behalf will be sued or charged with activist/dissident intimidation and/or whistle blower retaliation and proper legal action will be taken against you by myself, family and support system. 

Be warned that no further interference with my production of meaningful work as an artist and activist will be tolerated.

Wednesday, May 18, 2011

Ok they opened a room for us and we r watching webcast quietly.

Its.good to see other TIs. I for too long have been isolated and my blogs reflect.that with paranoia, beligerance, frustration and tough talk all born of my being very burnt out, isolated and seeming to be making no headway.

Many people only know me by my first video. They say it helped them. What makes me.sad is that none of my later work seems as popular or used by TIs, for me it indicates that last point in my life where I was young, strong and confident in my talents, is the only piece of work anyone knows about. It reinforces the feeling I am akin to the living dead, a has been and my best years taken by this system.

When u aren't allowed to grow as a person or excel, as a TI u can fall.into an ego trap becuz its the only thing u do, becuz its so selfless no human being can b expected.to work that hard and neglect their personal life and stay balanced.

Just look at the way many of us have.to live.
by clock

3 comments:

  1. Anonymous5/18/11, 9:59 PM

    http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/As_We_May_Think

    I wonder if there's a relation to the other Bushes? Anyways, his proposed invention sounds a lot like I suspect is in place now, the idea of having a machine collect memories, knowledge, and ideas, and store them in a large machine, where other humans can retrieve them. Also, he was the founder of Raytheon, a defense contractor.

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    At the same time, a reader now may be surprised how little some technologies have actually advanced since As We May Think was published during 1945. It is true that, for instance, storage has greatly surpassed the level imagined by Vannevar Bush, who wrote: "The Encyclopedia Britannica could be reduced to the volume of a matchbox. A library of a million volumes could be compressed into one end of a desk".[3] However, technologies such as speech recognition and associative ways of indexing information are largely underdeveloped and most individuals are interacting with computers in non-natural ways, adapting to technology instead of having technology adapt to users.
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    Interesting, because it seems a lot of the things Bush predicted haven't come true yet in the light of "admitted" technologies. But what he describes sounds a lot like what the tech used covertly by the perps is being used on TIs, according to TIs' accounts. There is subvocalisation, for example. And probably all of what he describes has existed for a while now, but only in the covert harassment/experimentation/human enslavement world. That could be why TIs ideas are being stolen from their minds, and possibly put into a huge knowledge base, that only certain people and members of this mind control collection of cults know about. Like when I hear a song on the radio that used fragments of ideas that I never published, it seems to me that it was retrieved from this massive database of ideas, and incorporated into a song. Such singer/composer of said song sounded kind of guilty; I could hear it in her voice. But I suppose those singers/composers are being forced to use TIs' ideas from the "database", else get targeted as well.

    http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Memex

    So suppose there is such as "memex" that exists in the covert world, which consists of memories, images, and ideas cultivated from the minds and surveillance of TI's, that others in the covert world can make available to entertainers etc. for harassing targets.

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    Bush envisioned the memex as a device in which an individual would compress and store all of their books, records, and communications, "mechanized so that it may be consulted with exceeding speed and flexibility". The memex would provide an "enlarged intimate supplement to one's memory".[2] The concept of the memex influenced the development of early hypertext systems, eventually leading to the creation of the World Wide Web.
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    But suppose this "memex" isn't just the World Wide Web, and the typical information stored on WWW servers? It sounds like this article was worded explicitly to point to the world wide web and all the info stored therein, so the reader wouldn't find out about the memex being used in the covert experimentation world. I suppose thoughts and ideas from TIs could be used by perps and shills and sheeple going along with the MC harassment, as it's possible in the future that the best and brightest will have their ideas monitored, cultivated, and stored, so the rest of the population can use these ideas. I believe there will still be targets in the future, but for now, we have to be beaten down and kept isolated. Only "special" people will have their ideas cultivated by the Memex; the others will merely be bit players and follow and usurp the ideas from the Memex.

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  2. Anonymous5/19/11, 8:44 PM

    Hi Rachael, glad to have met you in NY. II hope the public comments will raise attention to our plight. Tom from NJ.

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  3. Anonymous5/20/11, 5:54 PM

    I thought about writing you for months now to share some thoughts about the impact your work has had, and continues to have on me. Your posting reminds me that I need to tell you how important you are to the disenfranchised, to the voiceless. At the risk of sounding somewhat presumptuous, I believe that you've riveted the attention of many in this community. And I'll tell you why:

    You have an indomitable spirit. In my opinion, this is the single most important interior quality to possess in order to survive and ultimately to prevail against this human horror. And more than your words, it is a quality of your spirit that echos through the chambers of many a heart. Who, at times, wouldn't feel as you feel faced with this surreal and nightmarish reality. Your gifts for translating a kaleidoscopic range of emotions and experiences into a flesh tingling, hair raising, palpable truth, shocks us into an awareness that's profoundly uncomfortable. It is a voice that pierces the armor of that self-satisfied, bourgeoise complacency we've seen far too often. It is a voice that can and, I believe, will inspire positive action. In my estimation, you are one of the most influential voices in this community. It is a voice at once powerful and pure in its emotional honesty, and defiant and demanding in its refusal to be silenced.

    So, while I don't want to be disagreeable, I will have to insist that rather than belonging to the living dead, pleased think of yourself as a fountain of life for many, if not for yourself.

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