Great now im having an anaphylactic reaction from becoming fight or.flight reactive. I was shaking by the time.she called the cops and when I had to speak to one I was fully quaking. Adrenaline. Thats why I.can't get into any fights or excersise, the docs told me itll cause a reaction like eating nuts or bee stings.

I've had to use the extreme control I have learned over time to defend myself when I do have to just by yelling perhaps.

Do u know how much its been killing me to not travel excersise or.to be able to defend myself physically if.I had to?