Ok they opened a room for us and we r watching webcast quietly.
Its.good to see other TIs. I for too long have been isolated and my blogs reflect.that with paranoia, beligerance, frustration and tough talk all born of my being very burnt out, isolated and seeming to be making no headway.
Many people only know me by my first video. They say it helped them. What makes me.sad is that none of my later work seems as popular or used by TIs, for me it indicates that last point in my life where I was young, strong and confident in my talents, is the only piece of work anyone knows about. It reinforces the feeling I am akin to the living dead, a has been and my best years taken by this system.
When u aren't allowed to grow as a person or excel, as a TI u can fall.into an ego trap becuz its the only thing u do, becuz its so selfless no human being can b expected.to work that hard and neglect their personal life and stay balanced.
Just look at the way many of us have.to live.