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Please be advised that this written work is theory. It's theorizing, pondering and amateur research. For legal reasons I state that I have no actual belief in these theories as fact, if I did I would have sought legal recourse. Until that occurs this blog can only be considered theory. If it does then any and all actions PAST AND FUTURE that have been taken against me during the years producing this work will be labeled war crimes under international law and any other legal protections that apply.
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Wednesday, May 18, 2011

Ok they opened a room for us and we r watching webcast quietly.

Its.good to see other TIs. I for too long have been isolated and my blogs reflect.that with paranoia, beligerance, frustration and tough talk all born of my being very burnt out, isolated and seeming to be making no headway.

Many people only know me by my first video. They say it helped them. What makes me.sad is that none of my later work seems as popular or used by TIs, for me it indicates that last point in my life where I was young, strong and confident in my talents, is the only piece of work anyone knows about. It reinforces the feeling I am akin to the living dead, a has been and my best years taken by this system.

When u aren't allowed to grow as a person or excel, as a TI u can fall.into an ego trap becuz its the only thing u do, becuz its so selfless no human being can b expected.to work that hard and neglect their personal life and stay balanced.

Just look at the way many of us have.to live.
by clock

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  1. Anonymous5/18/11, 9:59 PM

    http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/As_We_May_Think

    I wonder if there's a relation to the other Bushes? Anyways, his proposed invention sounds a lot like I suspect is in place now, the idea of having a machine collect memories, knowledge, and ideas, and store them in a large machine, where other humans can retrieve them. Also, he was the founder of Raytheon, a defense contractor.

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    At the same time, a reader now may be surprised how little some technologies have actually advanced since As We May Think was published during 1945. It is true that, for instance, storage has greatly surpassed the level imagined by Vannevar Bush, who wrote: "The Encyclopedia Britannica could be reduced to the volume of a matchbox. A library of a million volumes could be compressed into one end of a desk".[3] However, technologies such as speech recognition and associative ways of indexing information are largely underdeveloped and most individuals are interacting with computers in non-natural ways, adapting to technology instead of having technology adapt to users.
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    Interesting, because it seems a lot of the things Bush predicted haven't come true yet in the light of "admitted" technologies. But what he describes sounds a lot like what the tech used covertly by the perps is being used on TIs, according to TIs' accounts. There is subvocalisation, for example. And probably all of what he describes has existed for a while now, but only in the covert harassment/experimentation/human enslavement world. That could be why TIs ideas are being stolen from their minds, and possibly put into a huge knowledge base, that only certain people and members of this mind control collection of cults know about. Like when I hear a song on the radio that used fragments of ideas that I never published, it seems to me that it was retrieved from this massive database of ideas, and incorporated into a song. Such singer/composer of said song sounded kind of guilty; I could hear it in her voice. But I suppose those singers/composers are being forced to use TIs' ideas from the "database", else get targeted as well.

    http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Memex

    So suppose there is such as "memex" that exists in the covert world, which consists of memories, images, and ideas cultivated from the minds and surveillance of TI's, that others in the covert world can make available to entertainers etc. for harassing targets.

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    Bush envisioned the memex as a device in which an individual would compress and store all of their books, records, and communications, "mechanized so that it may be consulted with exceeding speed and flexibility". The memex would provide an "enlarged intimate supplement to one's memory".[2] The concept of the memex influenced the development of early hypertext systems, eventually leading to the creation of the World Wide Web.
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    But suppose this "memex" isn't just the World Wide Web, and the typical information stored on WWW servers? It sounds like this article was worded explicitly to point to the world wide web and all the info stored therein, so the reader wouldn't find out about the memex being used in the covert experimentation world. I suppose thoughts and ideas from TIs could be used by perps and shills and sheeple going along with the MC harassment, as it's possible in the future that the best and brightest will have their ideas monitored, cultivated, and stored, so the rest of the population can use these ideas. I believe there will still be targets in the future, but for now, we have to be beaten down and kept isolated. Only "special" people will have their ideas cultivated by the Memex; the others will merely be bit players and follow and usurp the ideas from the Memex.

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  2. Anonymous5/19/11, 8:44 PM

    Hi Rachael, glad to have met you in NY. II hope the public comments will raise attention to our plight. Tom from NJ.

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  3. Anonymous5/20/11, 5:54 PM

    I thought about writing you for months now to share some thoughts about the impact your work has had, and continues to have on me. Your posting reminds me that I need to tell you how important you are to the disenfranchised, to the voiceless. At the risk of sounding somewhat presumptuous, I believe that you've riveted the attention of many in this community. And I'll tell you why:

    You have an indomitable spirit. In my opinion, this is the single most important interior quality to possess in order to survive and ultimately to prevail against this human horror. And more than your words, it is a quality of your spirit that echos through the chambers of many a heart. Who, at times, wouldn't feel as you feel faced with this surreal and nightmarish reality. Your gifts for translating a kaleidoscopic range of emotions and experiences into a flesh tingling, hair raising, palpable truth, shocks us into an awareness that's profoundly uncomfortable. It is a voice that pierces the armor of that self-satisfied, bourgeoise complacency we've seen far too often. It is a voice that can and, I believe, will inspire positive action. In my estimation, you are one of the most influential voices in this community. It is a voice at once powerful and pure in its emotional honesty, and defiant and demanding in its refusal to be silenced.

    So, while I don't want to be disagreeable, I will have to insist that rather than belonging to the living dead, pleased think of yourself as a fountain of life for many, if not for yourself.

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