This is the first of its kind:
"I remember offering you some advice on the use of ... I remember offering you some advice on the use of Reishi and other natural stuff for this. I even offered to send you the money to buy it, and I've sent you money in the past hoping you'd get off the benadryl and get some real remedies. You've ignored me every time I've made these suggestions (which are what helped me after mold exposure and liver problems).
I spend less time coming to your blog to listen to your long rants as a result. I see now point if you don't want to do anything to help yourself.
Whoooa! I dont need this sh*t.
Obviously some people are not understanding the purpose of this blog existing.
This blog is a play by play of what life is like and has been like for a heavily targeted individual. That INCLUDES times of ranting or anger. Depression and sadness or times where I do pieces that I should have been doing if I werent targeted out of my future, like humor. This is not the kind of reader I want anyway. Do you think with how much harassment I get and how fast and hard I travel,usually with no money, along with 4 blogs and a YouTube channel ALL FOR FREE TO THE PUBLIC that I have had time to notice who sends me donations? The fact that I try to write back to people that donate and thank them in a personal e-mail is enough and its more than other bloggers do. My life is about slavery. I blog becuz I do not have a choice. The work I produce I should be doing in a paid position or of my own Will forming a book to sell.
Also you havent read my blog or you are not medical minded becuz I cant take any herbs or medicine due to having mild anaphylactic shock reactions to many things ever since Bactrim induced full blown anaphylaxia. I cant even take an advil and have had to stop all vitamins and herbs which is what kept me healthy.
Historically, activists have taken the way of showing things very candidly to ensure the public know how bad the situation is. One Polish artist I can recall right now did paintings that were so graphic that people questioned why he would want to put out such work. He stated that he wanted people to see how bad it was and in order to get that across he had to represent honestly reality.
If this blog bothers you in that respect then you are reading the wrong one.
Once again I have to be suspect of such a comment as many perps in person have made such sentiment. Like in Kenmore Sq once this very mafia looking guy looked down at me sitting there panhandling and had the audacity to say "Why dont you think of the truly unfortunate people?" In that spot I then had a string of overt harassments and tactics one including a guy soliciting me with a piece of paper that read what he was proposing. He looked like a perp through and through. Scrawney, wormy and very nasty. A fire truck also rode by and taunted me, the message being basically 'we ruined your life, its over now. Why dont you move on. Sheesh'. It made me wonder how many of these idiots from Boston actually know how far the situation goes outside of harassing a former adult entertainment worker they believe is in this situation just becuz her ex decided to play the victim after being busted for drugs, or becuz the landlord to the moldy apartment gave the Brighton police a monthly stipend, admitted to her BY A POLICEMAN from the Brighton precinct.
But when one thinks of the people around say Linda Lovelace and how badly she was handled and abused, and the man in the beginning of that bullsh*t movie they made who reeks of the mob and says "Linda liked being told what to do", yeah after you put enough sex along with enough abuse from a guy holding a gun to her head while shes making phone calls so she wont reveal anything to anyone...yeah you can make mind controlled people. Yes, humans can be trained to be slaves.
And historically slaves dont get treated very well and when they want thier freedom society not only balks at it so does the enslaver and handlers.
I and others like me are fighting a battle against multiple socieites in the free world and others as well who view us as expendable people and slave labor and do NOT want our situations revealed or believed by common decent people.
And I plan to continue to conduct this blog exactly how I have been for years now. At least its honest. And shaming is NOT going to stop me. In fact nothing is going to stop me. My fragile health is not going to stop me.
I have noticed that there have not been donations lately. It doesnt change anything. I dont write this for anyone else but myself and other targeted individuals. If you are targeted and you can still function then you must either have support, good resources or not be targeted that heavily. Some people may not have had experience with the sex industry and its connection to organized crime or mind control slavery, which connects to programmers and kiddie rings which are extremely nasty. The abuse is so severe that many people either shun the whole subject or refuse to believe that 'happens here' in our country. I also have multiple parties that I was close to dying to get me labeled or silenced so they can shut me up and that includes my own family, my ex and his family and my former employer. As well as state actors, obviously whoever followed my mother and scared her out of testifying at the President's Advisory Commitee on Human Radiation (experimentation).
Id say thats a pretty hefty load on top of failing health. Much of what is done to TI's like this is exactly what is done more overtly to foriegn activists who are imprisoned and so badly treated that they die after release which is on purpose and premeditated.
I may appreciate donations but I dont need more bs. Thanks but no thanks. Trying to write a book that multiple parties, with money and connections dont want produced is pretty difficult. But then, only someone programmed could pull it off anyway.
I will do whatever needs to be done to produce this work within reason and does not harm the project as a whole. Why dont you put your money into wager, if you are so bled to death over donating? But be warned if you bet against me..you are a fool.