The reason I am harassed, blacklisted and destitute are difficult for many people to accept. I tell what Ive experienced to assist others and remain unconcerned about what most people think.
America has been mostly unaware of MK Ultra and black projects and budgets and I would say it will remain that way.
Its like a letter introduction. To whom it may concern. Unfortunately the decievers usually convince a naive public of cover stories. Nowadays it seems getting and keeping MILITARY CONTRACTS is one of the main motivators. In very contractor rich areas people behave as if they are destroying a Target to protect the United States and preserve the economy of their country, state or city-even company.
The truth of my being a Targeted Individual is becuz I am an intergenerational human experimentee connected to the MK Ultra project. Many TIs don't know why they are targeted and in this way I suppose I am fortunate.
-My mother is a documented radiation experimentee both parents US Marines. (Her father multiple stints and my grandmother a Marine reservist.) These experiments are connected and aligned with MK Ultra and many experimentees have given testimonies claiming that many were crossovers-used in MK Ultra and radiation.
In the 50's at the Naval Hospital in Bethesda Maryland USA she was given radium suppositories as well as other 'treatments' for tonsillitis. They shrunk but grew back and had to be removed surgically.
-She and I are the only two women in our family to have the autoimmune disease endometriosis.
Mine has been chronic/severe from age 16, deemed unusually young. Multiple surgeries were done as only later I understood there is no cure. In later years my mother began having typical radiation related issues like thyroid problems and had to have her uterus removed due to fibroids forming.
-My mother began speaking to the Dept of Energy in early 90's about the discovery of her status as an experimentee. She found her records just as they were to be destroyed.
She claims she was intimidated out of the class action lawsuit and testimony testifying at the President's Advisory Committee for Human Radiation Experiments in 1995.
I began to notice circumstances that I now realize are organized stalking and harassment that were overt in nature around 1995.
Circa 2003, post 9-11 and war years during Bush the harassment and stalking became overt, aggressive and "24/7". Looking back I realize my mother had been harassed in the same manner since this time with many strange instances occurring as I recall in childhood. Only she can attest to the full range of her being a TI.
Unfortunately as with many MK Ultra and RA Survivors there was a cover story on me and that was used to try to get me to become an informant and as I understand it through sources like Ted Gundersen when he was alive- this is a typical set up to create a cover for GETTING A SURVIVOR KILLED. Hey, you were an informant. You died. That is all that happened. I am very fortunate that my own intuition as well as assistance from unknown sources within the intelligence community prevented this.
During this time there were home break ins and the typical leaving on of the gas on my stove. Same things as other TIs have attested to.
However it becomes more complex as much of what occurred I consider to be connected to continued MK Ultra experimentation or some party interested in MK Ultra experimentees. I was told in recent years in an email that someone is "interested in seeing how programming breaks down".
In short the apartment I was in was purposefully made moldy and I was kept in it using mind control tactics. This may have been to cause BRAIN DAMAGE to induce programming break down but it also aligns with MK Ultra's use of LSD. LSD is synthesized ergot. Myself and many other TIs who were terrorized the worst during Bush have reported perps spraying targeted people with some sort of psychoactive or psychedelic substance using spray bottles or perfume bottles. This seemed to improve the performance of the technologies used on Targets.
Activists have claimed that chemtrails serve this same purpose by making the tech used more effective.
I also believe that LSD substances make the mind more able to be shaped or reformatted or makes behavior modification programs more effective.
I was then chased out of Boston not knowing it was Gang Stalking and believing the cover story. I also suffered badly from psychological warfare and believed I was a bad person and was going to commit suicide with the money from suing for the moldy apartment.
I was fortunate to have help and was guided on the internet to understand this is a SYSTEM not real life. Its psych warfare in part and it can be fought and countered.
I was also chased out of town so that I could be part of a MILAB and other forms of further experimentation in desolate parts of the United States like the mid west and south west-where there are alot of military bases and not alot of people around.
One of the major motivators for 'gang stalking' involvement is that people are in trouble with the law. This includes anything people are doing that they dont want to be exposed for in the first place. I was surrounded by people who all had something to lose. My mother had some things but I think it was just that she was so much more controlled and abused as a child that she is more easily intimated. Just as in East Germany with the Stasi control of society if you are too much like a parent that is a 'problem' you will be targeted in a similiar way.
My father was allegedly labeled mentally ill years ago for making
constant claims concerning a secret govt project involving the military,
the CIA and my mother's family. YEARS after hearing that,with all the
events that have come to pass in this way..when you reassess his claims
with this new information: How is he wrong? He's
not. My mother has a history of revealing things and then forgetting
she said them. It may have been one of those moments she revealed to him
her suspicions or he found out some other way. I suspect he is a target
as well to discredit his claims.
My father is the kind of person that wouldnt take hints.
They tried the same thing as my mother with me and now they are doing as they did with my father.