The Bourne Legacy

Wow. Watching this. Never bothered with Bourne series before. Offended by them, beneath me so I felt (wheres the MK Kids' royalties? Another rip off). This IS extremely nasty, isnt it? Well, after so many years. After all this travel and the recent tasteless badly written attempted frame ups by clown(s) unknown- I realize something. Humans can try as much as they want to 'create' programming or influence of humans. Alterations. Modifications. Programming. Puppets. You arent gods. Im certain of that now. Theres a force greater than all of mankind that is the only solace that any of us have for the miserable approx 80 years we exist here. You can attempt to crack the codes of this force and the natural creation of life. Nothing is more powerful than the force that cares for this planet and it's people. I see now that the natural state of all things is like an eternal sunny day and that the clouds and storms are simply the illusions of darkness put forth by 'evil'. Oh...btw. If anyone wants to try to silence me again or block me from writing then try it. It didnt work last time. And remember this is all theorizing, amateur research and pondering. Maybe its a sci fi project...or a mind f*ck on the public-like the Beatles 'Paul Is Dead'. I do know that I wont allow anyone or anything to interfere with my writing. Ever again. Ok...just got to the motorcycle chase scene: ridiculous but funny.

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Friday, January 15, 2010

trying to get west

Its hard to get around right now due to it being cold around most of the country. Trying to find some place to get allergy assessed, to find out if its permanent damage from that Bactrim. Still living off crackers,mints, and a few fruits. My body starts freaking out over things that it doesnt make is an allergic reaction triggered by pineapple opposed to apples or oranges? Every food is potentially dangerous. I also need by herbs back in my system. Staying in areas where allergies arent common.

Tried to go into So Cal. Not impressed at all. The place is a disaster..none of the charms of dirty big cities back east. Just seems like a regular dirty city, nothing special about the area. Even LA downtown just looks..actually small and in this valley. Maybe what goes on there is what makes it special not what it presents at first sight. One thing I liked about it is, like Vegas, you can smell the f*ckin money to be made there. Something in my veins started stirring there and I was glad to have the truck get out, down the highway and away from another place in distraction to my writing.

Just had a ride from someone who I didnt want to stay with as he fibbed a bit about his travel plans and after realizing I wasnt going to put out OR be his girlfriend on the road it wasnt fun anymore and I wasnt going to be pleasant and a nice travel companion. One of these stereotypes from the south, had Jesus hanging from a cross on his cell phone but turned into a bit of a learing lech and that is not the kind of ride I want. He was trying to be manipulative also which I cant stand from a male as it is them trying to prove they are smarter than women.
But like a southerner he was very protective when the bitch manager of the TA in Kingman AZ gave me crap after I asked for a cardboard box. Some places get an immediate persecution attitude like its policy when they think you are a traveler who is alone. She told me I couldnt walk back into the parking lot and my trucker friend gave her hell for just staring at me. When I went into the TA and bought something my butt got kissed and it was really this TA's attitude towards travellers.

Went to the other truck stops instead.

Caught a ride from someone that is trying to get me to go to Vegas before my final he is a hardcore Christian who does nothing but constantly vent and talks too much. I finagled my way out of that very sweetly.

Hope I get a good ride soon.

DOnt get my wrong there are Christians who have been helpful but its the ones that are dishonest and use the belief system to hide that piss me off.

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