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PLEASE BE AWARE THAT AS OF 2026 I HAVE TAKEN DOWN ALL VIDEOS THAT SHOW MY FACE. THIS IS DUE TO ADVANCING TECHNOLOGIES IN OUR WORLD BUT IT IS ALSO DUE TO MY GROWING RESPONSIBILITY TO AGING RELATIVES AND MY DESIRE TO PRODUCE MEANINGFUL WORK THAT WILL SECURE MY FUTURE FOR THEM AND MYSELF. KEEP IN MIND THAT THIS BLOG WAS STARTED IN A DIFFERENT ERA WHERE BEING A CONSPIRACY THEORIST WAS SOCIALLY ACCEPTABLE. For many years there were a few attempts to discredit the targeted individual community, such as infrequent, lone articles published by unsavory newspapers. However this was always met with resistance as well as a continued desire from many powerful factions such as academia to keep our community in a gray area. This is most likely due to the fact that back in those days academia had not been infiltrated or influenced by things like students being indoctrinated and then being used as armies against adults and institutions as well as other sordid things like the Jeffrey Epstein scandal. Educated and powerful people knew damn well that this situation is completely feasible. That level of society understood that we are victims of torture especially being aware of the exact nature of abuse of power opposed to the general public's vague impressions that they barely sense that they're being oppressed by in their daily lives anyway. Especially if it's connected to human experimentation or the theory that MK ultra is being continued under private contractors all these years academia and the powerful of all people would understand the levity of the situation. PEOPLE COULD NOT BE CANCELED AND DISSIDENT VOICES COULD NOT BE SILENCED SO EASILY. SOMEONE EXPRESSING A VERY ALTERNATIVE OPINION WOULD NOT IMMEDIATELY BE A POTENTIAL THREAT OR A DANGER TO OTHERS DUE TO CONTENT. SINCE THIS BLOG WAS STARTED, CONSPIRACY THEORY CULTURE HAS BEEN VILLANIZED AND WORSE CO-OPTED (EVEN THOUGH IT SEEMS THAT THE LEFT AND THE RIGHT POLITICAL PARTIES BELIEVE NOTHING BUT CONSPIRACY THEORIES AND THERE'S NO COMMON SENSE OR REAL POLITICS GOING ON). THERE'S SO MUCH CONSPIRACY THEORY GOING ON WITHIN POLITICS THE PROBLEM IS IS THAT ANYBODY THAT'S A REAL CONSPIRACY THEORIST THAT'S LOOKING FOR REAL ANSWERS OR THE TRUTH IS NOW BEING LABELED A PROBLEM BECAUSE SOMEHOW CONSPIRACY THEORIES ARE ONLY SOCIALLY ACCEPTABLE AS LONG AS THEY FIT IN WITH...POLITICAL POLARIZATION?
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Any actions taken against me by others questioning my competence based on this produced work even those allegedly working for me or on any legal cases on my behalf will be sued or charged with activist/dissident intimidation and/or whistle blower retaliation and proper legal action will be taken against you by myself, family and support system. 

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Thursday, January 14, 2010

Movie review: 'The Lovely Bones'...watch 'LAW ABIDING CITIZEN' instead

One of the benefits of being a vagrant is that street sellers of pirated movies are family: street people, hahahaha screw Hollywood. I got to see this in the back of a vehicle before it comes out Jan 15 2010 (a for your consideration print, the ones they put up for an award- the thing hasnt even come out yet and they already have an award print set up. All business those bastards, eh?)
http://www.lovelybones.com/?gclid=CICBppWeo58CFSgtawodhjs1Zw#home
Two things wrong with this movie
-Steven Spielburg
-Mark Walberhg (Gee those few special Boston actors get alot of work in very interesting movies the last few years.)

Another load of steaming sh*t with plenty of sap to drown in. Listen to lots of brutal black metal or other to keep it real so you dont get sucked into crying or feeling any emotion during this manipulative piece of crap.

And be prepared to be stirred by the little girl's murder as well as many other moments demonstrating the killer's prowess---AND BE PREPARED TO BE CHEATED OUT OF GETTING RELEASE FROM THOSE EMOTIONS CREATED BY THIS FILM AS YOU WILL BE STUCK WITH THEM....when the killer gets a relatively peaceful and easy death. As well as the little girl's remains never get discovered and none of the other victims get discovered or connected to this killer. He never gets jailed he never gets exposed. And this is what the audience is waiting for..it never comes as well as the movie goes to an end way too soon after his unsatisfactory death.

I guess we are all supposed to accept the Hallmark card ending that evey little girl who is his victim is free upon his death and goes to heaven. Obviously this movie was not written by a woman. More Christianity pandered by Hollywood--who are notoriously NOT Christians...so why should anyone listen? This movie has about as much weight in being Christian as all those Christmas carols most Catholics hate becuz they are cheesy due to the fact they were written by a Russian Jew trying to fit into his new homeland..didnt know that your sense of taste was right on the money did you? This society and especially Catholicism/Christianity teaches us to not trust our own instincts and intuitions.

I know what I see. I see Hollywood which outside of any popular religious affiliation has one true mindset only...money, power and greed. Not very Judeo Christian at all really. Machines like this one with its longevity are not driven by happy shiny people moving in slow motion towards the sunny depths of heaven in a dream sequence. It is driven by forces far to earthbound to ever be so spiritual.

Look closely at what you think you see as Marky Mark looks into the window at the candle lit atop his ship in a bottle, a candle lit for the death of his daughter. Trust your instincts and dont be afraid to look into his face....to see for what it is and to accept the feeling you get when you see Wahlbergs reflection and his dark eyes beside a lit candle.
Its OK dont be scared - its just reality. Not the movie he is in they want you to believe.

This little girl is too good for her own good, and thank goodness most little girls are in real life the seeds of women and harbor something much more than angelic self sacrificing spirits. Most little girls harbor the power that only men have in this movie. Dont let the dream machines seperate you from your female serpent within. Its yours and these fantasies of angelic women are mens only hope of corraling us off. Why cant it be a little boy who is so self sacrificing?

I loved the scene where her little sister, a cute blonde with a turned up nose and an ever present little rich girl look, kisses her first love she ends up with, a brunette boy who looks something of a lesser class(like he grows up to be a cab driver or something)..as the dead girl looks on to a moment of happiness that she will never have (roll eyes).

This movie forces you to live through every bad moment and a body count of the killers victims akin to models showing off each outfit down a cat walk for new season, and then leaves us feeling floaty as we get lifted into heaven (brainwashed by trauma) along with the other victims.

This is akin to a ritual and all I can say is dont let it happen to you- dont let em do it to ya. Dont get charged up with emotion and let that energy be stolen from you. Dont live the movie as instructed.

Death is much more serious than this and its also much more personal I assume. Its also more likely that the little girl would have haunted the sh*t out of her killer opposed to being an Alice in Wonderland character in 'the inbetween world'.

TIs stay away from this movie until you are very good at grounding yourself and have returned a sense of who you are and have everything in perspective.

Here is the second movie I watched which is much more satisfying especially the first scene: LAW ABIDING CITIZEN: Break out the popcorn and have a nice night.

Also repeat to yourself before you go to sleep " I am very much alive I am very much a threat to my enemies and I am out for vengence to no end until the very last breath I exhale on this plane. I will never ever give in and I will sustain my efforts to right what was wronged and restore the balance. My life was stolen from me and I will not erase any debts to that end. Restitution is MINE. I EXIST I EXIST I EXIST. And I WILL get revenge. I am no longer affected by brainwashing tactics as I am no longer a child like most people in society and I see the magic tricks so they no longer affect me. My claims to damages are always valid."

And keep repeating "its only a movie" and f*ckin ignore anything akin to this bs, which is like taking an overdose of anti depressants. Reality may be ugly but in the game of psych warfare it is the most valuable thing you have.

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