November 1, 2008 1:14 PM
Randy R said...
Sorry to hear this. Its too bad there isnt a better place for you to stay. Is it possible you might win a settlement? That might be enough to get you out of....
I am not sure how to write bak to u. So I will post it here.
Thanks for advice I will check it out.
As far as the mold exposure..I have to readers don't know my story. OK I'll be as brief as I can.
I have posted here months ago about the Russian use of mold exposure to dumb down dissidents in the past. I am highly suspect and not paranoid about my exposure. In MK ultra a big use was made of LSD.LSD is ergot a mold. Anyway I from personal experience now believe that mold makes a person more suggest able to personality reformatting. I was having lots of home entries at the time and the circumstances were suspect.
There was an attempted law suit.(2006) I suffered greatly becuz the gs was increased to unbelievable levels until I signed out of court. It was corruption all around.
If I had not attempted to sue I would be labeled now for all the symptoms of mold exposure I got were going to be used to look like schizophrenia.By 2007 I was hip to this and when the networks tried to push me into this w/ constant intimations, I would not go for it becuz I knew I was 'molded' as part of the dumb down. It would also be useful to someone who knew too much. All my symptoms were being attributed by perps to be insanity. (if someone was truly schizo, how would they be reasonable enough to have a mind that needed convincing? SOOO sinister)
The money I got was used up becuz I didn't know it was gang stalking until too late. I was being stalked and harassed and was totally brainwashed to think I did something wrong. (2006) It was like 15,000 dollars and it went in 8 months becuz I couldn't put a life together. It was very sad. Anyway, its not what I should have gotten with the damage it caused me. Some perp in CT tried to tell me that everyone was made to believe it was payoff money in some subplot of thier stupid cover story. I will get them for that. ( I have had others intimate that I had very high intel before the gs destroyed me. I beleive that the perps think they are serving thier country alot of them. That the TI is a threat.)
It might also be part of the human experimentation, exposing the human body to mold. Believe me, I just know. Its part of whatever they are doing.There are totally inadequate laws for mold safety in the northeast due to the cost it would incur. The only state with laws is CA.
The govt denies it makes humans sick..it is proven it will make certain individuals very sick and have life long problems but not everyone.
The military takes a certain mold and synthesises it into a bio warfare agent called Yellow Rain. If it can be made into something that destructive it has to has something in it destructive to begin with.
Becuz not every one knows my story I dont think you got the end of the post. Its supposed to point out that I have had harassment increased again just as I seek a copy of the records pertaining to this suit. And the perps conversations with me that day at the lunch place. notice how THEY ALSO have moldy apartments and she is writing a book too! Oh and the last comment: you should talk more. Give it up.
Thanks for the comment. I get lost becuz I forget that no one really knows what happened..ya know why? The perps act like everyone knows and you begin to believe that about everyone..you get brainwashed. Perps seem to know all my business and they invalidate what was done to me in order to keep me docile.
I needed someone to ask me I guess.
I spent hours last night reading your blog! This is one of the best ti blogs I've ever read.
I spend time around homeless/poor people and know they are perps too. It's true there is always a "ruling elite" of homeless that "get along" with the "staff" etc...
THANK YOU for the compliment. The constant message from perps that is negative is why am I still doing this blog...all kinds of perp nonsense to get a TI to stop being vocal.
The reason its so 'good' is becuz I was going to write part time for a living and I was very creative. This is all I do now and so this is my only work I guess. Its not its best at times w/ how tired I get or targeted but it exists anyway.
That is right on about how it is with the dynamics in shelters. "The ruling elite"..that's funny.
Yes, there is always hope. That is internal. What you are asking is it going to stop? As far as this is concerned I am in despair with you.
It is a war and that is where we are. We must continue and not give in.
what is being done to TI's is wrong and supposed to be illegal. Even if Bush legalized torture how do they explain years of this prior?
The perps want you to "despair" becuz then you will die or stop writing or give in to insanity.
I think you have a site or blog, yes? I have seen your handle be4. Keep writing. EXPOSURE is what they absolutely hate and are afraid of more than anything. I mean if you can think of other means of fighting let me know. I am sure if I was good at legal stuff I could go that route. Some TI's do. But they just suppress us so much...I have already had my fill of crooked lawyers anyway. Everyone is so afraid or in on it. I dont know if for people totally held by the gs system is there a way out. I mean I just keep trying. There is always giving up as option you know...but you can only do it once, so why not wait? That is what I tell myself. I think all really hardline cases are suffering and in despair. Your being destroyed and tortured. Just keep on going. The public is getting aware of other things and has been made aware of slavery and other injustices, I think maybe we will be freed someday. For my case I cant go into the lawsuit that other people have going but if you feel comfortable..the way we get blown off though. Its just chilling. The ACLU, the FBI. The harassment is coming from somewhere that no one wants to mess with. I guess I am not the one to ask about hope...I just keep writing.