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2026 UPDATE ON VIDEOS:
PLEASE BE AWARE THAT AS OF 2026 I HAVE TAKEN DOWN ALL VIDEOS THAT SHOW MY FACE. THIS IS DUE TO ADVANCING TECHNOLOGIES IN OUR WORLD BUT IT IS ALSO DUE TO MY GROWING RESPONSIBILITY TO AGING RELATIVES AND MY DESIRE TO PRODUCE MEANINGFUL WORK THAT WILL SECURE MY FUTURE FOR THEM AND MYSELF. KEEP IN MIND THAT THIS BLOG WAS STARTED IN A DIFFERENT ERA WHERE BEING A CONSPIRACY THEORIST WAS SOCIALLY ACCEPTABLE. For many years there were a few attempts to discredit the targeted individual community, such as infrequent, lone articles published by unsavory newspapers. However this was always met with resistance as well as a continued desire from many powerful factions such as academia to keep our community in a gray area. This is most likely due to the fact that back in those days academia had not been infiltrated or influenced by things like students being indoctrinated and then being used as armies against adults and institutions as well as other sordid things like the Jeffrey Epstein scandal. Educated and powerful people knew damn well that this situation is completely feasible. That level of society understood that we are victims of torture especially being aware of the exact nature of abuse of power opposed to the general public's vague impressions that they barely sense that they're being oppressed by in their daily lives anyway. Especially if it's connected to human experimentation or the theory that MK ultra is being continued under private contractors all these years academia and the powerful of all people would understand the levity of the situation. PEOPLE COULD NOT BE CANCELED AND DISSIDENT VOICES COULD NOT BE SILENCED SO EASILY. SOMEONE EXPRESSING A VERY ALTERNATIVE OPINION WOULD NOT IMMEDIATELY BE A POTENTIAL THREAT OR A DANGER TO OTHERS DUE TO CONTENT. SINCE THIS BLOG WAS STARTED, CONSPIRACY THEORY CULTURE HAS BEEN VILLANIZED AND WORSE CO-OPTED (EVEN THOUGH IT SEEMS THAT THE LEFT AND THE RIGHT POLITICAL PARTIES BELIEVE NOTHING BUT CONSPIRACY THEORIES AND THERE'S NO COMMON SENSE OR REAL POLITICS GOING ON). THERE'S SO MUCH CONSPIRACY THEORY GOING ON WITHIN POLITICS THE PROBLEM IS IS THAT ANYBODY THAT'S A REAL CONSPIRACY THEORIST THAT'S LOOKING FOR REAL ANSWERS OR THE TRUTH IS NOW BEING LABELED A PROBLEM BECAUSE SOMEHOW CONSPIRACY THEORIES ARE ONLY SOCIALLY ACCEPTABLE AS LONG AS THEY FIT IN WITH...POLITICAL POLARIZATION?
 IT'S JUST A DANGEROUS TIME. I WILL ALWAYS PRODUCE WORK ON THIS BLOG UNTIL I AM INCAPABLE OF DOING SO OR UNTIL MY BOOK IS WRITTEN.  SINCE I WAS FRAMED IN 2016 IT TOTALLY OBLITERATED MY AUDIENCE BASE. I HAVE TO WORK REALLY HARD TO GET THIS THING BACK. MY PERSONAL LIFE HAS BEEN INTERFERING FOR THE PAST 10 YEARS AND THAT IS ENDING NOW.. HOPEFULLY I CAN MAKE THIS BLOG WHAT I ORIGINALLY INTENDED IT TO BE AS WELL AS I CAN FINALLY COMPLETE WHAT I STARTED DECADES AGO AS A WOMAN IN MY THIRTIES. NOW IN MY '50S I WOULD LIKE TO COMPLETE THIS AND MOVE ON. 
 
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Please be advised that this written work is theory. For legal reasons I state that I have no actual belief in these theories as fact, if I did I would have sought legal recourse. Until that occurs, this blog can only be considered theory. In future if legal recourse is made available then any and all actions PAST AND FUTURE that have been taken against me during the years producing this work will be labeled criminal action.
I am a writer, an activist and artist. I claim my RIGHT TO EXIST legally under US Constitution and international law.

This is an educational blog for awareness as well as sometimes a telling of candid personal experiences to demonstrate theories as they might be experienced by a person who theoretically is existing under such conditions.
Any actions taken against me by others questioning my competence based on this produced work even those allegedly working for me or on any legal cases on my behalf will be sued or charged with activist/dissident intimidation and/or whistle blower retaliation and proper legal action will be taken against you by myself, family and support system. 

Be warned that no further interference with my production of meaningful work as an artist and activist will be tolerated.

Wednesday, November 5, 2008

The insert key

This is not just about a key on a board to a PC for me. For me its symbolic:
In a recent post I had written that there seemed to be a change when I was typing. That words get eaten up when they had not at the beginning of my editing my posts.
This always made me think that some perp was somehow messing with my entries..now I have had interference that is not so easily explained away. MIT computer science majors commented on a few situations where blogger posts were corrupted. The gs system has hackers its obvious.
I asked the Kinkos employee why the words get eaten up sometimes when before they did not.
He pointed out the Insert key. So simple. It is feasible that I hit this key when I am going for the delete button...yet there have been instances where I am typing and nowhere near the Delete button.
Could a perp get the computer to activate Insert as if I pressed the button? After what I have seen I beleive anything is possible.

But now I see its value to the whole deception itself..to discred the TI. That its such a small thing yet so crazy making for me that its sets off all this paranioa. It also adds to all the slander that the TI is stupid, poor, uneducated...all the things that validate us being hate objects. Of course every TI knows that we are KEPT in these conditions by the networks but it seems the haters will beleive anything as long as they get a victim.
What is interesting is that I was not afraid to ask for help. As of today I am no longer afraid as I was.

What is done to TI's is so damaging. Today I found that I started to cry over a new prez not becuz I was allowed express my natural emotional feelings-that has gone long ago..but becuz I had given my mind a command that there was an outside situation that made it 'ok' to express emotion and that the public was doing it so it was ok to follow the crowd.
This shows extreme damage to a persons individualism. This sytstem of oppression makes targets confromist internally by constant huniliation, torture, shaming, harassment and stalking and never ending privacy intrusion.
You are forced to be 'nice' under horrible, very abusive conditions and this makes you compliant with authority and 'the group' unquestionably. Especially the fact that I am not stupid, I was very bright before all this was done to me. I had that birth right, and almost every perp likes to act as if I am stupid. Yeah, becuz they have kept me down so I remain so. Its just like my mother said to me in the car when she was trying anythign she could when I was trying to figure out the gang stalking.
She said "I always took the harassment as to mean 'Know your place Bitch'"....so the system has been trying to get me to know my place I can only assume, considering I was told she is so sick that she sold out her own daughter. Her saying that to me was like a heads up. Guess there is a mother left in there somewhere.

This is what happens when you are a TI who is very bright and talented in the arts but dont know everything about a key board. They will ignore all the things you are good at and focus on everything you are ignorant about as your personal shortcomings.

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