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2026 UPDATE ON VIDEOS:
PLEASE BE AWARE THAT AS OF 2026 I HAVE TAKEN DOWN ALL VIDEOS THAT SHOW MY FACE. THIS IS DUE TO ADVANCING TECHNOLOGIES IN OUR WORLD BUT IT IS ALSO DUE TO MY GROWING RESPONSIBILITY TO AGING RELATIVES AND MY DESIRE TO PRODUCE MEANINGFUL WORK THAT WILL SECURE MY FUTURE FOR THEM AND MYSELF. KEEP IN MIND THAT THIS BLOG WAS STARTED IN A DIFFERENT ERA WHERE BEING A CONSPIRACY THEORIST WAS SOCIALLY ACCEPTABLE. For many years there were a few attempts to discredit the targeted individual community, such as infrequent, lone articles published by unsavory newspapers. However this was always met with resistance as well as a continued desire from many powerful factions such as academia to keep our community in a gray area. This is most likely due to the fact that back in those days academia had not been infiltrated or influenced by things like students being indoctrinated and then being used as armies against adults and institutions as well as other sordid things like the Jeffrey Epstein scandal. Educated and powerful people knew damn well that this situation is completely feasible. That level of society understood that we are victims of torture especially being aware of the exact nature of abuse of power opposed to the general public's vague impressions that they barely sense that they're being oppressed by in their daily lives anyway. Especially if it's connected to human experimentation or the theory that MK ultra is being continued under private contractors all these years academia and the powerful of all people would understand the levity of the situation. PEOPLE COULD NOT BE CANCELED AND DISSIDENT VOICES COULD NOT BE SILENCED SO EASILY. SOMEONE EXPRESSING A VERY ALTERNATIVE OPINION WOULD NOT IMMEDIATELY BE A POTENTIAL THREAT OR A DANGER TO OTHERS DUE TO CONTENT. SINCE THIS BLOG WAS STARTED, CONSPIRACY THEORY CULTURE HAS BEEN VILLANIZED AND WORSE CO-OPTED (EVEN THOUGH IT SEEMS THAT THE LEFT AND THE RIGHT POLITICAL PARTIES BELIEVE NOTHING BUT CONSPIRACY THEORIES AND THERE'S NO COMMON SENSE OR REAL POLITICS GOING ON). THERE'S SO MUCH CONSPIRACY THEORY GOING ON WITHIN POLITICS THE PROBLEM IS IS THAT ANYBODY THAT'S A REAL CONSPIRACY THEORIST THAT'S LOOKING FOR REAL ANSWERS OR THE TRUTH IS NOW BEING LABELED A PROBLEM BECAUSE SOMEHOW CONSPIRACY THEORIES ARE ONLY SOCIALLY ACCEPTABLE AS LONG AS THEY FIT IN WITH...POLITICAL POLARIZATION?
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This is an educational blog for awareness as well as sometimes a telling of candid personal experiences to demonstrate theories as they might be experienced by a person who theoretically is existing under such conditions.
Any actions taken against me by others questioning my competence based on this produced work even those allegedly working for me or on any legal cases on my behalf will be sued or charged with activist/dissident intimidation and/or whistle blower retaliation and proper legal action will be taken against you by myself, family and support system. 

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Wednesday, November 12, 2008

The music section

Ya know somethin? I am tired of wondering if what I am doing is right. Like now I am worried that the music section is going to scare or confuse people coming in that are new.

I have put music up here that, as an American targeted individual I find helpful to listen to when I am feeling...drained or unfocused about the situation.
I tried to pick visuals that would not distract or perhaps added to the desired effect.

The truth about visuals put to music is that the only true visuals that would fit for you, the listener, are the ones you come up with in your own head.
It is interesting to look through Youtube and see what people have come up with that is their expression of creativity. That is what excited us in the 90s about the Internet, its sad to see it used as a tool of destruction. That is Nature I guess, expressed through this gadget.

One of the theories I was working on when the harassment went 24/7 was the use of sound to heal. If humans feel better after listening to certain music, and we all have different things we like, then perhaps it is the arrangement of the notes or that certain people's systems are resonating with certain musical frequencies to heal their minds and bodies. This could be all humans or genetics make variances in what works and what doesn't with who, from who. This is as simple as why you like Dave Matthews and he makes you happy and yet, they piss me off and do nothing for me, except at moments. Why is that? Everyone has something different that makes them feel better for valid reasons.

The emotional value of music is what I have here for you. Ignore the videos or even the lyrics if they don't hit you and make a point.

Like 'Crazy Train"..yes, I thought afterwards that this was funny for TI's the word crazy..considering one of the ways of disposing of us is the constant attempts at labeling or even disorienting us into believing it eventually. I chose it becuz I have always needed to listen to this at times..like a medicine in a first aid kit.
I was at a woman's house..an unsafe house turns out. She was one of those people who is very difficult yet generous with her possessions and I, in typical Eastern European mentality, had the attitude always that 'whats yours is mine'.  Anyway, I would just sit and run the graphic on media player that measures music like a oscilloscope would measure electicity. Crazy train is just amazing. I mean the energy pumped out on that, it sounds like classical music. And the use of feedback by anyone as a sound-a note or part of the song. It is the sound of electricity. That is why what has happened to music lately is so sad. People seem to not appreciate the beauty of the element they are working with. I mean, when I was a kid, it was common for these guys to get electrocuted. It was like a musicians special hazard to their job. 

Alot of what I choose is sophisticated yet raw primitive energy.

We live in a society where this is being wiped out. I personally need this energy or I get depressed or feel...not grounded. This is as close to dancing in the moon light to a raging fire after the hunt as you are going to get. Or war. Or sex. Normal healthy human expression of primitive energies. And for me this music is not negative. It causes me to clear out whatever is negative. To burn it out.
Some of the more sophisticated pieces like 'Bitches Brew' are if it resonates with you, good for healing of the mind and beyond.

I realized that perhaps music could heal if made into a system to do so..but I wasn't a musician so the idea stopped there for me anyway.

I am considering taking it down, it really isnt necessary. Nor is it informative....except maybe to perps.

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