The music section

Ya know somethin? I am tired of wondering if what I am doing is right. Like now I am worried that the music section is going to scare or confuse people coming in that are new.

I have put music up here that, as an American targeted individual I find helpful to listen to when I am feeling...drained or unfocused about the situation.
I tried to pick visuals that would not distract or perhaps added to the desired effect.

The truth about visuals put to music is that the only true visuals that would fit for you, the listener, are the ones you come up with in your own head.
It is interesting to look through Youtube and see what people have come up with that is their expression of creativity. That is what excited us in the 90s about the Internet, its sad to see it used as a tool of destruction. That is Nature I guess, expressed through this gadget.

One of the theories I was working on when the harassment went 24/7 was the use of sound to heal. If humans feel better after listening to certain music, and we all have different things we like, then perhaps it is the arrangement of the notes or that certain people's systems are resonating with certain musical frequencies to heal their minds and bodies. This could be all humans or genetics make variances in what works and what doesn't with who, from who. This is as simple as why you like Dave Matthews and he makes you happy and yet, they piss me off and do nothing for me, except at moments. Why is that? Everyone has something different that makes them feel better for valid reasons.

The emotional value of music is what I have here for you. Ignore the videos or even the lyrics if they don't hit you and make a point.

Like 'Crazy Train"..yes, I thought afterwards that this was funny for TI's the word crazy..considering one of the ways of disposing of us is the constant attempts at labeling or even disorienting us into believing it eventually. I chose it becuz I have always needed to listen to this at times..like a medicine in a first aid kit.
I was at a woman's house..an unsafe house turns out. She was one of those people who is very difficult yet generous with her possessions and I, in typical Eastern European mentality, had the attitude always that 'whats yours is mine'.  Anyway, I would just sit and run the graphic on media player that measures music like a oscilloscope would measure electicity. Crazy train is just amazing. I mean the energy pumped out on that, it sounds like classical music. And the use of feedback by anyone as a sound-a note or part of the song. It is the sound of electricity. That is why what has happened to music lately is so sad. People seem to not appreciate the beauty of the element they are working with. I mean, when I was a kid, it was common for these guys to get electrocuted. It was like a musicians special hazard to their job. 

Alot of what I choose is sophisticated yet raw primitive energy.

We live in a society where this is being wiped out. I personally need this energy or I get depressed or feel...not grounded. This is as close to dancing in the moon light to a raging fire after the hunt as you are going to get. Or war. Or sex. Normal healthy human expression of primitive energies. And for me this music is not negative. It causes me to clear out whatever is negative. To burn it out.
Some of the more sophisticated pieces like 'Bitches Brew' are if it resonates with you, good for healing of the mind and beyond.

I realized that perhaps music could heal if made into a system to do so..but I wasn't a musician so the idea stopped there for me anyway.

I am considering taking it down, it really isnt necessary. Nor is it informative....except maybe to perps.