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2026 UPDATE ON VIDEOS:
PLEASE BE AWARE THAT AS OF 2026 I HAVE TAKEN DOWN ALL VIDEOS THAT SHOW MY FACE. THIS IS DUE TO ADVANCING TECHNOLOGIES IN OUR WORLD BUT IT IS ALSO DUE TO MY GROWING RESPONSIBILITY TO AGING RELATIVES AND MY DESIRE TO PRODUCE MEANINGFUL WORK THAT WILL SECURE MY FUTURE FOR THEM AND MYSELF. KEEP IN MIND THAT THIS BLOG WAS STARTED IN A DIFFERENT ERA WHERE BEING A CONSPIRACY THEORIST WAS SOCIALLY ACCEPTABLE. For many years there were a few attempts to discredit the targeted individual community, such as infrequent, lone articles published by unsavory newspapers. However this was always met with resistance as well as a continued desire from many powerful factions such as academia to keep our community in a gray area. This is most likely due to the fact that back in those days academia had not been infiltrated or influenced by things like students being indoctrinated and then being used as armies against adults and institutions as well as other sordid things like the Jeffrey Epstein scandal. Educated and powerful people knew damn well that this situation is completely feasible. That level of society understood that we are victims of torture especially being aware of the exact nature of abuse of power opposed to the general public's vague impressions that they barely sense that they're being oppressed by in their daily lives anyway. Especially if it's connected to human experimentation or the theory that MK ultra is being continued under private contractors all these years academia and the powerful of all people would understand the levity of the situation. PEOPLE COULD NOT BE CANCELED AND DISSIDENT VOICES COULD NOT BE SILENCED SO EASILY. SOMEONE EXPRESSING A VERY ALTERNATIVE OPINION WOULD NOT IMMEDIATELY BE A POTENTIAL THREAT OR A DANGER TO OTHERS DUE TO CONTENT. SINCE THIS BLOG WAS STARTED, CONSPIRACY THEORY CULTURE HAS BEEN VILLANIZED AND WORSE CO-OPTED (EVEN THOUGH IT SEEMS THAT THE LEFT AND THE RIGHT POLITICAL PARTIES BELIEVE NOTHING BUT CONSPIRACY THEORIES AND THERE'S NO COMMON SENSE OR REAL POLITICS GOING ON). THERE'S SO MUCH CONSPIRACY THEORY GOING ON WITHIN POLITICS THE PROBLEM IS IS THAT ANYBODY THAT'S A REAL CONSPIRACY THEORIST THAT'S LOOKING FOR REAL ANSWERS OR THE TRUTH IS NOW BEING LABELED A PROBLEM BECAUSE SOMEHOW CONSPIRACY THEORIES ARE ONLY SOCIALLY ACCEPTABLE AS LONG AS THEY FIT IN WITH...POLITICAL POLARIZATION?
 IT'S JUST A DANGEROUS TIME. I WILL ALWAYS PRODUCE WORK ON THIS BLOG UNTIL I AM INCAPABLE OF DOING SO OR UNTIL MY BOOK IS WRITTEN.  SINCE I WAS FRAMED IN 2016 IT TOTALLY OBLITERATED MY AUDIENCE BASE. I HAVE TO WORK REALLY HARD TO GET THIS THING BACK. MY PERSONAL LIFE HAS BEEN INTERFERING FOR THE PAST 10 YEARS AND THAT IS ENDING NOW.. HOPEFULLY I CAN MAKE THIS BLOG WHAT I ORIGINALLY INTENDED IT TO BE AS WELL AS I CAN FINALLY COMPLETE WHAT I STARTED DECADES AGO AS A WOMAN IN MY THIRTIES. NOW IN MY '50S I WOULD LIKE TO COMPLETE THIS AND MOVE ON. 
 
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Please be advised that this written work is theory. For legal reasons I state that I have no actual belief in these theories as fact, if I did I would have sought legal recourse. Until that occurs, this blog can only be considered theory. In future if legal recourse is made available then any and all actions PAST AND FUTURE that have been taken against me during the years producing this work will be labeled criminal action.
I am a writer, an activist and artist. I claim my RIGHT TO EXIST legally under US Constitution and international law.

This is an educational blog for awareness as well as sometimes a telling of candid personal experiences to demonstrate theories as they might be experienced by a person who theoretically is existing under such conditions.
Any actions taken against me by others questioning my competence based on this produced work even those allegedly working for me or on any legal cases on my behalf will be sued or charged with activist/dissident intimidation and/or whistle blower retaliation and proper legal action will be taken against you by myself, family and support system. 

Be warned that no further interference with my production of meaningful work as an artist and activist will be tolerated.

Friday, August 8, 2008

Sprayed as writing last post

As I wrote that last post I had to stop and get up and come back ..got sprayed. Usually not a tactic here in Boston. Heavy perfume smell, not like a young student would wear more like old lady perfume...heavy sweet scent with some other qualities to the smell that were veiled by the heavy sickly sweet scent. Started to feel 'affected' had to get up and leave. Tried not to breath in. Looked around for wearer of perfume to see if I was wrong in my assesment of situation...saw no one around that could have spread the scent.

Looked behind me. Saw white female camoflauge army pants blonde blue eyes slim 5' 7 or so. Not young like student.
With her white male very blue eyes, shaved head beige or other clothing both blended in so well with societies clothing line that in a college setting they stood out..total conformity of dress, not collegiate.
They looked back at me became nervous and as I did not back down, the male became nervous, shifted his body positioning from formely hiding behind female then they seemed to feel usafe (made) and both left ever so casually but carfully out the door.

There was also a religoius man behind me, to my right-heavy beard strange dress but I did not get any indication of his involvement.

I felt affected mentally...I had to stop what I was writing and also could not focus as I had before. Finishing the article took much effort. I am now experienceing a bit of what feels like 'dumminess' and some slight twitching of limbs.
Whats interesting is the only time I feel completely free of the interference of perps is when I do recall my story--something that has been discouraged through various kinds of veiled threats and attacks for years now.

If you get sprayed :
try not to breath in after you realize what is happening. Go to a restroom and clean off as much skin and in your nose as possible. Clean out your airways. In places like St. Loius where the attacking of a target is more severe, spraying may result in severe itching and redness of the skin and much more severe mental impairment (like drooling and only knowing your name without any other thought in your head for many many hours- your so dosed with the 'stupid' drugs whatever they use..I have heard these are neuro interupters..look them up.)
GET OUT OF THE CLOTHING THAT IS AFFECTED...poisons and spying are humans oldest arsenals in covert activities.

Needless to say I missed out on much important work today and was so affected I almost lost my camera.
Little diversions like this over time destroy a person.

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