So this means that I was not alone in this. Its just the right time period as well, mid to late Bush era.
So Targeted Individuals are not the only ones who experienced this.
In one instance they were probably trying to be helpful as I was being intimidated to not run to the feds and blab which of course I knew there was something wrong with those circumstances and later I understood intellectually that that entire cover story was pushed to get me killed as a rat due to being a Survivor of high level programming with a pedigree through my mother being a documented radiation experimentee.
And someone told me that locally a social group was screwing with me for.power trips and kicks becuz they knew I was mind controlled. Interestingly that is when the white vans and black helicopter action took.place. it could have been some bs with good cop.bad cop but I am not sure.
There was this guy I was losing for portraits for in Newton. He and a few ladies were playing games like putting very hot lights on me for a 20 min sitting. I would be passing out and trying to stay awake. He also told me that these rich women were fascinated by me due to my being poor and my lifestyle. Interestingly when the copter/white van action began to occur locally, the guy got scared of me and cancelled all future portrait sittings.
Its no good to be protected if that is simply to attempt to isolate the Survivor to push them into a behavior modification program. However it obviously needed to be done to a point to get this social group to understand I was an asset not some cultie they could just keep playing with.
What I am more curious about is not the military end of this which we are all familiar with by now, but the social groups.
Who the f*ck thinks they are that smart and that powerful that they can do such things to other human beings in our society?
It could be that the very powerful factions are indeed guilty of terrorizing, torturing and interrogating as well as pushing awful behavior mod programs but that is far less annoying and shocking than some mere mortal citizens with some money and social standing from upper classes thinking they have such powers. That is who I would really like to see punished and destroyed.