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PLEASE BE AWARE THAT AS OF 2026 I HAVE TAKEN DOWN ALL VIDEOS THAT SHOW MY FACE. THIS IS DUE TO ADVANCING TECHNOLOGIES IN OUR WORLD BUT IT IS ALSO DUE TO MY GROWING RESPONSIBILITY TO AGING RELATIVES AND MY DESIRE TO PRODUCE MEANINGFUL WORK THAT WILL SECURE MY FUTURE FOR THEM AND MYSELF. KEEP IN MIND THAT THIS BLOG WAS STARTED IN A DIFFERENT ERA WHERE BEING A CONSPIRACY THEORIST WAS SOCIALLY ACCEPTABLE. For many years there were a few attempts to discredit the targeted individual community, such as infrequent, lone articles published by unsavory newspapers. However this was always met with resistance as well as a continued desire from many powerful factions such as academia to keep our community in a gray area. This is most likely due to the fact that back in those days academia had not been infiltrated or influenced by things like students being indoctrinated and then being used as armies against adults and institutions as well as other sordid things like the Jeffrey Epstein scandal. Educated and powerful people knew damn well that this situation is completely feasible. That level of society understood that we are victims of torture especially being aware of the exact nature of abuse of power opposed to the general public's vague impressions that they barely sense that they're being oppressed by in their daily lives anyway. Especially if it's connected to human experimentation or the theory that MK ultra is being continued under private contractors all these years academia and the powerful of all people would understand the levity of the situation. PEOPLE COULD NOT BE CANCELED AND DISSIDENT VOICES COULD NOT BE SILENCED SO EASILY. SOMEONE EXPRESSING A VERY ALTERNATIVE OPINION WOULD NOT IMMEDIATELY BE A POTENTIAL THREAT OR A DANGER TO OTHERS DUE TO CONTENT. SINCE THIS BLOG WAS STARTED, CONSPIRACY THEORY CULTURE HAS BEEN VILLANIZED AND WORSE CO-OPTED (EVEN THOUGH IT SEEMS THAT THE LEFT AND THE RIGHT POLITICAL PARTIES BELIEVE NOTHING BUT CONSPIRACY THEORIES AND THERE'S NO COMMON SENSE OR REAL POLITICS GOING ON). THERE'S SO MUCH CONSPIRACY THEORY GOING ON WITHIN POLITICS THE PROBLEM IS IS THAT ANYBODY THAT'S A REAL CONSPIRACY THEORIST THAT'S LOOKING FOR REAL ANSWERS OR THE TRUTH IS NOW BEING LABELED A PROBLEM BECAUSE SOMEHOW CONSPIRACY THEORIES ARE ONLY SOCIALLY ACCEPTABLE AS LONG AS THEY FIT IN WITH...POLITICAL POLARIZATION?
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Saturday, January 11, 2014

Retrobution

You wanna make nice? You wanna put things in place and 'move forward'? 

That doesnt consist of me being silenced permanently and going to UMASS. It consists of me exposing everything thats happened to me for the past years since this bullshit started in earnest in 2003 or better yet 1997 as I was targeted overtly then notably AFTER my mother was going to attend the President's Advisory Committee On Human Radiation Experiments in 1995 due to her being a documented radiation experimentee connected to MK Ultra with both parents US Marines.

Retrobution would consist of every single person who screwed me over being exposed for what they did even punished. Then of course there is official acknowledment of how much brain damage I have now due to not only that moldy apartment I was kept in with psychological warfare (and made moldy by pipes being burst on purpose in two locations) but with years of being dosed with unknown substances by asshole perps with spray bottles in public spaces, in food or in air vents etc. Microwaved, radiated etc.
Run ragged by years of being forced to live out of a backpack on the road since 2006. That alone has caused major degeneration of joints and more.

Ive also been prvented from getting my liver disease treated which I was going to proceed with if it was pressing compared to going to college.

My female organs have also been damaged by being forced to live on the road.

Lost wages, opportunities, the loss of multi talents some latent and just being discovered while finally living on my own in Brighton including singing which now will never happen due to mold damaging my lungs permanently.

The damage to my eyes makes it so I no longer want to read and thats been since 2006 as well as I cant draw due to my eyes and my pinky finger being amputated as I was forced into livng with a criminal posing as a TI who was breeding dogs illegally and one bit my finger off as well as ripped out my tendon on my left arm leaving it permanently weakened.

I cant have nightmares about whats occured becuz of the brain damage I no longer dream. Ive had a total of maybe three dreams as normal people know them and as I remember them since 2006. The only nightmares I have are related to ritual abuse which I should have been able to get rid of had I been allowed to deal with it as I should and see a therapist and hypnotist in 2004.

The emotional, mental and spiritual damage is probably not even concievable to most Americans who arent familiarized with long term torture of a human being.

I am functioning carrying alot of damage specifically brain damage. This is in reality part of the MK Ultra program. THE SYSTEM WANTS ME TO BE ABLE TO ATTEND COLLEGE WITH THIS MUCH DAMAGE. To see if they can behavior modify human beings to be controlled like dolls or robots via OUTSIDE forces such as chemtrails, psycholigical conditioning (stalking and harassment via humans) and mind control through technologies.

Can I compartmentalize and heal myself to the point of functioning normally. Imagine thier wonderful soldier of the future: functioning with such damage either on the battlefield or in society.

We have become a militarized society. We are occupied by a military dictatorship and its being done through military technolgies and means: no banners, no fanfare, no speeches, no uniforms, no gloryfests. But you better wake up and realize thats whats happening.

The only way for me to get what I deserve for what Ive been through is to write a book telling everyone who will listen exactly what happened and for people to realize the dangers of the NWO and the forces and people behind it. If I can sue and gain some documentation and damages then fine but they could give me a billion dollars and it still wouldnt bring me back to where I was with all that I had inside of me to offer in 2003. Or 1996 even.

Going to UMASS and conforming would only assist the continued unethnical human experimentation. WHY WOULD I DO THAT?
by clock

1 comment:

  1. mej3131/13/14, 7:35 AM

    Fuck them, please fuck them over I want to read about it and see you succeed--it's all I can say all I can do. But I have to say that going to grad school was a good experience for me, despite the many abusive professors. I recommend online classes where people can't easily attack you since there is a politeness requirement of students in an online class. The GS pos itential is much redced and you can learn a lot and have a very good experience--except that if you can't read that will destroy it. What about taking film classes? Just an idea. I wish I could help more. I am stuck as you know myself, always sick from the poisoning which is like having r pes t yping my hips and spine into the wrong position and shitting horrible black stinking mind control poisones and chemicals out of my body daily for years. I still can't beleive this shit is going on and on with this ferocity in America.

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