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PLEASE BE AWARE THAT AS OF 2026 I HAVE TAKEN DOWN ALL VIDEOS THAT SHOW MY FACE. THIS IS DUE TO ADVANCING TECHNOLOGIES IN OUR WORLD BUT IT IS ALSO DUE TO MY GROWING RESPONSIBILITY TO AGING RELATIVES AND MY DESIRE TO PRODUCE MEANINGFUL WORK THAT WILL SECURE MY FUTURE FOR THEM AND MYSELF. KEEP IN MIND THAT THIS BLOG WAS STARTED IN A DIFFERENT ERA WHERE BEING A CONSPIRACY THEORIST WAS SOCIALLY ACCEPTABLE. For many years there were a few attempts to discredit the targeted individual community, such as infrequent, lone articles published by unsavory newspapers. However this was always met with resistance as well as a continued desire from many powerful factions such as academia to keep our community in a gray area. This is most likely due to the fact that back in those days academia had not been infiltrated or influenced by things like students being indoctrinated and then being used as armies against adults and institutions as well as other sordid things like the Jeffrey Epstein scandal. Educated and powerful people knew damn well that this situation is completely feasible. That level of society understood that we are victims of torture especially being aware of the exact nature of abuse of power opposed to the general public's vague impressions that they barely sense that they're being oppressed by in their daily lives anyway. Especially if it's connected to human experimentation or the theory that MK ultra is being continued under private contractors all these years academia and the powerful of all people would understand the levity of the situation. PEOPLE COULD NOT BE CANCELED AND DISSIDENT VOICES COULD NOT BE SILENCED SO EASILY. SOMEONE EXPRESSING A VERY ALTERNATIVE OPINION WOULD NOT IMMEDIATELY BE A POTENTIAL THREAT OR A DANGER TO OTHERS DUE TO CONTENT. SINCE THIS BLOG WAS STARTED, CONSPIRACY THEORY CULTURE HAS BEEN VILLANIZED AND WORSE CO-OPTED (EVEN THOUGH IT SEEMS THAT THE LEFT AND THE RIGHT POLITICAL PARTIES BELIEVE NOTHING BUT CONSPIRACY THEORIES AND THERE'S NO COMMON SENSE OR REAL POLITICS GOING ON). THERE'S SO MUCH CONSPIRACY THEORY GOING ON WITHIN POLITICS THE PROBLEM IS IS THAT ANYBODY THAT'S A REAL CONSPIRACY THEORIST THAT'S LOOKING FOR REAL ANSWERS OR THE TRUTH IS NOW BEING LABELED A PROBLEM BECAUSE SOMEHOW CONSPIRACY THEORIES ARE ONLY SOCIALLY ACCEPTABLE AS LONG AS THEY FIT IN WITH...POLITICAL POLARIZATION?
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Friday, November 20, 2009

A comment sent to me on my Youtube accnt telling me to "foggettabout it" basically and my response as posted on this blog


watchthestalkers

"..testimony"
Hang in there, girl. I know you'll take this the wrong way initially, but coming from a fellow TI maybe you'll think about it - get over it! Don't allow yourself to dwell on this horrific abuse and allow it to consume you. Then they win! Outsmart these cowards. And check out my website at TorturedinAmerica-DOT-org"


What the hell is wrong with this guy. "get over it?" this is a program of behavior modification that mutilates a persons very being and is basically akin to a lobotomy.

Also the gang stalking itself is psychological warfare using guerrilla tactics as well as chemical warfare and technologies additionally or some Targets.
And if you are a survivor of high level programming from an intergenerational family you are being tortured internally more than anyone will ever understand.

The behavior mod program known as GANG STALKING ends up in permanent mental insanity (though some people can live with it contained and function) but eventually it leads to suicide. Either that or the unbearable pain and suffering are buried beneath as eventually amnesia is induced (FROM BEING TORTURED AND SIMULTANEOUSLY SYSTEMATICALLY IGNORED/INTERNALIZING NO ONE WILL BELIEVE YOU) and the person permanently disassociates from WHO THEY REALLY ARE as an individual.

There is nothing worth living for unless you fight this program..and that means EVERY DAY remembering what happened, who did what, and how it really went down. Also recalling who you really are and how your life should have been becuz gang stalking campaigns are covert activities that alters and influence events.

NONE of this should be tolerated and if you have to hold onto this for a lifetime and stay pissed off every day THEN THAT IS WHAT YOU MUST DO.

Who does this f*cker think he is? No one steps on me and tries to destroy and just walks off into the m*therf*cking sunset and leaves me for dead while cooly and arrogantly with a blase attitude basically demands that I get up and walk away and live the rest of my life defeated as if admitting I was never going to be anything anyway.

ARE YOU OUT OF YOUR F*CKING MIND?????

I have seen some stupid sh*t in the comment sections but this one is the absolute most annoying piece of shit yet. If this guy IS indeed a TI or claims to care for TI's then he has fallen into denial isle and either needs to pick himself up and regroup and recenter into reality OR he needs to put the gun squarely to his temple and fire becuz if I EVER give up like this f*cker that is all and exactly what I deserve.

You get it ? Good. No more comments from non warriors who want me to puss out.

by clock

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