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Friday, November 20, 2009
A comment sent to me on my Youtube accnt telling me to "foggettabout it" basically and my response as posted on this blog
"..testimony" Hang in there, girl. I know you'll take this the wrong way initially, but coming from a fellow TI maybe you'll think about it - get over it! Don't allow yourself to dwell on this horrific abuse and allow it to consume you. Then they win! Outsmart these cowards. And check out my website at TorturedinAmerica-DOT-org"
What the hell is wrong with this guy. "get over it?" this is a program of behavior modification that mutilates a persons very being and is basically akin to a lobotomy.
Also the gang stalking itself is psychological warfare using guerrilla tactics as well as chemical warfare and technologies additionally or some Targets. And if you are a survivor of high level programming from an intergenerational family you are being tortured internally more than anyone will ever understand.
The behavior mod program known as GANG STALKING ends up in permanent mental insanity (though some people can live with it contained and function) but eventually it leads to suicide. Either that or the unbearable pain and suffering are buried beneath as eventually amnesia is induced (FROM BEING TORTURED AND SIMULTANEOUSLY SYSTEMATICALLY IGNORED/INTERNALIZING NO ONE WILL BELIEVE YOU) and the person permanently disassociates from WHO THEY REALLY ARE as an individual.
There is nothing worth living for unless you fight this program..and that means EVERY DAY remembering what happened, who did what, and how it really went down. Also recalling who you really are and how your life should have been becuz gang stalking campaigns are covert activities that alters and influence events.
NONE of this should be tolerated and if you have to hold onto this for a lifetime and stay pissed off every day THEN THAT IS WHAT YOU MUST DO.
Who does this f*cker think he is? No one steps on me and tries to destroy and just walks off into the m*therf*cking sunset and leaves me for dead while cooly and arrogantly with a blase attitude basically demands that I get up and walk away and live the rest of my life defeated as if admitting I was never going to be anything anyway.
ARE YOU OUT OF YOUR F*CKING MIND?????
I have seen some stupid sh*t in the comment sections but this one is the absolute most annoying piece of shit yet. If this guy IS indeed a TI or claims to care for TI's then he has fallen into denial isle and either needs to pick himself up and regroup and recenter into reality OR he needs to put the gun squarely to his temple and fire becuz if I EVER give up like this f*cker that is all and exactly what I deserve.
You get it ? Good. No more comments from non warriors who want me to puss out.
Harassment overt since 1996.2003 became 24/7,intensity became potentially deadly. Manageable circa 2008.Mother's documented radiation experimentee,MK Ultra related.Destitute,homeless due to being targeted.
From Boston where an Ivy League school setting demands that everyone be smarter thus I have survived. Like other TI's ultimate goal of the harassment is suicide or institutionalization. Common 4 MK Ultra survivors.Cover story is I was involved in federal investigation of associates of former friends who are career criminals. However I NEVER RECIEVED A SUBPOENA. If u look carefully when Clinton apologizes for MK Ultra he never touches on mind control experiments. He also laughably talks about being responsible, owning up when caught doing something wrong-years later we see his true mode of operating with Lewinsky scandal. The military/private sector and intel agencies are continuing MK Ultra human experimentation in order to build an NWO. Anyone who's potential threat to that or has too much information on important people is targeted to keep us silent and discredit us.