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2026 UPDATE ON VIDEOS:
PLEASE BE AWARE THAT AS OF 2026 I HAVE TAKEN DOWN ALL VIDEOS THAT SHOW MY FACE. THIS IS DUE TO ADVANCING TECHNOLOGIES IN OUR WORLD BUT IT IS ALSO DUE TO MY GROWING RESPONSIBILITY TO AGING RELATIVES AND MY DESIRE TO PRODUCE MEANINGFUL WORK THAT WILL SECURE MY FUTURE FOR THEM AND MYSELF. KEEP IN MIND THAT THIS BLOG WAS STARTED IN A DIFFERENT ERA WHERE BEING A CONSPIRACY THEORIST WAS SOCIALLY ACCEPTABLE. For many years there were a few attempts to discredit the targeted individual community, such as infrequent, lone articles published by unsavory newspapers. However this was always met with resistance as well as a continued desire from many powerful factions such as academia to keep our community in a gray area. This is most likely due to the fact that back in those days academia had not been infiltrated or influenced by things like students being indoctrinated and then being used as armies against adults and institutions as well as other sordid things like the Jeffrey Epstein scandal. Educated and powerful people knew damn well that this situation is completely feasible. That level of society understood that we are victims of torture especially being aware of the exact nature of abuse of power opposed to the general public's vague impressions that they barely sense that they're being oppressed by in their daily lives anyway. Especially if it's connected to human experimentation or the theory that MK ultra is being continued under private contractors all these years academia and the powerful of all people would understand the levity of the situation. PEOPLE COULD NOT BE CANCELED AND DISSIDENT VOICES COULD NOT BE SILENCED SO EASILY. SOMEONE EXPRESSING A VERY ALTERNATIVE OPINION WOULD NOT IMMEDIATELY BE A POTENTIAL THREAT OR A DANGER TO OTHERS DUE TO CONTENT. SINCE THIS BLOG WAS STARTED, CONSPIRACY THEORY CULTURE HAS BEEN VILLANIZED AND WORSE CO-OPTED (EVEN THOUGH IT SEEMS THAT THE LEFT AND THE RIGHT POLITICAL PARTIES BELIEVE NOTHING BUT CONSPIRACY THEORIES AND THERE'S NO COMMON SENSE OR REAL POLITICS GOING ON). THERE'S SO MUCH CONSPIRACY THEORY GOING ON WITHIN POLITICS THE PROBLEM IS IS THAT ANYBODY THAT'S A REAL CONSPIRACY THEORIST THAT'S LOOKING FOR REAL ANSWERS OR THE TRUTH IS NOW BEING LABELED A PROBLEM BECAUSE SOMEHOW CONSPIRACY THEORIES ARE ONLY SOCIALLY ACCEPTABLE AS LONG AS THEY FIT IN WITH...POLITICAL POLARIZATION?
 IT'S JUST A DANGEROUS TIME. I WILL ALWAYS PRODUCE WORK ON THIS BLOG UNTIL I AM INCAPABLE OF DOING SO OR UNTIL MY BOOK IS WRITTEN.  SINCE I WAS FRAMED IN 2016 IT TOTALLY OBLITERATED MY AUDIENCE BASE. I HAVE TO WORK REALLY HARD TO GET THIS THING BACK. MY PERSONAL LIFE HAS BEEN INTERFERING FOR THE PAST 10 YEARS AND THAT IS ENDING NOW.. HOPEFULLY I CAN MAKE THIS BLOG WHAT I ORIGINALLY INTENDED IT TO BE AS WELL AS I CAN FINALLY COMPLETE WHAT I STARTED DECADES AGO AS A WOMAN IN MY THIRTIES. NOW IN MY '50S I WOULD LIKE TO COMPLETE THIS AND MOVE ON. 
 
DISCLAIMER: 
Please be advised that this written work is theory. For legal reasons I state that I have no actual belief in these theories as fact, if I did I would have sought legal recourse. Until that occurs, this blog can only be considered theory. In future if legal recourse is made available then any and all actions PAST AND FUTURE that have been taken against me during the years producing this work will be labeled criminal action.
I am a writer, an activist and artist. I claim my RIGHT TO EXIST legally under US Constitution and international law.

This is an educational blog for awareness as well as sometimes a telling of candid personal experiences to demonstrate theories as they might be experienced by a person who theoretically is existing under such conditions.
Any actions taken against me by others questioning my competence based on this produced work even those allegedly working for me or on any legal cases on my behalf will be sued or charged with activist/dissident intimidation and/or whistle blower retaliation and proper legal action will be taken against you by myself, family and support system. 

Be warned that no further interference with my production of meaningful work as an artist and activist will be tolerated.

Thursday, September 6, 2012

Being A TI Means Having To Be Kept Down For Life-Becuz No One Wants Any Clues To Mass Mind Control and the NWO Revealed To The Public

Its also hard to watch new immigrants having opportunities while we dissidents are kept down, harassed and shunned by society.

ISNT IT TIME WE ADMIT THAT AMERICA AS IT IS TODAY NO LONGER WANTS PEOPLE LIKE US AND MOST AMERICANS ACCEPT THIS NEW AMERICA AND DONT WANT ANY INTERFERENCE IN THIER PART IN THE NWO?

Why waste your time? Its just hard to admit that the USA is akin to a country you read about in history where people were so oppressed they left for a better life. Becuz always the oppressor used methods like keeping material things from it's people and more overt psy ops to control people. America has found a winning formula where you pay people off with material things if only they go along with the oppression of themselves and dissidents and its done very covertly and quietly so that no one outside the US can claim that the USA isnt a champion of human rights.

I havent been treated very well in the US I will tell you that. People seem to down right hate me as well as think they are clever for either watching me get fucked over or being part of getting paid to fuck me over. And thats all it is usually- they are being paid. And if its corrupt authority paying them, then why should they be afraid of consequences? In fact, secretly they feel they are saving the country by destroying Targeted Individuals. I kid you not.

A homeland has alot of power over people's minds, probably THE most power. More than thier families or thier religious gods. Ive had more than one person stress to me that they or others were getting paid to gang stalking me, obviously to death. And plenty of people in the street seem to know it as well.

The most mysterious thing about this is when perps who are just supposedly locals in the community seem to gain a sense of satisfaction from being part of gang stalking someone like me. It doesnt make any sense, unless of course most of humanity is totally evil and someone like me just didnt realize that MOST PEOPLE are evil in nature with some exception, and one sees this only when there is a concerted effort of people to do something like gang stalking a Target.
Why else would people have had such a sense of what seemed like personal satisfaction? That is something I still dont understand and never will. It was the most bizarre part of this experience and ever time I recall a person's face in a certain situation and I relive the experience and see thier faces and the way they acted- I still dont quite understand why so many people were as cruel as they were to someone they didnt know and seemed to get off on my being destroyed as if I had slighted them personally- especially when this entire thing is just about the govt not wanting to pay my mother and probably myself according to the Dept Of Energy, for her being a documented radiation experimentee as well as obviously not wanting me to go to therapists due to having memories from RA.

Unless there are a very high number of people in one pedophile networks or the Satanic cult networks in MA and other parts of the country. Boston and Cambridge seem to be absolutely loaded with people in on this. People who seem to be very cruel and have no human feelings at all. From every walk of life. Its something I will never understand about this phenomena. Never.
Unless they are indeed a huge pedophile network, then of course I understand becuz those people are selfish, heartless, greedy people who manipulate to get thier own way and silence thier victims and thats ALL they do in life. It was shocking to experience so many of them here in Cambridge and Boston.

Ultimately the system is trying to 'cure' my having an alter system. To erase memories completely so that I have nothing to go to therapy for and cant be hypnotized and recall anything incriminating. If I fully realize my situation and work directly as an activist for the issues I write about in these blogs then they will have succeeded in destroying my internal worlds which means no artwork, no writing, no creativity. There will be absolutely no private space for myself left at all. Their system of GS makes the TI assist in thier own destruction, mind wipes and break down by ensuring that they have to act in the interest of those things to survive being gang stalked.

Theyve figured everything out. I even had one guy tell me that getting me to leave the country is part of gang stalking. He also said that all of this was being done becuz the powers that be wanted to make sure that experimentees and programmed people were left with "some kind of life". Which is again total bullshit becuz if only Survivors were left alone, were could have had great lives minus the ruined health and destroyed minds. Minus the loss of intelligence and talent. These are all part of the constant excuses that are part of brainwashing the Targeted Survivor constantly day in and day out that does not end.

People who arent in on this dont look at me and realize I am being controlled constantly and I am basically held captive and isolated and not allowed to have a life. They want to believe I am just homeless or crazy or whatever. Let me tell you how much money must be going into the targeting of Survivors especially anyone connected to MK Ultra with documentation- its got to be very expensive. And they cant just give that money to compensate us becuz then they would have to officially admit what theyve done which they are trying to avoid at all costs.

BECUZ IF THE PUBLIC ARE TOLD WHAT MK ULTRA CONSISTED OF FULLY AND WHAT PROGRAMMING AND RA CONSIST OF THEY WILL BECOME CLUED IN THAT MASS MIND CONTROL IS TOTALLY POSSIBLE AND FEASIBLE in this era.

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