IAs usual on a holiday there is no feeling of gloom and doom or hopelessness. Other than being a Targeted person and taking this very personallly did you ever consider that the technologies used to make us so crazy and miserable, that we know are used for mass mind control also are used to ensure holidays occur, that they are profitable and most importantly, when people gather together on such occassions its carefully engineered so they do not feel the normal daily oppression they do the rest of the year? This is important becuz if people gather together they may begin discussing things. They may compare notes and agree that life should not be this difficult or miserable in one of the leading industrial and wealthiest countries in the world.
So holidays are purposely psycho managed so people will feel good and then its used as an escape.
However its not natural for humans to feel so horribly to begin with on a daily basis.
Psycho management does what ignorance and religion or other forms of psychological oppression used to do.
And think about how many people just in the USA are in on individual Target's campaigns. Those property have some understanding of society being managed by covert methods.
So not everyone is being innocently oppressed. The powers thst be cannot enslave a society as they have historically without the assistance of the People themselves.
And I know being targeted makes you feel bad.
You are not what they have slandered. You are not what they have made you out to be.
You are a freedom fighter, a hero. In a country with many spineless cowards, I don't see behave as dependent children on an oppressive authority figure and simply out right greedy animals.
You are as the characters of stories about heroes throughout history.
Screw new years. It's always been for amateurs anyway.