There are a number of publications that keep up on defense industry, contracting even DEW! Those of us targeted yet uneducated would benefit from reading up on such things.
Most Survivors of mind control projects like programming etc seem to have been kept from much of how the world really works. Expendables are trained and utilized strictly for their purpose(s) and then as we know- meant to self destruct at a certain time.
Much is done to ensure if we do survive that we are as dumbed down as possible, and whats being done as far as technologies in use to dumb down the masses and TIs does not help at all.
I find my writing on these blogs is only back to its original quality on Sundays and holidays. Mostly now all my writing is just complaining or being vengeful. I find I am kept in a state of anxiety, insecurity, feeling I must work harder to achieve status in society, get revenge. Much has done to ensure dissidents and anyone who knows whats going on or wakes up to it is cut down and silenced so they are discredited as well as unable to function.
Much of the running over of memories that is part of what grinds one down and drives many to suicide seems to be relieved by conditions where remote influence is blocked or not present: Sundays, holidays, underground, in a concrete and steel structure with metal roofing etc. Yesterday I was being driven up a mountain and upon losing cell signal I felt as calm, clear and 'normal' as a kid in the early 1990s.
Air pollution and electromagnetic pollution are destroying human helath and have made cities unhealthy to dwell in. Nust so companies can continue to make money the truth is hiddenn from the public.
Then big pharma aloo makes mony off of covering up much of human illness from these causes by overmedicating and using biological psychiatry to explain away symptoms and poison human bodies even further.
The benefits of what makes cities seem fun and exciting are ssimply distractions from what is happening in reality to human beings and other life forms due to various kinds of pollution.