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Please be advised that this written work is theory. It's theorizing, pondering and amateur research. For legal reasons I state that I have no actual belief in these theories as fact, if I did I would have sought legal recourse. Until that occurs this blog can only be considered theory. If it does then any and all actions PAST AND FUTURE that have been taken against me during the years producing this work will be labeled war crimes under international law and any other legal protections that apply.
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Friday, October 29, 2010

A Note To Readers

Please in mind I am heavily targeted and have sustained much damage. Emotional, psychological and physical. I exist under curses and have for some tine now daily.
These conditions are why the people bow down to this system as well as victims don't want to stand up for themselves. Does being targeted this way sound like a life (and death) you would want?

Being programmed we react differntly than. Most people would. And they know exactly how to manipulate individual targeted Survivors of programming.

After a while you go into denial about the system trying to kill you. No one can exist that way for that long. No human being can take this much hate and survive without coping mechanisms. And they do use hate and isolation to xestroythe TI.

They create elaborate scenerios and dream like situations for the TI to li be in.

Its all about ensuring the word never gets out to the public that MK Ultra was real and as severe as it was. That America is guilty of war crimes. And that the very content of those early days has brought a psycho civilized society into being as now mass mind control is a reality.

Daily I am either harassed and psych warfare is used or managed in a heavy rtech /chemical use area like Boston or San Diego to ensure that I focus on other parts of this situation cover stories etc and lose focus on the simple truth that my mother is a documted radiation experimentee related to MK Ultra and I am a Survivor of high level mind control slave programming.

Its that damn simple but I have been handled so long and isolated and threatened and brainwashed that every minute of every day I feel bad about my situation,especially being either rejected by society due to the severity of the harassment or due to the public actually believing co er stories, which kills me and they know it so they work that angle constantly in the harassment.

Average people get off on killing someone this important to Power which seems to be the main motive above and beyond all Perp's personal or other business motives for harassing, gaslighting or being negligent with Targets.

Its difficult for me to just face the situation and stay focused due to having been manipulated to not do that specifically over these many years. And the tech and tracking and mapping in some areas is so sophisticated that everything I take in mentally like music vids or read or see and hear is used to build up those false scenarios and false environments. For instance if I finally have the sense to watch the MK Ultra testimonies or just that one vid #10 that is compelling, there isn't much they can do with that so I notice my mind clears of falsehoods and constant bs. But who can live focused on that everyday exclusively?

I am often posting very tired backpacking across the USA or in a location that may be very difficult to navigate due gs or related activity.

There is also much in the way of behavior modification with many TI's especially Survivors of mind control who can be connected to MK Ultra as I can through my mother being a radiation experimentee in the 1950's.
Many people who are targeted snap or have meltdowns. Many of us are suspect of Mel Gibson's case as he seems to have fallen into the typical 'blame it on the blacks and Jews' theme. This is an actual paranoid state of mind that is INDUCED BY PSYCHOLOGICAL WARFARE on Targeted persons. Its to discredit the TI and make them out to be just a beligerent bigot. Its main purpose is discreditation.
During Bush many races and religions were unified against him and his administration and the people he was representing with his actions. As Obama took office the goal now seems to be to placate the public and slowly leave TI's behind as well as cause riffs in race and sneakily still support a class war by using race as diversion. There are many African Americans who are activists who are also targeted, that either live as other TI's do or have left the country as other TI's have. One has to remember that any and all people within the public right now are what Malcolm X referred to as 'house slaves'. Afro Centrics will be familiar with this term. Professor Griff of Public Enemy seems to be targeted as are all sorts of activists that see the basic structure of oppression.

All activists are just human and the stress levels and pressures involved in this are ridiculously high. Often I make mistakes or speak out of turn, but remember the odds we all are facing.

I do the best I can on this project for myself and for other Targeted Indivuduals.

Take what you can from these works and be as wise as serpents. Do your own research and question everyone and every piece of info that doesnt sit right with you.

And I wish you Luck.

12 comments:

  1. Add to the fact that the perps' control games amount to sick cowardly covert fun on their part. So we can't be expected to conform to their wishes or do what they or any 2nd level and lower perp abetting strangers, perps, gangstalkers, or footsoldiers want us to. I personally am finding that strangers that are completely unknown to me, sometimes know stuff about me, and expect me to go along with this "movement". We don't have to, basically, and can completely disregard and ignore any control tactics by stalkers or perps running the show. Yeah, I know, the hidden bastards use all kinds of coercion tactics that are of the electronic biometrical variety. Basically, these are remote torture weapons, both physical and psychological. I just think this is illegal and unethical, and I am in no way responsible if they or the perp abettors are unable to change my behavior. Not only is it their problem, but I can simply blow them off as I wish.

    It's interesting how we get abused if we don't accept everything these shallow sick cretins with access to Big Toys as gospel. It's like, they have this attitude that they are some kind of godlike entity, so everything they put forth is 100% truth, and everything we say is garbage and lies.

    They have the attitude that we're all dumb trash or something, because they are like aristocrats beating up on peans, because they are part of this "godlike" system. Part of their psych. terror and torture is getting us to obey their rules and harassment as truth, and our knowledge of what they are up to is basically written off as lies. That is part of the psych. terror/torture: getting us to accept something that is dictated by shallow superficial powerful connected criminals as The Truth, and everything we realize about them (that is true) are lies. It's like we're dirty and smelly hobos, and they are pristine little gods or something. They are very narcissistic, self-centered, and cocky. They are like a man's dick that hasn't had sex in years, that sees a hot chick for the first time in ages: all swollen up and pulsating with self-importance and self-righteousness. And they try to take away our self-esteem and impose their Dirt onto us, when they know damned well we know they are bullshitters and dirty, dirty, dirty cheatenous whores and murderers.

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  2. Add to the fact that the perps' control games amount to sick cowardly covert fun on their part. So we can't be expected to conform to their wishes or do what they or any 2nd level and lower perp abetting strangers, perps, gangstalkers, or footsoldiers want us to. I personally am finding that strangers that are completely unknown to me, sometimes know stuff about me, and expect me to go along with this "movement". We don't have to, basically, and can completely disregard and ignore any control tactics by stalkers or perps running the show. Yeah, I know, the hidden bastards use all kinds of coercion tactics that are of the electronic biometrical variety. Basically, these are remote torture weapons, both physical and psychological. I just think this is illegal and unethical, and I am in no way responsible if they or the perp abettors are unable to change my behavior. Not only is it their problem, but I can simply blow them off as I wish.

    It's interesting how we get abused if we don't accept everything these shallow sick cretins with access to Big Toys as gospel. It's like, they have this attitude that they are some kind of godlike entity, so everything they put forth is 100% truth, and everything we say is garbage and lies.

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  3. http://www.nwofighters.org/secretly-forced-brain-implants-pt-1-explosive-court-case/

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  4. From what I've read from the Brian Jones wikipedia entry, Andrew Loog Oldham kind of fucked up the band and completely put the focus on image and making money. What a douche. Typical producer/madman. That is the role of the producer: kind of a movie director. That's why singer-songwriters usually produce their own stuff.

    Enough about the Stones for now. And yeah, those articles about the Stones you posted were disturbing. But I think Keith Richards is just making shit up for whatever reason. That's what I'm hoping. I mean, I see no reason to believe the two were "shagging" (LOL). If they were really getting all those women, what reason would there be for them to "shag"? LOL. But those articles you posted were funny, though, and I took no offense. Between him and Oldham's book "Stoned", I don't know whom to believe less. Probably all books have a bullshit slant to them that are written by such types.

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  5. Is this small type gonna last? Noticed it today checking the blog. My aging eyes can't take it! The only good thing about it would be frustrated squinting perps as ti's accessed the site in public.

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  6. if u dont know by now how to use the zoom feature on the computer its not my problem. yer lucky you get this blog free of charge, what you should be asking is 'will she stay enslaved by the perps and keep pumping out all this info and sometimes comedy totally free of charge while she sleeps outside or lives in shelters or has to beg for money on the street for food at month's end?' you should be looking at that donate button very carefully not the size of the print.

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  7. riiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiight because the mindless, insane ramblings here in tiny white print on a black background (seriously?) are worth anyone's money and donations.

    you've got a laptop. you've got an iphone or ipod touch or whatever that fancy little gizmo is and you want people to give you money for reading your poorly written, grammatically incorrect rantings.

    let me know how all that works out, missy. maybe you pass on the technology for awhile and spend that money on some food or a place to sleep and you can quit playing the pity party.

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  8. I really feel for you without knowing your full story I definitely relate to a bit of your struggle.
    People who come to this planet with so much light or an abundance of knowledge have a harder time. They struggle for many reasons, and many of them are not even known by the so-called perpetrator. These interplays between us are all very dramatic, and we must step outside our 'selves' and see that.

    I get very upset at being singled out, and misunderstood, jealousy, and I could recount horrible things that would fill up 2 life times but it wouldn't change anything. All I know is it must be happening for the greater good, and I learn something from it.

    It's frustrating, I know that the only way through darkness is to turn on a light. So, thank you for being diligent in your work and remember to keep your mind open to other alternatives.

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  9. OK, I am now following your Blog...
    I posted a coment at youtube as Sativarg... you probably did not like it so...
    I don't care. They mess with the TV shows I watch they manipulate me I'm a tool and I'm going to try and listen to what you are saying.
    Your you-tube account was the first thing that made any sense of the "coincidences" and the accosting and the extortion I was experiencing

    thank you

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  10. I posted on your blog anonymously earlier asking if you'd been diagnosed with schizophrenia.. and I feel the need to apologize, profusely. I never knew about this. After reading your blog I did a little research, and ended up at this blog: http://www.jbhfile.com/
    Scary stuff. I'm going to have to look into what you've been writing more seriously.

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  11. I am a person undergoing or overcoming hopefully the insanity of OS and electronic torture. I am trying to rephrase these terms a little. I don't want to be "under" going it, I want to be "over" coming it.

    As for the insult of her grammatically incorrect writing, I am hacked into on my laptop endlessly and when I type something correctly the hackers send it out with words missing and letters missing from words so it looks like I can't spell, or think clearly. The people commenting on your blog are trying to discredit you, but of course you must know that, and so much everyone else reading this.

    I want to say that I am an MK ULTRA mind control slave, and I just "came out of the closet" so-to-speak, last year when I lived in Germany and the organized stalking was sooooo organized I had to finally begin to understand what was going on. The Germanys are so predictable and robotic (and brainwashed and happily content to be so) that every nuance of MK ULTRA and mind control was so clearly expressed towards me, like text book simplicity. I also have been drugged and poisoned for decades (I'm 47 now) and that poison and drug cocktail they put in you is enough to drive you crazy, it breaks down your barriers to your will and ability to say No and defend yourself psychologically. I do not mean to digress from the subject, but I applaud you for your cool "misspellings" and your audacity to publish this and I wish I could pay my bills at the end of the month and be able to send money to you Rachel. Please keep on writing, please keep on fighting.

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  12. Someone said you can just "blow off" the manipulation of the stalkers who try to manipulate. Whoever said that does not get the combination of poisoning and drugging I have had for years and years, so the stuff is embedded in my body. Then there's the subliminal messages which pierce through any defenses, especially in combination with the drugs which destroy barriers to selfhood. Then, there's the non-stop electronic torture, which is painful torture to say the least. Then there is the non-stop harassment from strangers everywhere I go, and the added burden of family and "friends" who are part of the abuse (in my situation--MK ULTRA "victim"). All together it is impossible to "blow off" the attacks, especially because of the drugs/poisons.

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