Please in mind I am heavily targeted and have sustained much damage. Emotional, psychological and physical. I exist under curses and have for some tine now daily.
These conditions are why the people bow down to this system as well as victims don't want to stand up for themselves. Does being targeted this way sound like a life (and death) you would want?
Being programmed we react differntly than. Most people would. And they know exactly how to manipulate individual targeted Survivors of programming.
After a while you go into denial about the system trying to kill you. No one can exist that way for that long. No human being can take this much hate and survive without coping mechanisms. And they do use hate and isolation to xestroythe TI.
They create elaborate scenerios and dream like situations for the TI to li be in.
Its all about ensuring the word never gets out to the public that MK Ultra was real and as severe as it was. That America is guilty of war crimes. And that the very content of those early days has brought a psycho civilized society into being as now mass mind control is a reality.
Daily I am either harassed and psych warfare is used or managed in a heavy rtech /chemical use area like Boston or San Diego to ensure that I focus on other parts of this situation cover stories etc and lose focus on the simple truth that my mother is a documted radiation experimentee related to MK Ultra and I am a Survivor of high level mind control slave programming.
Its that damn simple but I have been handled so long and isolated and threatened and brainwashed that every minute of every day I feel bad about my situation,especially being either rejected by society due to the severity of the harassment or due to the public actually believing co er stories, which kills me and they know it so they work that angle constantly in the harassment.
Average people get off on killing someone this important to Power which seems to be the main motive above and beyond all Perp's personal or other business motives for harassing, gaslighting or being negligent with Targets.
Its difficult for me to just face the situation and stay focused due to having been manipulated to not do that specifically over these many years. And the tech and tracking and mapping in some areas is so sophisticated that everything I take in mentally like music vids or read or see and hear is used to build up those false scenarios and false environments. For instance if I finally have the sense to watch the MK Ultra testimonies or just that one vid #10 that is compelling, there isn't much they can do with that so I notice my mind clears of falsehoods and constant bs. But who can live focused on that everyday exclusively?
I am often posting very tired backpacking across the USA or in a location that may be very difficult to navigate due gs or related activity.
There is also much in the way of behavior modification with many TI's especially Survivors of mind control who can be connected to MK Ultra as I can through my mother being a radiation experimentee in the 1950's.
Many people who are targeted snap or have meltdowns. Many of us are suspect of Mel Gibson's case as he seems to have fallen into the typical 'blame it on the blacks and Jews' theme. This is an actual paranoid state of mind that is INDUCED BY PSYCHOLOGICAL WARFARE on Targeted persons. Its to discredit the TI and make them out to be just a beligerent bigot. Its main purpose is discreditation.
During Bush many races and religions were unified against him and his administration and the people he was representing with his actions. As Obama took office the goal now seems to be to placate the public and slowly leave TI's behind as well as cause riffs in race and sneakily still support a class war by using race as diversion. There are many African Americans who are activists who are also targeted, that either live as other TI's do or have left the country as other TI's have. One has to remember that any and all people within the public right now are what Malcolm X referred to as 'house slaves'. Afro Centrics will be familiar with this term. Professor Griff of Public Enemy seems to be targeted as are all sorts of activists that see the basic structure of oppression.
All activists are just human and the stress levels and pressures involved in this are ridiculously high. Often I make mistakes or speak out of turn, but remember the odds we all are facing.
I do the best I can on this project for myself and for other Targeted Indivuduals.
Take what you can from these works and be as wise as serpents. Do your own research and question everyone and every piece of info that doesnt sit right with you.
And I wish you Luck.