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PLEASE BE AWARE THAT AS OF 2026 I HAVE TAKEN DOWN ALL VIDEOS THAT SHOW MY FACE. THIS IS DUE TO ADVANCING TECHNOLOGIES IN OUR WORLD BUT IT IS ALSO DUE TO MY GROWING RESPONSIBILITY TO AGING RELATIVES AND MY DESIRE TO PRODUCE MEANINGFUL WORK THAT WILL SECURE MY FUTURE FOR THEM AND MYSELF. KEEP IN MIND THAT THIS BLOG WAS STARTED IN A DIFFERENT ERA WHERE BEING A CONSPIRACY THEORIST WAS SOCIALLY ACCEPTABLE. For many years there were a few attempts to discredit the targeted individual community, such as infrequent, lone articles published by unsavory newspapers. However this was always met with resistance as well as a continued desire from many powerful factions such as academia to keep our community in a gray area. This is most likely due to the fact that back in those days academia had not been infiltrated or influenced by things like students being indoctrinated and then being used as armies against adults and institutions as well as other sordid things like the Jeffrey Epstein scandal. Educated and powerful people knew damn well that this situation is completely feasible. That level of society understood that we are victims of torture especially being aware of the exact nature of abuse of power opposed to the general public's vague impressions that they barely sense that they're being oppressed by in their daily lives anyway. Especially if it's connected to human experimentation or the theory that MK ultra is being continued under private contractors all these years academia and the powerful of all people would understand the levity of the situation. PEOPLE COULD NOT BE CANCELED AND DISSIDENT VOICES COULD NOT BE SILENCED SO EASILY. SOMEONE EXPRESSING A VERY ALTERNATIVE OPINION WOULD NOT IMMEDIATELY BE A POTENTIAL THREAT OR A DANGER TO OTHERS DUE TO CONTENT. SINCE THIS BLOG WAS STARTED, CONSPIRACY THEORY CULTURE HAS BEEN VILLANIZED AND WORSE CO-OPTED (EVEN THOUGH IT SEEMS THAT THE LEFT AND THE RIGHT POLITICAL PARTIES BELIEVE NOTHING BUT CONSPIRACY THEORIES AND THERE'S NO COMMON SENSE OR REAL POLITICS GOING ON). THERE'S SO MUCH CONSPIRACY THEORY GOING ON WITHIN POLITICS THE PROBLEM IS IS THAT ANYBODY THAT'S A REAL CONSPIRACY THEORIST THAT'S LOOKING FOR REAL ANSWERS OR THE TRUTH IS NOW BEING LABELED A PROBLEM BECAUSE SOMEHOW CONSPIRACY THEORIES ARE ONLY SOCIALLY ACCEPTABLE AS LONG AS THEY FIT IN WITH...POLITICAL POLARIZATION?
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Saturday, March 21, 2009

That last post on suicide

Now you know the one thing in this is not to trust anyone..even me. How do you know I am not an operative? Always try to think for yourselves.

Also I dont want people offing themselves. The point of that post was to NOT off yourself but also to illustrate that we are suffering and no one is listening.

The only people who occasionally pay attention are people like that twart who did the NY Times article about how we are all delusional. And he totally misrepresented our experiences as well. I dont recall the walls ever talking to me...maybe YOU took too much LSD while going to big school in Britain douche, but I dont hear voices like that. Moron. How many more times are they going to send idiots like that to discredit us. He's lucky this isnt old tyme England becuz we'd be outside his house with an f-ing effigy set alight. Bollocks you arsehole.

See all the fun things you can do to continue the fight? Yes, I agree with right to die but I'd much rather see you stay and fight. Becuz I want to rub these jerks faces in it if we win.

1 comment:

  1. Cyanide is not a good choice for suicide: there are a lot of myths about how it works, many of them believed in by qualified doctors. What it actually does, is prevent the blood transporting oxygen, so your lungs and heart work very hard, while they can, but cannot even get the oxygen to power themselves, and stop. It can take quite a while. The CIA had to invent something a lot kinder for its suicide pills, as it found that agents who knew what cyanide was really like, threw the pills away.

    There were (and apparently still are) some experimental psychiatrists at the University of Sussex, who want permission to use LSD as a "therapy" for schizophrenia. The Medical Research Council has been consistently refusing licences to conduct such research since the nineteen forties, but psychiatrists tend to assume that anyone who disagrees with them is irrational, even the Medical research Council, so they did some experiments anyway.

    The man who pissed you off was from King's College, London. (Not to be confused with King's College, Cambridge). If he took part in the unlicensed experiments, and he's arrogant enough for this, he could probably be charged with administering a noxious substance, this is a criminal assault, and carries a seven year sentence.

    Medawar likes to remind these people of the laws they break, in trying to "correct" the behaviour of people who are breaking no laws at all.

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