Yesterday was absolutely one of the most depressing days Ive had. I dont even want to look at what I wrote. And I wont.
This blog is supposed to be to inform but also to show what daily TI life is like. I often attach personal views or griping onto info I want to post.
Its candid. That's the point. It shows moods and times of confusion. And if I ever get to my book it will serve as a reference as to what was going on at the time.
Becuz unless I have a reminder for someoI can't remember most of whats happened. They target me in a way so I will forget what's occurred. Most of that damage comes from the daily in person harassment.
Im going to post a correction now on something I posted a month or so ago. Just to show the confusion and lack of ability to reason clearly that a certain area of intense harassment can cause (living in Providence and on commuter rail trains were very bad. And im still getting ideations to go back to RI! Yeah thats a GREAT idea.)
I avoid any Thnsgving traditions becuz I want to remember the Native American genocide is what came from that.
When you travel enough you begin to realize the peace prosperity and feelings of safety on an energy level are due to whats left by the Native peoples.