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2026 UPDATE ON VIDEOS:
PLEASE BE AWARE THAT AS OF 2026 I HAVE TAKEN DOWN ALL VIDEOS THAT SHOW MY FACE. THIS IS DUE TO ADVANCING TECHNOLOGIES IN OUR WORLD BUT IT IS ALSO DUE TO MY GROWING RESPONSIBILITY TO AGING RELATIVES AND MY DESIRE TO PRODUCE MEANINGFUL WORK THAT WILL SECURE MY FUTURE FOR THEM AND MYSELF. KEEP IN MIND THAT THIS BLOG WAS STARTED IN A DIFFERENT ERA WHERE BEING A CONSPIRACY THEORIST WAS SOCIALLY ACCEPTABLE. For many years there were a few attempts to discredit the targeted individual community, such as infrequent, lone articles published by unsavory newspapers. However this was always met with resistance as well as a continued desire from many powerful factions such as academia to keep our community in a gray area. This is most likely due to the fact that back in those days academia had not been infiltrated or influenced by things like students being indoctrinated and then being used as armies against adults and institutions as well as other sordid things like the Jeffrey Epstein scandal. Educated and powerful people knew damn well that this situation is completely feasible. That level of society understood that we are victims of torture especially being aware of the exact nature of abuse of power opposed to the general public's vague impressions that they barely sense that they're being oppressed by in their daily lives anyway. Especially if it's connected to human experimentation or the theory that MK ultra is being continued under private contractors all these years academia and the powerful of all people would understand the levity of the situation. PEOPLE COULD NOT BE CANCELED AND DISSIDENT VOICES COULD NOT BE SILENCED SO EASILY. SOMEONE EXPRESSING A VERY ALTERNATIVE OPINION WOULD NOT IMMEDIATELY BE A POTENTIAL THREAT OR A DANGER TO OTHERS DUE TO CONTENT. SINCE THIS BLOG WAS STARTED, CONSPIRACY THEORY CULTURE HAS BEEN VILLANIZED AND WORSE CO-OPTED (EVEN THOUGH IT SEEMS THAT THE LEFT AND THE RIGHT POLITICAL PARTIES BELIEVE NOTHING BUT CONSPIRACY THEORIES AND THERE'S NO COMMON SENSE OR REAL POLITICS GOING ON). THERE'S SO MUCH CONSPIRACY THEORY GOING ON WITHIN POLITICS THE PROBLEM IS IS THAT ANYBODY THAT'S A REAL CONSPIRACY THEORIST THAT'S LOOKING FOR REAL ANSWERS OR THE TRUTH IS NOW BEING LABELED A PROBLEM BECAUSE SOMEHOW CONSPIRACY THEORIES ARE ONLY SOCIALLY ACCEPTABLE AS LONG AS THEY FIT IN WITH...POLITICAL POLARIZATION?
 IT'S JUST A DANGEROUS TIME. I WILL ALWAYS PRODUCE WORK ON THIS BLOG UNTIL I AM INCAPABLE OF DOING SO OR UNTIL MY BOOK IS WRITTEN.  SINCE I WAS FRAMED IN 2016 IT TOTALLY OBLITERATED MY AUDIENCE BASE. I HAVE TO WORK REALLY HARD TO GET THIS THING BACK. MY PERSONAL LIFE HAS BEEN INTERFERING FOR THE PAST 10 YEARS AND THAT IS ENDING NOW.. HOPEFULLY I CAN MAKE THIS BLOG WHAT I ORIGINALLY INTENDED IT TO BE AS WELL AS I CAN FINALLY COMPLETE WHAT I STARTED DECADES AGO AS A WOMAN IN MY THIRTIES. NOW IN MY '50S I WOULD LIKE TO COMPLETE THIS AND MOVE ON. 
 
DISCLAIMER: 
Please be advised that this written work is theory. For legal reasons I state that I have no actual belief in these theories as fact, if I did I would have sought legal recourse. Until that occurs, this blog can only be considered theory. In future if legal recourse is made available then any and all actions PAST AND FUTURE that have been taken against me during the years producing this work will be labeled criminal action.
I am a writer, an activist and artist. I claim my RIGHT TO EXIST legally under US Constitution and international law.

This is an educational blog for awareness as well as sometimes a telling of candid personal experiences to demonstrate theories as they might be experienced by a person who theoretically is existing under such conditions.
Any actions taken against me by others questioning my competence based on this produced work even those allegedly working for me or on any legal cases on my behalf will be sued or charged with activist/dissident intimidation and/or whistle blower retaliation and proper legal action will be taken against you by myself, family and support system. 

Be warned that no further interference with my production of meaningful work as an artist and activist will be tolerated.

Wednesday, August 15, 2012

Being Coerced to Seek Council and Come Forward: for Me Its Too Late But The System Only Wants What IT Wants For TIs

(This was written today at MIT so perhqps I was feeling an influence from there. Usually I get an interface when in the main building anyway.) Most of what has been done to destroy my mind and my talents is behavior modification. Its in the interest of I assume correcting what was formed in my by programming and RA as well as my upbringing.

The attitude seems to be that I am full of myself and I have to learn to live among society etc etc.

However, if this is the case what right does whoever is doing this have to cause me to have the serious health problems I have now as well as destroy my potential as an artist, writer, poet, dancer, art model, actress, comedian, parent, wife, homeowner, student and councillor??? As far as I know they havent got the right. But this system is so all pervasive now that it is coming across as totally self righteous and in the right. Just and for the good of all.

How can this be if its so destructive? And how can I be wrong if efforts have been made to silence me or get legal council? If I was truly wrong they wouldnt be afraid of my testimony.

A large part of this is behavior modification which is to force me (at this stage it seems) to confess to someone or society generally which is an important part and stage in CULT MIND CONTROL aka brainwashing.

Giving in to the group or cult.

I am supposed to finally seek justice by getting a lawyer, coming forward, admitting information I wouldnt have at earlier stages, defending myself via the system not by rebelling, hiding, and living outside the system etc.
IF THIS IS SO DESIRABLE THEN WHY WAS IT NOT ALLOWED IN THE VERY BEGINNING OF THIS WHEN I SOUGHT LEGAL COUNCIL? When the damage done to me- my mind and physical body, could have been minimized.

This is all bullshit. Its merely part of the game they are playing with my life as well as everyone elses. I refuse to be used like a puppet in some play some assholes higher up feel like they are directing. I am fucking sick of this.

I will NOT do as I am expected and I will NOT do as I am supposed to do. Becuz this would not be truly living by one's Will but the Will of The State and all its little mind controlled sick citizens who agree with this fucked up system.

Fuck the United States, fuck mass mind control and fuck giving to false justice.

Why would I give into the Will of a country that even has such a program in existence of creating mind controlled slaves (via internal programming) then using MK Ultra to create mere puppets of mind control via OUTSIDE forces. All they do is wipe whats inside of you and use outside forces of mind control and manipulation and brain washing to create this OTHER person they want you to be. What kind of a country is that? FUCK this. I will absolutely do nothing of the kind. Go to hell. Go fuck off to Disneyworld if you want a story book Happy Ending and everyone and everything neatly in its place. I WILL NOT PROVIDE YOU WITH YOUR DESIRED RESULT.

I will NEVER give you what you want. Let the rest of the country serve your fucked up agenda.

Imagine, turning ARTISTS, who are basically living gods moreso than normal people
into robots to do others bidding.
by clock

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