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Tuesday, January 25, 2011

Why You Should Not Elect Mitt Romney in 2012

Its all so perfect isnt it? The long term plan. I didnt realize that so many careers teetered on destroying my life and discrediting me.

They are brilliant but they should be after doing this for so many thousands of years.
I see the end result now and its all for them and nothing for me.

It covers up any and all mind control projects or experimentation. It covers for abuses of me and total disregard for human and civil rights. It makes every single one of the rich kids and thier protectors look good and validate destroying me and rising them with opportunities. One of their protectors is Mitt Romney. And his assistance in destroying my life, I see too lat now is only going to be a plus for him in his election.

This really has been a work of art. And being so targeted there is no way I could have seen the end results.

I will be forever seen as something that should have been expelled from Boston, public housing and driven out of the state and my life and future destroyed. These actions, though I know the truth about them as covering for abuses and me being a victim witness to the inner workings of the sex industry as well as mind control slavery and SRA, actually are going to work in the favor of all involved. I now understand why its so important to never tell the truth and never fess up to what really happened.

Becuz anything I say is not going to be believed and even if it is, the people who are supported by these actions are far more valuable to this society than I will ever be considered to be.

Everyone's attitude has always been that what has been done to me is expected in the USA as well as just the way things are. That what happened is for the greater good of all. That I am merely a worthless human being due to being poor as well as being seen as just some prostitute that needed reforming anyway.

So if everything goes as they want it to, via mind control and abuse and torture of course, all the rich kid criminals will have thier asses covered and through constant harassment if I want to stop being chased around the USA I will have to conform and be humbled which of course makes it look like what they did in the big picture was best for my future as well.

And all my efforts to do activism and get the truth out fall on deaf ears. Becuz its seen as lies and excuses to cover for me being exposed or "in trouble" as some cops tried to intimate in St Louis. Also becuz even if people believe what I am saying it still doesnt change 'the way things are' in this society. Even if its outright wrong no one is going to do anything to change what goes on in these situations. My human value in the USA is just not high enough for me to be percieved as I percieve myself and since the smear people got to the American public first, there is little chance of me every having control over my own life in this country. Probably other countries as well but perhaps there my artistic talents can be focused on or my ability to write (which needs serious education to improve) or my intelligence or altruistic visions.

I cannot be who I really am in the United States. Its not right for me. It never was. I have never been treated well in the USA nor have I have I ever been given the opportunities that other people have had. No one is willing to help me and I cant get back what I once had.

The bottom line is that no one cares, I am simply not important enough to count. People care alot more about the rich kids the helped destroy me, the cops that back them and people like Romney who assisted in the campaign while govenor.

The way I have been spoken about by say, Berkelee kids one summer is exactly the way I will always be portrayed. "Why are you talking to that washed up whore?" Thats it end of story. That is my ceiling in the USA since I was exposed somehow I still dont know how and the real story of mind control, programming and connections to the radiation experiments of the 50's will never count for anything. All my old associates have moved on and have great lives. No one acknowledges me in this country except to be mean to me or degrade me.

I was told this was a "total railroad job" by one agent or perp or whatever she was and she was 100% correct. My mother was also correct when she said nobody cares. I didn't think it would be this serious, the determination of an entire nation to not care about a victim of such crimes. But she was right and my mother has always been much more comfortable and familiar with the ways of the US. I have always felt like I was misplaced or out of my element here. Its been a horrible life in this country and I have always been mistreated. My beauty, intelligence and talent have been not only wasted but now destroyed by forces within the US that its people are not willing to do anything about. In fact they seem to depend on this oppression to define who they are.

I will not live in a country that asks me to define myself as so dramatically different from who I really am.

Now for common sense.
If attempts were made on my life during Bush and I was beaten down badly with torture and harassment what makes me think that if his father's favorite, Romney gets in, that it will not happen again that way? This time, the man who knows that I have dirt on people he assisted as governor, could make an executive order or something else while in the presidency, to have me killed outright once and for all.
And I suspect that everyone he helped during his governorship in MA is going to be supporting his presidential run so in the end it works out for everyone. To stay in the USA with Romney as president would by logic be a danger to my life. I fear for my life if Mitt Romney gets into office.

During his being governor of MA John McCain was governor of AZ, Giuliani was governor of NY and G.W. Bush was president of the United States. By theory these people all share a common political outlook and seem to have been 'in' with each other tightly.
The harassment I received in thier states was some of the worst torture and abuse in all my travels around the USA.
(right now a I write this I have been scanned to judge accurately wether I am writing this out of genuine fear for my life or to get attention or further my cause by making such claims. This is the extent of mind control within the US for targets like myself. Since breaking me down with torture and abuse as well as isolating me from my old life and everyone in it as well as thier betrayals assisting with that isolation, I have become more and more suseptible to mind control in the modern way its done now. And since 2003 more and more I have sensed an increase in this system's ability to monitor myself as a target, I believe its for the purpose of further behavior modification. Ultimately now the program is behavior modification. I also believe that my fighting suicide was part of behavior modification. I find it interesting that Obama is pushing agendas like community and volunteering and getting involved and due to what has been done to me I find myself doing just that as a reaction to my situation. These agendas have been documented to have been being pushed subliminally through televisions shows watched by the American public and I have posted about this with many references that show the govt is rewarding networks with points for writing and airing such propaganda.
Nothing I do now in my life seems natural to me and this isnt Me. This isnt who I really am. This is not the normal progression of events or of my growth as a person. My actions are purely reactionary to stimuli and manipulation applied by the system of mind control in place now in the USA. And the longer we stray from dealing with what went on during Bush and with reality, the more down this hole we go never to get out with anything intact or recovered. To date, Cambridge MA is one of the worst cities for this system of constantly being analyzed, thoughts read every second and even responded to by the system of mind control. Just on the bus on the way to the computer lab here in Cambridge on a bus I was so upset by the thought of Romney getting into office I seriously considered suicide again. I was actually feeling like crying and I dont usually cry anymore as the system has trained me through abuse and psychological manipulation to not do so. As I thought about, envisioned myself shooting heroin to commit suicide as that would be my preferred method I think, I suddenly felt a burn in two places on my arm right where one would shoot up into a vein. It is the same burn sensation that I get frequently in this general location in the USA and its always used to train me in some way- behavior modification. Its either used as a punishment or as a deterrence from feeling or thinking about things that take from the system's control over me. It feels like burns but also there is pain and its definitely a training tool to control the person its being done to. This is why is so important to make sure the person gives up, moves on and conforms. This would ensure this system was in control for the remainder of the Target's life, using subtle gang stalking and low level pain induction to continue to condition the Target and keep them under control for the rest of thier lives once again evading detection.)

It does not surprise me that during this time there was a federal investigation around friends of associates of mine and in the end the drugs/money laundering were shown to be going between Phoenix AZ and MA. The two govenors of those states then proceeded to hold hands all the way to the presidential elections. It pays to play ball with the agenda.

The hardest thing about this system for most people to understand is how artful it is and efficient. Not many people could keep up with how many things are fullfilled with just one action and that action is usually tied into other actions and this makes up a long term plan that fulfills many agendas. Its amazing really just how much is done with what seems like an isolated situation. Its complex surely but it does exist. If that were not so I would not have to continue to be kept down and controlled..if these incidents were merely isolated and unto themselves.

And I never realized until recently how heavy handed the attacks on me were, how severe the campaign has been. Attempts on Target's lives, hard core torture as well as the level of abuse as well as the amount of manpower involved is usually reserved for people who are truly knowledgable about things and are credible witnesses that could disrupt thier power structure. How in the hell was I going to be that kind of threat? This is what is so unfair. Its granted that many TI's are targeted that are not even a true threat to national security but then looking at it from the perspective of keeping someone under control or eliminating them covertly- even from the illegal actions being valid point of view this was above and beyond what was necessary. Was is really necessary to be so heavy handed? I was willing to not say a thing about discovering I was programmed and to get therapy privately and go on with my life.
This is where it becomes obvious that any memories of SRA a Target recalls are NOT imagined. Becuz the only rationale for such behavior is simply that is what Satanists do. That is what this is about. Its no surprise that my campaign is exactly like what targeted people experience who are cutting ties with Satanic cults. Essentially in a convoluted way a person like myself is doing just that. The actions of this system against me only validate any memories I have of SRA.

If this is not true then why was there a need for rape, torture and destruction? This is what Satanists DO. No matter how much the cult claims you are one of them or even portrays to you in the midst of such actions some form of thier sick 'love' for you, still such actions are only destructive not for the means of protecting national security. It may very well be that I am always going to be partially Satanic in nature but that was dormant in me. The people involved in this seem to be taking such actions in order to induce or trigger any and all Satanic programming or nature in people right now. There is no logical reason that I could not have taken my past life experience and done something to help people with it as a way of balancing my own experiences. This system ever since 2003 seems obssessed in finding every little girl who had any connection to SRA and making her more Satanic in nature than she ever would have been otherwise. It may be to discredit the person and make them seem 'evil' therefore it necessary to keep on them for life but there is something else to it. Its as if this theory of some faction bringing on a Satanic Age is very much a reality. If these people are into astrology which it seems they are, then they may consider this shift into the Aquarian Age as an opportunity to bring on a Satanic Age, which of course makes no sense at all as Satan is no more Aquarian as he is Piscean or Capricornian. He would most logically be associated with Scorpio or Aries but in fact the history and make up of 'Satan' and Lucifer is much more complex than that and I dont even think astrology applies. Once you get down to it, astronomy may be more useful than astrology if you want to start studying the nature of the ancients.

This is why this is all being done. To induce a false Satanic Age whereas the Age of Aquarius would have been just that, without Satanic ruler ship or association. I highly suspect that it could have been an age of man starting to become on world brotherhood and focus on humanitarian issues as well as technology becoming part of the way man lived daily and solved his problems, especially the ones that threaten his further existing on this planet. It seems that events have been purposely manipulated so that this Satanic Age is induced instead of the other possible time lines. As far out as all that sounds believe me, whoever is doing this has heavily interferred with events and has manipulated events and thier outcomes through covert activity. And if you think about why someone would do that you think about what they have to gain.

And I know this is true because I am part of the system myself. I just chose to Willfully become someone who took thier experience and wanted to help others avoid the same pitfalls. This was so unacceptable to whoever is behind this that I had to be destroyed, severely altered and am still being harassed as well as monitored. Whatever the long term plan, there is something very suspect about a world that has to be this controlled in order to exist.

Now that I have discredited myself most likely let me gain back some confidence by telling you what I do know that is believable not just the big picture.

I have already gone over the Republican club they had going on during Bush and McCain/Romney playing ball to get something they wanted. And it seemed connected to that federal investigation.

My personal experience is that during Romney being gov of MA the harassment was at its worst for me as a TI.
More specifically there is more personal involvement of the Romney clan in my affairs.

My ex Jake was busted for drugs in 2002. I wanted to leave him shortly before he got busted but I stood by him becuz I believed in standing by a boyfriend I had been going out with for 4 years which was a long time for someone like me. You can imagine with my tendency towards bravery without considering consequences first I would choose to stand by him when all others turned thier backs on him. No good deed goes unpunished and for that I was then used in what seemed to be a frame up for drugs running or similar. This was ridiculous but when you look at the common plots the 'gang stalking' system has been pulling on political targets for years you realize this is just the way they do things.
http://www.heyokamagazine.com/HEYOKA.6.CharlesSchlund.2.htm
"What went wrong was that the secret government designed the so called bugging devices to also be able to torture and control the targeted people. This allowed the secret government to remotely and electronically remove the targeted political or economic threats using the cover of law in investigations.

People can't be framed in mass numbers for bank robberies, murders and so on. Everyone can be framed as being involved in drugs. Drugs can be planted in anyone's home or car. People can make conversations about anyone about drugs authorizing the government to obtain warrants. The secret government uses drugs in fabricated and sometimes real investigations to authorize the bugging of targeted people which authorizes their torture and control with the devices. The targets then suffer with tinnitus, hear voices, suffer from Chronic Fatigue Syndrome, Fibromylgia, sleep deprivation and so on. This allows the secret government to remove all political threats under the cover of law in secret investigations."

I understand too late the full picture of what they are trying to do. I understood it from a perspective of a chess game which is thanks to me living within my internal programming system at the time. Thier moves did not make sense as a chess game goes or other moves of maneuver and thier lies only made that more obvious. It was easy to not care about what happened due to my strong memories of it as well as my always having MySelf to consult with as well as my inner world. That has slowly been destroyed and is continuing to be destroyed over time by this system. I am being modified so I exist solely in the here and now in thier reality ruled by thier rules and by the outside world which means that other peoples' judgments of me matter as they did not before. This is very unhealthy for any artist or feeling human being. Its disgusting really and its probably part of some scam where they have convinced some faction of the public that people should be watched and partake in a community that consists of everyone all the time. The emotional and spiritual version of being plugged in constantly with social networks. Except on a social network one can feel a barrier of safety, that the others cannot see you in real time and you are essentially communicating from a place of safety. That there is wall there. Gang Stalking is not normal circumstances. What they are doing to targets is treating them with severe psychological torture operations which end up being inhumane behavior modification programs THEN they most likely market it to the public that this person would be much happier if they were socialized and learned to work in society as normal people do etc etc. What they are NOT revealing is the extent of the destruction to the person's psyche and inner worlds as well as thier emotional state and spirituality. By torturing the person and using actual brain damage then systematically ignoring them, they are destroying the essence of the person and re-formatting or redefining them using the current social climate of no privacy and constant socializing as the model way to conform. Its the torture and destruction of the person that we must not forget and must focus on always. There is nothing I could have done or been capable of that validated those actions against me or makes it right to do such a thing. This goes beyond behavior modification camps. We are talking about inducing actual damage to the brain as an organ to get these results. We are talking about destroying a human being's health and shortening thier life span. We are talking about the continuation of war crimes under Bush. We are talking about most likely a connection through my mother to the war crimes perpetrated against her as an infant in the radiation experiments and many of those experimentees are documented as testifying to being also used for mind control experiments- though the CIA has danced thier best tap dance during the Committee to make the two seem separated. That he military experiments and the CIA's were exclusive of each other- but the victim witnesses said different.

So my ex gets busted for drugs in 2002. I was gaslighted about the federal investigation around many people I was associated with. I now see the compliance of my associate and my ex boyfriend in the attempted set up. I was told later on by an informant that it was attempted to frame me up as robbing a bank but I think that even that was just too ridiculous for anyone who knew me. I was too female, to innocent and too gentle for that to be acceptable to many people I assume. I also believe that the people who know what programming is about knew that I didnt even know how the 'real world' worked for the most part and that I was deeply into something going on internally, which was going through suicide programming, to be able to defend myself against what was going on around me, which I was being gas lighted out of knowing about anyway. I hated the perps I met that held it against me that I deserved this due to not paying attention to what was going on around me. They are the ones that work off the cover story and know nothing about mind control survivorship or high level programming. And it sucks becuz the average intelligence level of someone with high level programming is high. Perps on the cover story level now are pissed and feel betrayed becuz they now realize I am "college smart" and not just some dumbass bimbo involved in whoring and some drug busts. Hey, welcome to covert operations. You were used and its likely you will be used again. In fact, I now know more about the entire story than she ever will. She's still perplexed by my being "college smart" when everyone had convinced her I was an autistic or paranoid schizophrenic or something similar I bet.

J. my ex was a rich kid from Newton. His parents were teachers and his father was head of the teaches union in that town for years. They tried to get him clean when he was 18 but he just got worse due to the fact they used one of those 80's tough love behavior mod camps which were totally inappropriate for 18 year old kids as they were created out of the need to get baby boomers clean who were hitting thier 40's and refused to leave the 70's with all its privilege it had afforded them. He smoked more pot than anyone I had ever seen in my life but being a singer in a band his lungs could afford such abuse. He had one of those oprah singers torso's. He was also very big and strong being overweight and having to carry his own gear and beat up promoters to get paid on gigs. However, seeing him taking morphine or valium (supplied by his manager) as well as drink taquila nightly was not one of my favorite things as due to my liver I quit all hard drugs. I was sort of still living with my NA knowledge but had strayed due to NA being corrupt and that being obvious once you get over using as a problem. I was in that phase of trying to lessen his using. I left him after we used coke at a party one night probably sensing I was sliding into old habits I could not survive with my new health problems. I left for Las Vegas to rescue an old former drug buddy from a gambling addiction. J was traumatized and that is also another reason for revenge on his part- and his mother's I assume. They sent him to a shrink who told them he was experiencing severe separation anxiety due to him never having to have left home or his mother. They forever held me responsible for corrupting whatever comfortable control they had over thier son. They were in total denial and he would even deal drugs out of thier house.
He had a childhood friend name Ty. He had a black father and a blonde mother who had Nobel Prize winners in her family. He was tormented in Newton for being black. During my time with J. I noted his being impressed with Ty's young blonde girlfriend who had an suv to drive Ty around in. J was impressed as well as slightly appalled with his treatment of this young girl. "He's training her!" I also recalled later that her birthday was either on the same day as J's or one day off from his due to him mentioning they were going to celebrate all together. He seemed to have his life in compartments with me sealed off from some aspects of it which was wise in the long run as when it came time to cut me out of the picture all his contacts just believed whatever he told them and went along with whatever he was doing.

Years later I was being harassed heavily during Bush and I went to a hostel in St Louis due to the shelters being closed off there pretty much and it being dangerous to stay in the city. I arrived there by chance as I did most places at that time in traveling. I was just learning how to travel and what the US was like. I was cold calling or arriving without experience or contact in an area. This hostel owner looked very familiar but I could not put my finger on it. Often due to being compartmentalized I did not and still do not recognize people out of context. Any clients I dealt with while 'working' would be forgotten and strangely I had this ability to forget names, numbers and addresses so would have to be given that info over and over again. I worked in an alter ego that is now 'dead' due to my growth as a person but mostly due to her malfunctioning. You have to understand that internally I had a master programmer and would destroy anything that threatened the system. This is a microcosm of the macrocosm that is the Luciferian system that does all the things we suffer from in the world. I as a person am perceived emotionlessly by the system at large as a unit whos programming has malfunctioned and must be eliminated. Its not personal, its not emotional nor aggressive. This is why the gang stalking is so offensive. The programming system is not cruel on purpose in fact there is a very comforting feeling of death or emptiness within. It functions to take care of business and be efficient. Not to hurt people or destroy for fun or jealousy or any petty human emotion. That is the difference between Luciferian and Satanic influences.

My point was that I could not recall this man. Later I realized he was a client of my former 'friend' and associate the woman who was spared in the fed investigation due to being connected and too valuable to bust probably. I was kind of on the fence about this as trying to merge the two realities was very..'unreal' in my perception of the situation so I just denied it and moved on. If I had been fully aware I would have known to get the hell out of there but also during Bush there was such heavy mind control being used on Targets that you just could not think straight. It was impossible to do. Muddling through was all you could do.

Looking back we have here a connection to criminals back home involved in trying to get rid of me as I was inconvenient.
I was tortured very badly staying in this place. There were very crazy people staying in other buildings as guests of this man and I recall this as being one of the most disturbing of my experiences throughout this ordeal. Also this man comes from very old money and those connections in themselves are unsavory very often. In some ways he seemed targeted himself but also exhibited behaviors of being a gang stalking perp, only in harassing people. I dont know what to make of him. I do think that this system was after him just as it was after any Target. Actually its the people around him that were very overtly perps and even involved in pedophilia, once again another indication of that network involved in all of this.

So this young blonde woman shows up. She is a pain in the ass and likes to get drunk. She gets to stay as well as the owner likes her. Too much in fact. She harassed me with various tactics and even made sure I heard conversations about suicide from the adjacent room. Her main concern in life was getting the kids at a St Louis college she was attending to accept her again socially as she drank too much and her skinny rich kid boyfriend who was local as well.
They hung out with me some but the feeling was always that I was beneath them. Her boyfriend slipped on day and basically told me that I was a threat like Tupac was perceived as to the rich and powerful, and obviously by thier actions, such threats would be eliminated by gang stalking. Also that people like Tupac were dangerous due to imagining themselves as gods or in some biblical sense. Hmph...after dealing with this system I see the only people guilty of that are the a-holes at the top who order these campaigns. I suppose that the idea of a lowly person understanding the power of the Will is a dangerous thing to such people even though its the most natural human thing in the world.

There was a very scary person there named Wayne who was hiding from the law with his wife. She had alot of evidence of being mind controlled. She would dress up her son as her husband which is the only thing that would get him razzled. He also gave the definite impression that he knew I was being hit with weapons of technology in this campaign.
His brother was also present and was an expert in hallucingens and exotic mushrooms. After months of my being there, he would get a very hard to get grant for research and go to south America. People getting grants who were connected to the MA crowd involved in this was very common at this time as reward it seemed.
Of course the blonde girl was very friendly with Wayne. They also smoked alot of pot and pot seems to be a part of many gang stalking groups.

The blonde girl whos name is Laura, would get drunk nightly. She would start revealing information about herself. She revealed enough over time to indicate that she was related to Mitt Romney's family. From what she said it indicated she was either a niece or a grandchild. Everthing she said lined up with the Romney's connections to MI, the car industry there, connections in France and Ann Romney's family's money connections as well. What was striking to me as a person with an artistic eye was her similarity to Ann Romney. Pics of Ann in her younger days show she looks almost exactly like Laura. They had the exact same eyes very distinct. It looks like a bit of Norwegian mixed with typical Anglo/Saxon with a splash of Mexican as I have encountered women with similar eyes on the border in El Paso TX. If I am correct this would indicate that she is related to not just Ann but also Mitt as he is part Mexican.

When I started to recognize her as I did many people I met out of the original context I knew them in, I questioned her about being from MA. She claimed she had never been to MA in her life. Later on she would counter this by saying things about my campaign, she knew exactly what was going on. She said straight out that "J is a horrible person" talking about my ex. She also told me outright that "..and you always will have to deal with the harassment but you could work with the system a little more, get some more art modeling jobs."
She also prevented a very nasty perp from messsing with me, a man who was trying to get close to be only to hurt me it seems. A retired history teacher who now worked for a delivery service. One has to wonder what he did to have to go underground. Though his understanding of society as now conservative and controlling were accurate one has to think about why he hit the road. He began to tell stories about prostitutes in Canada hanging around gas stations getting thier throats sliced and I think at that point the other people there kept him away from me. Also there was this Russian girl there who probably was spying on the dorms. Every morning she would get something out of her locker very nervously and secretly. Her boyfriend was a bank robber who was on parole and of course being the only real thief and criminal there both leaked info to me and also felt very badly about the whole situation as real criminals are much more moral in thier codes of living than average citizens who take part in this bs. Becuz real criminals understand conqequences realistically. To my shock and awe average people dont seem to have any empathy for the consequences of these type of actions, especially against someone like me that was so kept in the dark and manipulated.

I finally realized who Laura was and her connection to this. She said something about her birthday coming up on April 22 or 23. That is my ex J's birthday. So this was indeed the same blonde that Ty was dating and 'training' years ago.

This experience in this hostel ties in my old associate, one of her long time clients, one of my ex J's crowd tied closely to his childhood friend (Laura) and her family being the Govenor of MA ties in as well I would say.

Laura and Wayne might have hung out with me sometimes but it was always difficult and it always felt bad. Once she was working on art at the table and asked me what I thought. I had something out I was working on. It came up about talent and being talented in painting. The treatment I got and the looks I got from that crowd in that moment were of me being percieved as a little kid, one who had to be held down from her true potential all her life. This is the way I was commonly treated all my life and this was not new. Its a very powerful mind control tactic to keep the victim regressed and controlled.
Also along these lines I recall that Laura hissed that Eric Clapton was "he' such a talented, arrogant artist"after reading his autobiography. There was this creepy resentment that I have seen through the years in these gang stalking groups, especially the ones who align with Obama and pose as anarchists with a philosophy of equality at any cost and breaking down the current system to form a new one. They seem to HATE anyone who is a force unto themselves.

She mentioned being put in Waldorf schools in MI as a kid and if youve done yer homework you know that essentially this falls under mind control as well. And its very much a German invention.

What is confusing is that Mitt Romney's father lost his shot at the presidency after talking about being mind controlled out of going up against the Vietnam war. You would think that such a person would not want any part in such things. Then again in order to reach his father's dream he may have decided to avoid the same obstacles as his father by doing whatever needs to be done to get there including playing ball in this area.

Also I could be misreading the situation. For all thier cruelty and control this may have been the elite's best attempt at helping me survive. For Laura to refer to my ex as horrible as well as tell Wayne that she knew what that delivery man was trying to do to me and wasnt going to allow it to happen are all indications of assistance. Then again she was guilty of doing over perp tactics as well. Its very confusing.

I can only assume that these people are the kinds that go along with what needs to be done at top levels as they are controlled themselves but they arent totally destructive and without human sympathy. They simply truly perceive the mind control Survivor as a mind controlled SLAVE. As someone lesser than they who needs to be controlled yet protected. There was a very very nasty perp group that showed up from MI to the hostel. A while later I spotted one of them on an internet site dedicated to people involved in the occult, the annoying kind of people who suck as people so no amount of Wicca or whatever is going to fix them. One of those horrid perps from MI was listed as Blue Fire Witch or something and there were posts to her thread that there were rumors of her being active in a hate group which was very comforting. Soon after that I posted her, her pic and what she did to me on the internet and she changed her pic.

It doesnt matter how lenient or how protective any perp or perp group involved in this is towards the Target. They are ALL guilty of abuse if not outright torture and are assisting in war crimes. As well as alot of other legal issues I am sure a lawyer could come up with that I am not aware of.

The very idea that one lowly citizen has to be destroyed and kept from expressing thier full range of talents is cruel and is very destructive.

Whoever is behind this, most of thier actions have been around making sure I never get to produce good artwork. Now that its obvious that my health is taking effect on my mind as well as really disabling me I am most likely no longer a threat.
The bizarre thing is that I am not a threat as an activist but as a young, attractive artist. I recall in AZ 2007 I had done some photos of myself that looked really great I used a blue filter on the cheap vid cam. They were actually erased remotely from the camera and this was very common in AZ as well as during this time period. I will never forget it as long as I live it was so obviously to push the idea of my not producing art, losing confidence as an artist as well as becoming ugly and perceiving myself as ugly. Johm McCain was still governor of AZ.

Mitt Romney and family members of his are obviously involved in whatever was done to destroy my life and to make me sickly and shorten my life span through ill health. Every person I just mentioned leads to another person who then connects other people involved and I have the entire thing mapped out. And its not speculation its obvious once its mapped out. These are all people that had a stake in getting rid of me or at least neutralizing me. In that sense one could say its a plot of evil design. Due to it being of a political nature with more than one member of govt employ being involved the word conspiracy could be used and I think in this case it could be used without fear due to it not involving aliens but very real, greedy, rich, corrupt selfish people with the connections and the power to do to me just what has been done.

You dont have to believe in programming or Ritual Abuse. Dont then. I could easily map out the same story without telling you what I was experiencing internally or mentally and it would probably make an even more compelling case. People wanting to be president to fulfill daddys dreams and this is a person who is known for doing any thing to anyone to get what he wants, as well as wealthy people who are nervous about upstarts and also nervous about a phone girl for an escort service that could identify them and this service pays off cops. This girl could tell the whole world how services really work not just them having to go by Jeanette Angell's coffee table books, that are basically PR during the investigations by the way.

Everyone who helped destroy me had something to hide. My own mother had many questionable lawsuits and would describe her lawyer as "creative". She had a habit of hiding money under my name and if that is what attracted feds to me to begin with she was going to have to cover her ass concerning not only where that money came from and why she was hiding it under a different person's name, but the act of using her ADULT daughter's name on an account is highly illegal I assume. I know that my grandmother leaked info that there was 100,000 dollars being hidden under my name. My grandfather, monster that he was, I think always knew how other family members were abusing and using me and mentioned repeatedly to me that they hide money under the grandchildren's names in various bank accounts.

This is why I am still being harassed and controlled. Imagine if I could write a full book about all of this. To map it out and to tell you everyone's secrets and details that I know.

And there is more too. During the 3 years I went with J., I kept eyeing this Jimmy Hendrix wall hanging he had over his window at the top of the stairs to his room as he lived in his parent's attic. I kept thinking that this scene was all too familiar, and there was something familiar about him but in that 'other' reality I lived but couldnt readily recall. Remember I hadnt been brain damaged yet via that moldy apartment so I was still compartmentalized and only understood my life was hard but did not understand why. It took J to show me that its not normal for strangers to be rude to me daily out in public, that my mother looked 'evil' and that I had this strange habit of forgetting information as well as having full blown conversations while asleep both with my eyes open and closed. Those are all indications of RA and programming right there.

I kept recalling faint memories of coming to this blue house in Newton, just like the one he lived in now, and seeing a client who was overweight like him who also said we needed to be quiet due to his parents being downstairs. Except I recall this man wore glasses which may or may not be accurate. But that bright red Hendrix hanging. I could not forget how in my herioned out stupor I saw that and thought it was really great as it was a return to my teenage years of a more innocent nature. Probably the life I would have been living in college at that time if I was not doing what I was doing instead. I had visited that house maybe once or twice to see this young man and it was during my early 20's. I was now trying to recall if this was the same house and the same man and I was about 29. I had gotten clean and tried to separate myself from other aspects of my life though there are no treatment programs for that and I have learned that the gang stalking system comes after mind control victims if they try to leave the fold as sex workers. They outright come after you and ironically use your lifestyle to morally frame you up in a smear campaign. The day I killed off my working alter and threw my sexy clothes in the trash to try to find out who I really was is the time when the gang stalking system came at me with such force that I will never recover.

I kept asking him and he kept saying he didnt recall me from years ago. But the ages are right as well. If I was about 23 or so he would only have been 21. I can only wish that I am recalling wrong but I know it was a blue house in Newton and I know he mentioned his parents as well as I cannot doubt I had seen that Hendrix hanging before. This means that there is also a connection between my ex J and my old associate that has friends of hers get busted and she was avoiding being investigated for money laundering herself.

The thing that is shocking is not the set up of the people involved or thier actions. What is unthinkable is how many of them seemed to understand I was mind controlled. They seemed to understand how easy it was to lie to me or keep me in the dark about what was really going on. Even if they dont fully comprehend the nature of it being called mind control they were fully versed in its use and its affects and how handle people under its influence.

I dont trust the fact that now I am so brain damaged and sickly and beaten down that means this system is going to leave me alone. I dont trust anyone associated with that crowd of politicians during Bush. They seem deadly in thier approach to get things done and they are all total sociopaths from my experiences during thier hold on the nation during the presidency of GW Bush. I dont trust that my being half dead, half insane and basically so damaged that I can never achieve anything due to brain damage is enough for them. Its never enough for them. My eventually suiciding is enough for them or my acting out would be enough for them.

This is what people think of Romney: http://forums.macresource.com/read.php?2,841937,842836
"Posted by: Dakota Date: November 29, 2009 11:39PM Romney was my pick the last time around and he still is. He is a gentleman, a businessman, a family man and spouses all the core Republican beliefs in a measured tone. A figure of authority on what makes a business successful and hire more is so much lacking in the current leadership. All we have now are some repressed lefties that see for themselves a once in a life time chance to rewire the economy before they lose it."

A "gentleman" ? You are kidding right? I have seen him spin in his chair at debates or interviews and throw down his pen as if hes having a tantrum in nursery school. He has that same attitude as GHW Bush always did, you can see it in his facial expressions and body language- that he is going to prevail over all anyway due to his connections and who is backing him so none of these petty debates matter anyway. You must not be from MA lady becuz that is not our definition of gentleman. Romney has no New England qualities at all really and his wife looks more dangerous and mercenary than he ever will.

Today in the Herald there was a story about his ties to Marriot and them funding him heavily. He stepped down with them in order to pursue his presidential dreams. The piece was about him removing all the porn on demand in thier tv systems in the rooms. It was first posed as an amusing piece about his doing this moral act but then came into the idea that the internet made it less profitable anyway and he was just giving into the cries of his peers about porn.
So in short the subliminal message is that he stands by his party and his political beliefs with actions as well as he knows how to cut from a budget when things arent profitable anymore. Which means the marketing of him as our dream man to fix this economy is on as well as repair all this immorality that is not present which of course was not to be seen during Bush.

And according to my experience with this system it means that we are seeing all this Satanic imagery in the interest of driving us into the arms of Mitt Romney in 2012. Just as Bush gave us plenty of Satanic actions while touting a Christian right position, in fact I experienced more overt Satanic activity during GW Bush than I ever have in my entire life as a mind controlled slave. It was absolutely brutal and some of the cultural allies involved are some of the most extreme, brutal factions known to Satanic activity.

Cathy Obrien told of a scheme she claims to have overheard about a plot to push the American people into the arms of Republicans such as Romney once they became totally disillusioned with other parties administrations.
It may be that she is recalling something that she heard planned around Clinton but is being pulled off now as such or its a constant scheme that is used to get people into office.

If Mitt Romney gets into office I will have to leave the USA. Partially due to my not wanting to have any further threats to my life from that cabal of convservative Republicans and thier covert warfare goonsquads as well as it will be the ultimate slap in my face for all I have suffered for. To see everyone around me have thier dreams come true partially at my expense, while I have lived through watching my health, looks, talent and intelligence be destroyed is too much to bear. It would also be the ultimate indication of my submission in accepting my circumstances and I was told to my face that this is thier ultimate goal.
I also dont trust that it isnt the very thing that wont make me finally snap. I dont want to be the fist female lone shooter in history and I dont want to take a shot at the president of a country I once loved so much I stayed to fight for, and it may come to that I have been so abused and robbed.

For my own safety and the safety of other human beings I must remove myself from this situation which is not getting any better anyway.
And its obvious that there are factions involved in these manipulations that still understand who abused mind control survivors who have been tortured can be pushed to go postal. I feel that the last shooting in AZ (which also benefited the Republican Conservatives, in AZ specifically, by getting shooting two hated political figures in that state) being so closely aligned with 'mind control' and those involved in mind control activism being portrayed as unbalanced, its a set up. It may just be for my situation but it may also be for many people who have been targeted by the cabal that Romney is so obviously a part of, who have taken to abusing Targets so badly that its unbelievable such actions could go on in the USA.

I know damn well from what I have seen that a president cannot be shot down in modern times and its doubtful if even during any time in the 20th century. There is too much security in the US. But to get someone like me to attempt it that would be such a trophy for them. Finally someone who is actually astute about the subject and has dirt on important wealthy men in Boston that is embarrassing proves herself a nutjob finally. They want that so bad I know they do, which means it is the one thing I should deny them, due to that being my only form of revenge and satisfaction for what was done to me. If I get killed living in another country then so be it, I simply avoided the death of the body here is all. Spiritually I am basically dead and with the memories of what was done I am in hell anyway. And I know in another country the harassment will most likely continue so what does it matter?

If Romney gets in I am out and thats final. Let the country finally have its way by crowning the wealthy who support criminals as long as they can pay off authorities and hate on the poor and actually still believe in slavery. Laura's attitude reflected the way her family raised her to think about oppressed people. I want no part of that not only as an American citizen but as a survivor of actions taken by members of her family and herself as well as her crowd of rich kids against me. Let them finally drive us all out of the USA. I will be glad to finally abondon my home out of survival.

But you bastards better believe the book still gets written. Anywhere I go I will still counter campaign against you and as long as I can type and still breath I will keep telling the world the truth about modern America as well as the assholes of covert operations that now run the entire brainwashed nation. I will let my story be known and there are people in this great big world that will listen.
All my ancestors had the initiative to leave for survival various EU countries and I house that power in myself. Ironically it may be time to go to an ancestral home to survive America.

By the way you can take that comment about my possible future actions against the possible future president and do whatever you like with it. Its not written in a threatening way and you know it. Also we can write this book two ways. We can do this the easy way which is I use names to protect select guilty and innocent or I blast my way through every embarassing detail and name every single guilty and innocent person until thier families have to leave the country possibly out of embarrassment..and I still have a phone book so do NOT f*ck with me.

Its yer call a-holes but I will have my revenge by letting the world know how yer game works. Its up to you how painful it is or not.

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