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Please be advised that this written work is theory. It's theorizing, pondering and amateur research. For legal reasons I state that I have no actual belief in these theories as fact, if I did I would have sought legal recourse. Until that occurs this blog can only be considered theory. If it does then any and all actions PAST AND FUTURE that have been taken against me during the years producing this work will be labeled war crimes under international law and any other legal protections that apply.
I am a writer, an activist and artist. I claim my RIGHT TO EXIST legally under US Constitution and international law.

This is an educational blog for awareness as well as sometimes a telling of candid personal experiences to demonstrate theories as they might be experienced by a person who theoretically is existing under such conditions. Thus the 'candid' expression, poetic license and marketing myself as product or character. This is NOT a journal or diary.
Being a reasonable person of sound mind if I had concerns for my safety or others I would take responsible action for self care as my established medical history can demonstrate.
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Be warned that no further interference with my production of meaningful work as an artist and activist will be tolerated.

Saturday, January 23, 2016

Tooth Ache In Jaw, Pain And Cold Snowy Conditions Make For A Miserable TI (Yesterday's Posts)

Well if youve read yesterday's posts you now have experienced the 'candid' part of this blog.

Though it makes me look awful or has readers drop this blog its purpose is to illustrate the difficulties involved in daily life as a TI.
To map out how the tech and chemical influence effect a targeted person and to illustrate how a person full of love and care for humanity can be tormented into hate, lone shooting, racism as self defense (racial awareness) or other things coming from being isolated and tormented while working tirelessly to get information to people who would rather not know the truth.

I've had a tooth in my jaw that broke and the hole is exposing nerve I believe as my jaw hurts. This plus heavy destructive and dumbing down tech and chemical influence (creating conditions that make the in person stalking and harassing psychological warfare more effective than it ever would be under normal conditions) were what was behind yesterday's posts.

I walked around on the defensive all day yesterday.

I am so damaged by years of being harassed by the medical professionals that Im conditioned to be afraid of going to the hospital.

I did a lot of writing aloud last night and somehow finagled a promise to myself I will go today. I dont want to. I know people at whatever hospital I go to will mess with me.

But at least its Saturday and the electromagnetic influence or pollution is lessened making the harassment less effective.

(Panhandling in this weather is crappy also.)

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