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Sunday, September 30, 2012

Vote For Romney: Becuz Obama's Got Em Fooled And Sleeping Safely In His Arms. Elect The Crazier Guy- Cause Public Outcry and Riots Like During Bush. Wake The Public Up, Make Them Remember

It seems no matter who we vote for in the next election the country will further be turned into an oppressive dictatorship.

However, after looking at the past and the two candidates I now have come to the conclusion that ROMNEY IS ACTUALLY LESS DANGEROUS THAN OBAMA.


Why is this? Becuz due to Obama being the ultimate deception, he can pull off doing things a white male in power could never get away with without major rioting. His style is smooth and he keeps playing the underdog race card all throughout his presidency, so that no one sees he is just continuing what was started with Bush in office. And dont whine racism becuz many a 'black' person has said this outright: "That man is juss tellin people what they wanna hear!".  If they spot his con, why shouldnt I?

Somehow in the USA the Democrats and Left and Liberals are seen as underdogs. In blue states they truly believe them  much better for society especially in academia. This area, Cambridge and Boston actually believe everything Obama and the afore mentioned groups, do, say or want passed are great things. They never look deeper, never question.


Liberals and Democrats have changed very much since I was young. Many of them now are of a mindset of reform, using the excuse of now seeing the 70's welfare programs (where  a person like me comes from and grew up in) as resulting in 'dependency' as a reason to reform someone like me. This is just one of the excuses I have heard from gang stalking perpetrators along the way in these many years of being targeted.

The people who believe in Liberalism, and Democratic politics have changed. They are now some of the most brainwashed, dumb, careless, morally lacking and dangerous people to exist now in the US. Becuz there isnt really a truly socially acceptable alternative society, like civil rights or women's rights, there's just PC, Diversity etc.
Its becuz unlike the 70s they have stopped mistrusting the government. They are now foolish enough to believe that Obama is the grand conquest of some 60's Dem/Liberal ideal of equal rights, etc.
They are so obsessed with fighting thier opposing parties and ideologies that they have ceased to concentrate on the people, policies and truly being Liberal.

What I find in this area now are Liberal Elites. Always remember that these people are ELITES first and foremost before anything else.

Cambridge residents bitch and  moan about he cops being racist or sexist yet when a female incompetent gets into office of mayor they whine. The fact a mayor got in at all with the views she has on poor people being so negative is not what Liberal or Dem used to mean anyway.
But the Liberals and the Democrats now are some sort of weird creature I dont recognize. They seem to be of a mindset that only poor people who are minorities are acceptable poor people. And they surely believe in PC and Diversity- as long as the blacks, gays or whatever are OF THIER CLASS to be socially acceptable. They seem to have a less tolerant view of poor EuroAmericans, whereas down south, this is much more accepted as normal. Liberal, huh?
Perhaps there is the strong hold of the 'regular guy' culture here- the union guys the rough working class-construction, tradesmen etc. They always have this idea when they see a poor EuroAmerican that the person could be doing better- becuz THEY did so. They never think about political oppression or crime. Thats becuz they dont want to reveal the source of their true power in the northeast and other areas.  Their power depends at its roots on Irish and Italian organized crime connections, the cops and unions. I dont know what thier political reasons are for voting Democrat but when you look at the corruption that is involved in them coming to power in the northeast as I just wrote, one has to wonder if they vote Dem just to keep such corrupt entities IN POWER thus ensuring thier station in this area of the country.
I believe the elite and thier house slaves know that middle class whites here naturally target and loathe lower class whites and use this to further oppress them (us). Any one of us out here will attest to the old black drunk or crackhead, usually male, making large amounts of money panhandling while healthy looking whites make alot less and in my case- a white female who looks healthy and who obviously isnt a 20  year old kid- gets hardly ANY money compared to the junkies, drunks and blacks. 
The population here lives in denial to survive how oppressive and corrupt power is here. They NEVER think of me as a targeted dissident or political prisoner or fighting oppression. BECUZ THEN THEY WOULD HAVE TO ADMIT THIER BLUE STATE ISNT SO PERFECT AND IS AS FUCKED AS TEXAS'S OIL MONEY OR CORPORATE CULTURE, or all that money down south from slavery etc.

Democrats here have become very persnickety about defining themselves. They are for the corrupt set up that makes this area powerful, minorities (who will cooperate with them so one hand can wash the other) and anyone who is of an upper class who is Diverse, 'regular guys' working class. I notice though this area has become over run with YUPpies and people who seem very uptight, not political, not rebellious and generally conformist. Not the seat of the American Revolution I remember growing up really. They dont like the homeless much anymore nor poor whites, unless of course you are from a neighborhood and have 'people' like Southie..oh wait. That would be organized crime again. Which they flood with drug cops...who somehow still cant keep the drugs out...who I see shaking hands with the Irish Mob ticket scalpers at Red Sox games. How can you pump Homeland money into an area that is this corrupt like Boston and NYC and realistically claim we are safer?  Why would anyone put money into NYC being as connected to the mafia as they are?? Becuz the public was frightened and intimidated into doing so.

They no longer truly stand for the poor. All they do nowadays is provide enough social programs so the poor dont rob them or thier houses and these stupid poor people suck up to them and thier oppressive system, and will also be thier house slaves.

Like I said they bitch about the cops being racist-yet its these racist cops that keep some of the worst most arrogant minorities in ghettos mere miles away from overtaking their neighborhoods. AND THEY KNOW THIS AND WANT IT THIS WAY.

The Elite Liberals use Democratic politics to simply push thier own elite agendas. If Harvard and MIT are involved, then the military industrial complex is involved- how is that Democratic?  Well, Israel will make out pretty well. That is a popular selling point here.

People associate the military with areas like the southwest and TX and Republicanism or Conservative views. THIS IS WHY ITS SO IMPORTANT TO DECEIVE THE PUBLIC BY CLOAKING HOW MUCH OF THE POWER OF THE MILITARY INDUSTRIAL COMPLEX IS HERE IN THE NORTHEAST by thrusting forward images of Children's Hospital, Catholicism, elite colleges etc. All bullshit images of what Boston is about.

This is the secret of the Democrats. I am from this area of the country and I know. I have traveled. I have found that both systems of poltics have thier drawbacks. Actually what the problem is for many Americans now that they dont understand is that neither party is for the people any longer. They are both working for the elite.
The Republicans may seem to represent the military but the Democrats if you notice are strong in areas that represent the sciences and academia. Many of these areas are deemed Blue States.  And many of these areas are strong  holds of academia that is part of the military industrial complex.


And African Americans who are still tried and true freedom fighters are either ignored, targeted or run out of the country. African Americans communities seem now only interested in moving forward and gaining worldly power. They also have served as house slaves, spies etc in this country for centuries and thier role of working for the massa, now the elite, has not changed.

Yet, the image of the struggling, oppressed black  man is what Obama uses to pull off the same agenda as Bush. In fact I would rather have Bush in office becuz by now I would eithe be dead from torment, torture and violence or I would be strong again from BEING ABLE TO SEE MY ENEMY CLEARLY.

Neo Cons are insane yes. Anyone who promotes Christianity in politics is insane and shouldnt be president or in power.  Republicans used to be a different sort of creature as well.


I dont recall Ford being a cult leader. I recall him being a man of power in the office of the presidency of the United States. Just a man- not an anti-christ, not a savior or a god. Just a man. As Kennedy was just a man. As Carter, Nixon even Reagan. 
With 9-11 this country seems to have entered a phase of mass cult mind control and they dont even understand that. Fear mongering is used to keep them in line and throughout this, mass mind control has been implemented specifically in cities that are key to power and control in the USA such as Cambridge MA etc.


The only reason I am not dead is becuz for some reason, the people in power who decide to off dissidents like myself seem to find killing women outright distasteful. They seem to prefer to reform us instead whereas I notice they will just off the men. Also there seems to be some faction protecting me that doesnt take kindly to the notion either. It might also be people I used to know in power or my family..I dont know. It could purely be that I was very attractive and males in power though sadistic, cant stand to see that kind of beauty wasted. They would rather force someone like me into being a Christian or even the more sadistic factions tried to force me into sexual slavery once and for all, which also shows that females are considered useful to this shadow system after being put through re-education.

However, I dont find living through years of brain damage, health damage, harassment, and destruction of my talents and intelligence to be any kind of  life. DURING OBAMA I HAVE BEEN PUT THROUGH MORE TORTURE, TORMENT AND SUFFERING THAN I EVER WAS THROUGH BUSH. Becuz deception, keeping me down and behavior modification for re-education is worse than trying to destroy someone outright with evil.

At least I was familiar with what was being done to me during Bush. Being a RA Survivor the Satanic content was familiar and I could deal with it better. Whatever the hell has been done to me over the past four years has been worse than those eight years ever were.

Becuz Bush was like a fire burning me up- Obama is like being drowned in water for four years. Everything is hazy-a deception. Everything is about getting back to work, forgetting the past, looking forward, putting aside injustices, being pushed to focus on making money only or getting a job or attending UMASS.

Id rather fight for my life than to fight against a hazy deception everyday. Its been like waking up every day to fighting a fog you cant see through, hazy, wind keeping you from walking where you want to go, light to medium rain keeping you just wet enough to be uncomfortable.

Obama must NOT win the next election. He is a part of the cult mind control program or operation put into place since Bush, that keeps people in a state of being only half awake so that they can be controlled. NOTICE THE POLICIES HE IS PUTTING IN PLACE ARE ONES TO KEEP CONTROL WHERE CONTROL HAS BEEN ESTABLISHED BY WHAT BUSH DID.

He is not going to be any 'better' than Bush or even Romney.

This is the danger of the Democratic and Liberal. Kennedy was no god or saint. He came from organized crime money and for some reason then turned against them. He was only portrayed as pure becuz this is a Catholic deception, used frequently in Boston actually, to cover up for corrupt reality.

If Romney gets in he will be so extreme that people will rebel like Bush.

There is something about the Neo Cons that is clear and firey. Solid like rock. Yes its clearly oppressive- CLEARLY...are you getting it now?

I think all anyone wanted during Bush was for him to get out and take his terrorizing and mocking the public with him. And obviously, Obama was put in our paths on purpose.

For those of us who suffered severe injustice during Bush and had our lives ruined, there will never be any rest or any sort of life until Bush is seen as a war criminal and the crimes against humanity COVERT and otherwise are revealed and validated and exposed to the public.

The attitude of those in charge is that someone like me, and everyone for that matter has a choice- you have limited choices they put before you about what realities you can choose from in this NWO. However none of these are TRULY REALITY. This means none of these are acceptable to choose.

Which means any of us out here who are still interested in not giving into the system, life long if necessary until it admits to what its done to the country and its people, have to refuse to choose any of the options put before us by authorities.

Infowars reported about re-education camps being possibly created in the USA.

 As usual they use real info to hide the truth. THERE ARE ALREADY RE-EDUCATION PROGRAMS IN THE U.S.A. THEY ARE COVERT AND ARE BEING PUT FORTH BY WHAT APPEARS TO BE MILITARY PSY OPS AND/OR INTELLIGENCE AGENCIES OR PRIVATE CONTRACTORS. THEY UTILIZE CHEMICALS AND TECHNOLOGIES THAT HAVE ROOTS IN THE MK ULTRA HUMAN EXPERIMENTATION as well as utlize psychic warriors. If you dont believe me just look up Cheney's involvement in utlizing psychic warriors to help with these efforts to push through the NWO and his own agenda.
( I havent seen anywhere that InfoWars really puts forth how intricate a part of all this is mind control slaves, programmed people and RA survivors or that MK Ultra is connected to whats going on now with mass mind control. They touch upon these subjects just as they allude to or shortly mention gang stalking or citizen surveillance. This is an article from InfoWars that is typical of just touching on whats overt or mid level, not the more sophisticated material of whats really going on out here:

Those of us victimized by America in this way are supposed to be ignored for telling the truth or perceived as mentally ill. We are harassed into behaving negatively so we can be discredited and add to that perception. Those of us who survived Bush and did not fall for murder plots or were protected from them, and did not commit suicide have been kept prisoners of this system and during Obama put into RE EDUCATION PROGRAMS.

And I can tell you from experience they definitely want to cause the Targets of these programs to change thier views and sympathize with the government or military etc.

The police locally trying to get me to go talk to someone about my being targeted locally is one such action that is part of the entire re education program. Work with the authority  not against it.
Recall also that in the MK Ultra unclassified documents I posted recently it clearly states that local police departments have people in them that are always at the ready to handle a Target in relation to these black operation connected to classified projects. THERE IS NO REASON FOR THEM TO HAVE STOPPED THIS PRACTICE YEARS LATER. BECUZ DURING THE COMMITTEE HEARINGS IT WAS NEVER ADMITTED TO HOW FAR REACHING THESE PROGRAMS WERE. DOCUMENTS WERE DESTROYED BY CIA HEAD IN THE 70S. THEREFORE IF PEOPLE ARE CLAIMING THE EXPERIMENTATION CONTINUES THEN WHY WOULDNT POLICE AND OTHERS INVOLVEMENT IN IT CONTINUE?

This is why First Responders are involved in the gang stalking of Targeted Survivors (people connected to RA or MK Ultra/mind control projects of CIA/military).

All they have done is denied these classified projects were as extensive as they were then continued them covertly anyway. Then when 9-11 occurred they used this cover to intensify and further their activities. Those in authority especially people connected to Homeland Security like city workers, public transit, First Responders, medical workers etc- are all simply doing what they were documented to have been doing during the MK Ultra experimentation that WAS admited to and where documents were de classified. THIS IS WHY ITS IMPORTANT TO KEEP MARKETING MK ULTRA AS HALF REAL CONSPIRACY TO THE PUBLIC BECUZ THEN THEY WONT SEEK OUT ACTUAL GOVERNMENT DOCUMENTS THAT PLAINLY SHOW THE ACTIVITY WAS AS EXTENSIVE, ILLEGAL AND COVERT AND DAMAGING AS CLAIMED BY EXPERIMENTEES.

Its so obvious that they have continued the experimentation simply by claiming its over now and shutting the book on it. Its also obvious that the powers that be have taken those findings along with alot of other material and have made what was outlined in the MINDWAR paper a reality- mass mind control using chemicals and technologies.

My mother is a documented radiation experimentee connected to MK Ultra and her parents were both US Marines at the time of her being a radiation experimentee. I have SELF RECOVERED memories of SRA, programming and being used as a recorder of documented information using my mind/eyes/ ears as recording devices as well as being brought to airplane hangers as a young child. When I was covertly filmed in my apartment recalling a diplomat from my early childhood I signed my death warrant or at least to be a life long Target. I was told this, and distinctly that is was this memory, that was one of the major reasons I am targeted and discredited.

My mother used to brag about dating a diplomats son. I also have slight memories of either soft kiddie porn or being brought to escort calls with my mother's sister.  This would explain why I am considered from a bad family and its been attempted to return me to sex work throughout my campaign. Boston police are notoriously sexist and have managed the worst crime society for centuries. This area is notoriously puritanical and status/hierarchy conscious so it stands to reason that the arrogant sons of bitches on the force here along with thier brothers (in some families, literally brothers), the organized crime syndicates, would consider me 'trash' who's life's script should be to serve in the sex industry.  (fuk boston by the way).

Mitt Romney is insane. Mitt Romney is a Morman cultie. Mitt Romney is probably programmed.

However, I have seen in interviews that this man has a genuine streak of decency in him and an urge to do the right things, even though he is out of touch with the poor and common man. I dont see that in Obama.

Yes, the Mormons have obvious designs on mass mind control. Yes, I have experienced creepy small towns out  in Utah where, there is definitely something going on and something wrong with the town and its people.
There are alot of RA Survivors from the LDS Church (Mormons).

What kind of church did Obama belong to? One that was racist and had a preacher who was loud, obnoxious and made a great cult leader- if only he wasnt so obviously an idiot.  Why would an intelligent man from Harvard University attend such a church? 
Becuz he's got hidden vendettas. Becuz he has hidden agendas, for himself and the African American people as well as Africa itself. 

The Democratic party is no longer representing poor EuroAmericans nor is it representing anyone poor who is intelligent and rebellious enough to NOT want to go along with the NWO. It supports the poor and EuroAmerican folk who are dumb enough to fall into the deception and go along with anything  any Democratic candidate puts forth just becuz he IS a Democrat.

Ive written before that the public are being kept in the 20th century with old ways while the elite function from the 21st century reality.  Elections are a joke. Parties are a joke. Especially the caricatures that are now made up to represent the two main American parties.

The corporate and military and intelligence- the elite, keep these plays running so the public believe they have choice or that the world hasnt changed that much from pre 9-11. But it has. In ways that the public does not want to realize and isnt even given the chance to  know about.

During Bush alot of people in his party and ideology such as media people on TV were smirking and very amused at the scam he was pulling off. This I can stand. But Obama is serious about interfering in people's lives- managing people. Re-educating people. Not just swindling them or screwing them over, like a Texas oil boy who pulled a fast one and rustled some of your cattle, partially using the style of the East Coast elite he hails from, but adding the insult of making them at peace with being swindled, robbed, cheated, dominated. Demanding they be part of a peaceful world where you arent allowed to protest or even feel angry.  Obama is more of a mother hen. A dangerous one. One that wants to do the elite's bidding and change the world forever. He, if anyone, seems to be bringing into being the nightmare promised by elder Bush in his New World Order speech.

If anything, younger Bush gave us freedom- his style was to piss you off to your face and challenge you to fight back. To mock you, to tell you the truth about what was going on while swindling you. Its almost as if some part of him, ruled and hurt by his sneaky, skinny, smooth operating father and his overbearing mother rebelled against the entire thing while still doing what he was programmed to do, probably from infancy.

Obama is actually ALOT LIKE THE ELDER BUSH by comparison. He's sneaky, his wife is overbearing and speaks for him frequently in interviews, he possesses a Beta Male physique which makes women trust him and REAL women like me totally distrust him, he's probably got issues from being picked on for his size, wimp factor and goofy looks as well as where he comes from. He obviously has race issues.

I do wish for the world as it was before Bush the younger but if not, I wish for the time of Bush the younger for eternity. Becuz then I could be living in hellfire, fighting valiantly against an enemy of epic proportions-one that faced me directly and at least gave me that much respect- instead of  having me existing in a wet fog, breathing water, hardly alive, being treated like a child who needs to be taught how to act by a black male who hates whites and is obviously sexist. (probably issues relating to a white mother.) 

The president is black. The laison to the White House from the Pentagon is a black female. The head of the Temple of Set formerly Michael Aquino is now a black woman.
(It seems one of history's insane men of infamy- Charles Manson, was right about a plot by certain factions to utilize the blacks to take over the world or at least subdue it. Thats becuz many of Charlie's children in his cult were former Church Of Satan members. And that murder of Sharon Tate was very ritualistic. There were Satanic symbols on the walls in blood. Tate was married to Roman Polansky- a film director who is a notorious pedophile. Either Polansky made a blood sacrifice with his beautiful wife and unborn child or he pissed someone off, badly. The circumstances around Manson were akin to that of every cult leader with covert CIA ties or contacts. His women  tell a story of things going on that are present in every tale relating to SRA, the military, the CIA and the Black Masonry mistakenly called Illuminati. In fact, his killers and his cult remind one of the Jim Jones cult. Also an experiment in seeing if you could create killers with mind control. If you could make groups of people turn against one another, or society. Much like what the public is being turned into now against anyone who the authorities tell them is their enemy.

In fact one might theorize that those experiements were part of a grand plan to form a 1984ish society where the public are cult mind controlled and have a ritualistic existence where they laugh and mock activists who are plainly speaking the truth about whats going on, making common sense, just as in the movie. JUST AS OUR SOCIETY HAS BECOME.
Charles Manson is of interest becuz like every one connected to these mysteries, he has something about him that nudges he is an innocent victim-somewhere along the line. Somehow. The system made the monster but its not just that. Its that some of his theories are plausible, though unbelievable. Just as the content of many of his women's claims about what went on are unbelievable- just as everything is connected to the COS, RA and military classified projects. Believe it.)

I trust Bush becuz I could hate during Bush. The attempts at trying to take away my hate and fire and turn me docile during Obama are a worse crime than any before his administration. I hate who I am now, who I've become during Obama. A cold, half dead fish, swimming through very polluted waters, always running into reflections that are deceptions, forever swimming aimlessly caught in a tank with the only way out would be to choose the way demanded by my captors. Instead of the shark I could be during Bush or the dolphin I was when I had victories-great heights, leaps, jumps.

Obama brings to us the perpetuation of a slave mentality. I dont care how rich he is,  how powerful, how mixed or Liberal. The African American race has never been able to become free of being a house slave for the ruling authority and power. Now that role is being played by blacks more than ever before as they take advantage of past civil rights victories only to become strong, educated and competent enough to be an operational part of the elite's oppressive society.

Hillary Clinton obviously wasnt any better of a choice.

 The fact is that no candidate would be allowed near the presidency that wasn't going to fulfill the agenda and kiss the asses of the military industrial complex, the intelligence communities and corporations. If you recall those were the two powerhouses behind MK Ultra.In cooperation with academia of course.
Ive also noted that part of the behavior modification and re-education during Obama is to force Targets to become more compliant with corporate culture and consumerism. In very blatant ways.

Its America and its intelligence, military, private sector and academia - which is who rules this country now, most of all through mass mind control- that is not right for many of us now. There will never be a candidate that will fix what has happened to this country.

Recently I have been being hit with material that stresses that my life and health are permanently ruined and I can never regain these things.

In fact I recently went to someone's house while traveling (who I should not have trusted and did so due to my traveling companion distracting my usual sense of warning)  in Seabrook NH close to the nuclear power facility. I was exposed to something that gave me respitory symptoms and heart palpitations there and weeks afterwards. I now have chest pains and heaviness and it seems to depend on if I eat high fat foods. Whatever I was exposed to it took weeks to get rid of- our clothes, back packs etc- and it has done damage to my heart or accelerated some condition I may have had to begin with. I dont know if it was connected to the nuclear power plant or high levels of radon recorded in households in Seabrook or a substance/illness put there on purpose.
In fact, it seems that the owner of the house was going to have to vacate on not paying to the bank. Magically at the end of our visit of almost two weeks and my getting sick being exposed to whatever this was, he did not have to vacate after all.
And I now realize I was treated like a Target by these people. I now realize that their entire ploy might have been to keep us there for the time it took for me to get exposed.

The general public who hate me or misunderstand my situation dont know this. BUT THE PERPS AND GS SYSTEM DOES. As the public keeps hating the Target for cover stories, the GS system goes about doing very nasty, real damage to the person which the public doesnt even see nor think about.

I am now trying to stay in this area for tests in Oct for my health, including the internal bleeding over past year. I will try to get my heart looked at. However, the situation here has become so unlivable (the tech being used to harass me, the gang stalking, my traveling companion I have discovered, a pedophile who is homeless due to being caught downloading kiddie porn so probably in on the campaign for his own purposes to get out of trouble possibly) that I want to leave and not stay for health reasons.
Due to either GS or cover stories I am regularly disrespected in this area and made to feel badly constantly. The local idiots think they and the cops really got away with something by destroying my life becuz they are too stupid to understand its a cover story. Which is why this area of the country is dangerous- the commoners, regular guy working class hero idiots and organized crime shitheads who think they are bad asses when in fact often they are being used as pawns for sophisticated operations involving the military, intelligence agencies and many times involving elite institutions like Harvard and MIT etc.

I have also realized that this area of the country while being so saturated in health care and medical colleges promotes a fairly unhealthy lifestyle. And of course this is on purpose. Every time I come back here I get sick, fat, depressed etc. From what I have experienced this area is kept sick so that the teaching hospitals can do research, have patients and make money. I notice there are a disproportionate amount of crazies walking the streets in the northeast. Yet some of the most brilliant minds come out of this area.

I am in one of the worst areas for 'black' or dark Masonry, the Catholic Church occult/crime syndicate as well as worldly power connected to the elite who run the country if not the world.
Also I am in the country who is at the head of running the world into the ground.

It might be better to leave sick and escape to another country than to stay here. Every day I stay here that ISN'T a Sunday or holiday I am bombarded with behavior modification that is part of said re education program. 

And recently the sentiment is that my time is over, I am aged, sick etc and that I should face this, give in and give up and conform. That I should forget about what happened. That I don't matter anymore. That no one is interested in me. That I am considered old news or forgotten.

This is what I mean about Obama's presidency- ITS ALWAYS ABOUT A DROWNING EFFECT. ITS ALWAYS ABOUT MUTING, SILENCING, QUIETING, HIDING AWAY A PERSON. PUTTING THEM OUT TO PASTEUR. Its so fucking insulting. And I am sick of it. I'd rather be killed outright in a more direct face off of powers.

All throughout this ordeal I have had one goal and that is to take documentation and write a book about what has happened. As far as I am concerned that is what I have continued to do UNINTERRUPTED. Unwavering in my dedication. Fuck outside forces or what any mere mortal thinks.

And I know I am being manipulated during the hours of active targeting in locations like this heavy in remote influence and gs and use of chemicals for mind control.  (just as I wrote that, the influence that has been plaguing me here at MIT in the library has ceased- and so has my memory of what I was going to write next. For Survivors, the control IS that advanced now. The system can shut you off mentally from flow of thoughts in a snap. This is usually only possible in this area Ive experienced. Which is why I have no business even being here at all.)

I guess I was going to write about how I am manipulated to NOT do the things I have been working on above- but dont remember now. Interestingly, it seems they are afraid of my recounting what I experienced here during Bush concerning the use of chemicals to control the public. Ive seen an entire bus fall asleep using what I know was chemicals through the vents. I personally have been sprayed with things by perps, some of which were mild psychedelics which seems to make the mind more receptive to the hypnotic suggestion put out by the technologies. Ive also been sprayed with a chemical throughout my visits to this area especially Central Sq Cambridge and Kenmore Sq Boston- that smells a bit musty. Ive learned to block my nose when I smell it. It has been used on me as a Target consistently throughout. IT SEEMS TO DUMB DOWN THE MIND. IT SEEMS TO MAKE THINKING CLEARLY IMPOSSIBLE. AS IF HIGHER THOUGHT PROCESSES ARE BLOCKED AND ONLY SIMPLE, FRONTAL OR LOWER THOUGHT PROCESSES ARE POSSIBLE. I certainly feel 'dumbed down' when I experience this. And often you cant escape the effects totally nor are you ready for a sneak attack all the time.

It usually comes from passers by. As the spraying did during Bush but then I could clearly see they had small spray bottles there put back in purses or whatever. I see no such obvious means of delivery now. It could be delivered in more ingenious ways knowing intelligence services and the way they think and operate.
Ive also smelled this same scent in the subways and in buildings.
Its obviously not just chemtrails they are using.

In MINDWAR, that general as well as Aquino claim to not want to use such methods as the CIA used, such as chemicals for mind control or psy ops due to finding them distasteful it seems. Well, then, it must be a joint effort out in public spaces now to enslave humanity becuz I have experienced the public being exposed to what seems like mind control chemicals and experimentation on such things during Bush...chem trails are claimed by other activists who work on that. I never got into that subject matter. Dont have time.

Obama is just going to put forth more NWO imprisonment. And if there are terrorists from the Middle East then there are forces with NWO interests who have funded them, trained them maybe even PROGRAMMED THEM to be effective at what they are doing.

The war is not with the terrorists they are serving up in front of us its with an elite who are using covert methods to literally enslave mankind. Its bad enough that many of us experienced being forced to vote Republican for Bush's second term, obviously the use of mind control tech  or some psychic influence (Cheney's goat staring jerks? btw you are total traitors to the world of magick, mysticism and shamanism. I hate you. You probably arent really psychic by bloodline are you? You are manufactured by the technomancer's technologies. You are fakes. Your only hope is to control and destroy the natural, real psychics who have true power on the natural earth. Good luck with that, fakes. If you arent fake you are a tool of the oppressor and a traitor to Nature's design. I hate your very existence.)

Now the entire mind control system is in place. Obama will provide a good illusion that we are safe, warm and fuzzy in the arms of a trusted black mammy like himself.  Romney will bring back the insanity of Neo Cons and his Mormon programming to the presidency-forever legitimizing a cult that is very dangerous and from what I have seen in the southwest- very in with the military involving mind control.  

There is no choice in 2012. Its time to realize that there is NO SAFE PLACE left in the USA, unless you are rich enough or healthy enough to live in an isolated location which many of us are not.

These bastards will continue to break down dissidents like me and make us more and more dependent on the system that only seeks to control us.

I say break away completely. Give up any public assistance you are getting. Fuck thier health care system becuz if you are like me, THEY HARASS YOU SO YOU CANT GET HEALTH CARE ANYWAY OR TARGET YOU SO HARD WHEN YOU DO HAVE APPOINTMENTS THAT YOU CANCEL THEM.

The doctors around here that dont outright harm me with harassment and abuse just do the minimum and usually arent telling me whats really going on health wise. I cant take vitamins since the Bactrim gave me life threatening allergies and I dont eat many foods anymore. I feel weak and my body has weakened considerably since 2009 over time. THEY TELL ME HOWEVER IN TESTS THAT I HAVE NO VITAMIN OR MINERAL DEFICIENCIES.

I feel something pulling at my liver. They suspect scarring might be beginning. My digestive system is off and I have internal bleeding over past year twice: THEY TELL ME ALL MY LIVER TESTS ARE NORMAL AND NOTHING IS WRONG.

I dont believe a word of this. I also believe that after doing these tests in October they will tell me nothing is wrong once again.

And the longer I stay here the weaker and sicker I get and longer I am being exposed to the re education/behavior modification program.

For these bastards who have been part of destroying me for years now, its just a waiting game as far as they are concerned.

I am still being prompted to get a lawyer. But as long as I stay in Cambridge and Boston I am so unable to function that I cannot do so. NO MATTER WHERE I GO IN EVERY MAJOR CITY I CANT FUNCTION.

Why bother with elections? Why even debate candidates?

And I am sick of the public floating around acting as if nothing is wrong when this domestic war is still going on. The worst part of it is the Obama style modification that is prompting me to join society, to leave well enough alone, to give up, to go to the feds or cops and cooperate with authority and kiss up to them for help (what help? THEY ARE THE OPPRESSORS, duh.)  Until recently I was being left alone to travel and to at least write my book. Why this now?

No matter what health issues I have to take care of, staying in one place or getting housed isnt the answer. I will NEVER be able to get the freedom or lifestyle I want. Its always being pushed that I give in and give up due to health issues but I am basically given the ultimatum that the life I settle into will never be of my own Willful creation or choosing.

So I fought during Bush this hard so I could settle into Obama's musty, humid, dark, foggy prison cell in some basement somewhere? Becuz that is what this reminds me of.


I dont care if my heart clogs up tomorrow. I KNOW heart disease is in my family and I KNOW THEY DID TOO which is why I have been treated this way for so long. In St Louis Ive documented actually having my heart and chest area hit with tech or weapons as to cause my ribs around the area to be sore. And if it wasnt for Co-Q10 and other herbs this would have manifested sooner.

Well, I dont take the herbs due to allergic reactions for three years as well as other illness and exposures making it worse and voila! The heart disease that runs in my family can magically manifest and IT CAN ALL BY MADE TO LOOK AS IF ITS NATURALLY OCCURRING. BECUZ OF COURSE MY CLAIMS OF BEING HIT WITH MICROWAVE WEAPONS AS WELL AS CONSTANTLY EXPOSED TO THINGS TO MAKE ME SICK AND DESTROY MY HEALTH OVER TIME ARE SUPPOSED TO BE A NATURAL EXPRESSION OF THE SCHIZOPHRENIA FROM MY FATHER'S FAMILY.

These f*ckers think they have this all  mapped out. They've gotten rid of many dissidents over many years time using these methods in many areas of the world.  It always works becuz the sheep are complacent and asleep and the scum are compliant to get for themselves.

You can all go fuck yourselves. You can drop dead. Finding a lawyer isnt going to do me any good. becuz while that asshole wastes my time on your culture of paperwork and waiting and waiting and time and processing etc etc its every day I keep getting exposed to the behavior modification system, the re education program.

Why so I can die of cancer like the many people involved in fighting for victims of MK Ultra? (Therapist Valerie Wolfe etc).
So I can die in a air craft crash (also popular)?
 So I can be found dead of suicide? (popular but didnt work with me so must try other methods).
So I can all of a sudden be found robbing a bank, when that is totally out of my character (Fritz Springmeir, I was told to my face by someone this was attempted with me but powerful people prevented it, it seems in favor of modification.)?

These people dont quite. They only change thier approach according to how the Target reacts. They never quite until they get results.

So why should I then?

Its been occurring to me to leave the USA. The situation is becoming hopeless nationally and for me personally I feel I dont want to die among my worst destroyers and controllers- in whats essentially a foreign land to my ancestors.
Basically I have been made so sick now that its been put to me that I have to settle down and put up with intense modification to care for my health.  Again go fuck yourselves.

I say vote for some Independent guy just to take votes from these two clowns. But to be sure vote for Romney- becuz he is so extreme and crazy that he will allow the public to see what Bush put on this country- for them to REMEMBER. Becuz they have forgotten under the spell of the African voodoon. Another reason to watch out for African Americans in power. EuroAmericans and others generally dont understand that blacks are playing dumb much of the time or that they may be dumbed down due to slave culture but still have held onto thier very powerful pagan religion THAT WAS NEVER DESTROYED OR MADE DORMANT BY CHRISTIANITY OR THE CATHOLIC CHURCH'S TERROR CAMPAIGNS. Remember the Middle Ages basically was a massive mind control program to get European pagan cultures destroyed and thier people under control. Notice how the same torture and fear mongering were used to UNITE the old world (like in the NWO) under Christianity. The world has been dominated by the three Abrahamic religions for centuries- a great mind control cult for the ages.

Blacks are like a force of nature that the wise white man still utilizes for his own purposes- and these people in power are smarter than YOU or I. They have been doing this for thousands of years.

Dont think you are smart enough to figure it out nor to be sure of what you think you know. And by the way in this war of survival Political Correctness WILL GET YOU KILLED OR ENSLAVED. So forget that. See things for what they are, becuz the controllers do just that.


  1. I agree with your post completely. I was thinking the same as you --- that Romney seems to have more "decency" than Obama. True, he has demonstrated that he is so insanely rich and is out of touch with respect to the poor and lower classes. I also think that the Elite want him there, and he also has some characteristics about him that make me think he is a psy-op for the Elite as well. I do believe he is a puppet for them to some extent. Something tells me also that he will get in. People have to be tired of Obama.

    What I'm hearing is that neither Romney nor Obama seem very smart. That's what people are telling me. True, but they are smart enough to work for the Elite. Remember that the Elite don't want smart, they want people who are competent enough to work for them and be effective. They really are afraid of smarts, and try to avoid having people with extra-dimentional richness of spirt type of spirtual artisitic people.

    Kind of like how I can never find a job, because it seemed like every time I did land one, my supervisors were always at war with me. They had this complex where they are more powerful than me, make more money than me, and that I had this vibe or aura about me. They could tell I exuded smarts and some other psychic forces that set me apart from others who are "just hired". They don't want these qualities... they want people just smart enough to get results for them. They don't want anyone better than they. It's like a microcosm of the Elite and targets: they are Elite, targets are mostly poor and not in positions of power like they, but boy do they ever have extra-dimensional qualities that have them intimidated. So of course, Romney or Obama fits their mold very well.

    You'll notice that most people you come across aren't extra-dimensional and rich in terms of intrinsic qualities. The Elite are only rich and extra-dimensional extrinsically rather than intrinsically.

  2. Exposing groupstalking is going global on a very grand scale, watch what happens soon. There's gonna be a real hard hit to them.