This is what organized stalking and harassment does to a person over time.
This was me back in 2006. If you knew me youd know that I was already showing signs of aging, damage and wear from Scott's abuse, being betrayed by family and my ex Jake as well as Julie- everyone intimate to me. I am showing signs of not keeping up grooming as my hair isnt styled and I have gained weight ( I look bloated).
I did not know it was a system called gang stalking yet. I thought it was some part of the federal investigation around friends of associates of mine as well as Jake's drug bust. And OLNICK harassing me so I would sign out of court which of course I did.
I was also still very much living in my internal programming structures and oblivious to how everything worked together and tied in. I was doing what I knew how to do- compartmentalize everything and keep fighting. I was more focused on evading multiple attempts at entrapment from police and other sources at this point which was a full time job- and was about to get more intense after leaving MA.
This is what I look like today. Perps want new pics? Fine here they are. GO for it.
This is what gs does to a person. No drugs. no drinking no partying. Just non stop evasion and survival as well as constant activism. No life no nothing