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PLEASE BE AWARE THAT AS OF 2026 I HAVE TAKEN DOWN ALL VIDEOS THAT SHOW MY FACE. THIS IS DUE TO ADVANCING TECHNOLOGIES IN OUR WORLD BUT IT IS ALSO DUE TO MY GROWING RESPONSIBILITY TO AGING RELATIVES AND MY DESIRE TO PRODUCE MEANINGFUL WORK THAT WILL SECURE MY FUTURE FOR THEM AND MYSELF. KEEP IN MIND THAT THIS BLOG WAS STARTED IN A DIFFERENT ERA WHERE BEING A CONSPIRACY THEORIST WAS SOCIALLY ACCEPTABLE. For many years there were a few attempts to discredit the targeted individual community, such as infrequent, lone articles published by unsavory newspapers. However this was always met with resistance as well as a continued desire from many powerful factions such as academia to keep our community in a gray area. This is most likely due to the fact that back in those days academia had not been infiltrated or influenced by things like students being indoctrinated and then being used as armies against adults and institutions as well as other sordid things like the Jeffrey Epstein scandal. Educated and powerful people knew damn well that this situation is completely feasible. That level of society understood that we are victims of torture especially being aware of the exact nature of abuse of power opposed to the general public's vague impressions that they barely sense that they're being oppressed by in their daily lives anyway. Especially if it's connected to human experimentation or the theory that MK ultra is being continued under private contractors all these years academia and the powerful of all people would understand the levity of the situation. PEOPLE COULD NOT BE CANCELED AND DISSIDENT VOICES COULD NOT BE SILENCED SO EASILY. SOMEONE EXPRESSING A VERY ALTERNATIVE OPINION WOULD NOT IMMEDIATELY BE A POTENTIAL THREAT OR A DANGER TO OTHERS DUE TO CONTENT. SINCE THIS BLOG WAS STARTED, CONSPIRACY THEORY CULTURE HAS BEEN VILLANIZED AND WORSE CO-OPTED (EVEN THOUGH IT SEEMS THAT THE LEFT AND THE RIGHT POLITICAL PARTIES BELIEVE NOTHING BUT CONSPIRACY THEORIES AND THERE'S NO COMMON SENSE OR REAL POLITICS GOING ON). THERE'S SO MUCH CONSPIRACY THEORY GOING ON WITHIN POLITICS THE PROBLEM IS IS THAT ANYBODY THAT'S A REAL CONSPIRACY THEORIST THAT'S LOOKING FOR REAL ANSWERS OR THE TRUTH IS NOW BEING LABELED A PROBLEM BECAUSE SOMEHOW CONSPIRACY THEORIES ARE ONLY SOCIALLY ACCEPTABLE AS LONG AS THEY FIT IN WITH...POLITICAL POLARIZATION?
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Monday, March 18, 2013

Buses In Tempe/Mesa Area Causing Sleepiness

Whats compelling about this is its EVERY single bus ride no matter what time of day or duration of ride. And the sleepiness is only occuring during rides on buses.

Theres a nodding out effect thats according to a pattern.
I timed it and its every 14-21 seconds, one or the other with some mixing up of that timing for a cycle. Like it could be two 21 second cycles then a fourteen twice, then back to 21.

Its a nodding into deep sleepiness then being jerked out of it all within a 14 or 21 second cycle.

My body jerks or tics upon being in the deepest part of this nod into sleep and right before coming out of it. If I am driven to nap on the bus my body will jerk during the nap.

I guessing this is either tech or the use of chemical influence through the vent system on a cycle. Due to the jerking I would say its more tech. But how is it done on a bus?

Mesa AZ has been very difficult. I could get alot done here but this sleepiness effect and a constant interface daily in the area has made it impossible, even though there is a computer opportunity here available. Forgetfulness is at an all time high here.

Interestingly, our Ride Share ride off Craigslist from Kingman AZ (perps I later realized-former military and one foreigner..Craigslist is sooooo infiltrated. Its been horrible especially during Bush) was very quick to explain away our sleepiness upon entering the Phoenix  area as my companion and I noted a quick and defined sleepiness.
He quickly said it was probably from walking around all day in the sun in Kingman, which is, to anyone trained in picking up slights or mind games, an insult concerning us being houseless first of all, and secondly we werent outside all day in Kingman and when we were during our time there, no such sleepiness occurred.

I have been very naive as to how big this thing is across the country. I suppose I only focused on what happened to ME not my having to exist in a country thats under mass mind control.  Its gotten really bad since this first started in 2003. The past few years have been increasingly worse.

2 comments:

  1. Yeah, very familiar stuff, being jerked out of a sleep. Also, do you get dreams about being awake and not being able to sleep? I get that sometimes.

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  2. ..this type of altered state is used here (NYC) also, since big cities are awash w/rhythmic, repeating, harmonic waves that can have an "add-on" effect to unsuspecting targets who have been long conditioned thru V2K & other forms of EH .. vehicle motors, refrigeration & a/c compressors are a convenient & low-tech source that I've been aware of for a long time, but many targets still downplay the influence of it ..peace hope & strength ..

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