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2026 UPDATE ON VIDEOS:
PLEASE BE AWARE THAT AS OF 2026 I HAVE TAKEN DOWN ALL VIDEOS THAT SHOW MY FACE. THIS IS DUE TO ADVANCING TECHNOLOGIES IN OUR WORLD BUT IT IS ALSO DUE TO MY GROWING RESPONSIBILITY TO AGING RELATIVES AND MY DESIRE TO PRODUCE MEANINGFUL WORK THAT WILL SECURE MY FUTURE FOR THEM AND MYSELF. KEEP IN MIND THAT THIS BLOG WAS STARTED IN A DIFFERENT ERA WHERE BEING A CONSPIRACY THEORIST WAS SOCIALLY ACCEPTABLE. For many years there were a few attempts to discredit the targeted individual community, such as infrequent, lone articles published by unsavory newspapers. However this was always met with resistance as well as a continued desire from many powerful factions such as academia to keep our community in a gray area. This is most likely due to the fact that back in those days academia had not been infiltrated or influenced by things like students being indoctrinated and then being used as armies against adults and institutions as well as other sordid things like the Jeffrey Epstein scandal. Educated and powerful people knew damn well that this situation is completely feasible. That level of society understood that we are victims of torture especially being aware of the exact nature of abuse of power opposed to the general public's vague impressions that they barely sense that they're being oppressed by in their daily lives anyway. Especially if it's connected to human experimentation or the theory that MK ultra is being continued under private contractors all these years academia and the powerful of all people would understand the levity of the situation. PEOPLE COULD NOT BE CANCELED AND DISSIDENT VOICES COULD NOT BE SILENCED SO EASILY. SOMEONE EXPRESSING A VERY ALTERNATIVE OPINION WOULD NOT IMMEDIATELY BE A POTENTIAL THREAT OR A DANGER TO OTHERS DUE TO CONTENT. SINCE THIS BLOG WAS STARTED, CONSPIRACY THEORY CULTURE HAS BEEN VILLANIZED AND WORSE CO-OPTED (EVEN THOUGH IT SEEMS THAT THE LEFT AND THE RIGHT POLITICAL PARTIES BELIEVE NOTHING BUT CONSPIRACY THEORIES AND THERE'S NO COMMON SENSE OR REAL POLITICS GOING ON). THERE'S SO MUCH CONSPIRACY THEORY GOING ON WITHIN POLITICS THE PROBLEM IS IS THAT ANYBODY THAT'S A REAL CONSPIRACY THEORIST THAT'S LOOKING FOR REAL ANSWERS OR THE TRUTH IS NOW BEING LABELED A PROBLEM BECAUSE SOMEHOW CONSPIRACY THEORIES ARE ONLY SOCIALLY ACCEPTABLE AS LONG AS THEY FIT IN WITH...POLITICAL POLARIZATION?
 IT'S JUST A DANGEROUS TIME. I WILL ALWAYS PRODUCE WORK ON THIS BLOG UNTIL I AM INCAPABLE OF DOING SO OR UNTIL MY BOOK IS WRITTEN.  SINCE I WAS FRAMED IN 2016 IT TOTALLY OBLITERATED MY AUDIENCE BASE. I HAVE TO WORK REALLY HARD TO GET THIS THING BACK. MY PERSONAL LIFE HAS BEEN INTERFERING FOR THE PAST 10 YEARS AND THAT IS ENDING NOW.. HOPEFULLY I CAN MAKE THIS BLOG WHAT I ORIGINALLY INTENDED IT TO BE AS WELL AS I CAN FINALLY COMPLETE WHAT I STARTED DECADES AGO AS A WOMAN IN MY THIRTIES. NOW IN MY '50S I WOULD LIKE TO COMPLETE THIS AND MOVE ON. 
 
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Please be advised that this written work is theory. For legal reasons I state that I have no actual belief in these theories as fact, if I did I would have sought legal recourse. Until that occurs, this blog can only be considered theory. In future if legal recourse is made available then any and all actions PAST AND FUTURE that have been taken against me during the years producing this work will be labeled criminal action.
I am a writer, an activist and artist. I claim my RIGHT TO EXIST legally under US Constitution and international law.

This is an educational blog for awareness as well as sometimes a telling of candid personal experiences to demonstrate theories as they might be experienced by a person who theoretically is existing under such conditions.
Any actions taken against me by others questioning my competence based on this produced work even those allegedly working for me or on any legal cases on my behalf will be sued or charged with activist/dissident intimidation and/or whistle blower retaliation and proper legal action will be taken against you by myself, family and support system. 

Be warned that no further interference with my production of meaningful work as an artist and activist will be tolerated.

Saturday, January 26, 2013

Posting While More Clear Headed Due To Being Down At Border And Out Of San Diego Proper

Gone to the Mex border for the day.

The difference is amazing. The  bad attitude towards houseless people and social conformity around SD is just horrible. As a Target specifically, the program of tech, chemical influence and subtle harassment makes it  almost impossible to get anything done-especially looking up lawyers.

I am getting my health taken care taken care of however. The hospital here actually does their job and the staff seem like they're decent.
I've had problems with lower level employees but thats the norm. I just ignore it becuz they're just peons. Im more concerned with the professionals.
The police and other professionals here actually have decency and do their jobs. There are less cops in on GS here usually.

There are alot of perps in the general population who appear to be civilians. There's also alot of weird social pressure and YUPpie attitude  in the environments and stores/restaurants. Much of it is definitely GS related though knowing how childish Cali is, alot of it may be ignorance.

The behavior modification is heavy handed here. The following program seems to be present in all of Souther California for me, only ceasing when I go above Los Angles as I did when traveling to Bakersfield recently and I posted the differences in the two geographic environments.

In San Diego proper a large part of the behavior modification program is the use of the illusion that celebrities are in psychic contact or there is a Truman Show effect, depending on location and day.
For example if I do something that is approved of by the behavior modification system it seems then the illusion that a certain celebrity is watching, in psychic contact or is, say, reading this blog and they approve of what's being produced is used to make me adhere to a reward and punishment system. To of course produce more works.
This system of illusion of course ceases when I leave SD proper and goes south as I have today.

 Ocean Beach area is just torture when it comes to tech and being beat down. Which is sad as it's a wondedful hippie type beach community with many other Travelers. I have to be very realistic however as to the large Naval base south of OB.

Hillcrest, downtown-all of SD is just saturated with harassment and tech. Each neighborhood has its own style and level of harassment. I often find myself ranting or being loud yet shamed and insecure lately.
 It makes sense its just very very sad. An American can no longer enjoy their own country.

 Once a final test.is done we should leave the area for someplace healthier.

2 comments:

  1. Lots a laughs, I been to Ocean Beach many years ago, and yes it was quite a modern day hippie town then too.

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  2. I've been thinking that I would really not like Texas very much. Something about it doesn't sit well. There seems to be a very massive organized crime presence there that is illegal yet powerful. I think it's livable as a target if you have enough money, but it seems to me that the people there are very into GS.

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