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2026 UPDATE ON VIDEOS:
PLEASE BE AWARE THAT AS OF 2026 I HAVE TAKEN DOWN ALL VIDEOS THAT SHOW MY FACE. THIS IS DUE TO ADVANCING TECHNOLOGIES IN OUR WORLD BUT IT IS ALSO DUE TO MY GROWING RESPONSIBILITY TO AGING RELATIVES AND MY DESIRE TO PRODUCE MEANINGFUL WORK THAT WILL SECURE MY FUTURE FOR THEM AND MYSELF. KEEP IN MIND THAT THIS BLOG WAS STARTED IN A DIFFERENT ERA WHERE BEING A CONSPIRACY THEORIST WAS SOCIALLY ACCEPTABLE. For many years there were a few attempts to discredit the targeted individual community, such as infrequent, lone articles published by unsavory newspapers. However this was always met with resistance as well as a continued desire from many powerful factions such as academia to keep our community in a gray area. This is most likely due to the fact that back in those days academia had not been infiltrated or influenced by things like students being indoctrinated and then being used as armies against adults and institutions as well as other sordid things like the Jeffrey Epstein scandal. Educated and powerful people knew damn well that this situation is completely feasible. That level of society understood that we are victims of torture especially being aware of the exact nature of abuse of power opposed to the general public's vague impressions that they barely sense that they're being oppressed by in their daily lives anyway. Especially if it's connected to human experimentation or the theory that MK ultra is being continued under private contractors all these years academia and the powerful of all people would understand the levity of the situation. PEOPLE COULD NOT BE CANCELED AND DISSIDENT VOICES COULD NOT BE SILENCED SO EASILY. SOMEONE EXPRESSING A VERY ALTERNATIVE OPINION WOULD NOT IMMEDIATELY BE A POTENTIAL THREAT OR A DANGER TO OTHERS DUE TO CONTENT. SINCE THIS BLOG WAS STARTED, CONSPIRACY THEORY CULTURE HAS BEEN VILLANIZED AND WORSE CO-OPTED (EVEN THOUGH IT SEEMS THAT THE LEFT AND THE RIGHT POLITICAL PARTIES BELIEVE NOTHING BUT CONSPIRACY THEORIES AND THERE'S NO COMMON SENSE OR REAL POLITICS GOING ON). THERE'S SO MUCH CONSPIRACY THEORY GOING ON WITHIN POLITICS THE PROBLEM IS IS THAT ANYBODY THAT'S A REAL CONSPIRACY THEORIST THAT'S LOOKING FOR REAL ANSWERS OR THE TRUTH IS NOW BEING LABELED A PROBLEM BECAUSE SOMEHOW CONSPIRACY THEORIES ARE ONLY SOCIALLY ACCEPTABLE AS LONG AS THEY FIT IN WITH...POLITICAL POLARIZATION?
 IT'S JUST A DANGEROUS TIME. I WILL ALWAYS PRODUCE WORK ON THIS BLOG UNTIL I AM INCAPABLE OF DOING SO OR UNTIL MY BOOK IS WRITTEN.  SINCE I WAS FRAMED IN 2016 IT TOTALLY OBLITERATED MY AUDIENCE BASE. I HAVE TO WORK REALLY HARD TO GET THIS THING BACK. MY PERSONAL LIFE HAS BEEN INTERFERING FOR THE PAST 10 YEARS AND THAT IS ENDING NOW.. HOPEFULLY I CAN MAKE THIS BLOG WHAT I ORIGINALLY INTENDED IT TO BE AS WELL AS I CAN FINALLY COMPLETE WHAT I STARTED DECADES AGO AS A WOMAN IN MY THIRTIES. NOW IN MY '50S I WOULD LIKE TO COMPLETE THIS AND MOVE ON. 
 
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I am a writer, an activist and artist. I claim my RIGHT TO EXIST legally under US Constitution and international law.

This is an educational blog for awareness as well as sometimes a telling of candid personal experiences to demonstrate theories as they might be experienced by a person who theoretically is existing under such conditions.
Any actions taken against me by others questioning my competence based on this produced work even those allegedly working for me or on any legal cases on my behalf will be sued or charged with activist/dissident intimidation and/or whistle blower retaliation and proper legal action will be taken against you by myself, family and support system. 

Be warned that no further interference with my production of meaningful work as an artist and activist will be tolerated.

Tuesday, January 1, 2013

Mean Spirited America/Obama Wanted To "Transform" America-Is Behavior Modification What He Intended?

http://www.commondreams.org/views03/0503-06.htmhttp://www.commondreams.org/views03/0503-06.htm Ironically Obama gave an interview in 1990 while at Harvard University (!) that he and his wanted to "transform" a mean spirited and racist America. Strange how life changes. How when you work for the power structure and its agenda you become part of the problems you wanted to solve as a young idealist. Drone attacks that kill innocent families in far off countries is beyond mean spirited-it should be illegal. Behavior modification rooted in Project Paperclip and MK Ultra is a pretty 'mean spirited' way to "transform" America and its people. http://www.westernjournalism.com/obama-1990-interview-were-going-to-reshape-mean-spirited-selfish-america-the-suburbs-bore-me/ Lone shooters killing little kids in school shootings or targeting politicians (AZ) or governing officials (St.Louis, MO) becuz psy ops/black ops or corrupt authority or American culture drives them to it is pretty screwed up as well. And our president can shed a tear all he wants. He's programmed and compartmentalized, so one alter might cry but within theres another that will do whatever has to be done as a leader. We've all seen the pic of him the Repubs use, with his hooded, angry eyes containing a frighteningly steely determination typical of US presidents. I wonder what they do to these little boys to make Presidential Model Presidents. Female mind control slaves arent the only ones who suffer. Presidents' couldnt relate to Presidential Model female mind controlled slaves without some sort of sympatico. What I want to know, is exactly who has been creating leaders in power for centuries. Never trust Harvard. I'm from Cambridge remember? Ive experienced just how overprivileged with power, access, clout and resources that area of the country is. How overeducated, classist rich people cut off from the rest of the country tucked away in the northeast suffer from such emotional and spiritual even social retardation that they are capable of such atrocities against humanity. Just in order to know they exist or that they are in power, or to cure their own festering insecurities they destroy lives for mere amusement. Multiple Massachusetts institutions were and are involved in MK Ultra, related or similar projects and that which has grown from those past projects that plagues the United States today in the form of mass mind control-through technology, chemicals and psy warfare, on the masses and individual dissidents. People feel bad for me or write my situation off (arrogantly) as 'Its sad' or there's people who keep insisting on intimating there was some nonsense many people saw on YouTube-which of course would be nothing more than the coverstory so who cares anyway? What a bunch of stupid average nobodies outside the loop? Just more annoyances useful to the enemy is all that is, if its true at all. I know my work is important. I know I help people. And I only run as long as I am constantly chased by this system-I didn't start this they did. America as far as I have seen enjoys being dishonest and mean spirited...or could it be that, a population of people who are overburdened, over and under stimulated in key areas, oppressed, enslaved and basically kept down all their lives by an overbearing parent-state and kept obsessed with consuming instead of living will naturally react with hatred, anger, detachment and a lack of spirituality? Also when your taught to believe your nation rescues and fixes the whole world, when problems are left unsolved in your own backyard, the best you can do is ignore, deny or reject with a marked hatred. Their Americans-its not their fault. They have no fucking idea whats going on. And in order to stay safe, fed and wealthy they either dont find out or pretend not to know. Then there are those lovely people where sadistic natures seem to just be passed on through their DNA. Power tripping is their idea of fun. What else can you give to the man who has everything? Hmph. Its useless talking about this in relation to America anymore. The place is trashed. And now Mammy Obama is going to complete paving earth over the former garbage dump so it can never be dealt with. Behavior modification is not a true transformation. And covering crimes doesnt not equate justice. The magical US President as authority figure succeeds at illusion-but fails at alchemy. America is fake to begin with so it doesnt matter-paint it however you want to. People will live in it and exist just fine. For the rest of us who require true sustenance to survive-its time to go abroad to seek something more meaningful and nourishing. Actual real transformation guided by self and Nature is not possible in the modern man made false environments. America being one such environment.

1 comment:

  1. One thing I've noticed: TI's have their lives put under a microscope, and all the tiniest of flaws get magnified and packaged for the general public to mock and deride. Meanwhile, the legions of anons that comprise the faceless mob never ever get judged ever. I guess that's why the public join the cesspit... that way, they are so anonymous, they can't get judged.

    Oh, but TI's can't have any faults.

    And I've noticed that "they", whomever "they" refer to, absolutely had honest people who put forth an honest effort, yet are not part of the system. I know the system hates anyone who puts up a front to them, who stands up to them. That includes smart people, honest people. And let's face it -- honest people wouldn't be going along with something so massively dishonest in the first place. This is something that encourages stupidity and dishonesty. They want people caving in to their demands, which explains why there are so many sheeple. It's so easy to cave in. But I personally have a difficult time giving in to their little PARTY they have going for themselves and their weak-minded minions. I just don't see what joing a pack and crucifying an honest or honest person would do for me personally.


    http://gang-stalking.blogspot.com/2010/08/protecting-that-which-is-sacred.html

    I can't say it better than this post on gangstalkingworld.

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