All is lost it seems. Its so hot during the day the heat is making the gs difficult to desl with.
Evdry long ride I get is pretty bad.
Im isolated. The gs is more than ive ever seen in my life. Its like they are keepijg me surrounded this time. I rarely interact with normal people.
Im self talking at a disturbingly high rate lately which of course only helps them accomplish their goals. It seems to be a reaction to the extreme stress ans isolation.
My homebase has been ruined for me and California is now uninhabitable (second home) due to Fukushima.
Why has this excelerated over past two years. Ceetainly since rhe change in Cambridge and Boston administrations.
I only feel normal or the environment is normal again late at nite like 2am.
I am so hated and treated wirh mistrust everywhere I go.
I should have planned better for my allies and family members dying making it so i have less protection.
They are also pissed becuz i have wised up And shed all handlers or people working for gs system.
I noticed a frightenng trend back home in Cambridge- that anyone knows too much or was closely tied into black gangs or anyone pedophile or hangs witj people like thst long time in Harvard Square scene is ending up dead-
-Hang oneself in jail.
-Bodies found in Charles River etc.
What the hell is going on?
(Unless u work for them it seems).
Also over a few years time people have been dying or going insane from Harvard Sq scene, anyone who doesn't work for gs system or anyone who cant be of use to them dealing drugs etc.
Its being made very hard for me to go back to get my things. Im going to MA for a few hours to one day then leaving forever. Why is that so difficult?
MA has always wanted me gone and now they get thier wish but im not leaving my stuff there. Wtf?